Chapter 134 sick bed raving

When I woke up suddenly, it was still dark outside the window, except for a high-hanging street lamp, bursting with countless dazzling lights in the distance! My soaring heart fell into a painful body again. I suddenly remembered a few words of Lao Tzu: At this time, I felt the pain caused by the body to human beings.And human beings also have spiritual pain: the big ones are like worrying about the country and the family, the parting of life and death... the small ones are like hurting the spring and autumn... everything in the universe is ruthless: the sun and menstruation pass through the sky, the rivers and rivers travel the earth, and spring goes to autumn , Flowers bloom and fall, all follow the laws of nature.Only in this world, there are people, the souls of all things, who will take their own feelings and bestow them on the ruthless things!There are tens of thousands of sentences like "feeling the time and splashing tears, hating the bird and being frightened".In short, just because there are people with thoughts and emotions, there will be joys and sorrows, there will be "war and peace", and there will be "love and death are eternal themes".

I envy those planets without humans! I am sober. I woke up from a high fever and opened my eyes to see the relieved and joyful smiling faces of my loved ones who were guarding me beside the bed.I turned my head and saw many vases of flowers on the bedside table: roses, chrysanthemums, cyclamen, calla lilies... There were many condolence letters beside it... I fell into the world of love and flowers again-this time There are still humans in the world! Early morning of March 15, 1988