Chapter 103 Commemorating the 30th Anniversary of "Harvest" Magazine

Xiaolin made a long-distance call from Shanghai and asked me to write a commemorative article for the 30th anniversary of the publication.I figured it out, it should have been published in 1957. 1957 was the most painful year after I returned from overseas. In this year, there were three rightists in my family: one was my wife, one was my son, and the other was my third brother.At that time, my heart was like deep-fried, bitter and bitter, and I had to cheer up to comfort and "guide" them. I didn't know how many good words I said, how many long letters I wrote, and I left everything else aside... ...all this has to be left for the autobiography.

But I am the most loyal reader. When it comes, I must read it carefully from the beginning, and often pile it up on the desk. At the end of the year, I bundle it up and put it in the closet.Because it was founded by my good friends Jin Yi and Ba Jin, I immediately thought of Jin Yi and Ba Jin when I saw it.And Xiao Shan, this mischievous girl, always writes to me to urge me to write. Her letters are full of enthusiasm, coquettishness, and threats. Sometimes she even says: "If you don't submit an article, I'm going to hang myself." I know In her happy life, she would never really "hang herself" because of this trivial incident, but these two words in the fantasy are enough to scare me.I remember that my short article "A Clog" was written hastily under the threat of her urging the manuscript for "Shanghai Literature"!

It has been published for thirty years. It is an authoritative publication with many good works. I am ashamed that I have not written much, and it is not good. I only plan to publish my "autobiography" on the Internet. Now I only write about one-third of my life, and one-third of the published ones, from childhood to 1926, are all things from my unsophisticated age. Naive”, but I still want to write my true feelings to respond to Brother Ba Jin’s call to “tell the truth”. I am willing to be supervised by readers! On the morning of September 12, 1987