Chapter 48 remember

After the rain, the sky is green and the grass is green.Soft mud has been added to the dirt road, but there is a piece of clear water under the cut rock, and a snow-white flower blooms.It's just a little bit of nature, so why can't I go low? The wind was violent and the rain was violent, standing by the side of the building in the dark.Why don't you open the door when you want to get a book, and just stand in the coolness? ——I want to count the number of lights on and off in the sound of the waves, on the island tower, one—two—three—four—five. Gloomy weather.The wave invaded the edge of the skirt.The purple flower fell and went straight to the outside of the wave circle, into the boundary of meditation.When I looked down, it turned out that the flowers on the water were the flowers in my hand.

Only the lights and figures in front of the hall are rippling in the water. ——After a while, the lights went out and the people dispersed. ——It was dark for a while. ——Is it my loneliness?Is it the loneliness in the mountains? Is it the loneliness of the universe?There was no one beside this pool, only the night was as cool as water, and the sound of trees was like howling. These things happened several years ago, and these places are thousands of miles away, yet why do I remember them all now?It is expected that the same me runs through it, and the pool, pond, river, sea, and the rain of today also run through the same water.

July 18, 1921.The shadow of the tree is covered on the wall, and the cool breeze is like washing, and the moon is as bright as water. She looked at me, "Why do you look at the sky without words? Could it be that you are bored and feeling emotional?" I said: "I think what is life! One life is just birth, old age, sickness and death, so what if you don't have birth, old age, sickness and death? It's boring and tasteless, so what if you live forever? After a hundred years, who will know you? After a thousand years, who will know you Human beings are extinct, and who knows you? Just like you and I talk under the moon, it’s just like lightning, glancing at the infinite space, at this moment, it has become a vague deed in the past.”

She said: "That's not right. You just praise 'nature', praise children, advocate the love of the universe, and call the world endless. Didn't you yourself say that 'there is happiness and light in the world'?" I said, "I just closed my eyes and thought about it, lowered my head to write, confirmed myself, doubted myself, opened my eyes, raised my head, and the illusion went away! Where is Paradise? Where is the kingdom of heaven?The society is still filthy and life is boring! 'Nature' is only ever unconscious, needless to say.A child seems complete only because he is ignorant and ignorant.

But is he forever ignorant?It will always be ignorant and ignorant, how can life be satisfied?There is nothing to say in the world, so I used my imagination to leave life behind to praise nature and children.Generally self-deception, masturbation, Where in the world is happiness and light?I have searched all over the world, and the existence is only relatively temporary. Where in the world is happiness and light? " She said: "Hope is happiness, and creation is happiness. If you let go of your imagination and leave your life behind, can society not be polluted and life not be boring?"

I said, "So what if you can't hope? What if you fail to create?" Throughout the ages, how many people have created?How are they now?You are just one of the sands in the Ganges River. How can you start to do it, and how can you compare with it?Even if they can reach the pinnacle, they are just like them.It’s okay not to hope, it’s okay not to want to create, it’s better to be a fool and a mediocre woman, and you will never have troubles for the rest of your life! " She smiled and said, "Your emotions are ebb and flow, and your thinking is not systematic. You don't have your philosophy of life, you don't have your worldview. You just let your thoughts flow freely and speak with the thoughts. Creation is trouble, not creation is just boredom. So what? If you want to be troubled, if you don’t want to be bored, so what?”

I said: "Yes! I have already joined the world. If you don't wish, you must hope, and if you don't advance, you must advance. The car is already on the track, and you can keep going, but looking forward to the future from time to time, it's just boring! This track Passing through the emptiness, walking is walking, the handsome stars are walking, but from time to time, I feel that walking for a while, in this vast universe, is just meaningless!" She only smiled, and the moonlight shone on her clear eyebrows, and she never spoke since then. "The power in the world is never in vain: when you raise your hand, the heat will open a flower; when you turn around, it will make everything tremble; you are a part of the harmonious life, you bring Your unique mission; you are standing on the threshold of wisdom, please go further! Look, life is only in the filth of society and the boredom of life.

How has the universe been ruthless?When did humans become extinct?Don't underestimate fools and mediocre women, they understand the true meaning of life and the true value of life.They have never been emotional, never bored, and only worked diligently to benefit the world.Come back!Keep your feet on the ground! " She didn't say that, she just smiled. "Wan Yin! Thank you for your clear eyebrows. From the light of the bright moon, you told me clearly." "Leisure Love" on July 22, 1921. )