Chapter 40 superman

He Bin is a cold-hearted young man, no one has ever seen him have anything to do with anyone.In the building where he lived, there were many people living together, but he ignored them, and he didn't eat in the cafeteria with them.When the postman came, many young people happily jumped to pick up their letters, but He Bin never got a letter.Apart from doing business in the bureau every day, he said a few official words with his colleagues; and when the landlord, Grandma Cheng, served him meals, he also said a few usual socializing words, and he kept silent. Not only is he ignorant of people, he doesn't like anything that is a little angry; there is not even a flower or a blade of grass in the house, and it is as cold and gloomy as a cave.The shelves are full of books.He came back from the bureau alone, closed the door, took off his hat, sat by the desk, picked up a book, and read it unconsciously. Occasionally, he felt tired, so he also stood up and walked around the room a few times. , or opened the curtain to take a look, but after a while, it closed again.

At last, Grandma Cheng was someone he looked at differently; when she brought the meal, she would sometimes stand aside, chatting to him and asking him why he was so lonely.She asked dozens of questions, and He Bin accidentally agreed a few words: "The world is empty, and life is unconscious. The aggregation of people and people, the universe, and all things is just like a play: on stage, father and son Mother and daughter are very intimate; step off the stage, take off their masks, and then separate. It is the same thing to cry, and it is also the same thing to laugh. It is better to abandon each other than to implicate each other; and Nietzsche said Well, love and pity are both evil..." Grandma Cheng understood half of it, although she didn't understand it very well, and said with a smile, "If this is the case, what's the point of living in this world? Wouldn't it be better to die and perish? Well, why bother to dress and eat?" He smiled and said, "In this way, don't you value yourself and the world too much. It's not as good as flowing water, just let him go." Grandma Cheng wanted to continue talking, seeing He Bin's expression Leng Ran, with his head down, just eats, and dare not speak.

That night he woke up suddenly.I could hear the miserable groans from downstairs opposite, the painful voice, intermittently, trembling in this silent night.Although he was unmoved, it also disturbed him so that he couldn't sleep all night.The moonlight was like water, pouring in through the window screen, and he thought of many things from his childhood——the loving mother, the stars in the sky, the flowers in the yard... His mind was exhausted, and he tried his best to get rid of these thoughts, but he was helpless. These things just rushed together, until dawn, only slightly closed eyes.

He listened to the groans for three nights, looked at the moon for three nights, and thought about the past for three nights—sleeping and eating were out of order, the circles under his eyes were dark, and his face was pale.Occasionally looking in the mirror, I was slightly taken aback. He still does his work mechanically every day—but in his empty mind, a late-night patient was added out of thin air. Waking up early on the seventh day, he suddenly asked Grandma Cheng who was the patient downstairs opposite?Grandma Cheng was surprised, and said, "That's Lu'er, a kid running around in the kitchen. He went to the street that day and broke his leg for some reason. He bought a plaster and put it on, but it still didn't work. Every night He is the one moaning. This child is so pitiful, he is only twelve years old this year, he is diligent and caring..." He Bin just put on his clothes and hat, as if he didn't hear, he walked to the door .Grandma Cheng also stopped talking, picked up the bowl, and was about to go out when He Bin slowly took out a banknote from his pocket, handed it to Grandma Cheng and said, "give it to Lu'er, tell him to ask the doctor to treat him for a while." Treat." After finishing speaking, he left without looking back. ——Grandma Cheng couldn't help being astonished when she saw the huge number, and Mr. He would also feel compassionate, which is unprecedented!She was holding the bowl, standing at the door, just lost in thought.

The moaning sound gradually became lighter, and the moon gradually disappeared.He Bin is still in a haze—the loving mother, the stars in the sky, the flowers in the yard... His mind is exhausted, and he tries his best to get rid of these thoughts, but these things just come together. After a few days, the moaning stopped, the night was still silent, and He Bin was still asleep "without dreams".The thoughts of the previous few nights were just like the twilight of the dawn moon shining on the peak of the iceberg, and they passed away in a while. Grandma Cheng brought Lu'er to knock on his door several times to thank him; as if he had forgotten, he looked up coldly, shook his head again, and continued to read his book.Lu'er looked up at the door with her black and fat face open, almost crying.

At dinner that day, He Bin told Grandma Cheng that he was going to be transferred to another bureau, and he would get up the next morning, and asked her to settle all the rent and meals. Grandma Cheng felt very disappointed, such a clean guest was rare, but after all she couldn't keep him, so she quickly congratulated him.He nodded slightly, then turned back to pack his books. He felt very tired and fell asleep after a while. ——Suddenly heard the door knob of his own move a few times, and then heard someone pushing it with his hand.He didn't speak or move, he just lay down quietly, and he became silent after a while.

The next day, he worked again with the door closed. Grandma Cheng wanted to help him, but he refused. He only said to bother her when there was something to do.After Grandma Cheng went downstairs, he suddenly remembered that he forgot to buy the rope.Slowly opened the door, only to see a figure flashing, and when I looked again, Lu'er was hiding behind the opposite door.He hesitated and looked around, but there was no servant, so he called, "Lu'er, buy some rope for me." Lu'er staggered over, happily took the money, and flew downstairs. After a while, Lu'er, with a flushed face from running, came up panting, holding the rope in one hand, and the other behind her back, with one or two golden stars slightly exposed.

He passed the rope, raised his head as if to speak, and gradually turned his hand back. He Bin ignored it, and walked in by himself with the rope. He was busy tidying up everything, holding hands and looking around, the room was empty - when he fell asleep, he felt extremely hot, so he got up again, opened the windows and doors a little, and the cool breeze came back and forth blowing. "It's still very hot. My mind seems to be very messy, and the room seems to be too heavy. - I've been tired for two days, and my daily life is naturally a little abnormal. But why do I think of the patient in the middle of the night again. - Beloved..., I don't want to, I'm bored very!"

The slight wind blows the short hair on his forehead, dries the sweat on his forehead, and gradually fan him into a dream. The white walls on all sides, the twilight of the day, and the dark shadows in the corners of the room.Time passed minute by minute. A loving mother, a sky full of stars, and flowers in the yard.I don't want to anymore, - bored... bored... black shadows spread over the roof, I can't see anything, time passed by minute by minute. The wind is strong, and the wall is bright.The stars flew in chaotically.In the middle of the starlight, a woman in white slowly walked in, holding up her skirt with her right hand, and pressing her forehead with her left hand.As she got closer, Qingxiang would come over; she gradually bent down to watch, watching quietly and motionlessly, her eyes were full of love.

My nerves were numb for a moment!Get up, no, this is in the cradle, ah!Mother,—a loving mother. Mother!I want to get up and sit in your arms, you hold me up and sit in your arms. Mother!We are just involved with each other and never abandon each other. Gradually backed away, eyes still full of love.Blurred, the stars fell like rain, flying across and gathered on the black shadow in the corner of the room. ——"Mother, don't go, don't go!..." The expression of love that had been hidden for more than ten years was revealed on He Bin's face again; the tears that had not been seen for more than ten years were scattered like pearls.

The fragrance is still there, and the man in white is still there.Slightly opening his eyes, the white walls on all sides, the twilight of the day, and a few black shadows in the corner of the room sent a delicate fragrance. ——As soon as he moved, he suddenly felt a small person walking out with tiptoes. When he came to the door, he turned his little face and looked around.He is the patient in the middle of the night—it is Lu Er. He Bin tried his best to sit up.On top of the bound books over there was a basket of golden flowers.He walked over in his unlined clothes, and there was a piece of paper under the flower basket with big characters on it, and when he looked at it under the dim light, it read: I don't know how to repay my kindness to my husband.I looked at Mr.'s door several times, but there were no flowers on the table. ——There are flower sellers here, I wonder if Mr. has seen them? ——I don’t know the name of the flower in this basket. I planted it myself, but it is very fragrant. I love it the most. I think my husband must also love it.I would have given it to my husband a long time ago, but there was no chance.I heard that my husband was leaving yesterday, so I hurried to deliver it. I think Mr. must not want it.However, I have a mother who is also grateful to Mr. for loving me.Does sir have a mother?She must love Mr.In this way, my mother and my husband's mother are good friends.So the husband must accept things from the son of the mother's friend.Lu'er kowtowed to He Bin to finish reading, holding flowers, and went back to the bed, exhausted of all concentration, couldn't help crying bitterly. The fragrance is still there, but the mother is gone!Inside and outside the window, what shines on each other is only moonlight, starlight, and tears. When Grandma Cheng came in in the morning, she saw He Bin was all dressed, with his hat on very low, standing in front of the window with his face turned away.Grandma Cheng asked him with a smile if he wanted some snacks, and he shook his head. ——The car also came, and all the boxes were moved down. He Bin, with tears all over his face, silently thanked Grandma Cheng, took a basket of flowers, and then got into the car and left. Lu'er stood beside Grandma Cheng, both of them had expressions of surprise on their faces.Seeing that the car was far away, Grandma Cheng turned her head and said to Lu'er, "Go and tidy up that empty room and lock the door. The key is on the door." The room was empty, but there was a piece of paper on the bed, which read: Little friend Lu'er: First of all, I want to apologize deeply to you. My kindness is my sin. You said you wanted to repay me, but I still don't know how I should repay you! Your moaning late at night reminds me of many past events.The first one is my mother, her love can make my feelings like still water rippling.Over the past ten years, I have mistakenly believed that the world is empty, that life is unconscious, and that love and compassion are evil virtues.The medical expenses I gave you did not contain the slightest love and pity, but just rejected your groans, rejected my mother, rejected the universe and human life, and rejected love and pity.God!What an idea! I deeply thank you for those few words that you instructed me from your innocence.Children!That's right, mothers and mothers in the world are good friends, and sons and sons in the world are also good friends. They are all involved with each other, not abandoned by each other. Before you gave me that basket of flowers, my mother had already arrived.She brought your love to touch me.I will never forget your flowers and your love, and please don't forget that your flowers and your love were brought by your friend's mother! I have taken offense, I have nothing, and I have nothing to deliver to you. ——However, with me at this time, there are tears of repentance, half-string moonlight, and brilliant starlight.Only they are pure and flawless in the universe. I want to use a strand of soft silk to tie up the teardrops, tie them to both ends of the crescent moon, and pluck the stars from the sky to fill in the crescent moon. Isn’t that also a basket of golden flowers?Its aroma is the cry of the penitent, take it up.Only this basket of flowers will be delivered to you! It's daylight, and I'm leaving.I have nothing else to say, I just want to thank you, little friend, and goodbye!goodbye!Sons and sons in the world are good friends, and we are always connected!He Bincao doesn't need to panic, because you know a lot more than me!And again. "Where's the basket of flowers he gave me?" Lu'er raised her fat black face and stared blankly at the sky. A collection of novels and essays "Superman". )