Chapter 14 The Boundary of "Infinite Life"

I sat alone on the porch, staring at the room inside the window.Light green walls, ochre-colored floors, a few chairs and desks; the place is empty, illuminated by the light from under the green cover, it feels desolate and colorless. This room is the dormitory where Wan Yin and I live together.In our spare time, we would always chat and joke in this room, but now that Wan Yin has left, I am the only one left. I don't know where she went, nor can the world know, or she herself can't know.But Wan Yin is dead, I saw her sick, I saw her body buried in the loess, but can this body represent Wan Yin!

The room is still empty, the air is still dull, and the lights are still miserable green.I just sat outside the window, neither sad nor frightened; it seemed that my nerves were numb, and I could no longer step into the house. Death, you are a destroyer, you are a great authority!Since there are creatures in the world, why do you come to destroy them and restrict them?Whether it is an emperor, a hero, or... as soon as he meets you, he will immediately leave everything he has and submit to your authority.Whether it is amazing talent, stunning beauty, great achievements, or great achievements, after contacting you, only a piece of loess is left behind!

When I think of this, I just feel disappointed, discouraged, to the extreme! ——What’s the fun in such a life?What's the use of having a great wish? What's the result?In the end, it is nothing but vanity, not only I am vanity, but everything is vanity. In the dark sky, there are only a few twinkling stars, trembling unceasingly.The leaves of hawthorn, hawthorn, and maple are ringing.A faint fragrance of Sophora japonica came to the side. I looked up at the sky, counted the stars, trying to comfort myself.I thought: ——why feel sorry for the dead?Why be sad because of "death"?In the world, toil and work hard, wanting to seek happiness for the country and society; it seems to be an extremely magnificent and grand cause.However, the Creator is just like an ant working hard to carry millet grains for his companions.A few minutes of light rain and a gust of breeze suddenly killed his tiny body and blown him away.His project is over.We human beings are already like little ants and dust on this earth, not to mention that we are even worse than little ants and dust in this ethereal and deep space clustered with thousands of stars!From this point of view,... it's all just a bubble in the pan, restrain your rationality, follow them, and it's over!Why... Thinking of this, my brain seemed to swell, and my body seemed to rise in the air.

Barely compose my mind, I looked around: ——I was still sitting on the sidewalk, and the scenery outside the building was the same as before.It turned out that I hadn't transcended to the outside world yet. I was in so much pain that I could only sigh with my head down. There was a sound of clothes tumbling down, as if they were coming down from the tree stalks, and then there was a faint voice, calling again and again: "Bing Xin, Bing Xin!" At this moment, I was in a daze, and asked, "Who is it? Why?" She said, "Yes." I tried my best to raise my head, and under the slight starlight, I took a closer look, and the white dress fluttering and rippling standing in front of me was not Wan Yin. !It's just that she has a solemn and thorough expression all over her body, and she doesn't seem to be Wan Yin as before.

My heart became more and more dizzy, and I couldn't help but ask with sadness and joy: "Wan Yin, why are you here again? Where did you go?" She smiled and said, "I just crossed the "infinite life." Boundaries’ that’s it.” I said, “You’re not…” She shook her head and said: "What is 'death'? I still say the same thing as you, but you are on this side of the boundary, and I am on the other side of the boundary. Spiritually, we are still combined. Not only are you and I combined Yes, we are also united with everything in the universe.” After hearing her words, I felt vaguely in my heart, as if I understood, but also as if I didn't understand.

At this time, her bright eyes seemed to have seen the crux of my heart through experience.Then he asked: "Before you were born, was there you in the world? After you died, was there you in the world?" I really didn't understand at this moment. Xia Guangming said happily, "Yes, yes, whether it is before life or after death, I am still me. 'Life' and 'death' are just the 'boundary of infinite life'." She smiled and said: "You understand, let me ask you again, what is 'Infinite Life'?" I said, "'Infinite Life' is the Kingdom of Heaven, the Land of Ultimate Bliss." She said: "This bright and sacred place, Was it discovered before you were alive? Or was it discovered after your death?” I said, “Since there is me both in life and after death, the Kingdom of Heaven and the Land of Ultimate Bliss can be said to exist now, and that’s okay.”

She said, "Why is there no place like this in the world?" I seemed to respond: "Since we are combined with all things, when we are fully combined, we will become the Kingdom of Heaven and the Land of Ultimate Bliss, but now... ..." She stopped my words, and said: "In this way, the Kingdom of Heaven and the Land of Ultimate Bliss are not beyond the world, are they?" I nodded. She paused for a while, then said: "I am you, you are me, you and I are everything, and everything is space: it is unanalyzable, unanalyzable. In this way—love between people, people and everything, and Is the love in the middle of space a short-lived epiphyllum? Is it a bubble? Those heroes, emperors, killing and fighting are naturally empty. We are going to the cause of 'complete union', is it also empty? Is the person who builds the cause of 'complete integration' like an ant mote from the Creator's point of view?" I couldn't say a word, but I looked up at her with tears of joy and faith.

She slowly raised her hands, fluttering her light skirt, and looked at me with delicate eyes, and said loudly: "The perfect love, the infinite union, does not distinguish between life-death-person-things. , no matter what, can't restrain and destroy him, you go, -- you go to the road of 'complete union'!" At this time, she slowly floated up, as if she was about to ride the wind.I quickly grabbed the corner of her clothes and said, "Where am I going? Where is that road? She pointed to the sky and said, "You go to meet him."You see - the light is coming! "

The soft clothes brushed across my face.Slowly opening my eyes, I saw thousands of rays of light rippling from the horizon, a piece of bright and clean, shooting towards me.My heart was filled with joy, and I followed her slightly and said, "The light is here!" On the 30th, it was later included in "Leisure Love", one of the yellow book series published by Beixin Book Company, first published in December 1932 by Beixin Book Company. )