Chapter 5 phoebe: the joy of traveling alone

Author: phoebe I like to go shopping alone, especially in unfamiliar cities or streets. There is no need to take into account the preferences of your companions, and you can freely shuttle in one shop after another.Whether it's clothing or in a bookstore, the unexpected discovery makes the whole trip full of unexpected surprises.Talking to the clerks, you can play different moods, cover up different roles... She doesn't know who I am anyway.He happily changed the mask.I don't even know what the reason for this behavior is. One time, I drank and chatted with CC and talked about it. CC is very curious, but also puzzled.Ask me, is this deceiving others or deceiving yourself?I think I should be deceiving myself.

Too many ruts restrict oneself, and there is no way to choose in real life, let alone escape.Playing different roles in front of different people, the soul of these roles should still be myself.It's just covered up by the inertia mask.I enjoy it so much, it should be because I want to express those covered natures purely, and remind myself that I am not numb and only accept the mask I am used to.There are still many good ones, but they are not often brought out for review. Occasionally when I get tired from walking, I will find a quiet place to rest.There must be soft music and large floor-to-ceiling windows, because I also like to quietly watch the crowd running outside the window.Couples who cuddle up to each other and go shopping hand in hand, housewives carrying bags of daily necessities, men who walk into XX stores with a firm goal, sisters chatting non-stop...their expressions have so many differences.I like to look closely at the faces with different moods, guess, or he/she is also wearing a mask.

Dongdong told me that I can't read 50% of the books on business management, and I can only read 30% of the books on psychology.I asked why?Dongdong said that if you read too many books on business management, management decisions will be constrained by the methods conveyed in the books; if you read and understand psychology books thoroughly, your nerves will be confused.Because you know too much about your own flaws, you will have the emotion of breaking the can and breaking the can. I can see why. However, if you want to live a happy life, you have to let yourself be free.It has nothing to do with apathy, imagine its positivity.Only by keeping yourself safe and healthy can you have the right to "demand".

2007.5.7