Chapter 12 My year-end love with the airport

----From the travel note "We Are So Good" by Huang Biyun I have forgotten when it started, and I don’t know when it will end. Forget the year, it means no beginning and no end. I never imagined my life to be here, but there is a reason for it. In this sense, today's situation has already been decided long ago. Gimpo Airport in South Korea is not a beginning, but it is a lonely journey. I am often a lonely child, but because of this, I am in a free no man's land Imagine roaming.Growing up, someone stumbled into my lonely world by accident, but most of the time, the heart garden was overgrown with weeds.Whether at Gimpo Airport in South Korea, a dimly lit

On a winter afternoon, I was lighting a cigarette in the waiting room, and suddenly I realized that there will be forests of weeds, and there will be no people in the future, or is it just because of the cold, nothing happened, but tears have already filled my eyes orbital.It is only now that I understand that it is nothing, just because I was young at the time. Orly Airport in Paris.Is this Paris?How messy and small, I don't know anything about Paris, but I am willing to entrust it all my life.Later, like a young woman's marriage There is always no good end.But how much expectation and hope did Orly Airport carry for me? Paris is the plain of Bohemia in my mind, and later, in and out, straight away

Luggage, change money everywhere, turn left and take a bus to Denfert.Ori is just a turning point in my life, it's nothing, "it'll be fine after that," I said.Like a serious illness. Athens' Olympic Airport.If you want to remember, it's just because of the contrast to look at the blue of the Mediterranean Sea.A European youth who spread out a sleeping bag and played poker with an airport: poverty, freedom , happy; eating canned sausage and steak without any scruples, gaining weight.At this time, I thought: How I would like to be one of them, vigorous and cunning like a hare, running in the wilderness.

run.But it's too late.As soon as I opened my mouth, they said, "How can you know all these things? How old are you? You must look much younger than you really are." ——The appearance can deceive people, but the heart cannot.I had to pack my backpack and continue on the road. Late night and early morning airports.At Delhi Airport in India, the plane arrives at midnight.One day, the buffalo stayed up at night and lingered in the parking lot.Airport Pakistan Light, sitting there, there is a dragon, as if you can sleep all night on this.Bangladesh Dhaga Airport, a group of Indian youths were dancing late at night, and I was with a group of Arab men

I was sleeping on the couch with my luggage in my arms, and suddenly someone knelt down in front of me and prayed loudly. I opened my legs and drank beer, then laughed and said, "I'm very glad that I'm not Allah. Uncle woman. "Warsaw Airport, Poland, arrived at 4 o'clock in the morning, and the air exudes an unforgettable aroma of roses. The airport in the middle of the night and early in the morning makes people feel confused Wake up, like with some lover, parted from life and death, and lost my soul since then.In fact, it is an illusion. After I got on the plane in a daze, I would compare the exchange rate at the airport.

The driver haggled and was not sloppy at all.In Gatwick, London, I will find the cheapest map, and then go to drink a cup of coffee, it is only six o'clock in the morning. So it doesn't matter life or death. If you are sad, it may be because of loneliness.I'm flying to New York.My elder brother is coming to see me off, maybe he is afraid that he will never see me again.I still have Talk to each other one by one.When he was about to enter the immigration counter, he suddenly said, "It's like going to die." His eyes were already red.I feel sad, suddenly So she shed tears, in fact, tears are often shed in vain, because they are not smart enough.What is there to cry about, even the person you dislike the most will meet again, let alone someone with a heart

What about the people I met.I'm afraid that when we meet each other, our faces will be completely changed. We will always see each other again, unless we die.Death is a foregone conclusion, and the tears are even more in vain.Just didn't understand it at the time. Suspending in my heart, I hung up the phone at Nagardia Airport in New York, "I'll pick you up, okay?" No, no, I will go back by myself. "Well, I'm going to talk to Ellie Go to the movies.She just got pregnant with me. "So, congratulations." Do you love me? ' he asked, you'll never find a woman as ridiculous as me. I hung up

Telephone.There are so many people at the airport, I bumped into each other, lined up to take the ten yuan one-way trip to New York's "Muddang", and leaned against the window in the taxi. The weather in September is autumn, so I should It should be bright and crisp, but I just can't breathe, so I take down the car window. Since then, I understand, don't be sad.It is useless to be sad. At the Beijing airport, K ​​came to pick me up. I am already familiar with the Beijing airport, but it was the first time someone came to pick me up.Beijing machine The reason is that it is not the same as in the past.It was messy, dark and noisy, but in my memory, Beijing Airport was white that day.In midsummer, there is no snow.Probably K is wearing a white T

T-shirt, I wore a pair of white shoes, and happy, white heart clear. If there is no subsequent sting, the joy of Beijing Airport may not be ironic. When I left, I checked my luggage by myself.Well, like waking up from a dream, at the Beijing airport. Why is it so difficult to learn a little bit (hope is vain, just like despair), pick me up at Kai Tak Airport S.He's seriously ill and I'm sick See bloody scars.He just took off his four big teeth and his hair, his skin was scorched black, he was wearing a coat in twenty-degree weather, and he was still shivering. He saw me, Reticent, Fang said for a long time, "Your hands are thick and hard, like pine trees." I turned my face away.Years later we don't see each other anymore, each hurting the other in his own way,

In the end, there was nothing but scars.My life did not leave a mark on my face, but on my hands, it carved such deep marks that my hands were like An old woman's hand is weak and trouble-ridden.Since then, I have enjoyed buying gloves. I am willing to arrive at strange airports again and again.The poker face of the customs officer, the oncoming, cold or hot air, brown or black, the taxi driver's Smile.Never despair if there is never hope. However, the world is too small and life is too long. I never thought that I would come to Cambodia again, throwing away all the Cambodian banknotes when I left last time.but i will come again

Yes, the airport hangs a portrait of Prince Shihanouk, who was still in exile in Beijing a few years ago. I played with a Czech Black Star .38 curved pistol in Phnom Penh. I wish I could kill someone.Peaceful, I was in Phnom Penh at midnight, and I heard the occasional gunshot, to me, it was no different from a nightingale.The gunshots at Tiananmen made me Uneasy, but when I come to Cambodia again, I understand that gunfire, like Coca-Cola, has become a part of life, no matter where in the world, whether you like it or not. Just as I went to Ho Chi Minh Airport in Vietnam again, standing in the dark and sweating, but I never thought I would come again.I met M here again, his rationality and restraint Controlled, yet gentle and sensitive, it still fascinates me.And I was no different than before, I just approached him quietly without any desire.I don't want to imagine the future, I only know that he and I I will always remember Ho Chi Minh City.It's just that at night I dreamed of him, burning my hands alive with fire. Now that I think about it, all kinds of things related to the airport are always injured.But I am very willing to be a smart woman, so I still fly from station to station, get settled on the plane, and buckle up. I put on my seat belt, and fell asleep before the plane left the runway. I didn't wake up until the door opened and the luggage locker slammed open, and I got off the plane in a hurry.so that i become the latest If you are a blunt person, you can change your name to Wuyou.This is the most beautiful and gentle gesture I can make to my incomplete life. After passing through many airports, Only then did I know what it means to "appreciate flowers on Moshang" is the most heartless and worry-free, not to mention loneliness, like a fairy like death, like entering the realm of Nirvana.