Yunbo, a third-year liberal arts student at ×× Church University, according to his status, this person, like many good students in other rule-based Church universities, takes a lot of courses and does his homework very well.Due to the atmosphere, this person has also read some Chinese and foreign classics, and he can write prose and poetry with a pen, and his works are published in the school magazine and other less famous publications.He is the accountant of the student union and a member of two other associations. In front of the bed in his dormitory, there are pictures of world literary figures cut out from magazines, and they are irregularly nailed to the wall with small thumbtacks.His bookshelf is next to the bed, and there are many books and magazines on it.His writing desk has a new set of four treasures of the study, a pen, an ink bottle, a guy with blotting paper, and a white blue foreign paper book that can be torn off every page for writing love letters.These things are not important things on the table, and there are many other items, which occupy two-thirds of the total area of ​​the table.

He was a man of general interest, so he begged a useless skeleton from a professor of biology, an old brick from a professor of archeology, and from... Occupies, every day these things add a little more and less space on the table. People who majored in liberal arts can generally be seen at a glance, with a white face, small hands and feet, long hair hanging behind their heads, and eyes with a look of insomnia.There is also a special style of speaking, talking about any matter, and happy to quote some inappropriate metaphors from the story to defend his own claims.As for the personality, it is exactly the same as that of thousands of people, that is, the spirit of "nosy".These young people have learned these habits well before they have learned literature well, so that people can see that they are scholars of literature at first sight.Yunbo lives with such college students, and he is one of them.

When there is nothing to do after school, a few classmates are together, always talking about empty hopes, or about literature, or about love.Or bring up various political and social issues and criticize them unscrupulously for a while, each based on the few books he has read, and each has a different proposition.In order to defend one's own opinions, when it comes to a certain issue, rational words have become useless, they will have a little affection for each other, and use many terms to scold each other, such as "outdated", "drunk", "imperialist lackeys" ...Almost all of them were written down from the publications printed in Shanghai, so I read a lot of books, and my vocabulary is very rich.However, these words, in the Shanghai publications, contained the vicious and sinister meaning, but in these people, they have been lost, and they have become harmless mockery.In his diary, there was a record that seemed to be extremely proud, and it was written like this: ... Lao Wang, Zhao Siyuzi, Tailor Li, Bailun, and when it comes to ××, they were all defeated by me.These people usually only write some poems to present to the queen so-and-so, and they are very outdated when it comes to fundamental issues.

About a few names are the nicknames of classmates, because these young people are studying in the same university, and some even sleep in the same dormitory. Everyone should have a nickname. When they call this nickname, they seem much more affectionate of.Yunbo himself has two, which are often quoted by his classmates.His so-called "fundamental problem" does not seem to include several things in his identity, life, love, and literature.A college student is full of hope for the future, and he can't do without these questions. That's what he should do.They study in church schools, but they don't talk much about God. Therefore, this group of people is regarded as heretics who violate the holy way by another group of God's beloved sons and daughters, and their feelings are not very good.

Although these young men are so smart and interesting, none of them are favored by women.Because of the ethos of the school, these sentimental boys live in a situation where heroes are useless. Just because everyone regards women as an abstraction, on which Yunbo built the foundation of life among his classmates. He knows more than others, and everyone recognizes his knowledge. He is often extremely happy, seeing everything in front of his eyes, All kinds of luster.He is satisfied with the present and the future of life, because there are quite a few classmates around him who are conquered by his academic ability and dominated by his interest!

His appearance is the model of the ideal lover of many literate women, and his temperament is enough to make young women less restrained. Therefore, in the second semester of the third year of XX University, when everyone is still helpless, the new student of XX School Come a "princess" who is loved by everyone, and in a convenient and coincidental situation, soon becomes Yunbo's lover. But this matter is secret, and no one else knows it. Lucky is snobbish, and there are twins everywhere, I got the uniform wave of love in XX school, and met another girl in another place in another opportunity, the same soft, elegant, youthful and lovely.Like ordinary smart people, Yunbo is neither stubborn nor hypocritical, so he fell in love with that woman again.

He used lies between the two women to cover up his fault, because although he did not reject luck, he saw from his habits that his "common taste" would have unfortunate consequences if he used it in love. things happen.Between the two, he cleverly got the young woman's passionate embrace, the unscrupulous teasing, and the opportunity to shed tears and make amends due to a small mistake.He copied his poems to two people and got two thanks.He often swears and learns to use all kinds of new and moving words.He slowly spoke lies so beautifully and pleasantly, not only did the woman not notice it, but he himself lived in his ridiculous words in the end and became a different kind of person.

For this matter, he obtained both happiness and pain.Naturally, his behavior is to strive for happiness and try his best to avoid disputes.He looks conflicted on the outside, but naturally some conflicts are inevitable in his heart. His friends then adopted a new nickname for him, calling him "The Mysterious Poet". The "poet" is his original identity, and the "mystery" is because he has concealed it from his classmates and has done many things that nosy classmates can't figure out.He knew that young men were always happy to make trouble before they got a woman, and they were a little scary because they were unrestrained and kept secrets. Although they could form friendships with classmates, they most hindered the progress of other things.So in XX University, after Yunbo fell in love with two girls, his classmates in the dormitory still had no way of knowing the details.

This wise man, in his diary, he wrote some ordinary things, but he didn't say a word about the important things.Because according to the rules, they are often in a kind of convenience, and all students have the right to snatch another student's secret diary to read, and disclose the search results to the students.Yunbo understands the pros and cons, he just copied the secret into his heart. A group of people in their twenties, just because they are 20 years old, they can indulge in any innocent behavior, and XX University cannot ban it.On Saturday afternoon, the students had attended the daily classes for a week, ate their meals, and fulfilled their obligations to serve the country and the family, and it was time for their own interests to control the time. Go to a secluded place for a small meeting.This is what they set out to do for a year, attend every week, attend every meeting like any other gathering of young people, still say some empty words, eat something, put questions out of their ears, and snacks out of their mouths , In the end, everyone sang a song or didn't sing a song, so they broke up.

But their meeting was launched by Uniform Wave. Because of the initiator, the serious atmosphere of this meeting is different from other philosophy meetings, mathematics meetings, and research meetings of gold, silver, and cheap in this school.This meeting was registered with the school authorities through the use of a "literary club", and the actual content was much broader than literature.When they come to the meeting, they talk about everything and do everything.One of the things that is not lacking in every weekly assembly is that one of the classmates reports his nosy grades when everyone comes to report him.Falling in love, quarreling, writing love letters, and... The reporter always uses the attitude of a comedian to tell the news that has been discovered, and there is another deputy to supplement it.Whether the person who is scouted is a classmate in the class or not, it will not make the speaker and listener less interested.All young people, all life and courses can not torture the vitality of the body and mind, so the days go by, the number of members of this club, from four to seventeen, has expanded to become the most famous organization in the school, and newcomers Those who joined the association were all rejected because they could not get the approval of all members.

There were no women in the meeting, so they talked more about women in the meeting, and it was more presumptuous. Because of personal secrets, Yunbo arrived late this time. He walked into No. 3 basement of the school auditorium, which was the venue, and when he opened the door, he heard a burst of clapping and drumming. A classmate in the Department of Mathematics and Physics, who won the best prize for calculus, but also won a great reputation in this club. Mistevan, the son of the manager of the XX auction house, learned a foreign style from his parents. , climbing onto a table, with the air of an auction car, and telling a story. When Yunbo came, he stopped talking, a few classmates refused to let Yunbo speak, so they hugged Yunbo onto the table, and stood side by side with Xiao Kai from the auction house.Chairman Xiao Kai said in the voice of a little rooster: "The one who came last should make a record of this meeting and write down the report of classmate Xiao Song." The young people unanimously agreed with the clamor. Yunbo looked at the number of people present, there were sixteen in total, and as usual, there was no excuse, so he agreed with a smile. To record, you should take a pen, sit next to the speaker, and record all the explanations in detail, and try your best to describe the speaker's attitude, voice, and color in the transcript for future reference.Regarding this matter, Yunboyuan is the best at it. He has the talent of a poet and is good at using words.It's just that he doesn't care about such things today, because he accidentally discovered a secret, which is about one of the women between the two lovers.That's why he was late.He thought of some shadows of unhappiness covering his heart, and he was a little selfish that most men don't lack.I knew this was going to happen, but I didn't expect it to happen so soon. The classmate named Xiao Song is nearsighted.Although this person suffers from myopia and has some problems, he has "all-round" grades in school.He has a way to understand everything that ordinary people can't see.His intelligence is recognized by the whole school.His genius was to spin a little rumour, when there was no way to fully understand something.He mixed rumors with his best known estimates, so that even when he was lying, those listening still believed him. His voice is a bit like a rooster. The reason may be that the location of the school has something to do with it, and the pastor's hometown also has a little relationship with the students' hometown.Among the 700 students in the school, about a quarter of them have the clucking sound of a rooster, and many of them not only sound like a chicken, but also have the appearance, the proud gait, holding their heads up. Standing by the pond and singing hymns, the air is all the air of a rooster.Girls are a lot fatter, but they have the sound of a rooster but they have the physique of a hen. That's because many of these people are a little older, comfortable in food and clothing, and don't know what's going on every day outside of school.Or, even though they were born in a humble background, they thought they would be introduced by Pastor Zhang or Pastor Wang to work as a "secretary" in a YMCA after completing their credits and graduation, so they had to gain weight. There are no hens at this meeting, but roosters have four seats. When Xiao Song climbed up to the stage with a smile and stood on it, he was the first to learn from his fellow pastor, and made a prayer posture with the air of a defeated rooster, and then When he yelled "Amen" in the voice of a rooster, several other roosters from the same country laughed.He said: "Secretary, remember well, what I said is that our school princess has a lover." Everyone shouted, "Ha! Who are you talking about?!" Yunbo had been hiding this matter for a month, and when he heard the report, he thought it was Xiao Song who found out about it, and his hands trembled slightly, not daring to ask Xiao Song like everyone else. Xiao Song was very stable, as if nothing had happened, he called the secretary again.Yunbo just laughed, quietly looking at the scene where his classmates were excited about this matter.Among them, there was someone who lowered his head silently, because he once fell in love with this girl, and he still loves her now, thinking that Xiao Song must be referring to himself, so like Yunbo, his heart was beating for the news, and his blood flowed. Excited by the news, they all wanted to deal with it with a silly smile, so as not to be ashamed. "Let me tell you, I picked up a letter by accident and cut it open." One of them, who once wrote a letter for a woman, said, "It's against the law!" "Why did you break the law? This letter was written to me, not to the princess. But it's strange that I didn't get it on the letter shelf, but got it in the corridor of the outer building. On the cover of the envelope, there was clearly written fourteen in mysterious characters." It was only accepted by Song Dynasty, so I cut the letter according to the marked sovereignty." Another rooster crowed, "Who wrote it?" "I can't tell you this, because it's irrelevant to the subject. I just want to say that I know a secret from this letter, that is, our princess is married to the tennis player ×××. Not only is it good, but I'm afraid..." Everyone said , "Damn! Why did such a thing happen?" "More than that, there is another kind of premise that makes people embarrassed to explain..." Yunbo blushed, stood up and said, "Xiao Song, you are spreading rumors." Xiao Song pointed at Yunbo, as if he was introducing himself to his classmates again, "Look, everyone, he said I was spreading rumors. He got angry and blushed. I admit that I am spreading rumors. But at the same time, I must be proud of me. Strategies, because I heard that our poet has some traces of friendship with the princess. I have been running around for this matter, and I have proved that this matter is true. But there is no very complete evidence, but now it is clear. Since someone pointed out that I Talk about making rumors, but ask why only Yunbo blushed and stood up to deny my rumors among the fifteen people, there must be one reason, and Yunbo should answer." The classmates all burst into laughter, and some clapped their hands and praised Xiao Song's ingenious evidence collection, and shouted in disorder, asking for an explanation.A classmate usually takes free food as his ability, excludes the noise of the crowd, pretends to be solemn, and deliberately said: "This must be a rumor, because there is no basis and no conclusive evidence. But let's let Yunbo distinguish, because if this The matter is completely a rumor, Xiao Song should treat us to a drink and punish him." Another classmate from the law department said, "Xiao Song has to report the so-called traces to comply with the 'judicial system'." Everyone was shouting in confusion, Yunbo should have been embarrassed, but now he was always smiling.Because he saw how the news disturbed and excited his classmates, he forgot all kinds of things that were not good for him after the news was released. Afterwards, the discussion among the people was a little flat, and they all focused on Yunbo's side, and asked him to answer.Yun Bo said: "If everyone hopes that the rumor is true, I don't need to argue. If someone still hopes that the rumor is a rumor, then I should say that this hope is not completely wrong. ..." A new confession was obtained from Yunbo's mouth, so the audience was harassed and laughed again.The classmates were divided into two groups, one group praised Xiao Song's intelligence, and his uniform beauty. The other group was so angry that Xiao Song Tong Yunbo, because if it weren't for these two people, these students would have had a little hope for that woman, but now they seem to be in despair.But although the moods of these two people are completely different, their laughter is always the same.Xiao Song also raised a motion, asking the secretary to report the content of the matter today and record it at the same time. This harsh proposal caused confusion again, and everyone couldn't figure out the problem. Everyone had their own opinions and disputes. Yunbo saw that the situation was not good, so he slipped out of the venue and went to the library while Xiao Song was laughing and cursing with a big student from the north. Yunbo bought a lot of snacks that night and invited members of the association.He didn't give any reason, and the snack eaters didn't ask why. The next day, in the dormitory room of XX University, there was a poster, talking about women's affairs, there was a faint shadow of Uniform Wave.Needless to say, this poster is the work of the classmate who was disappointed by the woman's letter.The student who lived with Yunbo pulled the poster away, and it was only five minutes after the poster found out.Although the poster only appeared for five minutes, the news flew to the girls' dormitory like wings with feathers. Girls have the temperament of hens, and they talk more than men when there is nothing to do.Jealousy, kindness, hypocrisy, superficiality, all the virtues that belong to a certain kind of woman, in this school, like other schools, are much easier to obtain than knowledge.All kinds of knowledge adorned the souls of these women, and spices and soft clothes adorned the bodies of these women.They believe in God but are vain, God gives them peace, and it is not as good for others to praise their beauty to make them happy.Because of the strict school rules, their homework is completely passed, and they work harder than men, but they don't know anything about their homework.They criticize and laugh at each other for a while when they don't have a proper time to do something, or they call a nickname for the professors, or a nickname for the boys in their classmates for entertainment.They discuss who among their companions has fair skin and who is good at cleaning up, and they often shift the conversation to men.Each of them hides a secret in their hearts, but they are good at covering it up so that their companions do not know.Some of them were born in churches and climbed from humble circumstances to university schools. Some of them were daughters of young pastors, sisters of hospital deacons, and relatives of the bookkeepers of the YMCA. I learned that foreigners look down on Chinese people, and only fawn on those powerful ladies to express their goodwill, and laugh at those students who speak English with bad pronunciation. They are all more dedicated than boys in church, have good voices, and sing hymns in the chapel, and their voices are very moving.But when some small accident happened, their cries of surprise and cries of sorrow reminded people of a small animal and a sick cat at the same time.Their clear throats can be used not only for singing but also for scolding.Although education makes these things look like a woman, habit makes these women also have the appearance of being attracted to men.However, the fundamental things belong to women, and to the atmosphere of the family environment that lives by peddling St. James. These women have become cast, and they will never change. They came to school to study, fell in love with a man out of convenience, and were very cautious. When they saw a man going crazy, they alienated him with a strange and puzzled look.The man must tell a lot of lies, and then he will naturally be drunk by the lies, and he will still marry this man in "convenience".After being loved by any man, even if the man is very bad, they can bear it and believe in the destiny in the spouse.Many of their behaviors are very chaste. These people cannot fall in love or dare to marry. They sell their bodies to God and get all happiness. However, in recent years, the school has been carefully managed, so that foreign businessmen who donated money generously sent money, and Chinese gentlemen with status trusted many sons and daughters. Once the school developed, the social status increased a lot, so the whole school The air is also slightly different. There are two factions of college boys in ××, one is Christians, holding a Bible in a sour hand, with a simple and humble appearance, and they are going to be pastors in a small county after finishing their theology courses.The other faction only absorbs a little foreign style, dresses neatly, speaks fluently, will do all kinds of entertainment and have fun, and often participates in English speeches.Even though he was anti-Christian in school, he had to show off his qualifications from the XX school when he left school.There are also two factions among women, which are almost the same as men, the difference is that men are beautiful and will be "officials" in the future, while women are generally "wives".This is also a bit of a secret, that is, talent is not as good as appearance, and appearance is not as good as luck.Generally speaking, it depends entirely on God's blessing, and God is the master, because human beings are created by God. The girl who is in love with Yunbo is named Yimei.This person came from a middle-class family. His father found some money from the former Beijing government and begged for two young concubines, so she learned many beautiful hobbies belonging to women.After graduating from a missionary girls' high school, she learned something else.For these two reasons, this person came to XX University and soon became the "Queen" of the school. "Queen" or "Princess", all things, according to the fashion of the times, naturally have to do some duty, read some letters from nowhere and for what reason.As usual, this requires a little skill in making choices. If you only have a gentle heart, it will not work!Because young men in their college days are really not easy to deal with. Their enthusiasm is unreasonable, and their greed often either makes them confused or makes them mischief.They only know how to be aggressive in this regard, but they don't bear any responsibility.Whoever is used to going forward bravely will eventually become successful. As for women, according to the little experience gained in life, from family records to carefulness, from school to social knowledge, from novels and American popular movies to see kissing, sex or tragedies and comedies about men and women, and their awareness of marriage and men and women, they From these aspects, each attitude of life is established.The timid feel that men are troublesome and difficult to deal with, and the willful ones become the target of other women. Because they are women, the disputes between women and women in the same category are more complicated and difficult to deal with than the relationship between men and women.Many women are afraid to communicate with men, just because they are worried about the attention of the same kind, jealousy and all the rumors that are not good for them.A young woman is less afraid of a man's betrayal than she is of another woman spreading rumors. Therefore, in schools where men and women interact, women must learn to keep this matter a secret, which is even more important than men.Even if the relationship between many people has become an open fact, she is always reluctant to make another classmate happy. However, women in the middle class originally have the instinct of "talking", in church schools, because of the constraints of homework and the efforts of the church's personality, it is easier to develop this instinct. Because it is completely women and women who monitor each other invisible, the style of study in XX school is praised by others, but the school authorities have received the gratitude of many gentlemen that they should not have received. Among them, some other women did not have the opportunity to fall in love with others, so they spread the secrets they discovered widely, and also chose to report to the school the most important issues that came from other transmissions and their own guesses, and in order to maintain the reputation of the school, there are some Got compliments from the school for that sort of thing. Yimei learned all kinds of tricks about being a church school student from middle school, and she is extremely cautious with men, but extremely cautious with women.It's not completely secret that he loves Yunbo, and he never lets the blame fall into the hands of female classmates.She is beautiful but not proud, smart and sensible, and she does not lack the noble status of a "Miss" from a well-educated family.She is very decent to men, and to women, she works even harder to make those classmates who have grown up taught to have nothing to say. She rejects the arrogance of all stupid men with silence, and puts small snacks in the mouths of all gossiping women, so she gets He has won the respect of the whole school, and few people criticize this person maliciously. But since the poster came out, the taste has changed when it comes to girls.Everyone didn't seem to think that this was hurting Yimei much, the lips that were usually painted with rouge and prepared for kissing were all busy with this matter. "I remembered, that time when I drove to the park, I remembered seeing these two people!" "I know the reason for her leave!" "I heard one person say, and she heard another person say that Yunbo already had a wife." "I heard that there was a child bride in the family who gave birth to a son." "I heard that they must get married in June, Ruoguo...that's really..." "I heard that he is engaged and his wife is crippled." "I heard that it's not a lame man, but a man who has gone abroad and obtained a degree in Europe, and has a mustache. —I'm talking about his father-in-law!" "No beard, a mangy head, cross-eyed, amazing!" "But if the family is rich, they must take a car when they go out." "I also heard that she is a widow, because if she hadn't been married, she wouldn't treat others like this." "I heard that a man committed suicide for her. It was only a man who was not familiar with it, and he didn't like it very much, so he was not a widow." All clever and bold evidences and examples are one of the most interesting things for the girls in this school. In short, what they say is either what they hear or what they say.Hearing what others say is just listening to those classmates say, and making blind guesses and guessing is just as unfounded.But the conversation is always going on, and they don't feel that they will get tired of it for a while.They all said what they said here and there again, exchanging rumors with each other, so in the second half of the day, Yimei heard a lot of ugly things about her from a good female classmate.Both of them cried because they were women. Because of the spread of this rumor, Yimei changed completely. Two days later, Yunbo and Mei met at a professor's house. "Umbo, I hear rumors going on. Lots and lots!" "I've heard it too!" "I'm very unhappy!" "Are you afraid of rumors?" "I'm afraid of trouble! I heard the rumor and cried, because I didn't expect the rumor to be so powerful." "Of course that's what it should be." The two talked like this for a while, but neither of them mentioned what the rumors were saying.After Yunbo came out of the poster, the rumors he heard were just ordinary rumors, that is, he could know the spread of the rumors as soon as he heard it, but it was because of the superficial criticisms of some frustrated men.This is a man's rumor, and it is very easy for a man to deal with it.But the rumors that Yimei heard were all from women. As usual, women spread rumors, regardless of any trivial matter, and always have great imagination to turn them into good news.What Yimei heard was that someone had seen Yunbo's wife and son. When her girlfriend repeated the story, in order to be loyal to her friend, she attached a sincere oath to help the rumor become a fact. Yunbo could have asked Yimei what the rumors were about, but it was all because the story between this man and another woman made this wise man scruples and could no longer argue. Because of her character, Yimei was not engaged to Yunbo yet, so she was embarrassed to tell those rumors that were sworn to be confirmed, and they broke up after talking for a while. The two could make it clear in person, but they didn't mention it because of a hidden secret. After they left, they each used their imaginations to explain the matter. Yimei thought, if she continues to live like this, she must put herself in danger, and the rumors can turn around and become another way, damaging her studies and future, so she wrote a letter for Yunbo, It means that their boundaries should be drawn for public opinion.When Yunbo received a letter from Yimei, Yimei was also receiving a letter from Yunbo, but her words were completely opposite.Fighting rumors is a hobby for men, but it is extremely difficult for women to agree.Yunbo's letter increased her suspicions, and she thought that from this aspect, it could be further confirmed that the rumors were not complete rumors. Yunbo's letter was extremely long, with a literary style, and he attributed all reasons to "of course", so he asked Yimei to trust him more, so that the friendship would not be shaken by rumors. What he said was all about a smart man with very delicate thoughts, selfish, and seemed extremely generous when dealing with women.At the end of his talk, he was trying to take advantage of the rumor to gain an advantage he had not had before.He asked Yimei to give him a chance within a few days and have a detailed interview.When he met Yimei, he planned to tell her that if she was happy to answer, he would ask her if she would like to prove the rumor with facts.He was still determined, as long as Yimei agreed to allow him to monopolize his love, he decided to break up with the other person. Yimei replied to his letter, saying that there was no need for an interview.The reply was also very long, and it didn't mention any other issues except some trivial empty words according to a woman's timid character.She didn't seem to understand that love is about marriage, so she used ordinary people's terms and said that we have always been two good friends.It took her a long time to think about it, and she thought it was very appropriate to say this.She still didn't mention the rumors, and she tried her best to avoid getting in touch with the central issue.She wanted to be more honest, since she discovered the danger of others, she should not be nice to this person, and since she saw that the road ahead was not easy, she should not move forward. Yunbo wrote another letter for the second time, talking about meeting and talking.This man has learned that writing letters between two people who don't know him very well is very useful. In the final matter, the ten most decent letters are not as good as a five-minute meeting.He wanted to take advantage of an opportunity, but Yimei didn't let him have it.When the two of them came to the classroom together, under the watchful eyes of everyone, as a rule, they couldn't talk empty words.In addition, when get out of class was over, Yimei always deliberately stood with other girls.Yunbo knows that what is currently obstructing him is the influence of the poster, and only days can slowly wipe away the traces. During the four days, Yunbo seemed to really fall in love with Yimei and forgot about the other person.Although there is no intention of completely abandoning it in that regard, the burning in my heart is for Yimei, and it is no longer equal. He calculated Yimei's temperament and thought that there was still a lot to do and it would take some time, so he was not completely depressed. When he thought things could go on, he wrote another letter for Yimei. When it was time to reply, he was still disappointed when he received a short reply from Yimei.At the same time, he received an extremely long letter from another place, which was sent by another woman. The other woman blamed Yunbo for his negligence, and thought that this negligence was due to illness or bad mood, and she could forgive him.What he said was all women's lies, and everything was explained.This is due to the wine of love produced by life. If women have no other obstacles, they are easier to get drunk than men. All fantasies are far and boundless. What men think are ridiculous dreams are often seen as reasonable by women. hope. Because of the estrangement of Yunbo for a week, the girl's soul is usually cultivated by flattery, but now it is withered and lonely.Because the man took a retreating posture, which aroused the young woman's enthusiasm, courage and tenacity, a letter came on the first day, and another letter came the next day.She said plainly that she couldn't do without him because she loved him. Uniform is a normal man who is willing to maintain the "universal taste" between the two. For all his losses on Yimei, he got a chance to make up for it from another person.He made an appointment with the other woman and met once.From that woman, he got some indulgences that belonged to male and female confidants, and when he returned to his residence, he sent a letter to Yimei again, saying how he had forgotten to eat and sleep for her.What he said was still not entirely a lie.A man, as usual, regards what he has as ordinary things in his share, and what he can't get is rare, and he feels annoyed by this, and feels that life is not much fun.The income on the other side cannot offset the misfortune on this side, so Yunbo is indeed unhappy because of Yimei. He loved her very much, and felt that everything seemed more perfect to Mei than to the other.He loved her, but he tried his best to deny it in terms of male classmates, because it was convenient for him to act in this way. In another place, he has agreed to meet twice a week.Only in this newest constraint did he know the happiness of being a human being.Next to the other woman, he looked very brave, very loyal, no pretense, completely captivated.All his behavior was so graceful that the woman approached him with a kind of burning enthusiasm and a little melancholy.Because he wanted to make things more perfect, he temporarily gave the other woman the behavior he should have in relation to Yimei. He often imagines in his heart that all his actions are training his own body and mind.Using this excuse, he thought he could forgive his behavior, even if he just came back from the other woman and sent a letter for Yimei again, exaggerated and hypocritical, he himself didn't think it was ridiculous.As for the other woman, he often swears to prove his fidelity, and when it comes to swearing, he really doesn't think there is any other woman who is completely better than her.As far as male students were concerned, he told them that women were not worthy of love, because men still had many responsibilities, which could only be fulfilled by getting rid of women. Like all men in Yunbo's age who pretend to be passionate, they are full of curiosity and adventure. He would rather tremble with fear to get the love he has never had, but he is not willing to stick to a simple and familiar lust.Remembering the motto "Where there is a will, there is a way", he always tried his best to befriend Yimei.一梅因为这样，就故意坚持，不为所动。到后他渐渐的已经忘记了她，可是无事时，与另外那女人在放纵生活中有了厌倦，还是为一梅寄信。 他只把这件事当成一种游戏，日子就轻松愉快的过了下来，一梅却心中默认他是未来丈夫了。 两个女人都愿意他娶了她，另外一个从行为里发现了他的好处，一梅却从书信里发现了他的好处，却因为种种使女子不习惯的传说，对于婚姻问题无从启齿。三个人似乎都非常快乐，毫无缺陷，所以暂时不谈未来的事，还算是聪明的处置。 匀波在两方面中求完全，还另外更努力使谣言平息。他在那个文学俱乐部的集会上也赌了咒，说是一切谣言无稽，不可轻信，他否认从前小宋的传言，以及自己的告白。他说明这是一个夸张的企图，因为明白这事情的无望，所以现在任何人皆不爱了。 他在他的日记上，把关于同另外那个女子相晤会的事情，细节一一写上去，不过别人看来，却只看到他说某日某时阅读什么书籍的记录。他还常常有意使这日记落到文学俱乐部会员的手中，却无一个人能够知道他指的那名著便是一个女人。 因为语言的辩给，在那文学会上是有人相信匀波的谎话的。那些要同一梅恋爱的白脸体面年青的人，到后来听到匀波的宣言，本来还有一点芥蒂的，也都来同匀波讲和了。 到暑期，学校方面给了匀波一个荣誉的奖章，作为匀波在功课方面的努力，以及其他品行方面模范的证明。实则只是校长为表示教会学校的大公无私而有的一种手段。 这个这样“完全”的人，却出人意外在秋天忽然害血毒病死掉了。文学俱乐部的人，都非常悲哀，非常忙碌，因为平常期会再不会有这个善于说谎的人出席，匀波的追悼会又只差三天就要举行了。 ××学校都感到重大的损失，所有教授和同学都承认这天才的熄灭为十分可惜，为了表示各人的悲恸，都做诗做文章，登载到学校特刊上，开会纪念，大家作极其沉痛的演说，且商量立碑事情，各处捐款。两个女子自然更极其伤心，以为匀波是自己的唯一情人，在追悼会时各人都想到送了一个大而美丽的花圈去，却不写上赠这花圈人的姓名。 一九三○年七月作