Chapter 11 after enlistment

The second brother who learns blowjob For example, he is the second, the other prisoners call him the second brother, and I often call him "Second Brother and Second Brother" along with everyone. The second elder brother is a man with a white face and a long body without any rustic appearance.I have never been to a city or a school, but at that time, I could read far fewer characters than he did.He can play various instruments again.The reason why I am familiar with my second brother is that I have had the habit of listening to people playing the Suona and Sihu since I was a child.Because of my second brother's guidance, up to now, no matter what kind of flute, I can make a whining sound, although it is not very good.But the second elder brother gave me a sad gift that I will never forget.Recently, people's health is not very good, and it seems very sad to hear someone playing the flute somewhere.Although the poor health makes the mood too fragile, which is one of the reasons for being easily moved, but at the same time, it is also because of the thoughts of the second brother's past, who can't stand the teasing, so that the unhappy emotions can grow in the heart so freely !Sometimes I still think this way: In this world, if a person who lacks power and lets facts freely dominate us, who is as weak as a piece of cake, whether he dies or not, isn’t it a great tragedy of the same kind?Suddenly a compassionate heart that is enough to frighten oneself is born, maybe it is the reason why I deeply touched the corner of this tragedy.

Thinking of my second elder brother, I feel sad, as if grabbing the grievances of the past and suffering again.The face of the second elder brother is as blurry as the yellow light of sunflowers that he saw when he closed his eyes every morning when he was a child. He insisted on making it clearer, but when he didn't pay attention, it suddenly became clearer, which is also a common thing. .It's easy for me to judge when I don't need to touch it, that is, the second brother is quite beautiful, every part, especially the nose, as well as the eyebrows, eyes and ears.Or, because it is beautiful, this impression has laid a solid foundation in my heart, so that I will never forget it.For such self-doubt, I also lack the strength to protect myself. Sometimes, I really only have the beauty and gentleness of his temperament and appearance in my heart, and I begin to feel that life is quite cruel.

Here I have to go back and talk about some of the reasons for our acquaintance. In the early years of the Republic of China, I left my hometown and accompanied a group of about 1,500 uncles, uncles, brothers and brothers from my hometown. They carried knives, knives, guns and guns, and went out to eat.We did not occupy a large area, so we occupied several larger villages and towns in Huajiang Dongxiang, which had been abandoned by the Guizhou guerrillas.Precisely because there is still the so-called military and civilian chief's order to clear the countryside and suppress bandits, our fellow countrymen, uncles and uncles, once they arrive in the village, they have already issued an order before the future. It was sent up again and again.In the first four or five days of our arrival, we lived a life of beef and mutton, eating and drinking a lot.There have even been quite a few brothers who have forgotten their temperance. In order to eat and drink recklessly, they have been sick for a long time, not because of eating and drinking. Who would want to leave their interesting hometown?Besides eating, it seemed like we got a lot of money once we arrived.The money was immediately distributed by the regiment leader's uncle, according to the battalion and the company, which was very fair, and the amount varied according to the rank of the position.Whether the uncle of the battalion commander also took it, I don't know.The 300 yuan from the regimental leader uncle, I saw a notice saying that it was all given to ordinary brothers for everyone to share.At that time, I could only blame myself for being too young for the same age, and I used the name of supplementary soldiers, so the money I got for the first time was three yuan and seventy-four cents, which was only seventy-four cents more than the fireman That's all.But it's also something I'm happy about.He is much older, taller and bigger, and has been in war, so he has more money than my son who just joined the army.

I don't remember exactly how much it cost more than three yuan, except that I once invited my brother in the shed to eat a pair of ducks. We just survived that, very attuned, very natural. The residence is the ancestral hall of the Yang family.This ancestral hall is too big to scare people.Almost five hundred people lived there, but there was still plenty of space.I lived there for a year, and I didn't even dare to go to many places alone.Not only the ghosts, but also the kind of emptiness that scares people.I don't know what it means, although it is really unnecessary to pull the team out to fight the bandits, but even the three exercises I fear most every day seem to be avoided by the uncle of the regiment leader who takes pity on us.Wrap a piece of rope with a piece of cloth, pass the rope through the hole of the gun, and gently drag it with your hands. This kind of work of cleaning the gun should naturally be done as a pastime.But if you don't shoot a target, if you rub it all day long, the rifling lines of everyone's gun barrels will be corroded just like that.What should I do if I really rubbed the muzzle of the gun?Before long, our gun cleaning work also stopped.

I don't know which adjutant did a good job, but asked us to recruit soldiers to learn boxing. This is really worse than learning to walk slowly in Datianping!After blowing the reveille, you have to get up, and within ten minutes you have to go down to the stage to gather, and then stand on the stakes, practice eight advances and eight retreats. The boxing master kept saying that it is best for everyone to learn "Golden Rooster Independence" This golden rooster is independent, what's the use of raising one foot high).When I learned the golden rooster independently, people of my size can compare fists every day without anything to do.I still have a little bit of cleverness, so I can always compare many big and small ones.Master really gave us a kind of entertainment.Because I got up early and took a lot of clean air in the open space, my body seemed to be getting stronger and stronger, my arms became square, and I didn’t let people eat. Be healthy and happy.

Our fourth shed was assigned by the adjutant and lived under the stage on the left side.Upstairs is the secretariat and the military law department. They always have more than twice the number of us, but it seems that there are not many things that can be sent to those masters to do.In the dry space over the secretariat, you can often see the kind of things that are drawn on official paper that look like woodcuts on the edge of the stage, which shows that everyone is equally bored.I still remember that I picked up two pictures of white paper that were quite detailed. One was fighting against Yang Zaixing, and the other was Zhang Yide guarding Luhuadang.The most touching one is Zhang Fei, with his beard parted on both sides, vicious, yet innocent.According to a brother, it was drawn by the Chief Military Advocate, so I carefully and carefully glued it to the wall of my sleeping place.Although there is no bed in the residence, it is paved with freshly sawn and fragrant cypress boards, and the top is covered with dry straw mats. One person has a quilt, and it is not necessarily cold.When everyone sleeps, their feet are side by side and their heads are against their heads. After sleeping, they can still quietly talk about jokes. The jokes are not heard by the people upstairs, but everyone has a good time.When the platoon leader came to inspect, everyone covered their heads, and immediately pretended to snore here and there.The platoon leader had actually been listening outside for a long time.But even though we knew we were pretending, we never lost our temper.If he really wants to scold people, tomorrow everyone will go to the back mountain to play, and if they don't make out with him, he will find unbearable loneliness.Speaking of platoon leaders is also really funny.Because he is not much older than us, and he graduated from the second division's martial arts lecture in March, and two soldiers are his uncles.Fourth Uncle, we..." The platoon leader smiled and walked away.

In a life as reckless as a pony, after half a year, I learned how to swim, how to sing folk songs, how to hunt down pheasants with dogs, and how to hunt wild animals. (This magic has been completely forgotten recently because I have no chance to try it.) One day, like the fourteenth of September, the adjutant suddenly ordered the workers to build a fence near our residence.When those big wooden squares were moved in, everyone said they were making beds for us, but it was only later that we found out that they were specially made for the prisoners’ rooms.The temporary prison was built here not because we were afraid of our loneliness. There is really no reason. "Putting the prison near us, isn't this something that my uncle and uncle deliberately did ridiculously?" So he encouraged Ding Guisheng (Ding Guisheng, the second young master of the battalion commander, and a replacement soldier in our class), saying: "Go, come Uncle Qi said it!"

That kid really went to the Chief Military Officer to protest.However, the result is that more and more prisoners are coming, and most of them are "fat pigs", so the reason for building a prison next to the stage is very sufficient and cannot be shaken. The next day, before noon, after the prison was completed, there were three new guests in the afternoon. Needless to say, the responsibility of guarding fell to us.Escape is nothing to worry about.You won't dare to let these people escape.The reason for this is that such people are not kings or minions on the mountain.Their sin is simply because there is money in the family and too much.If you don't arrange them properly in a house surrounded by wooden pillars, asking for money is really not an easy task!If you really want to have some ambition to escape after arriving at this house, then please go ahead, and we will clean up the house and fields of the family later.Donate a little of all the money, and everyone is still polite and eating and drinking.I don't know if this rule applies to another world about using force to force this kind of usually bad land gentry to hand over money, but at the time, I felt that my conscience approved it, like this It is the most fitting and wise way to raise our wages.

Gui Sheng turned around and told how he negotiated in this way: "Seventh Uncle, why do you want to be imprisoned?" "My seventh uncle said: prisons are for prisoners!" "I said again: I didn't see a single prisoner; the prisoner should be killed or released, and the prison is useless!" "Seventh Uncle also said: Those who shouldn't be killed and can't be released, we put him in custody, and his money will come out like horse shit. Otherwise, how can everyone get paid?" "I just said: Well, the prison can be put elsewhere. We are not here to guard the prisoners."

"These are fat pigs. I usually drink and play cards with my uncle, so asking your young master to take care of them is not wronging you—that's what Uncle Qi said again." "I have nothing to say, so I can only salute and come down." "Okay, let's just watch the prisoner's boss, it's also interesting." This is what everyone said after hearing Gui Sheng's report. Interesting is interesting, but at that time of the day, you can't watch the excitement outside. The adjutant assigned us the next day, every two people were on duty for one day, and after five days it was each person's turn.Those who are on duty during the day can only doze off at night separately from the brothers assigned during the day.Those who don’t know will think that this will make us suffer, but in fact it is the opposite.You are not happy to be on the night shift, no matter who is willing to replace you.Gui Sheng was the first one who was happy to watch the night for others. In the past, he would tell jokes every night until twelve o'clock and couldn't close his eyes.After the night shift, his seventh uncle set up a new regulation for us. Anyone who was on night duty had to receive 20 cents for snacks from the adjutant.What's the point of sacrificing an entire night?There are two 20 cents that add up to 40 cents, 20 cents for roasted chicken and marinated meat, 10 cents for wine, and the remaining 10 cents for the big kitchen to distribute rice and pigs to Uncle Chen who packs the food. Oil, there are radishes and coriander that you can buy for free in the back garden. After midnight, you will drink a cup and I will drink it.After drinking, isn't it fun to set up three bricks to fry fried rice?Moreover, when the wine and dinner were over and I wanted to go to sleep, it was almost dawn.

The reason why I learned to drink is to start from this. Let me tell you about a conversation we had with our prisoner: "Huzi, why don't you go out? It's too inappropriate for an elderly person to live here!" "The millet can't be sold for money, and there is no cash at home-you can give me a fire." I gave him a burning incense, and the prisoner began to smoke. Gui Sheng asked again, "Your family has a lot of money. I heard from the Chief Military Advocate that more than 10,000 loads of grain are sent to the warehouse every year. Why don't you have any money?" "Can't sell for money!" "There must be a cellar buried underground in your house, and the silver cellar has been buried!" said a person surnamed Qi. "No, you can dig it, try it." "Then we will send people to dig it out tomorrow!" Gui Sheng and I threatened him in unison. "Ok, Ok,……" In fact, some of our children said that they would dig tomorrow, but it would not be true anyway, but when the bearded rich man said that he could do it, his whole body was trembling. After three days of talking with us, this beard seemed to be really afraid that the army would dig out his cellar, found a guarantor, admitted the 5,000 yuan donation due, and swaggered out with the pipe.This bearded man seemed to be a veteran in prison, and he seemed to know the rules of the yamen very well. After he left, he specially gave our brother a hundred foreign dollars.We didn't dare to ask for it, and then he sent it to the Chief Military Officer, saying that he was grateful for our care. The Chief Military Officer still handed out the money, eight yuan each, sixteen platoon leaders, four yuan for the fireman, and one hundred yuan. dominant.The second income of the supplementary soldier is the eight yuan he got from being a forbidden child!As for the money given to us by that beard, thinking about it now, I still feel a little bit resentful towards him.At that time, because he had a lot of money, our whole team was asking for salary, and it was a natural and reasonable thing to put him up, at least from the innocent eyes of us ten young children.But Beard treats us like imprisoned sons who are really rewarded by prisoners, and more or less thinks that we don't abuse him because we ask for money. This old thing really insults us.Prison guarding is a lucrative job, not really what we had in mind at the time.And we were at that time, the word making a fortune was not able to occupy our hearts. We needed to play more than we needed money.Or, it is because we lack the desire and skills to make a fortune that the commander sent us there. Groups of wealthy households in the prison have gradually become small wealthy households, but this has nothing to do with us. Except that the detainee is a madman who makes noise and will not let us sleep, even if the detainee is a beggar, we will still be detainees in the same situation. Soon, the small wealthy households changed from three to two, and two became one. After a day, the only one also paid the fine and went out.So we suddenly felt lonely immediately.Of course, the habitual night duty could not continue after the cell was empty. The biggest loss was that everyone lost the right to eat fried rice. "Come one, come one," everyone prayed in secret, hoping that no matter whether they are rich or small, as long as one of them comes to live in the wooden fence, the benefits of fried rice can be restored. But the prisoner didn't come, and he was a bored rascal all the way through that rainy October. The weather is getting colder; everyone goes to the mountains to play every day, collecting firewood and cutting grass at will, more or less each person always brings a bundle of firewood back to the camp every day.This is something I'm totally clueless about.Just because you are not an expert, you will also end up happy.What others bring back is rosin or other dead branches that can be warmed by the fire in winter, but I always carry a large bunch of berries and return to the camp to distribute to everyone I know well.Sometimes it is flowers that turn back, and there are a lot of flowers from Commander Gui, Guisheng's father, and his seventh uncle, Uncle Yang in the dispatch shed, Uncle Chen in the big kitchen, and a lot of them, and I get many compliments that make me happy. Xie Yu, studying and enjoying alone in the quilt at night.But just when we were able to use other things to wipe away our elusive melancholy, a new prisoner came. I remember that I was playing with a man surnamed Hu on a big nanmu tree, and Gui Sheng and the other man came from a distance, "Ah," he shouted, "Come here, come here, I just saw the pawn." Five of them are going to the headquarters!" Slipping down from the nanmu, they ran back to watch together. The seventh uncle of Guisheng's family is interrogating. "Get ready!" As soon as I saw the three bricks in the corner blackened by firewood, I thought of the fried rice tonight. Because watching the trial is a very boring thing, so those of us who returned to the camp first sat on our bunks and waited for the prisoner to come down. "It's my turn today!" Everyone is willing to take on this interesting task. There were five prisoners in the night.What joy the new excitement brings us!I remember that none of the ten people slept that night, and they played all night, as if celebrating the repeated regaining of lost territory, everyone drank one cup after another. Upstairs, Guisheng's seventh uncle yelled again and again, "Everyone is going to sleep." Every time there was a kind and gentle lesson upstairs, everyone immediately silenced their voices.But no one can go to sleep!It was our turn to joke with each other, and we picked a couple to practice fighting.Before the excitement was over, the sky turned pale, and then, the trumpeters in the guard shed in front of the ancestral hall also got up and blew their trumpets. Among the five prisoners, there is the second brother.Two days later, all ten of us got up with the second brother.Knowing that the reason why the second brother was imprisoned was not for donations, but for the frame of the enemy's family, and soon after he was able to rehabilitate, he felt that the second brother was really a good person, and such a good person was better than the seventh uncles of Guisheng's family.Probably the second elder brother's good at talking is also one of the reasons why he arouses our sympathy.He told us that he was from Shimenzhai, less than twenty miles away, and had a mother but no father.This enemy was formed from a distant ancestor for a woman. This woman is the grandmother of the second brother, because it was the grandmother who promised the enemy in the first place, and later broke the contract when they broke the contract. Many nephews died on both sides. Knot.Afterwards, the other side received the teachings of their ancestors and never forgot the humiliation of breaking the contract. The father of the second brother's family was stolen twice by thieves.This is the second time that the second elder brother has been imprisoned. He said that it was the first time he was tied up at the Qianjun Military Law Office within a minute and a second. Ask him: "Then why don't you ask the army or the government to avenge your grievances and sit down instead?" He said: "The enemy's family is powerful, and the army goes from one place to another, and it is in vain." Ask him again: "Why don't you move to the county to live?" Said yes: "I think so too, but all the fields are in the countryside, and I have to take care of them myself." "Then you can only obey the orders of the sky!" But he said softly to me: "Unless I come to work in the army in the future, I will be like you." The second brother wanted to be a soldier to avoid the irresistible danger that could arise at any time.But the second brother is still a prisoner at this time.How can I become a soldier if I have a way?Gui Sheng had also heard what he said, and Gui Sheng promised to go to his father to intercede for him after he was released from prison without incident. Because we are on good terms with our second elder brother, we always leave a portion for him in our nightly snacks. He can only drink one glass of wine.He sticks his head out of the wooden hole, and we feed him vegetables and wine. In fact, he can hold his own hands, but this way, both sides find it interesting.As if he was embarrassed to eat us too much, after eating a few chopsticks, his head retracted like a ball of fish, "Second brother, there are too many, don't be polite," so he stretched out his head bluntly.After supper, the second brother told us about hunting wild boars in the countryside and shooting tigers with medicine arrows.Sometimes he still can't sleep without talking to him, or think of his mother at home.Before we got to know the second brother very well, the second brother's mother came here once.A tall countryman in his fifties, wearing blue clothes, had a conversation with his second brother by the cave, and then left wiping away his tears.I asked my second brother to find out that it was his mother. I knew that there was no serious danger here, so I went home to take care of the hillside.When his mother came for the second time, we gathered around to talk to her, only to realize that this woman looks exactly like the second elder brother, with a very high nose bridge, slightly raised eyebrows, big feet and big hands, even though she is from the countryside Human appearance, but not crude.This time, when I came here, I carried a basket of sweet potatoes and a big bag of chestnuts for my second brother. The second brother told her that she had to be taken care of by several assistant masters, but this moved the old lady.Bowing one by one.She looked at us like a mother again, and said that she had done something wrong. If I had known earlier, I should have asked the village master to pick a load of sweet potatoes for everyone to cook and eat at night.In the end, the old lady gave us all the bag of chestnuts she had brought for her son, and left with an empty backpack.In fact, even if she doesn't give us, the second brother's food, we still want everyone to eat it regardless of each other. I don't know why, every time Gui Sheng was asked to go to his seventh uncle to inquire about his second brother's case, he always said that there was still time to wait, even though there was no danger, he had to be found out before he would be released. Since there is no danger at all, there seems to be no reason for the second brother not to want to stay for a long time.We didn't think about others, how lonely it would be to live alone in this fence when everyone went to hunt sparrows on the mountain.According to the opinions of the few of us, there is nothing wrong with the second elder brother living like that.If it is true that the second elder brother was released one day and returned to his hometown, our loneliness is really unbearable loneliness! One day, the monkey surnamed Qi went somewhere and snatched a bamboo pipe. We had seen this pipe before when we were in our hometown.The tube has seven eyes in total, the same as a flute, but the size can only be compared with a gold standard brush.After dinner in my hometown, there are often those middle-aged men in their forties on the street, with many big and small things stuck in their belts, blowing the pipe in their hands while walking, making a whining sound. , is more brittle than a suona, and is worth about two coppers each, but it takes some effort to learn how to play it.Seeing the pipe, Guisheng snatched it up and played it, but made no noise.I also refused to accept my management when I took it. "I'll come, I'll come!" The second brother heard the noise and laughter outside, stretched out his head and said. "Send the second brother to try it!" Gui Sheng snatched it from me again. Heh, in the fence, there was a whimper suddenly.Everyone was unable to speak. Everyone opened their mouths wide and listened quietly.After a while, the upstairs also knew about it. A bearded clerk poked his head out of the window pasted with Coptis chinensis paper woven with bamboo strips on the railing, and asked loudly who played such a moving thing!Everyone scrambled to accuse him of being a criminal.The second brother heard someone ask, but quietly handed out the tube.Gui Sheng took it and went upstairs to show the bearded beard. When he came down, he happily said that Uncle Qi would tell his second brother to play some more tunes.The second elder brother is still playing, and has changed many tricks, and he seems to be more moving than the pipe seller Miao Laogeng on the street.The master upstairs and the vice master downstairs just listened to the second brother playing it all afternoon like idiots. Tomorrow, I borrowed another flute to ask my second brother to try it out, and it still sounds just as good. After everyone had heard enough, they asked the second brother for guidance, and everyone rushed to come and study. However, after learning for two or three days, they felt bored and let go.But because of this, I know the knack of playing the flute. No matter what kind of flute is in my hands, I always have a way to make it sound.This is all the method taught by the second brother.The second brother also told us that he has all kinds of musical instruments in his house, including pipa, zither, Xiao, and flute, but only one sheng is missing. In the village, Sheng was never seen or seen, but he planned to entrust the oil sellers in Changde to take it with him in the future, saying that he gradually came to learn by himself according to the book. The talent for music, in the second brother, is really strange.He said that he learned all kinds of musical instruments from other people's weddings and funerals.A new song with a lot of twists and turns can always be familiarized after listening to it once or twice, and after practicing it for a while, it will have many more moving voices when it is played.Just relying on my ears, I also learned a lot of long and complicated tunes.And he can use a pipe to blow high pitches, imitating people's humming tunes.It can also imitate the horn.Military songs are also very familiar.Originally, a pipe can never blow out twenty high and low notes at most, but the second brother seems to be able to crumble these three or four notes into one that is stronger than the original one, and also seems to be able to divide one note into two. Nature. It seems that there are rules, although the higher-ups, like us, know that the second brother's case was all framed by bandits and bandits, and the bandit who bought the enemy's family cut off his head, but the second brother who is safe and sound still has to return. You can only go out after paying a fine of 100 yuan called Le Donation.It's really boring, Xiang just married a girl's family, when the second brother goes out! The second elder brother went out after breakfast, and at night, he specially changed into clean clothes, shaved his hair, and came to our shed to see us.But then I went out.The second brother talked and laughed with Gui Sheng for a while.Guisheng made half a catty of wine for him, and bought some stewed beef, saying that "I was just dragged into drinking by someone", but he reluctantly drank a small cup of wine with Guisheng.He also asked Guisheng to go to the camp for him to try and ask, if there were no qualification restrictions, he would be willing to buy a gun with his own money to serve as a supplementary soldier with us.Gui Sheng and several others said at the same time that if the second brother can come to the camp, the position of squad leader must be taken by the second brother.We are missing a monitor.By the time I returned to the camp, my second brother had already returned to a relative's house. Because I remembered that my second brother said that I would go back to Shimenzhai to see my mother tomorrow, and after a few days to clean up the housework, I would come back and wait for the letter, so even though it was the second brother who was looking at the fence and thinking about getting married , but I always expected that when we saw the second brother for the second time, we would drink and laugh together even more presumptuously.Because my second elder brother allowed me to play a flute, I thought about it even more. I am afraid that after my second elder brother came, I could not enter the camp for a while, so I urged Guisheng to go to his father's house every now and then.Uncle Guisheng also knew how his second brother was, and after he helped him talk about it, the matter was settled.As long as the second brother came back from Shimenzhai, he didn't have to buy the gun himself, and the seventh uncle of Guisheng's family acted as a guarantor and added a name. At least it was me at the time, who waited for my second brother in a kind of joyful and uneasy expectation!I know the time is about to snow.As soon as the snow arrived, we could go and try the magic spell that our second brother told us, and shoot the turtledoves with shotguns filled with fine beans.The two dogs of Guisheng's father will be as happy as we are, and the second brother will lead the team, and we will chase the yellow goat in the snow!If it was a wild boar that we were chasing, we climbed up a big tree and watched the second brother stab the wild boar with a spear that was as wide as the ears. What a moving scene and the same picture! one God, two days... the second brother finally didn't come.On the fourth day, Guisheng got bad news from his seventh uncle. On the third day after the second brother was released from prison, there was a letter from the second brother's mother saying that her son was preparing everything to be a soldier. Several people with cigarettes on their faces dragged their son out of the house and ran away... The second report said that his son's body had been found on the col, but his head, hands and feet had been dismembered with a knife It was bundled in one place and hung on a tung tree. It was obviously a vendetta, and he only wanted to avenge his son.After Gui Sheng finished speaking, everyone cried.If the second brother was still sitting in prison, it wouldn't be like this.Needless to say, the enemy's family saw that the second brother was not recognized as a bandit by the army this time, and his own frame was unsuccessful. Seeing that the second brother returned home safely; and the news that the second brother was going to serve as a soldier in the camp, It was always that straightforward old lady who revealed it, so the Chou family came up with such a poisonous plan to buy someone to kill the second brother. ... There is no need to learn the flute!The squad leader in our shed had no choice but to let him be lacking like that!Gui Sheng, tell your father to beat and eat those two dogs!Without the second brother, the goats cannot catch up! Guisheng listened to my sad words, wiped away his tears, climbed up on the stool, took down the large bundle of shelled green beans hanging on the wall, threw them on the ground, and trampled the ground with his feet. It's beans. "What's the use of this thing? Whoever hunts turtledoves in the future will be raised by dogs! ..." Facing the empty prison this night, we felt a great emptiness that we had never experienced before.The same feeling, when the second sister died, let the body be stuffed into the coffin, and after seeing it being carried away by some filthy crooks, she went to the main room to burn the night incense like that when she couldn't help crying! In the few days before the new year, we wrapped our feet in raw brown cloth, walked in the knee-deep snow, and went to Mayang County on business.On the way, I saw a series of footprints of the fox on the snowy mountain, and I quietly pointed them out to Guisheng, and soon everyone saw them.Everyone understands.Because of such a small imprint, it aroused our nostalgia for the second brother, and no one dared to speak about the second brother, and felt very miserable.Shanlizi's footprints will be lost after the snow disappears, but the second brother left a deep shadow on the hearts of ten of us that is not easy to wipe away by time. Recently, the ones that remind me of my friends who have died are that there are almost ten of them, and my second brother is my last good friend.Those nine deputy men who were still able to eat, drink and live, although the way of life and taste may have improved a lot compared to the past, like Gui Sheng and Xiao Qi, they were already wearing the captain's uniform when they met the year before last. However, our innocence and childishness back then have long since died and turned into ashes like the second brother.It is more difficult than being an emperor to think that everyone will come together to drink wine, meat, and eat and drink like you and me. Even the real past has become something like a dream and a legend. At this time, young people who are going to serve in the army will have no way of finding the same romantic and uninhibited life lessons. Unwilling to die but unable to survive, Jidi went to serve as a soldier in the Second Brigade of the Northeast Army in desperation.When I sent him there, I saw him enter the Second Brigade Headquarters alone with tears in his eyes, and turned back in the car. I thought of the situation when I went out to join the army at a younger age than him, and thought that I didn’t expect to come here now. Changed career, but still couldn't let go of the past after changing career, suddenly felt sore in my heart, and tears fell on the front of my coat.Kitty, be brave.The army here is not like a family, the officers and bosses are not parents, and the brothers in the same team are also different from our friends. This time I hope it is the last time I see your children’s tears. In the future, you can pack up the tears and learn to do a grown man!When I was seventeen years old like you, I was already in charge of ten people older than me, serving as the squad leader and training others every day.You should be careful and careful at all times, don't let anyone use you as proof of military discipline.You have to be patient in everything, endure the pain and work hard for your life.You should use your strength to cling to your hope and strive forward until your strength is exhausted.You should recognize the enemies around you: warlords who always want to fight?no!A woman in red and green who paints her eyebrows?no!All authority cultivated under an unreasonable social system is your enemy!Under two different fates, I hope that you are not killed by guns and cannons, and you are lucky enough to survive and find a cruel revenge on this world.Trapped under the humiliation of life, instead of trying our best to fight every day with firewood, rice, oil and salt, and the outcome is still unknown, it is better to take this road that the scholar-bureaucrats despise, it is suitable for you and me.All those who stand on luck, the facts around them have molded their thoughts into such cowardice and selfishness, how can they know that it is common for a young person to be depressed by life and continue to die when he just accepts wisdom fact?How can they know that there are life's struggles outside of himself?Those kind of gentlemen with round faces and protruding stomachs who recite the old adage that "a good man should not be a soldier", I often dream that I am wearing gray clothes and seeing someone on the street is just scratching my ear.I often have this ridiculous dream.Oh, little brother, if the teachings of that kind of gentleman should have such a bad influence on your heart that it will make you feel ashamed, you really shouldn't!Right now, here are a few poor friends who are still dreaming and raving about what they want to build in art and what they are looking for, but in the pursuit they are froze because of hunger, and let the cold winter wind on their heads make a cold grin on behalf of human beings. .Friends who died with nothing in such a result, and died with distress, are all here and there.From this continuation of tragedies, we have already given us a great lesson of truth and goodness.Serving as a soldier is a great way for people like us to find revenge in our dreams!Although this is not a smooth road, it is very clear compared to the road similar to the "rebellion of scholars".Jidi, work hard for your new life.You should be like an adult, don't cry all the time, don't be as reckless as my sixth brother, then you and I can rest assured. Under the same fate, we are the ones who try our best to resist life. Seeing our innocence and youth crushed by the terrible time, we really can only touch our faces and cry bitterly.But let's look at the dim light.The past is the past.It is not too late to make good use of the future!I got your letter, saying that everything is fine except for wearing a fur hat and everyone can’t help but smile when they meet each other suddenly. You don’t know how I miss my past self in joy and melancholy after receiving your letter!I'm afraid you still can't avoid the loneliness of leaving us at the beginning, so I'm writing this article about my life in the army. I hope you have good friends, and you can be like me at that time, but don't change your career when you are my age. Write Show your little friends everything about that year! June 1926