Chapter 45 Lao Zhang's Philosophy (45)

Zhao Si doesn't have any philosophical thoughts, he doesn't have any deep insights into issues such as life, death, life...etc.He is not like poets who often say, "What a bitter lesson life is! Die!" He only knows: live when you are born, and die when you die!On the road between life and death, I have to walk bravely!But when will you die?According to his thinking: there is no collateral in the pawn shop, no money owed in the bakery, wearing a new coat, and there are two cents in the pocket for free spending, then it is time to die! There is a part of the truth in Zhao Si's ideal: people should be in the sea of ​​troubles, even though their bodies and minds are weak, and they are still struggling to move forward. but not.Such a person, once he feels a burst of comfort in his heart, the bitterness can no longer be entangled; so his body feels light, his heart feels warm, his eyes light up, and he is dead!

Old man Li is such a person who is floating in adversity. His long-sick body seems to be bound and glued by sorrow. He is willing to die, but the cruel iron chain is getting tighter and tighter. His body was burdened with the melancholy that was like a piece of sea water.Now, he has paid off Lao Zhang's debts, his niece is at his side again, and his nephew has run away, which is just what he wants, so he has nothing to think about, that layer of sad glue Lost the power to bind!He knew it himself. Before going to bed, he looked in the mirror and touched the wrinkles between his brows, feeling relaxed.Nodded, sighed, covered the quilt, and went to sleep forever! …………

he died!Die for one day, two days, three days,...there is nothing in the world: the wind is blowing, the rain is falling, the flowers are blooming, the birds are singing... Who cares that there is one less person in the world! She, Li Jing, saw him with her eyes closed, and saw him with her eyes open. He was still her uncle since childhood, but his palpable body was already buried in the sand!The wind, the rain, the flowers, the birds, are still playing the big tunes of the world, who knows, who cares that there is one less person in the world, and there is a poor girl in the world! Wang De cried for Old Li before the funeral, but he didn't talk to her!She saw him again, and he was already another woman's him!

Aunt Zhao only cried for her brother for a while on the second day of Old Man Li's death, and handed over the money from the five-color bottle sold by Old Man Li to Li Jing, in addition to Li Yinghua's money and twenty yuan, without saying a word. gone!She can't talk to Li Jing, Li Jing is a shameless girl who ran away before she got married! Lan Xiaoshan wrote a pair of elegiac couplets, and came to express his condolences, dressed in filial piety.Then offer her his love, this is his chance, she ignored him!Sun Shoubei helped her with the funeral and comforted her: "Girl! I will be your uncle. I will be responsible for your future affairs. Just don't cry to ruin your body!..." Wang De belongs to someone else!

Li Ying didn't know where to go! I can't go back to my aunt's house, and I don't want to go! Lan Xiaoshan's love is unacceptable! Sun Shoubei's favor can't be repaid, and his protection can't be accepted, his thoughts are too far away from hers! No one else knew her, let alone understood her! ………… She went to find her uncle! The flowers wither and the flowers bloom. Among the flowers, we don’t know who blooms and who thanks!The wind, the rain, the flowers, the birds, still instigate the brilliant dream of the world, who knows that there is another delicious flower missing!she died!

………… The period of this story is probably between 1989 and 112 in the Republic of China.Now that I am writing this story, the situation is no longer the same as it was a few years ago; for example, the infantry commanding the yamen was very powerful a few years ago, but now it is a historical material!The characters in our book, those who died could not be reborn, and those who were born have changed a lot in the past few years. Our first hero, Lao Zhang, because his ally brother Li Wu was made a teacher, a telegram was sent to the Beijing government to recommend Lao Zhang as the director of education of a certain southern province.After Lao Zhang had a relationship with the Director of Education, he had his own newsprint and government documents as materials for writing a biography for Lao Zhang in the future, so we don't need to be distracted.I should say a few words here in passing: Lao Zhang married two concubines after he became the head of the department, and the total cost was five hundred yuan.This is the most proud thing in his life. ... I heard that Li Ying went to Tianjin and has already established some businesses.He got Longfeng's communication office from Zhao Sixi, and wrote several letters to her, but he didn't receive a single reply.According to legend, Longfeng married a rich man. Her father had resigned from the church and lived with his daughter and son-in-law.How should Li suffer? ...Sun Ba was watched by Sun Shoubei, and he didn't dare to marry a concubine again.Probably after the old man Sun died.But the old man Sun is still very strong.Nagarjuna paid off the money owed to Sun Ba, and Sun Ba handed over more than 1,000 yuan to Li Shandong to expand his business. ...

Nan Feisheng has already become the magistrate of the county because of his skill in doing things, and it is said that he is making a lot of money! Wang De's father died, and he became a family and a father. Miss Chen offered him a big fat boy! ... Lan Xiaoshan changed into a pair of ocher glasses with tortoiseshell edges, because blue glasses seemed unlucky.For other matters, rather than saying that we don't know, it would be better to say that we don't understand the mystery of Lan Xiaoshan. Zhao Si still pulls carts to earn food, once he actually bought a pair of little white mice for Xiao San, and the pair of little white mice sent by Xiao Si is not as interesting as Zhao Si! ...