Chapter 28 Yellow leaves falling in the autumn wind (12)

Indeed, compared with the past, Liying has become a different person. She is radiant, loves to talk and laugh, walks quickly and is flexible, and rarely gets annoyed, just like she did when she was in the Pai Xing Literary and Art Propaganda Team. She had a kind of awe for Lu Ruohua, and felt that he was so profound.She felt timid and restrained around him, always aware that he was not only a husband but also a leader.She was cooking for fear that Lu Ruohua would not like it.She also tried her best to satisfy Lingling, the only daughter left by his ex-wife—she cared about her, and never looked like a mother or an aunt; it seemed that Lingling was also a noble person, and she had to treat her with care.The home was, of course, materially wealthy and comfortable.Not to mention the fact that the three of them had more than ten quilts alone.Fashionable furniture is also available; "Red Light" radio, "Hitachi" TV... Every day after dinner, Lu Ruohua chats with middle-level leaders who come to visit in another room, and she knits a sweater while sitting on the sofa watch TV.If a county magistrate or secretary came, she would be like a good housewife, warmly and courteously make tea, offer cigarettes, and do everything in a decent manner.Needless to say, Lu Ruohua was very satisfied with her.

Lao Lu often invited some important people in the county to drink and eat at his home, either the director of the bureau or the minister.Liying bought a "recipe" book, and with her sensitivity and intelligence, she quickly learned to cook all kinds of dishes.Lao Lu's friends who were smacking their mouths, praised the food first, and then praised Liying, saying that Lu Ruohua found a "first-rate".Needless to say, Old Lu was very proud, but he was a mature and prudent person, always shaking his head with a smile - but by no means disagreed with the compliments of his friends.

During the day, she goes to Chengguan Kindergarten to go to work—to go to work, which itself is very new to her; it means that she has also become a "worker".The children also like the beautiful aunt, plus she is a lively person, loves to talk, laugh, sing and dance, no doubt she does a great job.She also believes that she is the most capable aunt in this kindergarten.Otherwise, how could the leaders of the kindergarten (under the leadership of her husband, of course) often praise her at the all-teacher meeting? But behind the smiling face of this beautiful woman, not everything is sunny, there is something deep and poignant that torments this happy person all the time, she misses her Bing Bing!Whenever she sees the kindergarten dolls, she thinks of her son.She threw away her flesh and blood love for herself!Only now did she know how cruel and ugly she was in this matter.She felt deeply: she was sorry for her child.Sometimes when she was playing with the kindergarten children, she would freeze for a moment, staring like a crazy person with burning eyes-she was looking for her Bingbing among the group of dolls!

When she woke up, she realized that her soldiers were not here.poor child!dear child!how are you now?are you cryingare you laughing?Are you hungry?Are you cold?do you miss momyou…… She couldn't bear it all at once!She howled herself, and left these children behind in a hurry!I ran to the women's toilet, lay on the dirty white gray wall and cried for a long time, until I heard someone's footsteps, and then hastily wiped away the tears on my face... Only that four-year-old child can make this hot-blooded woman calm down and feel inferior!His melancholy, black grape-like eyes flashed in front of her from time to time, making her smile stop abruptly.He stared at her conscience like a merciless judge.

However, she thought it would be difficult for her to go back.It was not easy for her to pursue all this today.Life may be like this, if you want to get something, you may have to lose something at the same time, and you may even have to pay a heavy price.If there is a God in heaven, then she asked the supreme God to forgive her misfortune and forgive her sins!No matter how many reasons she found to comfort her conscience, she couldn't stop herself from missing and caring about Xiao Bingbing.In the final analysis, it was hers, a part of her body and soul, or another form of existence of herself.

The torture is profound.Liying also tried her best to bury it deep in her heart.She was afraid that Lu Ruohua would notice.Besides, she herself had just begun a new life, and she couldn't afford to cast a cloud over her head. It wasn't until the National Day was approaching that she strongly felt that if she didn't see Bingbing again, it would be hard to live. The children in the kindergarten were already clamoring for the holiday, boasting to each other that their mother bought them What new clothes and goodies.When she saw this scene, it was like a knife stabbed in her heart.She cried out painfully in her heart: "Where is my Bingbing? Does he have new clothes and delicious food for the National Day? He also has a mother, so can't I give him even a little caress?"

Although she was afraid to mention this matter to Old Lu, she still couldn't help mentioning it to him.After a dinner, when he was very affectionate to her, she proposed to him that she wanted her son to come here on National Day; she said that Ruoqin could bring him here.Lu Ruohua readily agreed, saying that he also wanted Ruoqin to return to the city to celebrate the National Day. He said that Ruoqin was dissatisfied with his marriage with her, and had been so angry that he hadn't come home for a long time. He was very sad. He said He was busy and asked her to write a letter to Ruoqin.

So, Liying sent that letter to Ruoqin.