Chapter 74 Let the dream pass through your heart (11)

Wu Shuang came over and said: Kang Zhu. I twist around. Wu Shuang said: Kangzhu, I found a public telephone booth over there, may I accompany you to make a call? I turned around, my eyes watering.I nodded. Wu Shuang accompanied me to the telephone booth. After we walked out of Mu Linsen's sight, Wu Shuang said: Kang Zhu, listen to me, it was Mu Linsen who thought of calling. Wu Shuang said: Seriously, just make a phone call.We didn't have time to meet with Jia Mucuo, and in fact there was no need for it. It's better to remember him than to treat him to a meal politely.You're not going to fall in love with Jia Mucuo, are you?

Wu Shuang sincerely waited for my answer. I said: It seems that there is no such trend.But we are too heartless, ruthless and unintentional. Wu Shuang said: Yes.How did we become like this, unable to be responsible, unable to promise, unable to guarantee ourselves, and unable to trust others, that's how it is. I said: Stop talking, then make a phone call. I called the Sports Commission and found Jia Mucuo very smoothly.I said: Jia Mucuo, I have to go.It's a pity that I didn't have time to say goodbye to you because of the air ticket I got last night. I said: Jia Mucuo, please remember that I am very, very grateful to you!

Jia Mucuo interrupted me and said: Where are you now? I said: At Gongga Airport. Jia Mucuo asked: What time is the flight? I said: ten o'clock. Jia Mucuo said: Wait for me for a while. After Jia Mucuo finished speaking, he hung up the phone. I called Jia Mucuo again, but they said they couldn't find him. I sat on my luggage and lit another cigarette.I blow the light smoke towards the distant mountains and towards the grasslands.Mu Linsen came over and took the cigarette from my lips, and handed me a cup of hot milk.I obediently picked up the cup and drank it. Mu Linsen stroked my hair.

Mu Linsen said: I knew you were an obedient and good girl. I tilted my head and looked at Mu Linsen, thinking about what Wu Shuang said: We can neither be responsible nor promise, neither guarantee ourselves nor trust others. Mu Linsen also stared at me, and it took him a while to say: I'm sorry, Kang Zhu. After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked away, and I silently accepted his apology. Between the blue sky and white clouds that lit up bit by bit, the prayer flags fluttered, the dust rolled up, the sound of carriages and horses became noisy, and the characters moved, one after another Tibetans staggered past with hand-rotated prayer wheels, they Single-minded, uncontested, as if they are in the world, but their hearts are not here.Are they going to India to listen to the Dalai Lama's lectures? Are they going to worship Buddha in countless temples such as the Potala Palace, Jokhang Temple, Sera Monastery, and Drepung Monastery? The cold and heat of spring and autumn, and then? My heart was covered with waves of desolation.Is it necessary to have a belief that we can keep our promises and keep our promises, and can we guarantee ourselves to trust others?

Lan Ye looked at her watch again, and said loudly to Mu Linsen: It's time for us to change the boarding pass. Li Xiaofei stopped Lan Ye.Li Xiaofei said to Mu Linsen and Wu Shuang: This Jia Mucuo is interesting, I really want to see it. I stood up suddenly and startled them.I seemed to hear the sound of galloping horseshoes.I stared into the distance, and everyone followed me in amazement.We saw nothing.Everyone sat down again. Mu Linsen said: Fuck me! I suggested that the four of them get on the plane first and go in to wait for the plane, but the three men didn't accept it. What made them wait for Jia Mucuo was not so much apology as curiosity.They were greatly surprised by the premonition I heard the sound of horseshoes just now.Mu Linsen said: Riding a horse through the city, hotels, bars, cars, etc. to the airport to see people off, it's so damn fresh and exciting!

Li Xiaofei didn't believe it. He thought that Jiamucuo would probably come by taxi. Wu Shuang said that he would rather Jia Mucuo ride a horse, that would be great! While everyone was talking about it, a vigorous yellow-brown horse rushed out of the grassland, crossed the road, and headed straight for the airport.I jumped up, and I waved and shouted: Jiamucuo Jiamucuo! Jia Mucuo ran up to us before reining in his horse.His crimson face and the horse's rounded front legs flashed before my eyes and I was off the ground.Jia Mucuo grabbed me on the saddle like a sheep. He sat behind me, with one hand on my waist, and "cracked" his whip and galloped towards the grassland.At an unexpected moment, I heard Mou Linsen, Wu Shuang, Li Xiaofei, and Lan Ye all shouting in panic: Hello!

I am flying, flying on the grassland. Jia Mucuo said: I said I will send it to you.I also promised to give you a good ride. I have nothing to say. On one side of the grassland is a huge hillside that rises slowly. On the hillside is the infinitely transparent blue sky of Tibet. There are a few trees under the blue sky, and the trees are full of prayer flags.The wind was blowing against my cheek, and my huge earrings were shaking violently.The blood in my body was boiling up.Galloping horses are not easy for me to ride. My ankles hurt from the friction of the stirrups, and my thighs and buttocks seem to be dismembered by the bumps.But I am very, very happy.Isn’t the dream deeply dormant in every woman’s heart that she is taken away by a handsome young man riding a steed? What an ancient and unrealistic dream! Ancient and unrealistic Our young people in the 1990s have long forgotten it, but Jia Mucuo suddenly made this dream come true for us.Not just for me, for us.My partners stood on tiptoes in the airport square and looked at the grassland and shook their hands vigorously.Many passengers gathered in the square, pointing and applauding enthusiastically.

My tears welled up one by one and sprinkled on the grassland.I knew that this encounter would be once in a lifetime, and Jia Mucuo gave me a kind of classical honor as a woman. Jia Mucuo sent me back to the airport. He gently placed me among my friends and said to all of us: Tashi Dele! Jia Mucuo turned his horse's head and galloped away.A row of small cars on the road braked strangely and smoked. We went to get our boarding passes and then lined up to go through security.My legs were trembling and I couldn't move. Mu Linsen and Wu Shuang supported me one by one. During the security check, the female security lady asked: What happened to her?

Mu Linsen said: She just came out of a fairy tale. At the last moment of waiting to board the plane, Lan Ye took the initiative to reconcile with me. She sat beside me and said: If it were me, I would stay in Tibet. I smiled gently at Lan Ye. I can't stay in any one place.I still have a lot of places to go.I want to see many things with my own eyes.I don't have a regular job, I don't have the ability to live, and I can't solve troublesome problems.I am also a person who can neither be responsible nor dare to promise, what does Lan Ye know! The plane lifted off.I asked to sit next to the window.I pressed my face against the window glass.I saw thousands of mountains and valleys in Tibet, grassland pastures and red walls of temples.Saw a road in the valley.I saw the grassland and hillside next to the road.On the top of the mountain, there is a rider on a yellow-brown horse standing there motionless, that is Jia Mucuo!

Rider Jia Mucuo! I watched him until white clouds covered the earth. A verse that I read by accident when I lived in Lhasa quietly emerged before my eyes: Grassland like the ocean and starry sky Grassland like a pastoral song like a lover my everlasting love deep and far I once fantasized that I could die at the most touching moment ...but why can't Chi Li April 30, 1994 in Wuhan