Chapter 67 Let the dream pass through your heart (4)

In the more than twenty years I grew up, I was always taught by others.Parents, teachers, and TV movies keep telling you that this is ugly and this is beautiful, this is sweet and this is bitter, this is right and this is wrong, this is true and this is false.But in the actual problems I encountered, many of the criteria were not accurate.I'm tired of people saying things to me.I just want to see it for myself.I will go from place to place keeping my eyes open and seeing all that I can see in this world.From what I've seen I think I'll figure out what I'm going to do.Happiness and misfortune are all caused by me, and I will no longer blame others.

knocking. I turned my face and looked at the door.In the stupor of a low fever I wondered if there was a knock on my door.I don't have a single acquaintance in Lhasa.My mates are all where they want to be.No one has knocked on my door for ten days. There was another knock on the door, it was my door. I stood by the window without moving, and said: Come in, please. Rider Jia Mucuo walked into my life in Lhasa in this way. Jia Mucuo is the young man on the tan horse in the equestrian team.We have had the experience of staring at each other silently for ten days. Jamtso is obviously of Khambahan blood, but he wears a Han sweater.With a horsewhip in his hand, he was steaming, standing at my door sweating profusely and said: Hello! My name is Jia Mucuo.

I said: Hello! My name is Kang Zhu. Jia Mucuo smiled, but hesitated to say something. I wait for him to speak.I did not leave the ledge on which I leaned.I was top-heavy, and shivered slightly inside.I tightened my shawl tightly, and looked at Jia Mucuo with astringent eyelids. Jia Mucuo hesitated for a moment, bowed in a Tibetan style and said: Sorry to bother you.Tashi Dele! "Tashi Dele" means blessing and greeting. After Jia Mucuo finished speaking, he was going to close the door for me. I said: Jia Mucuo, can you tell me if you have anything to say? Jia Mucuo said: There is nothing serious.Jia Mucuo speaks Chinese very fluently.

He said: "You look unwell, altitude sickness? I said: I am afraid it is not altitude sickness. Jia Mucuo said: Sick? Are you alone? No one is taking care of you? I will send you to the hospital! Jia Mucuo said he was about to act, so I told him that he didn't need to go to the hospital, I had medicine.This disease can't be cured in the hospital. I think it's because of the blasphemy of the gods. Do you really think so? Jia Mucuo asked me repeatedly in surprise: Do you really think so? Do you also believe in Buddhism? I said: I don't believe in Buddhism yet, but I really think so.

Jia Mucuo said: Then your illness will be cured. I said: how to cure? Jia Mucuo said, "Pray to gods and Buddhas." I laughed. Jia Mucuo said: You must pray sincerely.God will take care of you.Tomorrow I will take you to worship Buddha. I said: ok.I said: Jia Mucuo, what do you want me to do now? Jia Mucuo said: I can tell you, but the condition for telling you is that you are not allowed to do it. I said: why? Jia Mucuo said: Because you are sick.I didn't know you were sick. My heart is hot.I immediately thought of Mu Linsen who left me.My tears flowed down my cheeks uncontrollably.It turned out that Jia Mucuo was betting with his teammates.They said that if Jia Mucuo could come to the hotel and take me to the training ground, Jia Mucuo would win, otherwise, they would win.The bet is beer.This is a typical boy's farce.For Jia Mucuo's concern for me, I am willing to give Jia Mucuo this face, but Jia Mucuo won't let me go to the scorching sun training ground.He pointed out very seriously that a person should keep his word, and since I promised him not to go, I should not go.