Chapter 65 Let the dream pass through your heart (2)

I said: Isn't it the same wherever you go? The three men ignored me at all, but Lan Ye said to me calmly and word for word like an intellectual: That's so different. I said: is it? Then I giggled and sneered.Laughing so that Lan Ye's face swelled up. Lan Ye is a young girl from Anhui. She used to sing Huangmei Opera in a local troupe. One day she met Wu Shuang who was wandering in Anhui, and followed Wu Shuang to Beijing to explore the world.Lanye water snake waist, fox face, naturally pretty.She entered Tibet holding Wu Shuang's arm, but now she has fallen into Li Xiaofei's arms.And Li Xiaofei is my boyfriend, who used to spend almost every night in the restaurant where I worked.But he didn't expect that once he saw Lan Ye, he couldn't move his eyes away.

Li Xiaofei openly said: Why can't I enjoy such a beautiful woman? Li Xiaofei stretched out his hand aggressively to Lan Ye amidst the music in the ballroom. Lan Ye hesitated for a moment, then resolutely left Wu Shuang and ran towards Li Xiaofei.At the end of the song, Li Xiaofei and Lan Ye hugged each other shoulder to shoulder.Lan Ye went to Wu Shuang to get her small bag, Wu Shuang stared at her quietly, Lan Ye smiled and said to Wu Shuang: I'm sorry. Wu Shuang just nodded. I am extremely sad and angry at this moment.Before Li Xiaofei could say anything to me, I decided to abandon him first.I walked up to Mu Linsen, and Mu Linsen patted his knee, and I obediently sat on it.I know that Mu Linsen likes me.But I also know that he has liked many girls, and no one can occupy his heart for a long time.He is a modernist painter. He pretends to be a celebrity and makes all kinds of celebrity appearances, often giving girls a hard time.I kept my distance from him for a long time, but at a certain moment on a certain day that I can't remember the date, suddenly I became his girlfriend.I sat on Mu Linsen's lap, he looked at me, and tacitly embraced me.Wu Shuang cheered and shouted: Good!

Li Xiaofei was a little stunned, he was taken aback by my immediate revenge, maybe he didn't intend to establish a long-term relationship with Lan Ye, Lan Ye poked Li Xiaofei's armpit, trying to make him laugh.I hugged Mu Linsen's shoulders and let hot tears flow down his back.What are we doing?All our movies don’t even have a single scene of a man and a woman kissing. Now only fourteen years have passed, and our generation has spanned the entire socialist society at once, and is completely the same as the cynical youth in the capitalist society.It doesn't make much sense that human relationships are so casual and naked.But that's all I can do.I can't let Li Xiaofei bully others out of nowhere.

I am sick.I thought I was sick because I had blasphemed, and no one believed me. When we first arrived in Tibet, a friend of Mu Linsen took us to see the celestial burial. At the Jiebugang celestial burial platform in Mozhugongka, the first vulture, which was obviously the leader, landed on the ground with flapping wings and swaggered and ate a large piece of corpse. When I was there, I screamed involuntarily, and said: Disgusting!The vulture turned its head in response and stared at me. Its noble and cold gaze made me shudder.From this moment on, a slight chill has risen from my heart, and I dare not speak out again.

Hundreds of hawks fell to the ground, devouring the internal organs and muscles of the corpse.After a while, only bones remained on the slate.The celestial burial master smashed the bones, kneaded them into balls with a rake and the broken bones, dipped the balls to clean the blood on the ground, and let the vultures eat them in a ball, until there was not even a speck of debris left on the ground.After eating, the vultures flapped their huge wings, circled into the sky, and flew towards the flame-blue sky.The celestial burial master and the family members of the deceased were very happy, because today there were many eagles and they ate cleanly.Sure enough, a corpse disappeared in this short period of time, and it rose up to the sky cleanly and thoroughly.The ground was clean except for the skull, only the fragrant mulberries lingering around the celestial burial platform.Sang is the name of a kind of smoke. A pile of incense is made of cypress branches and pine leaves. After being lit, it is pressed on a rake. This is called burning mulberry.In the thin smoke of the fragrant sang, the sky burial master took the skull.He will use the skulls as bricks to build a wall for the celestial burial platform, so that people can rest on it.It was all so natural and frank that it made me ashamed of my initial screams.Sometimes, believing in something is a moment of enlightenment.I believe that sky burial is a link in the cycle of life and death.Countless people are being born, countless people are dying, and countless people are repeating the stories of their predecessors. No one can escape this cycle.Looking at life from this angle, what is it if it is not reincarnated one by one? Then of course those eagles are condors.If it weren't for the messengers of the heavenly court, how could they come to the celestial burial platform so accurately?

I developed a fever and night sweats the night I screamed.I always wake up in my cold pajamas after a night sweat.In the twilight hours of waking I must have smelled Sanchit, and I knew what was wrong with me. I suggest that we buy a khata and go to the Jokhang Temple to worship Buddha. Everyone is happy.Mu Linsen got angry at me and ordered me to take antibiotics three times a day.After taking antibiotics for two days, I developed a high fever and coughed. How can I make people whose thinking is limited by experience believe in certain existences that have not yet been proven? If humans have not invented electricity, if at this time I point to the lightning in the sky and say that it can actually be used as an electric light for us Lighting, I think my words must not be believed.

Mu Linsen said: Come on, what do you know! I was lying on an unclean hospital bed with a high fever and coughing like a hunchback.The doctor said that in Tibet, which is extremely cold and hypoxic, high fever and cough are a terrible disease.Wu Shuang said: What should we do then? Mu Linsen said: Keep more money. Wu Shuang said: No one to take care of? Mu Linsen didn't even look at me, and said: A woman will have fever and cough many times in her life, but there is only one Tibet on the earth, and it is disappearing its primitive simplicity and mystery all the time. I said: Mou Linsen, there is only one Kangzhu in the world.

Mu Linsen, my passionate new boyfriend smiled.He said heartlessly in a mocking tone: There is no grass anywhere in the world. I closed my eyes. Wu Shuang said: Kang Zhu, don't mind, he likes to joke.You are kidding, right Mu Linsen? Mu Linsen said: Are you kidding me? Mu Linsen said: Are we fucking men or not? Wu Shuang was thin, with a disheveled face and had just been abandoned by Lan Ye. When he lacked confidence in his masculinity, he stomped his foot and said, "Okay, I'm leaving."