Chapter 45 green water long flow (5)

The name Lan Huixin is elegant.Naturally, it was due to Lan Xinhui's quality.If a handsome girl has such a good name, it will attract the attention of men.Later, Luo Luoyang said again and again that it was Hui Xin's name that first attracted him, but after another look, the girl was beautiful, which man could not be interested? When I was an intern in this hospital, I knew about the affair between Lan Huixin and Luo Luoyang.Luo Luoyang is a senior engineer who studies radio.It is said that he came from a senior cadre family.Personable and talented.Although she is married and has children, she is still flirtatious and flirts everywhere.Lan Huixin is a nurse, at her young age, she is infatuated with Luo Luoyang to such an extent.

I met Lan Huixin a few times while eating in the cafeteria.She is very tall and fair.Her hair is always tied high with flowers, but her clothes keep changing.Her eyes are generally downcast, but when she looks up at someone, there are sparkles in her pupils. When I was spying on Lan Huixin in the cafeteria, how could I have thought that I would be involved in their entanglement? Later, after I graduated from medical school, I was assigned to the hospital where I had practiced.I opened the door with the key to the single dormitory that the administration department gave me. Lan Huixin looked at me with a smile in her floor-length nightgown.

She took a bright red herb poison into her mouth and said: Welcome. I became good friends with Lan Huixin.Speaking of Luo Luoyang, Lan Huixin embraced her heart warmly and said: I love him! I said, I heard that he has a wife and children. Lan Huixin said: Yes.But I still love her.He will be divorced. But I also heard that he was involved with other girls. good.They all like him.He couldn't bear to hurt those girls.You don't know how old he is, do you?He is almost forty years old.He's as kind as a big brother or a father.But all he really loves is me. I was dumbfounded.In our time, we sang "New Song of the Battlefield" and wore white military uniforms.The week after I graduated, I received a letter from my parents. In the letter, they said: After you graduate, the first thing you should consider is to accept the revolutionary class, and secondly, you can also start to think about personal issues.

In my circle of life, we use four clean words: personal problems, to replace marriage and family.We were ashamed to even talk about our marriage and family, but Lan Huixin openly fell in love with Luo Luoyang. I really want to meet this Luo Luoyang.really want. Lan Huixin has a weakness: she doesn't know how to keep the room clean.But many beautiful girls are like this, they seem to be born to be young ladies, they only enjoy themselves and don't work. After I moved into the dormitory, I immediately started cleaning and tidying up.I hung curtains and door curtains, and bought a pot of bamboo crabapple to put on the window sill.

One day I rested in the dormitory after the night shift, and sat by the window to read a novel after getting enough sleep.There is a knock on the door.I said: please come in. A man in a bomber jacket opened the door.I noticed Cheng Liang's leather shoes and woolen trousers.His outfit was extremely rare at the time.Everyone wears tunic suits or overalls.He must be Luo Luoyang. We stared at each other for a moment.He smiled and said: Did I go to the wrong room? I said: no. He continued to smile: I don't think so.But——he spread out his hands smartly, pointed to the room and said: Why did the old look suddenly change to a new look?

I said: Luo Gong.You wait, I'll call Huixin. Luo Luoyang said: Ha, I know a lot. I called Lan Huixin back, and Luo Luoyang was flipping through my novel.He said: At such a young age, you read such a large translated novel? Lan Huixin has already rushed forward.In front of me, Luo Luoyang kissed Lan Huixin lightly on the forehead.I quickly opened my eyes.Change your shoes and get ready to go out. Lan Hui said heartily: What do people read novels?People still write. I shouted: Huixin! Luo Luoyang said: Oh!Write what? I pretended not to hear, tears filled my eyes. Lan Huixin was unconscious, and said cheerfully: She writes love poems.have been published.

I rushed out of the room and went downstairs quickly.I stay in the library until ten o'clock at night.After returning to the dormitory, I gave Lan Hui a hard time. Lan Hui said aggrievedly: What did I say wrong? She didn't say anything wrong, but I didn't want Luo Luoyang to know that I wrote love poems.Why?I do not know either. Luo Luoyang is a frequent visitor to our dormitory. Sometimes he comes alone, and sometimes he comes with one or two friends.They talked about everything in our dormitory, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, astronomy and geography.It often caused all the girls in the single dormitory to gather in our room.Luo Luoyang's eloquence was astonishing, he could talk all night by himself.On Saturday, everyone drank beer and sang. Luo Luoyang had a mellow voice, and he sang Soviet songs such as "Tricycle", "Red Berry Blossoms".The girls present all looked at him with shining eyes.

One night a few months later, Lan Hui committed suicide by taking medicine.The infatuated girl took a handful of sleeping pills and drank three bottles of phyllagen syrup.I sent Lan Huixin to the emergency room for emergency treatment.Everyone rushed to give her an enema.I happened to be working in the emergency room at the time.I preside over the rescue.I almost broke Lan Hui's heart.I knelt on the ground and gave her artificial respiration. I sucked out the phlegm that was choking her throat mouth to mouth.In the end we saved Lan Huixin. Luo Luoyang rushed over after hearing the news.I was exhausted and lay in bed to rest.I struggled to get up, Luo Luoyang helped me.I pushed his hand away, unable to hold back my anger at him anymore.

I said: Luo Luoyang, how shameless you are!You promised to marry Huixin, but you still haven't divorced.You're going to kill Hui Xin. Luo Luoyang said: I'm sorry. I said: nonsense! Luo Luoyang said: I'm sorry!What else can I do but apologize? I said: You know what you have to do. Luo Luoyang said: I don't fucking know!I want to divorce Bai Su, but I never planned to marry Hui Xin. I said: rogue. Luo Luoyang said: Curse, scold, you are still a child, you are still a so-called poet with a literary dream, so you are not sensible. When it comes to literature, I feel ashamed.I shed tears.Called: Are you sensible?you know!You almost killed someone.What do you know?

Luo Luoyang said: I'm sorry, when I mentioned the poet just now, I didn't mean to be sarcastic, but to say that you are innocent. You can understand that if Hui Xin marries me, it will be a dead end. I'm at a loss for words. If I could not understand what Luo Luoyang said at this time, I could understand what his wife Bai Su said a few days later. Lan Huixin's suicide made Bai Su's debut.Bai Su's beauty made me hate Luo Luoyang even more.Having such a beautiful wife but still hanging out with girls all day long, it's too wrong. Bai Su said to me: Please tell Lan Huixin, don't look for life or death.I am planning to divorce Luo Luoyang.

I said: sorry.I'm just worried about my friend, maybe said something wrong. Bai Su shook his head calmly.The young woman said something surprising: My divorce has nothing to do with Lan Huixin.Today's Lan Huixin is the same as me in the past.I also wanted to die for Luo Luoyang.He is a good lover, but not a good husband, and I am also his good lover, but not fit to be his wife.When I love him, I love his unrestrained flair, and when I get married, his unrestrained flair towards me will disappear.Is he gone?Or am I not feeling it anymore?Maybe it's me.Because Lan Huixin's obsession with him can prove his charm.But I can't change myself, I can't find my former love anymore.If it wasn't for the child, I would have left him long ago.Thirteen years had worn away everything, and we both thought it was time to break up. I listened quietly.Trying hard to understand Bai Su's words. Bai Su said: Tell the truth, please don't mind.Although I don't know you girls, but through Luo Luoyang's behavior, I dare say that I know you. I said: Please don't get me involved. Bai Su said: It's not me, it's Luo Luoyang.He has already mixed you into his life.He had a failed marriage with me, so he will never marry Lan Huixin again.If he will choose a wife in the future, it will probably be you. A wicked witch-like sneer floated from the corner of Bai Su's mouth, and he left me. I walked a long way in Baisu before I could speak: nonsense! Five years later, Luo Luoyang will go to the United States to settle down.At this time he was alone.Bai Su had already taken her child away from home.Lan Huixin is still in love with him, but he and her are inseparable.I have experienced some ups and downs in the past five years.Luo Luoyang has been trying to help me.We get along as before, and my identity is always Lan Huixin's girlfriend. We agreed to go to the airport to see Luo Luoyang off.But when we arrived at the airport that day, it was only me and Luo Luoyang.Luo Luoyang threw everyone away. We were sitting in the airport restaurant, Luo Luoyang held my hand, and said a little shyly: Marry me?As long as you nod, I will tear up the ticket.Or you go to America with me. I immediately remembered Bai Su's words.I shake my head. Luo Luoyang let go of my hand in frustration.Looking at the plane taking off outside the window, he was very sad.He said: Oh, so you don't like me.I was wrong again. I also looked at the plane and didn't speak.man!man what do you knowWhat is always exciting about you is your flair.Can be romantic is the sworn enemy of marriage.To love you, to like you, to miss you, smart women will never walk with you.In the few minutes I was at the airport, I had an insight into the heart of a woman named Bai Su and my own heart. I told Luo Luoyang at the last moment when he entered the security check in the departure hall: I like you.I said: I will miss you. I checked my watch and waited for his plane to take off.I watched his plane disappear into the blue sky, and I was very uncomfortable.We may never see each other again in this lifetime.don't i love himWhy am I so uncomfortable?do i love himWhy don't I marry him? Once again, I feel that the word love is very strange.It seems that someone defined a concept wrong.But stubbornly use this wrong concept to guide our lives.