Chapter 21 self-abasement

I like to write dialogue.If it were just dialogue, I could write forever.The dialogue can continue as long as the roles of the two people are decided.Dialogue is a kind of reflection, as long as you reflect the content of the other party's speech, gradually add new elements, and at the same time pay a little attention to the rhythm.It feels like flying automatically, as long as you decide the target location, you can fly with the wind.This time, I couldn't think of any subject matter at all.At this time, writers tend to use their best skills to tide over the difficulties.You can't use this trick for novels, but it shouldn't be a problem to handle novels.From another perspective, this is also an opportunity to give full play to the writer's talents.So, have fun too.I wonder why women feel inferior?Moreover, almost all have low self-esteem about the subtle parts that most men think are insignificant.Women often think that if they don't have this shortcoming, they can fully enjoy life, because this kind of unreasonable worry will affect their own charm. Men are blind and don't need to care about those low self-esteem.

"It's impossible for a man to understand." "why?" "Because you have nothing to make you feel inferior." "..." "Look, you can't tell. Let me tell you, every woman has an unspeakable inferiority complex." "However, we have been dating for four months, have had sex several times, and have traveled together. Why are you so reluctant to let go?" "Because of low self-esteem, that's why I can't let go." "I have touched every corner of your body, and I know your smell and taste very well, why not?"

"No way, no way." "I really don't understand. I'm not talking about unreasonable demands. As long as they are healthy men, they will have such thoughts. What's more, I don't want to do it in the sun, as long as there is a little light. I want to see It's normal to think about your girlfriend's body, right?" "Why? It's great now." "While it's great, I don't think it's enough." "Aren't you happy with having sex with me?" "It's nothing like that, I'm very satisfied, I just think it should be better."

"But I'm very satisfied." "I'm not satisfied yet. We've only known each other for four months, and it's impossible for each other to have reached perfection. It should be even better in the future. I believe that you can overcome your inferiority complex." "Why should you overcome your inferiority complex?" "Because, you can be happier." "for example?" "For example, as I mentioned before, we haven't taken a mandarin duck bath, nor have we gone to a hot spring." "It's okay to soak in the hot spring..."

"You mean bathing in a bathing suit, and we haven't done it in brightly lit areas." "That's because I don't want you to see certain places." "You don't need to keep emphasizing, I already know it's your chest problem." "Listen, you must never mention it again. If you say it, I will leave immediately." "Got it, got it. It's weird doing it in a dark bedroom all the time, it seems." "That might as well be 'Snow Maiden'. Compared to Crane, it's better to be an iceberg beauty." "It doesn't matter. Anyway, I don't want to do it in a dark place. Visual stimulation is very important for men."

"If there is no stimulation, can't you and I go on?" "Nothing. Of course we're fine now, but maybe one day, we'll feel less sexually interested." "Lack of sexual interest? What do you mean?" "I'm sorry. But, no matter how new or great it is, after a long time, you will get used to it." "..." "You only need to think about the people you have dated before, and you should be able to understand this truth." "Indeed, having sex will slowly lose its freshness. However, the feeling of liking someone shouldn't lose its freshness, right?"

"This is the difference between men and women. For men, half of love or liking comes from sexual desire. Men can't sustain a relationship just by liking." "You mean, as long as you have sex in a brightly lit place, you can keep it fresh forever? Visual stimulation can't always be effective, right? Sooner or later you'll get tired of it." "You still don't understand. I'm just making an analogy. I'm not saying that as long as you have sex in a brightly lit place, your passion can last until you die. I just hope that you can overcome your inferiority complex and try all the possibilities of sex."

"I've said it, you and I are good enough now. I love having sex with you, it's good enough." "Thanks. But how do you know it's the best? We always do it right, no risk at all. Sometimes, I don't even feel like you're opening up when you're making love to me." "How could such a thing happen? I enjoy it in my own way, and I thought you felt it too." "It's not that I don't know. However, you seem to be reluctant to communicate during sex." "Do you like to talk a lot during sex? Do you want to act like porn?"

"No. You can tell me that I want this or that or that I feel better today. You hardly ever message me. But whatever I try to do, you always say it's not OK ,That's not OK." "Because you keep making unreasonable demands." "That's not the case. I didn't make any unreasonable demands at all. Those are things that normal couples would do." "Who is normal? What is normal? I once asked my friends, and no one does it. Everyone has sex at night, with the lights off, and they don't take a bath together. It's much more relaxing to wash alone."

"Two people shower together, not to be easy. Your friend may not be telling you the truth. My friends around me do it." "Hmph. Most of those people are playboys." "Hey, hello, I mean my friends from the university club. It's not a place to pick up girls at all. Didn't I introduce a few people to you before?" "I don't want to hear about your friends, I don't know them very well anyway. The question is what do we do next?" "I know. But they really aren't playboys, and neither am I." "Okay, okay. Actually, I also have something to say and have been holding back."

"Just say it, I'm waiting for you to speak." "Then I'll say it. It may affect the atmosphere a bit, but I hope you can wash your hands with antiseptic soap before you have sex." "What the hell, it's not about sex." "I'm serious, listen carefully. In the past, the boyfriend I dated was sloppy and made love to me with dirty hands. As a result, I developed inflammation. Although I took medicine, it was difficult to cure. Although I didn't tell you before, I hope you better wash your hands every time." "Is that why you put that medicinal soap in my house?" "Yes indeed." "But it's hard to go to the bathroom when you're horny." "I know. If you do this, I will be grateful that you love me so much, and I will be more enthusiastic." "Okay. Then I'll do it next time. Would you like to try hard?" "don't want." "Why? You are too much." "Because, this is my inferiority complex. Inferiority will last for a lifetime. You can't understand the destiny of a woman who is always compared with others, whether she looks good or not, and whether she has a good figure." "Of course I don't know, let alone why you care so much about the size of the left and right breasts." "What. Didn't you say it's okay to mention it?" "Because, if this continues, there will never be an intersection." "That's right, there is no intersection." "I'm tired. Do whatever you want and go to sleep." "Can I turn off the lights?" "I lost to you, I think it's better to wear a blindfold." "Okay, then you can wear it." "Ok."

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