Chapter 53 fifty three

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and someone came slowly.The exquisite women's leather boots stepped on the snow, making a very clear "creak" sound.Because it was late at night, there were very few pedestrians and vehicles on the street, and the street seemed particularly empty and deserted.It took a long time for a bus to pass by here, and the colorful lights leaking from some entertainment venues formed a very sharp contrast with the dark sky.As for the cars parked in front of those entertainment venues, the fronts of the cars have already been covered with a layer of white snow.She stopped at the intersection.The intersection leads to four roads with different scenes, some are still prosperous, some are wider but quiet, and some suddenly become narrow and old.She turned around slowly and stared blankly at the narrow and old street. She was Ding Jie.Standing at the entrance of this alley, which she was once very familiar with but has recently become unfamiliar at a double speed, she hesitated, struggled, and repeatedly asked herself, should she go forward?She didn't drive today.Whenever she came here, she made a promise with herself: not to drive.In fact, no one asked her to do this, and it was not to hide anything.From the stately and luxurious Beigang District where their family lives to this messy, old and trivial civilian area, it is a long way from the extreme northwest of the city to the extreme southeast.It takes twenty minutes to drive by yourself and take shortcuts, and it costs tens of yuan to take a taxi.That's it, she doesn't drive, she would rather take a taxi.Why?Can't tell.Maybe it's just to keep in touch with everything in front of you - the low bungalow.

The pile of coal unloaded behind the gable, the shoe repair stand, and the public phone installed on the window sill of the neighborhood committee...acquire a temporary equal status, and seek a "harmony" and "acceptance" of the soul.She had always hoped for this kind of rapport and acceptance. Pieces of fluffy snowflakes continued to settle down, forming knots on the bright and translucent color advertising light boxes on the left side of Hutong 4. Some of them accumulated, and the other part was slowly melting, turning into water droplets and flowing down, and finally falling on the bottom of the light boxes. The children freeze into cone-shaped icicles of different lengths to reflect the elegance of the morning glow and the fantasy of the night.

A gust of wind blew, she quickly closed her coat collar and turned her back.After the wind passed, she turned around again, still staring blankly at the dark street.This small street is where Fang Yulin's family lives.A taxi drove up, apparently to solicit business from her.She hurried to the side street.The taxi drove away, but the wind picked up.The fronts of some small restaurants shook violently in the wind, and she inserted her hands deeper into the pockets of her coat. When she was about to reach the large courtyard where Fang Yulin's house was located, she stopped again: "Maybe he is not at home? How do I know he must be at home? If he is at home, why do I have to ask him about all this? Just ask What can I do? I can comfort myself because of this?" She turned around numbly again, and walked slowly towards the entrance of the alley.

At this moment, Fang Yuzhu and her female companion rode past her on a flatbed bike each.Fang Yuzhu is like all girls. When they look at another person of the same sex who is not too different in age from them, the first thing they pay attention to is the other person's clothes, and then they go to see people.Ding Jie's elegant and decent attire made her really envious, and then she had an intuition: familiarity.She stopped the car and looked back. The female companion asked: "What are you doing? I lost something?" At this time, I had walked about ten meters away.Fang Yuzhu asked her girlfriend to wait for her for a while, then got out of the car and ran to the entrance of the alley, she wanted to confirm.Of course, Ding Jie never expected to meet Fang Yuzhu here, and even never thought that she would feel so kind and happy, so she exclaimed happily: "Yuzhu!" and stretched out her hand to catch Fang Yuzhu.Fang Yuzhu hurriedly hid her hands behind her, and said repeatedly: "Don't, don't, my hands smell like fish... What are you doing here? Why don't you go home? My brother is at home, let's go."

Ding Jie blushed slightly: "How is your mother... how is your father?" Fang Yuzhu stomped her feet in the wind and shouted: "Oh, let's go, let's talk at home, people are freezing to death here!" Can you refuse the invitation of a simple and enthusiastic girl like Fang Yuzhu?Ding Jie's last line of psychological defense finally collapsed. "Hey, look who I brought you here?" Fang Yuzhu shouted excitedly and rushed into the hut, bringing in a misty cold air at the same time.When Fang Yulin's father was still struggling to recognize the elegantly dressed young woman standing behind his daughter, Fang Yulin stood up immediately and cried out in almost astonishment: "Ding Jie?"

To tell the truth, Fang Yulin wanted to see Ding Jie very much, and sometimes this desire almost reached the point of madness.When he was in school, he often liked to provoke her, and suddenly hid her schoolbag, or deliberately knocked her umbrella to the ground in the heavy rain, and heard her yelling in the rain: "You are bad! You are bad!" He himself couldn't explain why he did this, but he knew one thing, especially seeing Ding Jie in extreme joy, extreme resentment, extreme anxiety, extreme excitement, and extreme extremes At that time... he will feel that he has completely "fallen", "disappeared", like the strongest light, the hottest fog, the strongest wind, completely flourishing and diverging.He will be in a state of complete tension, complete emotion, complete preparation for battle, and complete self-dissolution... He will be attracted and melted by Ding Jie's sudden scream, and he will walk over and put himself handed her the umbrella, seeing her being doused by the heavy rain, he would hate the rain so much, condemn his "prank" just now, be so ashamed, turn around slowly, and run into the In the pouring rain, let the heavy rain drown him to death... He suddenly discovered that Ding Jie had grown into a glamorous "big girl" completely overnight.He was completely unprepared and didn't know what to do.At one point he hated all those boys who wandered around Ding Jie intentionally or unintentionally, and hated the head teacher for assigning Ding Jie so many things to do after school.He took every opportunity to complete those voluntary labors for her, and Ding Jie stomped her feet in hatred, waving "weapons" such as brooms and rags, and shouted at the ground: "Fang Yulin, if you want to be a good man, don't be afraid." That's it!" At that time, he was 16 years old, and she was 15 years and 3 months old...

"Uncle Fang..." Ding Jie avoided Fang Yulin's stunned but surprised eyes with some embarrassment, and went to say hello to Fang Yulin's father. Fang's father had already recognized who it was, and hurriedly said, "Rare guest! Sit down, sit down!" The "scheming" Fang Yuzhu was washing her hands hastily in the small kitchen at this time, and shouted: "Brother, come and make a cup of tea for Sister Ding." When Fang Yulin hurried over, she whispered to him again: " Just now she stood at the entrance of our alley for a long time without going in, as if there was something embarrassing. It is rare for people to come to you, so be more enthusiastic and take the initiative." Saying that, take a piece After drying the towel, he quickly wiped his hands, made a cup of tea, and signaled Fang Yulin to deliver it to Ding Jie.When Fang Yulin put the tea forest in front of Ding Jie, Fang Yuzhu picked up a box of cheap hand oil from the chest of drawers and wiped her hands, brought a few apples, and said to Ding Jie: "Apple is not very good. Well, you make do with it."

Ding Jie said a little uncomfortable: "Yuzhu, what are you doing? Don't worry, I just ate." Fang Yuzhu picked a relatively large apple, took a fruit knife, handed it to Fang Yulin and said, "Peel one for Sister Ding." Ding Jie hurriedly said, "No, no." Fang Yuzhu said, "Hi, you Just let him cut one for you." Then he turned to Fang's father and said, "Dad, come here, I have something to tell you." Fang's father understood his daughter's intentions, so he said to Ding Jie wittily: " Then you just sit down, and I'll talk to Yuzhu about something." Saying that, he quickly got up and entered his small room with Fang Yuzhu.

The door of father's small room was closed, and only Fang Yulin and Ding Jie were left in this small room.Maybe because they haven't been alone together for a long time, the two of them felt a little embarrassed for a moment, and they both revisited the alienation and estrangement of more than a year. "Is it cold? We don't have heating in our house, and this briquette stove is very dirty." Fang Yulin obviously had nothing to say, and what he said was pure nonsense. "Very good, very good..." For a while, Ding Jie was not so realistic. "Why didn't you drive here today?" He actually forgot Ding Jie's habit.

"I didn't drive..." What can Ding Jie say? "I heard that you hesitated for a long time at the entrance of the alley just now, and couldn't make up your mind to come here?" Hey, this Fang Yulin, why do you pick which pot instead of opening it? Look, Ding Jie's face turned red again: "It's nothing..." "What do you want from me?" After calming down a bit, Fang Yulin went straight in. This is also an important part of Ding Jie's liking for him for a long time.He is straightforward and transparent, and it is not tiring to associate with him. (Of course, this year is more than an exception.)

Ding Jie hesitated for a moment, then said carefully: "Shall we go outside and find a place to talk?" Fang Yulin froze: "Is it necessary?" Ding Jie nodded. Fang Yulin hesitated for a moment, then got up and yelled into the small room, "Dad, let's go out for a while. Father Fang hurriedly opened the door and said, "Let's talk at home. It doesn't matter how late we talk. It's so windy outside, you have to spend money to find a warm place to sit. "Old people think about being "old". Young people don't spend their money on these places, why keep it for a week! At this time, a cup of coffee is 30 yuan, a cup of scented tea is 18 yuan, and a concert is 200 to 300 yuan. Tickets, they dare to spend. Who is like you at that time? Tsk! Fang Yuzhu was different, she quickly winked at her father to tell him not to "show timidity" and "make trouble" here, and then said to Fang Yulin and Ding Jie: "Go, go, just don't be too late. Sister Ding , I will come here often in the future. By the way, you can bring some fish home. Ding Jie quickly said, "No need." Fang Yuzhu said sincerely: "The big yellow croaker is pretty good, really." Fang Yulin spat and said, "Okay, okay, Ding Jie doesn't eat sea fish." Fang Yuzhu really didn't know about Ding Jie's habit, so she hurriedly asked, "Sister Ding, do you really not eat sea fish? Ding Jie said guiltily: "I don't know how I got this bad habit. Fang Yuzhu shouted loudly: "Hey, didn't you say it earlier? That's fine, next time I enter the river fish, I will leave you some big ones." Fang Yulin was "beating the side drum" again: "The director of the news department of the TV station, what kind of fish can't you eat? It doesn't cost money." Fang Yuzhu gave him a hard look: "Go, go, you can eat without spending money if you wear big hats Fish! Brother, come here." She mysteriously called Fang Yulin to her father's small room, took out a handful of money, and handed Fang Yulin a few big tickets from it, and said in a low voice: "In Don't embarrass me outside, be generous." Fang Yulin smiled and said: "You keep the flowers for yourself, I have them." Fang Yuzhu hurriedly said: "I know you have them, I will let you be more generous, go quickly. If it's too late, don't forget to take her by taxi, she didn't drive today. " Fortunately, not too far from the west entrance of the Hutong, there is a McDonald's restaurant.The huge bright yellow "M" logo flashes in the night sky.There were not many people in the restaurant, there were two or three couples of young lovers who only bowed their heads and whispered intimate words.One or two young men quietly read professional foreign language magazines as long as they had a cup of hot coffee.There are also a few male and female students who seem to be vocational high school students, about sixteen or seventeen years old, wearing special "cool" clothes, and ordering a full set meal, eating and drinking in the center of the store, talking and laughing loudly.And the snow is getting bigger and bigger. Even through the large floor-to-ceiling glass windows on the entire wall of the restaurant, you can feel the mighty spirit of dense snowflakes rushing towards the restaurant time and time again under the wind. Fang Yulin and Ding Jie chose a seat away from the glass wall and sat down. "Little sister dragged you into the hut just now, what did you whisper to you?" Ding Jie asked. Fang Yulin took out the large banknotes that Fang Yuzhu had given her. Ding Jie asked, "Did she give you money?" Fang Yulin handed the banknote to Ding Jie's nose: "Smell it." Ding Jie said: "It's quite fishy, ​​the smell of blood." Fang Yulin said: "She made the money selling fish, she asked me to be more generous to you." Ding Jie's heart became hot: "Young girl, this girl is really rare..." Fang Yulin said, "Tell me, what do you want from me? Or...let me guess what you want to tell me when you ask me out." Ding Jie said, "Guess." Fang Yulin dipped his finger in some drink, wrote a big "Zhou" in front of Ding Jie, and asked, "Is that right?" Ding Jie blushed. Fang Yulin said: "I said it, I can't say..." Ding Jie earnestly: "Tell me, what happened to him? You don't have to go into details. Just say a little bit, did something happen to him?" Fang Yulin chuckled: "What could happen to him? A popular deputy mayor..." Ding Jie said: "He's fine, why did you come to me to find out about him? Don't tell me that kind of lie again, saying that you are looking for him for some personal business." Fang Yulin said: "A citizen wants to know his parents, what's so strange about that?" Ding Jie was really in a hurry: "Can you stop flirting with me? Can you stop treating me like a fool?" Fang Yulin slowly restrained the teasing smile on his face, pondered for a while, and asked in a low voice: "...Want to hear me tell the truth?" Ding Jie said: If you can still tell me the truth, thank you very much! " Fang Yulin said: "You answer me a few questions first." "You ask." "No matter what our relationship is now, we have been dating for many years, is that so?" "Yes." "And it is very Seriously, huh?" "Yes." "We both thought we knew each other pretty well, didn't we?" Ding Jie nodded silently.Fang Yulin then asked: "You still think you know me very well until now?" Ding Jie nodded again with certainty: "Yes." Fang Yulin immediately said: "But judging from what you did tonight, you are too I don’t understand me anymore.” “You mean, you can’t tell me what happened to Zhou Mi?” “Let’s not talk about Zhou Mi, okay?” Ding Jie suddenly became self-willed: “No. You have to tell me, that day Why did you come to my house in the middle of the night and force me to tell you what kind of person Zhou Mi is?" Fang Yulin said, "Did I force you?" Ding Jie said, "Anyway, it's definitely not a coincidence that you asked me carefully." Fang Yulin stopped talking: "..." Ding Jie said: "Don't tell me either, you came to inquire about Zhou Mi's behavior because you were jealous of my relationship with me. You Fang Yulin will not be jealous of anyone!" Fang Yulin smiled and said, "How can I not be jealous of others? The way you are worried about Zhou Mi now is enough to make people jealous..." Ding Jie shouted: "Fang Yulin! I'm telling you seriously! Zhou Mi..." Fang Yulin immediately said seriously: "Take it easy! This is a public place, so let's not name people directly." Ding Jie had no choice but to lower her voice, pointing to the big "Zhou" character on the table and said: "All of what he has now has come very hard. He comes from the ordinary people at the bottom of life. There has always been a hidden sense of common people. I know him. He is willing to do things for the common people, and he can do something for the common people. Give him a hand, do you have to wait to give him a pair of handcuffs?" Fang Yulin smiled and clapped his hands lightly twice: "Okay! Well said, very well said!" Ding Jie solemnly declared: "I'm telling the truth." Fang Yulin said, "Who said he was going to be handcuffed? Who dares to handcuff him? Are you kidding me internationally? " Ding Jie begged: "Yu Lin, can we put aside our personal feelings and talk about this matter? I know that the relationship between us has been quite awkward during this period of time. I have always wanted to find a time to talk to you seriously. Let's talk, talk about what happened between the two of us..." Fang Yulin hurriedly waved his hands: "Stop, stop. Comrade Ding Jie, if you want to talk about personal feelings and relationships with me, I will leave. I haven't been home for more than ten days. It is rare to invite a few people today. The one-hour vacation is not to accompany you to talk about these boring things. There is nothing between us. I told you a long time ago that the two of us are not suitable. Family background, life background, personality temper, and career pursuit are all important. Inconsistent... We are not in the right door, we are in the wrong household, I am just an ordinary criminal policeman..." Ding Jie was stunned: "Okay... I don't want to get involved in personal relationships, just talk about... he……" Fang Yulin hurriedly said, "No, I won't talk about him either." Ding Jie was really in a hurry: "But you came to me that night to get to know him, there must be a reason, right? It wouldn't be because you were bored to visit him, right? Do you have that habit of visiting him?" Fang Yulin said helplessly, "I'm a criminal policeman..." Ding Jie said aggressively: "Don't keep telling me that you are a criminal policeman. I know you are a criminal policeman. I have known it for eight hundred years. It is precisely because I know you are a criminal policeman that I don't think you will casually fuck someone in the middle of the night." Go home and inquire about another person!" Fang Yulin said: "Casual? Why am I so casual? I went to the home of a politically reliable person. Her father is a veteran revolutionary soldier with outstanding achievements. He regards the cause of the party and the interests of the people For my own life..." Ding Jie said angrily, "Don't talk too far! I know you don't believe me at all now. You don't believe me because I left you." Fang Yulin smiled wryly and said, "Are you talking about personal relationships?" Ding Jie stood up and walked out: "Okay, don't talk!" Walking out of the restaurant, seeing that Fang Yulin hadn't chased him out, she returned to the restaurant helplessly, and whispered to Fang Yulin, "It's okay if you don't say anything, I'll go." Tell him he's being investigated." Fang Yulin smiled lightly and said, "Threat me? I know you won't say it." Ding Jie said seriously: "I will tell, and I will tell him that it is the people from the Criminal Investigation Detachment of the Public Security Bureau who are investigating him!" As he spoke, he turned around and left the restaurant again.This time, Fang Yulin chased him out.He knew that it really made this young lady anxious, she really could do anything.Who do you think she is afraid of? !After chasing her outside the door of the restaurant, she chased for another six or seven meters before catching her. "Hey, hey, hey... buddy, don't make such a joke..." Fang Yulin said with a lame look on purpose. "Who is your buddy? Who is joking with you?" Ding Jie shook Fang Yulin's hand and said.Fang Yulin hurriedly grabbed her arm again and said, "You have studied law, you should understand what consequences you will cause if you do this!" Ding Jie sneered, "You want to scare me? snort! "Speaking, he shook off Fang Yulin's hand and left. Fang Yulin hurried to catch it. Ding Jie shouted: "What are you doing?let go!You hurt me! "This time, Fang Yulin can't let go. Ding Jie called out, "You hurt me, do you hear me?" Fang Yulin still did not let go. Ding Jie stepped on her feet and shouted: "What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What exactly do you want to do?" Fang Yulin said nothing, but just didn't let go.He knew that today's matter must not be neglected at all.If Ding Jie, who is sometimes very capricious, fully understands the stakes here, if she sincerely promises not to go to Zhou Mi to reveal a little bit of information, he will not let her go no matter what.After dozens of minutes, he took her to the front desk of a luxury four-star hotel lobby, and showed his police officer ID to the front desk attendant: "The criminal police of the Municipal Bureau are performing official duties. I want to stay with this lady in your lobby for a couple of minutes." Hours. The waitress at the front desk looked at Fang Yulin suspiciously, and then at Ding Jie who was standing beside him.The image of the two of them at this time could not help but make people suspicious: Ding Jie's hair and coat were wet with snow, and his expression was a little tired and confused, and he looked so embarrassed.And Fang Yulin was not wearing a police uniform. The waitress hesitated and picked up the phone.Of course she has to ask the security department of the hotel for instructions.Fang Yulin yelled sharply, "I'm a policeman. We'll just sit in your lobby for a while. Who else do you need to ask?" : "You guys please... Please go ahead..." So Fang Yulin took Ding Jie to a corner of the lobby and sat down. Ding Jie was a little restless, so she suggested: "Let's go to our TV station to talk. "Fang Yulin took out a handkerchief, handed it to Ding Jie, and comforted him, "It's okay.We often look for such a place to rest when we are on mission. " At this time, the manager on duty in the lobby hurried over.The waitress made a phone call while the two of them turned and walked away.This time it was called directly to the duty manager.It's just that she didn't expect that the manager on duty knew quite a few people from the City Criminal Police Detachment, and also knew Fang Yulin.As soon as I heard about it, I came here in person. "Vice team, how about carrying out the mission? Let me find you an empty room." The manager on duty said enthusiastically. Fang Yulin got up and shook hands with him, and said, "No, no, it's fine here." The manager on duty glanced at Ding Jie, lowered his voice and smiled and said, "I'd better open a room for you. It's okay, there are vacancies." Although the words were reserved, the meaning was very clear.As a result, Ding Jie's face "teng" and he blushed.Fang Yulin smiled and punched the manager, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about in front of the lady! Bring me two cups of hot tea and turn on the heating in the lobby to the fullest, that's all." Only then did the manager on duty realize that the team deputy was really not here for "consumption" today, so he immediately turned around and ordered the waiter: "Bring two cups of coffee and turn on the heating." So, the coffee was delivered.So, the heating is turned on.So... a Fu Lu Shou carved lacquer screen was moved to separate a space for them to talk.Then, he retreated quietly.But Ding Jie was still a little embarrassed. Fang Yulin is very used to all this, and said generously: "Drink some coffee, it will keep you warm. The coffee here is freshly ground and brewed, and the taste is very authentic." Ding Jie held the coffee cup in her palm and slowly turned it to warm her cold hands, waiting for Fang Yulin to pick up what she had just interrupted and continue. "Ding Jie, no matter how the personal relationship between us changes, in this society, you and I should still be regarded as relatively upright people? In other words, we are still willing to live dignifiedly. Although, living uprightly these six The word has been regarded as a derogatory term by many people, and it is simply ignored. But as a TV station staff, you vigorously create fragrant flowers for the world; as a criminal policeman, I eradicate poisonous weeds for the world in obscurity. I In the final analysis, the two are still cars running on the same road, you think, right?" Fang Yulin became serious. Ding Jie smiled wryly and said, "Fang Yulin, you are so funny. You are talking about lines from model revolutionary dramas and talking to me about the truths that everyone knows." "But every year, hundreds of young policemen help these people It is a well-known truth to sacrifice one's life that cannot be repeated!" Fang Yulin said. "If it weren't for the basic trust I have had in you for many years, I would not have gone to you so rashly to inquire about that person that night." Ding Jie said very aggrieved: "Since you want me to help you, you should You should explain to me carefully..." Fang Yulin hurriedly interrupted her: "Shh..." Ding Jie hurriedly changed her words: "...you should explain that person's situation to me." Fang Yulin sincerely: "There I will talk when I can." Ding Jie said: "Tell me roughly what kind of vortex he got involved in..." Fang Yulin said earnestly: "Don't force me anymore, okay? ?" Ding Jie hesitated for a moment, then nodded. "Thank you!" Fang Yulin said sincerely.The two sat in silence for a while longer.Fang Yulin said hesitantly: "Can I ask you some more about him? I promise, I am not asking about your privacy, let alone interfering with your private life, I just want to get your help. " Ding Jie also hesitated for a while and asked, "What do you want to know?" Fang Yulin thought for a while and asked, "You've been so close to him these days, have you noticed any abnormal behavior in him..." Ding Jie blushed: "Who got close to him?" Fang Yulin said: "If you get close, you can get close, it's nothing..." Ding Jie said: "If you are not close, you are not close. The relationship between me and him, so far, can only be said to be more frequent." Fang Yulin said: "Okay, okay. In your relationship, who takes the initiative? Him? still you? " Ding Jie asked back with some disgust: "Is this also related to what you want to know?" Fang Yulin hurriedly said, "That's not... you and him, you felt something... what happened?" Ding Jie thought for a while: "He always persuades me to read his diary..." Fang Yulin immediately became excited: "Diary?" "Diary from his teenage years." "Do you have a diary written before and after he was promoted to deputy mayor?" "Then why would he show it so easily?" "Maybe he will show it to you "" "You want to see?" "I'm not that addicted. If he can show you, you might as well take a look." "I want me to be your eyeliner, undercover for you, and be your private detective for a while ?" "Why did you say he asked you to read his teenage diary?" "Didn't know." "Did you read it? Is there anything worth noting?" "I didn't read it." "Why didn't you read it?" "Don't worry about it." "Did he urge you to read it?" "No. He never forced me to do things I didn't want to do. He was never like you..." "Of course he is better educated than me. Well, otherwise, how could he be the deputy mayor?" "It's not a matter of cultivation!" "Maybe I let you read his diary to improve your understanding of him. It's not unusual. ""But...he always has that kind of emotion...""What emotion?""I can't tell...""Is he eager to get close to you, want to have physical contact with you? Or..." Ding Jie said in disgust: "Why do you men always like to think about that?" Fang Yulin seriously retorted: "Physical contact is also normal." Ding Jie was really angry: "If you want to say this kind of thing again, I won't talk about it." Fang Yulin hurriedly made an apologetic gesture to avoid talking, and asked, "If it's not that kind of thing, then what do you think it would be?" Ding Jie said: "If he is eager to get close to me, if he has... the kind of contact you mentioned, it may be normal again. But he is not. He frequently takes the initiative to date me, but every time, he is very special. Properness, in that depressing sense of proportion, there is always such a kind of melancholy, which makes me feel that there is something in his heart...something that he wants to get rid of but can't get rid of..." Fang Yulin asked: "What is it? Is it an obstacle encountered in work or interpersonal relationship?" Ding Jie shook her head: "It seems that it's not just this kind of obstacle... He gave me the diary without urging me to read it. It seemed to me that he just wanted me to keep the most precious thing for him. Memory. He asked me to meet, but he didn't make any further contact. It gave me the feeling that he was just saying goodbye to a memory he couldn't part with..." Fang Yulin's heart skipped a beat: "Farewell? Farewell to what? Why are you saying goodbye?" "I can't tell... I really can't tell..." Fang Yulin cautiously suggested: "You didn't find a chance to have a deep talk with him, understand his emotions, and ask him what's going on in his heart?" Ding Jie was silent for a while, then shook her head gently: "I think any questioning will put him in a very difficult and embarrassing situation. I... don't want to embarrass him, let alone embarrass him..." Fang Yulin was silent for a while, and said, "It seems that you really fell in love with him." Ding Jie smiled wryly: "Maybe..." On the way home, Fang Yulin and Ding Jie were both sitting in the back seat of the taxi, and they both kept silent. They both turned their faces to the car window on their side, silently gazing at the bleak scenery outside the window.Outside the car window, the snow has stopped falling, and there are almost no pedestrians on the road.There are only black shadows, also silently facing the high night sky.When the car arrived at the gate of Ding's small courtyard, Ding Jie wanted to pay. Fang Yulin took the first step, handed the money to the driver, and said to Ding Jie with a smile, "It's better to use my fish-smelling bill." Ding Jie said to the driver: "Please send this gentleman away later." Fang Yulin said: "No, no." Ding Jie immediately took out 50 yuan and gave it to the driver, saying, "Send this gentleman home in a while." Then, she turned around, took the key, opened the courtyard door, and walked over.Fang Yulin quickly took the money from the driver, and said to the driver: "You go." He hurriedly caught up with Ding Jie and returned the money to her. Ding Jie didn't pick it up, and the 50 yuan note fell to the snow.The two stood silently facing each other, speechless.A gust of wind blew over, blowing the note on the ground up.Fang Yulin slowly bent down to pick it up, lightly brushed off the snowflakes on the face of the ticket, and finally said: "Ding Jie... who do you want to be with and love, I will not interfere, but please allow me to say the last sentence , we are all national civil servants supported by the people, and we are all members of the younger generation of the Communist Party..." Ding Jie cried out: "Enough! Fang Yulin fell silent.He didn't want to say more.Speaking of this, it is indeed "enough". After a while, Fang Yulin put the money into Ding Jie's purse, then turned around and left.The moment the door closed behind Fang Yulin, Ding Jie sobbed sadly. In the night sky, behind the Snow Army, a half moon finally emerged, hanging quietly high above the treetops.Afterwards, the half moon was quickly covered by clouds.The big trees, the snow, the buildings...all were soon covered with a thick shadow...Ding Jie stood alone under the eaves of the small courtyard, crying for a long time...From today's Fang Yulin Judging from his attitude, although he still didn't say anything specific about the situation, what is certain is that something happened to Zhou Mi.At the very least, Fang Yulin thought that something happened to Zhou Mi, that's why he took that attitude: he didn't want Ding Jie and Zhou Mi to maintain some kind of "love" relationship.Maybe so far, this is just Fang Yulin's personal opinion, but he is an important criminal investigator of the Municipal Public Security Bureau after all.He's the one with (parts of) what's going on inside.His attitude, his warning, can never be "groundless".She didn't know what she was crying about.In the News Department, listening to her colleagues come back from interviews, telling about the situation in impoverished mountainous areas, about the plight of sick students, and about the helplessness and embarrassment caused by judicial injustice to the grassroots... She would be excited, sad, and even burst into tears. Once again, she stopped complaining about the case, and the trembling in her heart was not as strong as before. The desire to cry out and the infatuated questioning were gradually replaced by the deep and worry-like silence, but every time she heard the affectionate She would still be moved by it, her eyes would turn red, and her eye sockets would become moist...but now, why cry?Cry Zhou Mi?cry yourself?It doesn't seem to be... She just feels upset... What's wrong with this world... What's wrong... What's wrong…… Fang Yulin stood quietly at the corner of a street in the community for a long time. He was also a little dazed, and even suddenly became afraid: he had said so much to Ding Jie, in case Ding Jie was really impulsive and "acted on his emotions", what Zhou Mi said, the consequences...he shivered uncontrollably, He hurriedly took out his mobile phone and wanted to emphasize it to Ding Jie.But after hesitating for a while, he still didn't make the call.All that needs to be said has been said, and it is annoying to say anything else.I still should believe in Ding Jie, no matter what, she is still a majestic woman, someone I love deeply.She will find an appropriate combination between what she wants to do and what she should do to determine the trend of her behavior.If, she couldn't control herself, she really made something wrong with Zhou Mi, and thus tied him, he would not regret it.Because I really love her.As for whether he could get together with her in the future, that was another matter.At such a critical moment, I have to be responsible for her, tell her, you have to be careful!You have to be vigilant!Otherwise, what is "love"?What is a "man"?Of course, we have to find a way to prevent her from really stabbing Lou Zi.Because of "love", but did not get a good result, what is going on!Of course, our rainforest must do everything possible to avoid such consequences while waiting.I should also have the ability to avoid such consequences for myself.Then he conceived a few preventive measures, felt much lighter, and walked quickly to the bus stop.Since most of the people living in this community have special vehicles for transportation, and do not want the clutter at the bus station to disturb the unique tranquility here, the relevant departments consciously set the bus station at a place a little far outside the community. a place.If you don't go fast, you may miss the last train.So he amplified his stride, quickened his pace, hurriedly rushed into the dark place on the avenue, and trotted like a quick march.