Chapter 45 forty five

Early this morning, Fang Yuzhu was entrusted by Fang Yulin to call Ding Jie, saying that her brother wanted to ask her to have lunch with her.After receiving this call, Ding Jie hesitated for a long time.She knew she should refuse, but she just couldn't help it.She felt that she was so useless, why did she rush to get there when he waved there?What do you owe him?No!After putting down the phone, she scolded herself enough in her heart, but when the time came, she still drove to meet Fang Yulin.There is only one reason she can excuse herself for being "so useless", and that is: Fang Yulin must have a big deal to find her.She agreed to his promise for a "big event", which had nothing to do with feelings, let alone personal affairs.Speaking of it, this is also an important reason why Ding Jie still can't get out of the rainforest in the ups and downs of the relationship between the two of them for many years.Fang Yulin does have a masculinity (not masculinity), like a big tree standing on the horizon far away.He is not hypocritical, not discouraged, never complacent, and never haggling.He always has his own ideas, and he is always immersed in the "big things" he thinks he should do.In many small things, he may appear particularly "stupid", especially "ignorant".But as long as you approach him, you can always feel a unique "aura" from him, a colorful "tragic".This makes Ding Jie often have such an impulse and imagination: Once he hugs him tightly, gently strokes his tight muscles, and puts his huge head on his frail chest, what will happen? What kind of feeling is it?

As soon as the car started, Ding Jie asked Fang Yulin who was sitting in the passenger seat: "Where are we going?" Fang Yulin smiled lightly: "I'll drive, you follow me." Ding Jie said: "Don't, I I still want to live for a few more years." Fang Yulin laughed and said, "Just kidding, stop the car." Ding Jie had to stop the car and let him sit in the driver's seat to drive.So the car drove quickly to the outside of the city.To be honest, Fang Yulin's driving skills are really nothing to be desired. In the outskirts, there is still no trace of heavy snow.After driving through the last village, the car stopped in front of an endless hillock.Xue Ye was lying quietly in the sun shining brightly, contrasting with the purity of the blue sky to create another pure thickness.Ding Jie looked back and forth, looked around, and said with a smile, "Bring me to eat snow? You are romantic enough." Fang Yulin smiled lightly, took out a large can of Coca-Cola and a huge bread from the military satchel he carried, and There are two sausages.Ding Jie laughed and said, "Come here to eat sweet rice with memories of bitterness?" Fang Yulin said, "Of course it's not as good as western food."

When "Western food" was mentioned, she immediately blushed and said unhappily, "You sent someone to follow me?" Fang Yulin said, "Why should I follow you?" "Then what are you talking about, Western or Eastern food!" "Ding Jie, we have been dating for so many years. Before we fully realized that you are the daughter of the commander of the military region and I am just the son of a commoner, we had a very, very sincere relationship..." "This pathetic sense of feudalism is something you impose on yourself, and I don't have it, and neither do my parents."

Fang Yulin smiled lightly and said, "Even if I have low self-esteem, that's fine." Ding Jie sat up straight and asked, "Fang Yulin, what do you want to do today? You asked Yuzhu to call me and said that you were injured and wanted to see me very much.I'm here, and you're provoking me and hurting me again with nothing to do! " Fang Yulin said: "I...was indeed injured, and I was hit by a stick." Ding Jie said: "You hurt me when someone hurt you, and you are not balanced in your heart?" Fang Yulin smiled and said, "Why did I come to hurt you? How could I have left such a bad impression on you?"

Ding Jie said angrily: "You know it in your heart! Fang Yulin said: "I have always been very sincere to you..." Ding Jie said: "I didn't find it!" Fang Yulin laughed and said, "Don't you even realize that I'm an honest person? That's good, that's good. I'm a bad person!" He said as he got out of the car.Ding Jie also got out of the car and said, "You may be in front of your parents. In front of Yuzhu and your comrades-in-arms, you are indeed very transparent and honest. But once in front of me, you are... you are a guy who is incomprehensible, unbearable, and yet unbearable..." "It's tasteless to eat, but it's a pity to discard it? ""Eat it still has a little taste, but it is always so difficult to pick up! ""It can still make you feel a little taste, honored!my pleasure! ""Can you talk to me without this tone? ""...""I've always wanted to ask you, do you dare to admit that you still like me in your heart? ""...""Why don't you speak?Are you afraid to admit it, or don't like it at all? ""..." Fang Yulin still didn't make any answer. "I'll ask you another question, do you understand it in your heart, I like you!" "Fang Yulin blushed slightly: "...""What's the matter, you dare not even answer this question?Nothing! "Ding Jie got angry, and as she spoke, she turned and walked towards the car, ready to get in the car and leave.

Fang Yulin rushed to the door of the car, stopped Ding Jie, and asked, "What are you talking about?" Ding Jie sneered and said, "No prospect!" Fang Yulin said, "You want to force me to make mistakes?" Ding Jie smiled coldly again: "Sorry, I'm not that interested yet." Fang Yulin said loudly: "Turn around! Ding Jie shivered, hesitated for a moment, turned around instinctively, and stared at Fang Yulin.She didn't know why he "ordered" to turn around by himself, what was he trying to show her?Still... still trying to make a little act of love for her?

Her heart suddenly beat violently, and the blood all over her body seemed to be rushing upwards.For a while, even the muscles on the face became stiff.One second... two seconds... Fang Yulin was standing tens of centimeters away from her, face to face.In the severe cold, his heavy panting hotly formed clusters of mist-like flowers, which spread, diluted, and formed again, spread, and diluted again in the limited space... Ding Jie's "resentment" , Fang Yulin has long been aware of it.He had long wanted to have a serious talk with her, to have a serious communication.Ding Jie's cuteness lies in her transparency, her willfulness, and her extremely kind willfulness.She firmly believes that everything is possible.Approaching her, you will feel that you are approaching a piece of blue sky.But blue sky may be the place of storm at the same time, the place of thunder and hail.Especially after going through that kind of thing (he didn't tell anyone about it - because the other party involved asked him to promise not to tell anyone), he did gradually feel that the "blue sky" is far from right. Everyone is equidistant.

"Blue Sky" isn't pure either.He then began to alienate, alienated in silence. "I...I will explain all this to you...but not today..." Fang Yulin said.Ding Jie turned around in great disappointment and opened the door.Fang Yulin pressed the car door again.Ding Jie asked calmly, "What are you doing? I'm hungry. I'm going to eat the bitterness meal you arranged." Fang Yulin said, "Ding Jie, I asked you out today because I really have something to tell you." Ding Jie turned her back, looked at the distant horizon blurred by the sun and the whiteness of the snow, and said coldly: "Then speak quickly."

Fang Yulin slightly adjusted his emotions and thoughts, and said, "You said I like you..." Ding Jie turned around abruptly, and interrupted Fang Yulin's words involuntarily: "Stop telling me those useless nonsense, I don't like to hear it!" But Fang Yulin said: "No matter what, Fang Yulin is still an upright and good person, right?" Ding Jie became curious: "You who have never been hypocritical, why are you so hypocritical today? Leave such moral judgments to the comrades who write the eulogy for you." Fang Yulin didn't seem to hear Ding Jie's sarcasm, so he just asked himself: "We have indeed had childhood sweethearts in so many years. Isn't it?"

Ding Jie, who knew Fang Yulin very well, began to realize that "this guy" must have something important to say to her.He is laying the groundwork for what to say later.She took a look at him and said calmly, "Go on." "To this day, although we always stumble and contradict each other every time we get together, we are still really thinking about each other." .Really?" "Go on." "Please confirm these two points first." "Probably." "Well, I have something to ask today." (It's started, Ding Jie's heart is inevitably a little flustered.) "You beg me?" "Yes." "Go on." "Can you stop dating anyone for a while?..."

Ding Jie was taken aback: "What?" Fang Yulin stared intently at the other party's eyes, and said with a more emphatic tone: "What I'm talking about is only temporarily..." Ding Jie also emphasized her tone: "I ask you why?" Fang Yulin drooped his eyelids, pretending to be indifferent: "There is no reason." But Ding Jie cried out: "There is no reason? There is no reason why you, Fang Yulin, would say such stupid things?" Fang Yulin raised his head, turned his eyes to Ding Jie, and said very seriously: "Please understand, Fang Yulin is not drunk today, secondly, he did not lose his nerve, and thirdly, he did not take the wrong medicine. He just sincerely begs you, Don't fall in love with anyone for the time being, please believe his words." Ding Jie looked at Fang Yulin in a daze: "No reason?" Fang Yulin hesitated for a moment, and said awkwardly: "Yes... there is no reason..." Ding Jie asked again: "There is no reason?" "Yes, without any reason..." Ding Jie fell silent.The two stood silently for a while under the extremely bright winter sun, got in the car and left.Along the way, the two remained silent.The car came to a fork in the road.Fang Yulin asked Ding Jie to put him here.There is a bus here that goes directly to the alley entrance of his house.Ding Jie actually stopped the car without saying a word.Fang Yulin got out of the car, and before closing the door, he seemed to have something to say to Ding Jie.He tentatively looked at Ding Jie.Ding Jie still had a straight face, as if she didn't want to say anything to Fang Yulin.He hesitated for a moment, feeling bored, closed the car door and left without saying anything.After walking about ten meters, he looked back again. Ding Jie still didn't start the car, it was still parked in place.She didn't look at him either, she just stared straight ahead with a straight face and a blank stare.Then the bus came, and it was a dirty bus.Fang Yulin left, and walked a long way, but Ding Jie still sat motionless in her exquisite dark green Opel, without starting for a long... long time.She didn't think about anything, she was just a little dazed.She understood that Fang Yulin was just as he said, with a very upright nature. Since he said that she had better not fall in love with "anyone" for the time being, there must be a very legitimate reason.And it must be for her sake. "Anyone" - who?careful? At the breakfast table the next day, both Commander Ding and Ding's mother noticed that Ding Jie looked depressed, but they were afraid of "hitting the wall" and dared not ask rashly.The two "poor" old men exchanged glances.Mother Ding put a small bun in the plate in front of Ding Zhi.Ding Jie immediately put the little bun back into the small cage drawer, and said unhappily, "You want to kill me?" Then she put down the bowl and chopsticks, took out a napkin, wiped her mouth, and went back to the room upstairs.Mothers came one after another. "What's the matter with you? You just hung your face when you came back yesterday, ignoring everyone." Ding's mother blocked the door of the room and said. "Oh, are you bothered!" Ding Jie shouted, stomping her feet.Looking at her willful and petite appearance at the moment, you can never imagine that she can be so tolerant, kind, deep, wise and wise at the general editorial meeting of the news department of the TV station.Little girl, should your name be called "Fickleness"? ! Half an hour later, Mother Ding found nothing, so she came downstairs and sat beside the old man in a dull mood.Commander Ding was sitting on the big sofa in the living room, flipping through the big references and documents issued by the Central Committee and the Military Commission.Ding Jie was neatly dressed, packed up, and ran downstairs with her purse in hand.Just as she was about to open the door, Commander Ding stopped her, and then gestured to Ding's mother.Mother Ding avoided it knowingly. Only the father and daughter were left in the living room. Commander Ding said gently, "What can I do for you?" Ding Jie's eyes were moist immediately, she held back her tears and shook her head: "..." Commander Ding continued to speak softly: "Is there even a possibility of talking?" Ding Jie hesitated: "Dad..." Commander Ding nodded: "Go ahead." Ding Jie looked at her father earnestly: "Recently...you...about...about Zhou Mi, what have you heard?" Commander Ding was surprised: "Zhou Mi? What happened to Zhou Mi?" Ding Jie panicked: "He has nothing..." "He has nothing, why do you ask such a question?" "It's really nothing..." "Xiaojie, Dad never interferes in your personal life..." "I know."" You seem to have passed the stage where parents often use ethical and moral dogmas to beat you. Although sometimes you often like to show a little temper, withdrawing from the person who likes you or something, but in general, in a series of big problems You can put us at ease. However, there is one thing I still want to remind you. As the saying goes, the heights are too cold!Don't let the cold in this high place hinder yourself..." "No one hinders me.You really didn't hear anyone talking carefully at the relevant meeting? ""No! ""Nevermind. " In the morning, the regular meeting of all the editors and reporters of the news department was held, and the focus of next week's reports was arranged.After everyone dispersed, Ding Jie called Xiao Gao, a female reporter specializing in politics and law, to her office alone. "You don't seem to be very active recently, what's the matter? You can't get anything new." She scolded. "What do you want me to do? You won't be allowed to report this, and you won't be allowed to report that..." Xiao Gao complained. "Who won't let you sign up?" Ding Jie took a sip of the cold drink, moistening her dry throat.I've been on fire for the past two days, and I always feel like I'm not working anywhere. "Didn't you announce it yourself: there is an order from above, you are not allowed to report on the 12.18 major case without permission!" "That didn't stop you from reporting other cases. What shocking news have they had recently, about the upper-level figures? " Xiao Gao said slowly: "Anyway, there are always tricks..." Ding Jie's eyelids twitched: "Really?" Xiao Gao approached Ding Jie and sat down: "The group of people who were involved in the 12.18 case suddenly disappeared. It is said that they all gathered in one place and worked hard." Ding Hao said: "Is there any specific news clue that we can catch?" Xiao Gao sighed and said, "No way! You can't even meet people, and you still catch news clues. Sometimes when you meet each other, your mouth seems to be filled with lead, and there is no wind at all. How strange!" Ding Jie said deliberately: "Why, with your Xiao Gao's charm, you can't take them down?" Xiao Gaoshi deliberately sighed: "I can't, I'm old!" Ding Jie calmed down, and arranged: "Speak seriously. Pay attention to this part, check the situation over there, including the anti-corruption system, and see who has committed what happened inside them..." Xiao Gao asked sensitively: "Do you have any special needs?" Ding Jie hurriedly covered up: "Is there any special need, I just want to catch some news clues." Xiao Gao stood at attention mischievously: "Yes Sir!" Then he said with concern: "Sister Ding, you have worked too hard recently, it seems that your eyes are dark, and you look like a prostitute..." Ding Jie spat: "You are just like a prostitute!" Xiao Gaozheng passed by: "He really cares about you. I heard that Shiseido's eye cream can prevent dark circles. It's a little expensive, there are more than a thousand bottles, and there are more than 800 bottles. You can use Estee Lauder, a bottle is also Just over six hundred." Ding Jie laughed and said, "It's not a small tone, it's more than 600, and it's only worth it! How many 600 do I get in a month?!" Xiao Gao laughed and said, "Oh, why are you crying with me? I don't want to borrow money from you." As he spoke, he left behind a series of laughs and ran away quickly.When Ding Jie was left alone in the office, she became restless again, not knowing what to do for a while.