Chapter 4 Chapter Four

The dance floor was already dancing, but Zhu Huaijing couldn't dance well, so he just sat still.Yuqin leaned over to talk, but the music was too loud to hear clearly, so she moved her chair to be next to him.Yuqin said: "My mood today is only suitable for the slow four, how about we only dance the slow four?"I thought that this woman might be a person with extremely delicate feelings.He is in a particularly gray mood right now.He had done something he shouldn't have done, but he felt hurt.No matter what kind of tune, whether it is agitated or graceful, it seems to be swallowed faintly in his ears, like mourning and joy.He guessed that a woman might be in this state after being raped.

This is a slow four, how about Yuqin asked?He carried Yuqin into the dance floor.Yuqin whispered in his ear: "Dancing with other people, the most fearful thing is that you can't find something to say. If you don't say something, you are very reserved; if you want to say something, you have to search your guts. Talking about it is nothing more than Where is the master? The dance of the master is very good. This is called uncomfortable! We are an exception. If you have something to say, you can talk casually. If you have nothing to say, you don’t make a sound, just walk slowly and listen Listen to music. What do you say?"

"Okay, okay, I like this best. Yuqin, I used to always think that if I could dance with someone freely, without restraint, regardless of the dancing posture, I would just walk around if I wanted to dance, or just go for a walk. It doesn't matter if you stand on the dance floor and talk, that's fine. I think if I can meet such a lady, she must be my bosom friend. But I just can't. Today is considered to be a meeting." After finishing speaking, Zhu Huaijing was surprised How can I speak so smoothly just now? Yuqin just stared at him, without saying a word, but the hand on his shoulder trembled slightly, he seemed to feel something, but deliberately pretended to be confused, and asked her: "You don't believe what I say, do you?"

Yuqin nodded and said she believed it, and quickly looked away.Her eyes looked over his shoulders, looking very far away. Then there was another fast-paced tune, and the two of them sat down to listen to the music.Zhu Huaijing didn't know why Yuqin's mood was so bad.Of course he couldn't ask her.But his own mood couldn't get better.Crying was already unfamiliar to him, but today, the feeling of crying hit his heart several times.He thought that if he could stand alone in the deserted mountains, yell loudly for a while, and cry happily, he would be happy.But there is no place to cry in this world.

After a few songs, all the lights dimmed, and he couldn't even see the figure of Yuqin clearly.This is the time for emotional dancing, usually between lovers, he is embarrassed to invite Yuqin.But a warm hand was gently placed on the back of his hand.His heart skipped a beat, and he held Yuqin and stood up. Yuqin swayed and leaned against him gently, leaning her head on his shoulder.He hugged her leisurely, his face pressed against her hair.The woman in his arms is so natural and casual, without any wildness or affectation.The male singer was singing very lyrically: "Let's dance, let's shake... I would like to grow old with you forever, even if tomorrow is unpredictable..." Zhu Huaijing never cared about pop songs, but today's singing Every word and every sentence shocked him deeply, making him sigh endlessly.The two just cuddled together, silently.At the end of the song, Zhu Huaijing didn't know it was coming down yet.Yuqin gave him a tug, and he came down in a daze.

The two sat down to drink tea, neither of them spoke.When it was time for the guests to sing, Yuqin said softly: "Huai Jing, I want to order a song for you, and I will sing it myself. Do you want to listen?" "Of course I have to listen to it. I think I will never forget it for the rest of my life." Zhu Huaijing said. Yuqin pinched his shoulder, and went to order a song. After a while, the host announced that, next, we have our guest, the beautiful Miss Mei singing "Wang Ning Mei"! What she wants to sing is "Wang Ning Mei"!Zhu Huaijing didn't have time to listen to the song, he was already in a trance.Yuqin stepped onto the stage, bowed deeply, and said an opening remark: "This song is dedicated to my dearest friend, I hope you like it." On such an occasion, Yuqin's words come and go, Zhu Huaijing listened It's a different feeling to come.

One is Langyuan fairy flower, and the other is beautiful jade flawless.If there is no romance, he will meet him again in this life; if there is a romance, how will the truth end?One is lamenting in vain, and the other is worrying in vain.One is the moon in the water, and the other is the flower in the mirror.Think how many teardrops there are in your eyes, how can you prevent autumn from flowing to the end of winter, and spring from flowing to summer! The singing sounds so distant, ethereal, and sad and moving.Zhu Huaijing was intoxicated.What a pure, sweet woman!It is not in vain to know such a woman all my life.However, even if Yuqin is still the fairy flower of Langyuan, I, Zhu, will not be beautiful and flawless long ago.I actually did the dirtiest thing in the world!From today onwards, I, Zhu Huaijing, will no longer be a good person!

Yuqin's singing won applause.Zhu Huaijing forgot to applaud and just sat there in a daze.When Yuqin came down, she didn't sit down, so she said Huaijing, can we go?As he spoke, he took out a hundred-yuan bill and pressed it under the cup. Yuqin held Zhu Huaijing's arm, walked out without a word, with her head bowed.Zhu Huaijing was so confused that when he got in the car, he had nothing to say, and asked Yuqin if he had sobered up.Yuqin supported the steering wheel with both hands, raised her head and shook her head and said, I'm afraid I'll never wake up! Zhu Huaijing's heart suddenly sank, but his body became light.He grabbed Yuqin's hand, but couldn't say a word.Yuqin closed her eyes and leaned lazily.Zhu Huaijing's chest was beating wildly, but he tried his best to calm himself down and calmly raised the jade piano.The two hugged each other tightly, rubbing and kissing.Yuqin's round shoulders couldn't stop shaking.He caressed her shoulder affectionately, slowly changed his posture, and held Yuqin squarely in his arms, caressing her with forgetfulness.Yuqin lay quietly, like a sleeping beauty.After a while, she slowly opened her eyes, sighed, and said, "Huai Jing, let's go back, shall we?"

The night was deep and the traffic was thin, but Yuqin still drove very slowly.The two of them did not speak all the way. When the car arrived at the gate of the city hall, Zhu Huaijing moved his lips to kiss Yuqin, but his face was wet with tears. Zhu Huaijing got out of the car and stood there motionless, looking at Yuqin as she drove away.But I saw that the lights were off, but the car didn't move.He waved his hand and told her to leave quickly.Still nothing.He thought that Yuqin must be watching him go first, so he waved his hand and walked into the gate.He turned his head while walking, and still saw the white Honda parked there without a sound.

Zhu Huaijing didn't sleep much last night and woke up early in the morning with a heavy head.Xiangmei only knew that he came back very late last night, and he was supposed to sleep for a while, but he got up early. He always seemed to have something on his mind and couldn't sleep well.During breakfast, Xiangmei asked how the conversation went yesterday.He said it was okay, without giving details.Xiangmei said that she had gone to the hospital yesterday afternoon and settled everything.The doctor in charge has made the medical records according to our wishes, but he said that the drug fee must also increase accordingly, otherwise it will not be as good.I think we don't pay for the medicine anyway, so I leave it to them.

Zhu Huaijing said, "Don't do that, it's so boring." Xiangmei couldn't figure it out, and asked, "What's going on here? Did you want to do this? I said it was bad! I thought you were not free, so I asked for leave to go to the hospital for a while. In the afternoon, I ended up complaining." Knowing that he had lost his composure, Zhu Huaijing hurriedly explained: "I mean, the boss of Longxing Hotel is also very polite, we are too that, it is not easy for us to face. This is only done by the hired security personnel, and they also put the security guards After being fired, Lao Song also arrested those two people. I am soft-hearted." Xiangmei thought for a while, and said: "This is not easy to handle. I asked someone to make the medical records, and now I ask someone to correct them, what should I do? They also said that we are capricious. Since the medical records have been done like this, don't call them They compensated according to the disability, which makes us foolish again. If I am stupid, I will be stupid, and others will say that you are incompetent." He thought it was the same, so he had to say: "That's the only way." After breakfast, I still send Kiki to school first.Just after cleaning the office, Liu Zhongxia came over and said that he had a short meeting and had a few things to talk about.It is said that before the meeting in the office, Liu Zhongxia should have a breather with him and discuss what to say.But Liu Zhongxia often improvised, he would open it as soon as he wanted, and he would not say hello to him all the time, which made him feel a little unhappy.As soon as the meeting was held, he found that there was no substantive content.It's just that Director Liu conveyed the spirit of the several meetings he attended in the past few days.He was a little absent-minded, always worried if someone would call.However, Director Liu's speech was long-winded, and he always had to repeat simple things over and over again.Director Liu has the problem of being a learned person. His thinking is multi-layered. When he thinks about a problem, he is logical and meticulous, but his expression is chaotic, which makes people feel tedious and misses the point. After finally finishing the meeting, Zhu Huaijing was the first to leave the conference room.I looked at my watch and found that the meeting had been open for more than two hours.According to his work habits, this would take up to forty minutes.As soon as he sat down, the phone rang.His heart skipped a beat.When he answered the phone, it was Song Daqing calling.He couldn't help being a little disappointed.Song Daqing said he called as soon as he got to work, but no one answered.He said he was in an emergency meeting just now and had just returned to the office.Song Daqing said that he was too sorry for not being able to see him off yesterday.He said, where and where.Yesterday I also wanted to take a sauna, but I'm an idiot, I can't smell the perfume in it, I just feel dizzy, and I didn't even have a massage before I came out.Besides, I'm not sure about the water there.I didn't see you when I came out, so I won't bother you.It's not far, just take a taxi and you'll be home.Song Daqing said a few more polite words, and the two hung up the phone. He wondered if Song Daqing would know about the massage last night.No matter who holds this kind of handle, it is not a good thing.After returning home last night, he first hung up on Yuqin's phone anxiously, but he couldn't find anyone answering, and he kept having horrible guesses in his heart, fearing that something might happen to her.Finally got through, but Yuqin was cold, as if what happened just now was his own hallucination.He was in a daze.Is this woman so unpredictable?Then I thought about massage.People's thinking in the middle of the night is usually a kind of magnified thinking, and fear and regret will continue to expand, like two cold snakes entangled him tightly.Then he thought of his usual carelessness towards other women, and felt that he was extremely despicable.I still think of myself as a decent person all the time, but in my bones, I am a beast in clothes!If this matter is brought into broad daylight, how can he be considered a human being?Because he climbed into that woman's body, his conscience would never be at peace for the rest of his life...but it was too uncomfortable to blame himself like this, and he had to find a way to comfort himself.So he thought, if he had some evil thoughts about such scandalous things that he knew he couldn't do before, then he did it boldly today, and found that it was just that, and it was so boring.I will never do this kind of thing again.After all, I am a person with knowledge and status, so I have to live in a layered and stylish way. Now, sitting alone in the office, he never forgets Yuqin.But dare not hang up the phone.She was suddenly so indifferent yesterday, I really don't know what she was thinking.Is it because he is too sloppy?It doesn't seem to be the case, he still hung up.The phone was connected, and Yuqin answered the phone. "Who is it?" Seeing that it was Zhu Huaijing, Yuqin fell silent.He hurriedly said, "Yuqin, how are you? How are you? Talk to me!" Yuqin remained silent.Zhu Huaijing couldn't tell if he was in a hurry or out of anger, and kept shouting: "What's the matter with you, Yuqin? What's the matter with you, what's the matter. What's the matter..." He was still busy asking, but Yuqin put the phone down.Zhu Huaijing was still listening to the buzzing of the phone, and it took him a long time to stop. Zhu Huaijing couldn't do anything, so he walked back and forth in the office.Colleagues came in, thinking that he was thinking about something important, so they didn't bother him.After a while, Xiangmei called and asked when Simao's matter would be resolved.He was in a bad mood and wanted to get angry, but he couldn't help it. He just said that he was very busy now, so let's talk about it later.He put down the phone and continued to walk back and forth.It's really boring to think of doing tricks for Si Mao's affairs.Why are you so vulgar?What would Yuqin think if she knew that she was such a person?Why did Yuqin ignore people all of a sudden?Did she know about the sauna room?If so, he is really shameless.There are so many women in the world, how can they be prostitutes?Prostitutes are not for our kind of people! After get off work at noon, he didn't want to go home.For a while, I couldn't think of where to go.I only think of Yuqin in my heart.But obviously at this moment, don't go to her rashly.Firstly, I really don’t know what she means, so I’m afraid I’ll be bored if I go; secondly, she’s busy right now, so she doesn’t have time to greet him; thirdly, going there during the day is too eye-catching, maybe something will come out of her .Anyway, I don't want to go back, just go out alone. It was cold outside, so he stiffened his neck and shivered.After walking on the street without thinking for a while, I thought of Li Mingxi.I'm afraid I haven't been there for a year, so I might as well go and have a look.He looked around and wanted to make a phone call first to see if Li Mingxi was at home.Just about to make a call, he stopped again.Make a ghost call, he'll just come back when he's not here, it's just wasting time anyway.Just got on the bus to the Academy of Fine Arts. After getting off the bus, there are rickshaw masters soliciting business.There is still a fork in the road to the Academy of Fine Arts. The bus can't get there, so I have to take a rickshaw.Zhu Huaijing looked blank and ignored him.He wanted to go in alone.Zhu Huaijing is a very self-disciplined person, and has always insisted on not taking a rickshaw or letting others shine his shoes.He wants to teach this to his son in the future.I remember where I saw a family motto of a wealthy western man, listing dozens of them, teaching children what to do by themselves and what not to do. It is very simple and practical.It's not like the family motto handed down from our country, which is full of principles and full of morality.It's really hard for everyone to listen to people talking about great principles outside all day long.Zhu Huaijing thinks that those family instructions written by the ancients are simply for the purpose of spreading, not so much for instructing future generations, as for leaving a name for himself.This inevitably requires posturing. With Zhu Huaijing's random thoughts, he arrived at the Academy of Fine Arts.The forest in the Academy of Fine Arts is very good, with winding paths and fallen leaves all over the ground.Some students stood and squatted there, sketching with their drawing boards in their hands.Zhu Huaijing thinks that these artists are incomprehensible, and they come here to play deep in such a cold weather. Zhu Huaijing is a person who doesn't know the direction. He hasn't been here for another year.Just as he was in a daze, he saw a boy with long hair and shawl squatting in the woods, not knowing what he was doing.Zhu Huaijing was curious and walked over.However, the boy found some fallen leaves and put them together on a piece of white paper, and it became a wonderful painting.Zhu Huaijing was surprised when he saw a young man writing a line next to it with a pen: Picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence, and seeing Nanshan leisurely.With this title, it is even more amazing.I saw chrysanthemums climbing the bamboo fence, a man like a fairy, the sky was high and the clouds were light, and the distant mountains were faint. "Miaomiao!" Zhu Huaijing suddenly exclaimed.The boy looked up and saw that it was a stranger, so he didn't say anything, but still bowed his head and went to do his own thing.Zhu Huaijing saw that he picked a leaf and spread it out in the palm of his hand, as if possessed by a demon, he hurriedly picked a few leaves on the ground for a while, and then picked out a few more leaves.Zhu Huaijing couldn't see anything special about these leaves.He wanted to see how the young man put them together.In just three or two strokes, there is an old man with a bamboo hat and brown coir raincoat fishing in the river, with a small boat lying beside him.Zhu Huaijing was drawing up this artistic conception, when he saw the boy wrote "Fishing alone in the cold river and snow." Zhu Huaijing wanted to see the boy's inscription clearly, but the word was too thin and sloppy, and he could only vaguely see a word "Xiang".Zhu Huaijing couldn't help sighing again: "It's really good!" This time the boy didn't lift his head, just focusing on himself.Zhu Huaijing felt bored, so he asked with a sullen face, "Do you know where Mr. Li Mingxi lives?"Zhu Huaijing walked for a while in the direction pointed by the boy, saw the two-story teacher's dormitory, and gradually got an impression. Zhu Huaijing went up to the second floor, guessed for a long time, but didn't know which door to knock on.At this time a woman came, and he hurriedly asked politely: "Excuse me, miss, which room does Mr. Li Mingxi live in?" The woman didn't even look at him, she just raised her hand vaguely.Zhu Huaijing didn't react, and the woman went downstairs.He knocked on a door at random.After a long time, the door slowly opened.A man with disheveled hair stared at him with puffy eyes, and he was startled.The man bared his teeth and laughed.It turned out to be Li Mingxi. Zhu Huaijing entered the door and said: "It's hard to see a person who can laugh here, but he laughs so horribly." Li Mingxi bared his teeth again, showing a strange smile. "Why is your place becoming more and more like a lunatic asylum? When I came in, I either saw someone who was crazy or someone who was indifferent." Zhu Huaijing was still talking about his impressions. Li Mingxi said: "I'm here every day, and I feel very natural! Maybe it's because here and yours are two worlds. It's colder between people here, but it's just what you want. Of course, it's not like your place. Shaking hands as soon as we met, so affectionate." Zhu Huaijing stopped talking after hearing this.He knew that it would be meaningless mutual sarcasm to continue.He looked up at the calligraphy and paintings hanging on the walls in a mess.Several couplets are written backwards: "You only drink when you are happy, and paint when you are bored", "Only write about flowers, birds, fish and insects, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter".I vaguely remembered the couplet "Flowers, Birds, Insects and Fish", and it seemed that Zhou Zuoren had something similar, so I asked, "Do you like Zhou Zuoren's articles?" Li Mingxi said, "I'm ignorant, and I don't like reading the most. What Zhou Zuoren? I seem to have heard of it." Zhu Huaijing said: "You are such an elegant and unconventional person, and you have become so vulgar. Nowadays, most people regard ignorance as fashionable, and you dare to be fashionable." Li Mingxi opened his eyes wide and asked: "I don't understand this. In the past, people pretended to understand. Why is it fashionable to be ignorant now? I don't understand this world." Zhu Huaijing said: "You really seem to be living in an extraterrestrial world. You don't remember that people used to say that my level is limited. This is actually just a polite remark. The person who said this actually thought he was very knowledgeable. Because at that time People still respect educated people. Later, notes became more important, and learning was worthless, and everyone said they were big bastards. Because most of the educated people don’t have notes.” Li Mingxi said: "I don't care if it's fashionable or not. I don't read much. There aren't many books worth reading." Zhu Huaijing laughed and said, "You're too crazy, isn't there a book worth reading for you? But if you haven't seen Zhou Zuoren write this couplet of flowers, birds, fish and insects, you really have two hands. The realm of Zhou Zuoren's articles is really detached. I think you are also an extraordinary person." After Zhu Huaijing finished speaking, he looked straight at Li Mingxi, feeling that this person's mind was full of unimaginable ideas, which was very incomparable. I don't know when it is.Zhu Huaijing did not wear a watch.Li Mingxi is a person who has nothing to do with time at all, and he can't find a clock with him.It was probably working time, Zhu Huaijing hung up the phone in Liu Zhongxia's office, and only said that a relative came to see a doctor in the hospital, and he wanted to say hello and ask for a leave of absence. If Li Mingxi was like an ordinary person, he would definitely ask why he came to play when he was free?Is there a problem?Do not go to work?But he has no such concepts at all.Just laughing blindly with Zhu Huaijing.Seeing that Zhu Huaijing was hanging up the phone with Director Liu, he asked, "What's your name, Director Liu? The painting is finished, and it hasn't been inscribed yet." As he spoke, he pointed to a landscape painting on the wall. .In the near corner of the picture is a thatched hut with a wild charm, surrounded by bamboo fences and lightly covered by firewood doors.Next to the hut is a bamboo forest, only a corner is exposed, but there are several new bamboo shoots, tinged with spring.There is also an old mulberry branch with several young leaves, and two plump silkworms crawl on it.In the distance, the mountains are light and the clouds are low, as if there has just been a spring rain, and there is a fresh sunshine.Although the picture is full, it is not too congested. On the contrary, because the distance and near contrast each other, the layers are distinct, and the tones are bright, making the scene open and stretched, and the atmosphere is extraordinary.Zhu Huaijing hurriedly said: "The painting is good. The painting is good. Director Liu's name is Liu Zhongxia. I don't know how you inscribed it? Don't hint at it." Li Mingxi didn't say anything, and wrote on the upper left with a pen: "The bamboo fence hut, the bottom is the place where spring is hidden."Mr. Liu Zhongxia is upright.On the lower right, the title is: Li Mingxi, a savage, in the winter moon of a certain year. But Zhu Huaijing said: "Next time you will ask the madman Li Mingxi." As he spoke, he felt that it was cute to draw these two silkworms, but it was against common sense.How can a silkworm climb a mulberry tree by itself? Li Mingxi saw his doubts, and said with a smile: "I only drew mulberry leaves, and I didn't want to climb up the silkworm baby overnight." Zhu Huaijing thought this was very humorous, witty and witty, so he said: "You are really arrogant. In a few days, the mulberry leaves will not be eaten by the silkworms? You should catch the silkworms quickly. I said if you really want to It has become everyone, and today’s words may become allusions, just like finishing touches.” After joking for a while, Zhu Huaijing talked about meeting a boy in the forest who made pictures with dead leaves.Afraid that Li Mingxi would say that he was ignorant, he just said it casually.Li Mingxi said: "You must be talking about Xiang Kefu. This is a geek, I taught him. If you want to say a lunatic, he is a real lunatic. Don't talk about dead leaves. He can do anything in his hands." Let it become radiant. It just refuses to paint, and it always runs in the fields all day long. The head of the school doesn't like him, and several times want to expel him." Li Mingxi asked if he would frame the painting, or if Zhu Huaijing would frame it himself.Zhu Huaijing was afraid that the time would be too long, so he said that I should go find a place and forget it.Li Mingxi took a newspaper and covered up the painting.Zhu Huaijing looked at Li Mingxi's careless movements, for fear of ruining the painting.It was getting dark, and Zhu Huaijing remembered that he hadn't eaten lunch yet, and suddenly he was hungry.So they invited Li Mingxi, found a shop outside, and the two had a few drinks. It was late when Zhu Huaijing got home, and Xiangmei had already gone to bed.Zhu Huaijing didn't come back because of something, so he greeted him from different homes.This is a habit he has developed since working in the county, and Xiangmei has long since ignored it.At the beginning, the telephone in the county was not very convenient, and he was a person who had breakfast and didn't know where to eat lunch, so he simply asked his family not to wait for him.In this way, he is more free and less restrained. Zhu Huaijing took a hasty wash and went to bed.Xiangmei said: "Is it strange today? There are always calls, and when I answer them, I don't listen to them." Zhu Huaijing understood eighty-nine points in his heart, but said: "Someone must have dialed the wrong number. This happens often." He wanted to get out of bed to call Yuqin, but Xiangmei was unbuttoning his clothes. It's hard to say anything. Xiangmei leaned over and leaned on his shoulder, and said, "Are you busy these days? Pay attention to rest!" "What are you busy with? Isn't it just meeting here and there every day? It's just boring and not too tired." Zhu Huaijing said perfunctorily. Xiangmei said: "It's good if you are not tired. I am afraid that you will be too tired. I will try my best to make you worry less about family affairs. I can do that. But if you are too busy at work, I can't help you. You just need to pay attention to adjust yourself." Hearing what Xiangmei said, Zhu Huaijing was really moved, and couldn't help kissing the woman.Xiangmei stuck out her tongue and responded enthusiastically.The more they kissed, the more passionate they became, and Xiangmei's hand began to stroke the man.Zhu Huaijing understood what the woman meant, but his body was limp and he couldn't get up.Xiangmei gasped slightly, bit the man's ear and said, "Huaijing, we haven't been here for a few days? Do you think so?" Zhu Huaijing's mind was muddled, and he couldn't remember how he had been so muddled these past few days. .But he was thinking about it.Xiangmei took off her lower body.She wanted to take off her clothes again, but Zhu Huaijing stopped her, saying that she would not take off her clothes because it was too cold.Women use their feet to push men's pants.Zhu Huaijing was afraid that the woman would disappoint her if she touched the soft thing underneath, so he said he would do it himself.Zhu Huaijing took off his trousers, put his arms around the woman, and said, let's be gentle first.Xiangmei smiled sweetly.She understands that a man's lovemaking is very particular about fun, and generally they don't go straight to the point, they always have to set up the atmosphere first.She is also obsessed with every detail of the whole process. Zhu Huaijing took the woman in his arms, kissed her, and stroked her face.The woman's face was pink and her eyes were blurred.But today Zhu Huaijing couldn't find that kind of romantic feeling in women.He closed his eyes and thought about that Yuqin.After a while, it was Chen Yan who flashed into his mind again.The faces of the two women kept changing before his eyes.But that didn't excite him either.He imagined that it was Yuqin hugging him, and tried his best not to think that it was hugging Chen Yan.He thought he loved Yuqin.Thinking of embracing Yuqin comforted him.But Yuqin couldn't make him stand up.He hangs on to Yuqin's naked body, with icy skin like snow and smooth as fat.But no matter how imaginable, Yuqin was always wearing a woolen coat in his arms.The quality of the wool coat is very good, soft and crisp, with a subtle fragrance. The woman was whispering softly. Zhu Huaijing suddenly thought of the woman in the sauna room, and his heart skipped a beat.He opened his eyes suddenly, as if suddenly awake.He felt like his heart was being pulled by something, and there were bursts of pain.Before he had time to figure out whether this reaction was regret or excitement, he saw the woman's huge breasts fiddled in front of his eyes.He held the woman's breasts, rubbed and kissed them forgetfully.After a while, the following is full of joy. Xiangmei got into the bed, kissed the naughty man, and felt the blood rushing to her chest, like a sea tide.A compelling hot taste burst from the chest and went straight to the throat.Xiangmei crawled out of the bed, like a dying person, shrugged and pulled the man's shoulders, and said weakly: "Let me play on it for a while..." Zhu Huaijing seemed to wake up just now, looked at the drunken woman, and said, "Come on, have fun." He closed his eyes, feeling a little sore in his nasal cavity, as if he was full of sadness.But desperately straightened his lower body. Xiangmei squinted her eyes halfway, swaying like a willow in the wind on the man's body, she couldn't help sticking her tongue out, licking the corners of her mouth back and forth.He didn't know where to put his hands, he hugged the man for a while, and caressed his body for a while. At this time, Zhu Huaijing suddenly trembled all over, hugged the woman tightly, and said in a rough voice: "I want you to take off your clothes, take off your clothes, I want you to be naked, naked, I want a naked heart!" Son, don't want a trace of foreign matter, don't want anything, don't want anything..." He just yelled incoherently, stripping the woman naked.Just as Zhu Huaijing was about to turn over, the woman hurriedly took off his pajamas.Before he finished taking off his clothes, Zhu Huaijing couldn't hold back anymore, and quickly took off his clothes.As soon as we got to the top, there was a landslide.He couldn't do it anymore, but the woman was still beautiful there, so he had to be brave for a while.He didn't stop until he felt that the bones of his body were about to fall apart. Xiangmei hugged the man affectionately, her heart was full of joy.She was still reluctant to open her eyes, still thinking about it.His hands kept stroking the man.Seeing that the man was sweating slightly on his back, he took a dry towel and wiped it gently.The man turned sideways and pressed his face tightly between her breasts.A sweet and joyful feeling flooded her heart again like a tide, and she suddenly felt that her chest was hollowed out by something, and her body seemed to fly up. The sweeter the woman felt, the more ashamed Zhu Huaijing felt.He didn't dare to face such a simple and infatuated wife, so he buried his face in the woman's chest.A woman's breasts are originally small and exquisite, but after feeding a child, they appear tired.He gently rubbed the woman's breast with his mouth, trying to imagine the greatness of his wife as a mother.You must love this woman!She raised our son and she gave me endless love and warmth!What a beautiful, kind, and faithful woman she was! However, the huge breasts of the sauna girl dangled in front of his eyes again, like two restless white rabbits.His head was buzzing, his head seemed to be slowly expanding, and everything in his image was getting bigger and bigger.The sauna girl's breasts were constantly expanding, like two huge hot air balloons, forcing him to suffocate.He opened his eyes suddenly to drive away the horrible hallucination. "What's the matter? Can't sleep again?" Xiangmei started to fall asleep just now, her voice was sticky.After she finished speaking, she hugged the man tightly again, and patted the man's back lightly with her hands, as if coaxing a child.She patted and patted, and her hand slipped down.She fell asleep. The woman is breathing evenly, her chest is rising and falling slowly, so peaceful and warm.How beautiful it is to fall asleep soundly in the arms of such a woman.But he couldn't sleep no matter what, his nasal cavity was sore, and he always felt like crying.How could a big man be so useless. As soon as she got to work the next day, Yuqin called.Zhu Huaijing couldn't help but be overjoyed.He had thought a lot about what he wanted to say, but Yuqin spoke first, with a businesslike tone: "Director Zhu? Our security department gave me your work permit. I'm sorry, I'll give it to you right away." Come here, don't you want to go out now?" He couldn't say anything else for a while, he just said yes, yes.I wanted to say that I would not bother you to give it away, but I was afraid that I would lose my identity. Putting down the phone, Zhu Huaijing always felt that something was wrong.Why did you call me Director Zhu?Is she really such a capricious person?That being the case, why should she send it back by herself?Wouldn't it be enough to just send someone here?Not only did she feel that something was wrong with Yuqin, but she also seemed to be wrong.It seemed that tens of thousands of years had passed with this woman in a few hours, but he suddenly considered his identity again. After a while, Yuqin came.Yuqin smiled, stretched out her hand and shook it with him, then took out his work card and gave it to him.He invited her to sit down and hurriedly poured tea.I thought that Yuqin had lost weight obviously, and her face was very haggard.He was holding a teacup when he heard Yuqin say that you are busy here, so why don't you sit down.He said he was not busy, but Yuqin stretched out her hand to say goodbye to him.He didn't want to force it, so he put down his teacup and said, "I'm sorry." Zhu Huaijing felt lost in his heart, but he didn't want to express it.Suddenly remembering to go to Yazhitang to mount a picture, I said: "I want to go to Yazhitang to do something, can I go with you?" Yuqin said, "It's just on the way, I'm happy to help you." Zhu Huaijing then called Director Liu and told him to go out, and he would return right away.He took out the picture of Tibetan spring painted by Li Mingxi from the cabinet, and came out with Yuqin.After getting into the car, I realized that Yuqin drove here by herself.Sitting in the car, the two seemed to have a certain atmosphere.He wanted to find something to say, but he couldn't think of a decent word for a long time.But Yuqin turned her face sideways, glanced at him, and said, "You've lost weight these two days." Zhu Huaijing also looked at Yuqin and said, "You've lost weight too." Yuqin's face turned red and she didn't say anything.After arriving at Yazhitang in a while, Zhu Huaijing opened the door and got out of the car, saying, "Thank you. You are good to go. I will take a taxi back." Yuqin didn't make a sound, just looked at him. Yazhitang is a century-old store for calligraphy and painting mounting, which became famous in the Qing Dynasty.It is said that the person in the main hall is the famous Mr. Bu Weizhi.Zhu Huaijing originally wanted to find a random shop to mount it, but he was afraid of ruining the painting, so he chose Yazhitang.But the master of Yazhitang has seen many high-quality paintings, he is not sure how Li Mingxi's paintings are, and now he feels a little guilty, afraid of being laughed at.After entering the door, I saw a young lady who was in contact with the business.The young lady greeted him politely, didn't say much, just pointed to the price list on the wall and negotiated the price with him.He looked at the price list and asked if the price was based on screen size or what.The lady said that it is calculated according to the size after mounting.Just as they were talking, an old gentleman with a white beard and childlike face came out from the inside, walked past the counter, and casually glanced at the painting in Zhu Huaijing's hand.The old man was about to walk away, but he turned around again, took the painting and looked at it carefully.Zhu Huaijing thought that this was undoubtedly Mr. Bu, and his heart began to beat.I don't want the old gentleman to look at it for a long time, but he clicked his tongue and said: "It's a good painting! I wonder if this is Mr. Li?" Zhu Huaijing hurriedly said: "No, no, my surname is Zhu. Mr. Li is a friend of mine. You must be Mr. Bu? I have admired you for a long time." The old gentleman reached out to shake hands with him, and said: "Where is it? It's just that I have grown up for decades. This is really a good painting! I haven't seen such a good painting for many years. I'm just a craftsman who frames paintings I don’t know much. But when I was an apprentice in Beijing, I still saw some good paintings. I don’t dare to say that the calligraphy of Zhang Daqian, Xu Beihong, Qi Baishi and other gentlemen were fortunate enough to be mounted. If I want to talk about the calligraphy of the sages of the previous dynasty, I also I once followed my master to restore the precious paintings of Shi Tao and Bada, so I can still recognize how ugly the paintings are." 朱怀镜对卜老先生便肃然起敬了，说：“老先生真是见多识广，以后少不得要请教些事情了。” 卜老先生忙摇手到：“哪里，不过是个匠人。”老先生说着又凑近了细细看画，天然眉头一皱，说：“我见识也少，只知诗有诗料，画有画料。据我所见，蚕是不太入画的，而把蚕画在野外桑树上更是奇了。我倒有些不明白了。也许这位李先生另有高情雅意吧，我这老头子不敢妄自揣度了。这画我亲自来裱，价格先别说，一定优惠。多年没见这样的好画了，不收钱也值啊。倒想见见这位先生。” 朱怀镜就说：“这好说，我哪天带他来叙叙。” 说好了，朱怀镜便告辞。本想留下名片的，但想同这样一位老先生打交道，递上名片，怕有显牌子的意思，未免太俗，就只拿笔写下了办公室和家里的电话。卜老先生也并不问他在哪里高就之类的话，只同他握手再三，像是遇着了知音。可见这卜老先生的确是超逸之人。 出了雅致堂，却见玉琴的车仍停在那里。朱怀镜便心头一热。才走到车子跟前，玉琴在里面打开了门。他上了车，说：“叫你别等呀？我以为你走了，就同卜老先生聊了一会儿。一位好儒雅的老人啊。这种老人如今也不多见了。” 玉琴却望也不望他，只一边发动汽车，一边说：“我这种荒唐的女人也不多见了吧？” 朱怀镜想不到玉琴会这么说，就侧过脸望着他，低沉着声音，说：“玉琴，你把我弄糊涂了。遇上你是我感到最快活的事情。我也不知道为什么，对你这么上心。说起来我们俩都不是年轻人了，早不是浪漫的时候了。但自从前天晚上起，我觉得我自己变了。变成怎样一个人了我说不清。我只感到我自己比以前敏感了，比以前神经质了。说了你会笑话，我不知道是脆弱了，还是容易激动了，我现在总有一种想哭的感觉。玉琴，现在荒唐的男人多，荒唐的女人也多，但你这样的女人找不到……” 这时，朱怀镜见玉琴掏出手绢在擦着眼睛，他就不说了。玉琴在流泪。路上车子太多了，他怕她的泪眼模糊了视线。车到市政府门口，他说不进去算了，可玉琴只顾往里开。门口的武警招了招手，朱怀镜便掏出工作证亮了一下。玉琴一直把他送到办公楼前，说：“怀镜，老雷说，你表弟医疗费什么的，等他出院的时候再商量一下。要不要我们先预付一些费用？我想等你表弟伤好之后，想做事的话，到我们哪里找个事做也可以的。” 朱怀镜说：“这些事情到时候再说吧。我只想说你要情绪好些才是。我好想同你单独在一起多呆一会儿。” 玉琴淡然一笑，说：“我们都冷静一段好吗？”说着就伸过手来。但她抓着他的手并不是握，而是捏了捏。朱怀镜便伸出另一只手，把玉琴的手团在里面轻轻揉了一下。 朱怀镜回到办公室，半天理不清自己的思绪。也许玉琴并不是那种变化无常的女人。她也许真的痛苦，她的痛苦可能出自女人的某种本能。或许她的内心有更丰富的东西他并没有参破。表弟四毛的事显得不那么重要了。而原先打算敲龙兴一下的想法，现在看来是那么卑劣了。 以后很长一段日子，朱怀镜念念不忘的是玉琴，可玉琴像是突然从这个世界上消失了。她办公室的电话没有人接，挂手机虽是通了，也不见她接。他便猜想玉琴可能有意避着他，因为她熟悉他的电话号码。越是找不到玉琴，他便越是着了魔，想尽快同她联系上。几次想到干脆自己上龙兴跑一趟，可又顾这顾那。这天，他呆在办公室坐立不安，想了个主意，去外面打公用电话。果然，玉琴接了电话。可她一听是朱怀镜，语气就公事公办了，“哦，朱处长，你好！”