Chapter 12 Chapter Eleven Wei Na and Guo Haoran

On the first day of the first lunar month, Zheng Qiulun suddenly came to Wei Na's house.He hugged Wei Na, his face was ashen.Dai Qian, Li Long and several educated youths also came.Everyone couldn't say anything, the male educated youth kept his face darkened, and the female educated youth wiped away tears.Zheng Qiulun called several male educated youths aside, discussed for a while, then came in and told Wei Na's father to go out.Dad is no longer human, with a long beard and a purple complexion. Dad went out with Zheng Qiulun, Li Long and other male educated youths, leaving Dai Qian and the others to accompany Wei Na.Wei Na knew that the men had gone to take care of their mother and sister's funeral.

People come to visit Wei Na every day, and they are all her classmates and educated youths in the field.Those educated youth partners don't seem to have a good relationship with Wei Na.In just a few days of winter vacation, after leaving the farm, it seems that people have changed.Zheng Qiulun came early in the morning every day and would not go back until late at night. On the sixth day of the first lunar month, Wei Na had to rush back to the farm again.Dad is also leaving this day.Vera went north, Dad went south.Zheng Qiulun rushed to Wei Na's house early and picked her up to the train station.Dad went out with them too.The door of the house was closed, and there was no one inside.Wei Na whimpered and cried.Dad cried too, and raised his sleeves to wipe away his tears.

Walking on campus, neither Wei Na nor her father cried.Someone pointed at them.They also do not say hello to anyone, and walk with their heads held high.When we arrived at the train station, many educated youths had arrived early.They nodded and greeted her from a distance.Zheng Qiulun asked Wei Na and Dad to wait, and he ran to buy a ticket. Dad was carrying a backpack, which was a mess, and I don't know what was stuffed in it.Wei Na was almost empty-handed, only carrying a small bag, which contained the new clothes her mother made for her.It was a water-red floral smock. Few girls dared to wear such bright clothes at that time.My sister has already traveled far in that dress.

Dad's car will go first.Seeing that the time was up, Dad patted Wei Na on the shoulder and said, "Na'er, Dad only has you." Wei Na finally couldn't bear it any longer, threw herself into her father's arms, and began to cry.Dad stroked Wei Na's hair and said, "Na'er, don't cry, don't cry. You have to take good care of yourself and write more letters to Dad. Dad comes to see you when he has time." Wei Na couldn't take Dad to the platform.Dad kept looking back and was lifted up by the chaotic crowd.Dad was carried in by the tide of people, and disappeared in the blink of an eye.Dad is fifty-six years old and is already an old man.

Not long after Dad got in the car, the car that Wei Na and the others took also arrived.There are not many people on the train, and you can almost find a seat when you get on the train.Just as Wei Na and Zheng Qiulun sat down, Li Long and several male educated youths came over.They were all from other farms, the friends that Zheng Qiulun often took her to meet.Li Long wanted to change seats together, so he went to talk to people one by one, asking them for help.It didn't take much talking, all the people sitting around Wei Na were Zheng Qiulun's friends.Li Long is only shy in front of Wei Na, and he is very capable in handling things.After sitting down for a while, Li Long stood up again and said, "I'll go back as soon as I go."

Not long after, Li Long came back with a big bag of food, including peanuts and melon seeds, sugar, oranges, and sweet potato fries that were deep-fried and crispy in the countryside.The friends cheered, but no one started to eat first.They want Wei Na to eat first.Wei Na had no appetite, so she had to grab a few sweet potato fries. Zheng Qiulun asked, "Where did you get it?" Li Long said with a smile: "This is wartime communism, recruited." Wei Na didn't have any scruples, and fell in Zheng Qiulun's arms.She is very comfortable and warm with friends like Zheng Qiulun.The educated youth from Beihu Farm walked by and was a little surprised to see Zheng Qiulun hugging Wei Na.Wei Na didn't dodge, she still pressed her head tightly against Zheng Qiulun's chest.Zheng Qiulun was stroking her head while talking to his friends.The roar in his chest made her ears ring.With her eyes closed, she felt that his chest was like a deep valley, where a fierce tiger was entrenched and roaring.

Back at the farm, the snow hadn't melted yet, so there wasn't much farm work to do.So I studied politics every day, listened to the report of the conference, held a meeting in the battalion, and then held a meeting in the company.At that time, we talked about politics every year, every month, and every day. After many years, Wei Na couldn't remember anything.Politics is such a ridiculous thing. Wei Na guessed that Guo Haoran would be furious, but nothing happened.He didn't trouble Zheng Qiulun, nor did he show Wei Na's face.Just said to Wei Na: "I know about your family."

Maybe someone told him, and he couldn't do it too well.He didn't say a word of comfort to Wei Na, and he didn't have relevant words in his vocabulary.If he can say "I know about your family affairs", it is considered very humane. After about two months of calm, Guo Haoran went to Wei Na's office one day and said, "We need to have a good talk." Wei Na said, "Let's talk about it." Guo Haoran said: "You should understand the relationship between us." Wei Na said: "It's a colleague relationship, it's a superior-subordinate relationship."

Guo Haoran said: "You are my fiancee." Wei Na said: "Fiancee is not a legal relationship." Guo Haoran said: "Why, you repented?" Wei Na's eyes were red, she almost roared angrily, and said, "You know that I was forced. Don't push me too much, otherwise..." Before Wei Na finished speaking, Guo Haoran sneered and said, "You dare to kill people?" "You are a beast!" Wei Na was enraged and stood up abruptly. Wei Na clutched the back of the chair tightly.She thought that as long as he hit someone, she would swing the chair and hit him.

Guo Haoran became angry with embarrassment, his eyes were blood red, but he didn't do anything, just stared at her for a while, then slammed the door and left. Zheng Qiulun was immediately retaliated and was designated as a key reform target.This is the soil policy of Beihu Farm, invented by Guo Haoran.He designated those who were politically tainted, mischievous, and offended the leaders as key reform targets, and the workers were dispatched from the factory.There were not many of these people, there were more than twenty in the audience.They broke the boundaries between the battalion and the company when they went out to work. Wherever there is the hardest, most tiring and dirtiest work, let them do it.They were de facto convicts.

Wei Na still went to see Zheng Qiulun every day and invited him out for a walk.She always took him to Granny Cai's house, always hoping that Granny Cai would not be at home so that she could stay there alone with him.She has always regretted why she didn't give her body to him that snowy night.As long as there is no one at Granny Cai's house, she must let Zheng Qiulun have a good sleep with her arms around her.She will want him, she will beg him to want her. It is very difficult for Granny Cai to go out once, and the weather in early spring is still very cold.Wei Na and Zheng Qiulun would sit with the old man every time, listening to her talk about the dead man and the ghost bird howling every night on the lake. Zheng Qiulun lost weight day by day, his eyeballs were plucked in, and he looked a little scary.Wei Na felt that it was all her sins!She didn't know how many times she cried in secret, and finally had no choice but to plead with Guo Haoran behind Zheng Qiulun's back. "You have to promise me that you will not associate with Zheng Qiulun again." Guo Haoran stared at Wei Na closely. Wei Na bowed her head and cried, and agreed. Zheng Qiulun was immediately transferred back to the company.Wei Na had a relationship with Zheng Qiulun, and she couldn't let him sleep with his arms in the end. One afternoon, Wei Na saw Granny Cai going out on crutches, and she probably wouldn't come back right away.She really couldn't control herself, and wanted to ask Zheng Qiulun to go to Granny Cai's house.Zheng Qiulun hadn't come back from work yet, Wei Na stood in front of the window and stared long.After finally waiting for Zheng Qiulun to finish work, he couldn't find a chance to speak.Wei Na had no choice but to write a note in English, rushed to the cafeteria, and secretly handed it to Zheng Qiulun. Wei Na didn't eat any food, and went to Granny Cai's house alone.Sure enough, there was no one at Granny Cai's house, so Wei Na got under the covers and lay down.When the quilt was warm, she took off her clothes.She was terrified, yet excited, shaking all over.Hearing that Zheng Qiulun was coming, Wei Na covered her head with a quilt. "Weina, where are you?" Zheng Qiulun called softly in the dark room. Wei Na replied: "Come in, I'm in the inner room." Zheng Qiulun touched it in, and shouted again: "Na'er, where are you?" "Come here, I'm on the bed." Wei Na said. With trembling hands, Zheng Qiulun moved toward the bed.As soon as he stretched out his hand, Wei Na grabbed it. "Qiulun, I...I miss you." Wei Na lifted the quilt and pulled Zheng Qiulun into bed. When Zheng Qiulun touched Wei Na's hot body, he almost wailed "Oh my God", and buried his head deeply between her breasts.There was already a fluffy beard on his mouth, and the fluff touched Wei Na's breasts, making her body softer and softer. "Qiulun, I can only be yours, you want me, you must want me today." Wei Na cried. Zheng Qiulun licked Wei Na's teary face, and said in a buzzing voice, "Okay, I want you, you are my love." Suddenly, a burst of drinking was heard, and the strong light of the flashlight shone directly.It turned out that Guo Haoran followed them with two militiamen. Wei Na howled like a beast: "Guo Haoran, even if I die, I will become a ghost and drink your blood!" That night, Wei Na didn't go back to the dormitory, but sat in the office all night.Zheng Qiulun was locked again on the third floor, the room above Wei Na's head.Guo Haoran guards Wei Na.He scolded loudly at first, and finally plopped down on his knees in front of Wei Na, crying, begging: "Don't have any contact with him, I beg you. I think your heart aches, not for you, I It killed Zheng Qiulun a long time ago." Suddenly I heard the rumble of tables and chairs upstairs.Wei Na stood up and rushed upstairs.Guo Haoran grabbed her and forbade her to go out.She kicked, bit, and screamed, "If he loses half a hair, I'll kill you!" Guo Haoran pushed Wei Na away suddenly, with a livid face, he said, "Don't move, I'll go up and tell them not to embarrass him. You have to promise not to move, otherwise I won't be able to care so much." It was immediately quiet upstairs.Guo Haoran got down, but didn't speak, and lowered his head to smoke.Wei Na was so weak that she lay prone on the table.Tears flowed down. After a long time, Guo Haoran said: "No one will know what happened tonight. These two are reliable comrades." Wei Na said: "I wish others would know that I slept with Zheng Qiulun." Guo Haoran was so angry that he could only endure it.He smoked heavily, his face flushed from choking. "You're still young, and it's not good to have a reputation for a style problem." Wei Na sneered and said, "I'm not afraid. I just want everyone to know that I'm a broken shoe and you are a bastard." Snapped!Guo Haoran slapped him across the face.Wei Na picked up the stool and smashed it over.But her body was soft and she didn't have much strength, so Guo Haoran caught it.Guo Haoran put down the stool fiercely and said, "Don't try to fight me, you can't fight me." If there is no father, Wei Na will really kill Guo Haoran.Thinking of poor father, she had to bear it.Zheng Qiulun also needs her protection.She didn't say anything, just lay on the table and cried.Guo Haoran didn't take half a step away from her, and didn't speak anymore. Guo Haoran didn't stay overnight, and Zheng Qiulun immediately became the focus of reformation.Wei Na didn't make half a promise in front of Guo Haoran, but secretly swore that she would never go to Zheng Qiulun again.She thought that all of Zheng Qiulun's encounters were brought to him by her. One night in early summer, a woman ran to Wei Na's dormitory and called her, saying, "Someone is looking for you." Wei Na couldn't remember who this woman was, and walked behind her for a long time before she remembered that she was an educated youth from Mengze Farm.Wei Na once set up a bed with her.She took Wei Na outside the farm and said, "Li Long is looking for you." Wei Na didn't know what Li Long wanted her for, her chest was pounding.The female educated youth brought Wei Na to Li Long and walked away by herself. Li Long lowered his head and remained silent for a while before saying, "Weina, Zheng Qiulun is a very noble person." "I know," Vera said. "He loves you very much." Li Long said. "I know," Vera said. Li Long said again: "My friends all know that you also love Zheng Qiulun very much." "I know," Vera said. "My friends all envy you and are happy that you are in love." Li Long said. "I know," Vera said. "Then why are you doing this?" Li Long asked. "Did Zheng Qiulun ask you to find me?" Wei Na asked. Li Long became angry and said, "He won't be so boring!" Wei Na said: "I can't explain it to you, and I can't explain it to Zheng Qiulun." "You will regret it!" Li Long dropped this sentence, turned around and left.Wei Na didn't expect that Li Long, who always blushed in front of her, would speak to her so bluntly. Wei Na stood there stupidly, and the mosquitoes buzzed around her.She couldn't let Zheng Qiulun know that what she did was for his safety.This will hurt Zheng Qiulun's self-esteem, maybe he will find Guo Haoran desperately.She would rather Zheng Qiulun regard herself as a loose and bad woman. In a blink of an eye, it was autumn again.Guo Haoran said: "Weina, let's get married, I'm getting old." Wei Na said, "You are already very old." Guo Haoran said: "If you think I am old, you are also my wife." "I won't love you." Wei Na said coldly. "As long as you sleep on the same bed with me every day, it's love." Guo Haoran said. Wei Na said: "I am six years away from the late marriage age, let's talk about it at that time." Guo Haoran said: "No, I want to get married right away." Guo Haoran is so powerful that he actually made a fake, changed Wei Na's age to twenty-five, and went to get the marriage certificate alone. Wei Na wants to forget that night forever.Guo Haoran drank a lot of wine, like a hungry wolf, holding her and gnawing on her.She didn't even have the strength to cry, and her clothes were stripped off.Suddenly, she felt a sharp pain, as if Guo Haoran's dirty arm was stretching between her legs and into her stomach. Guo Haoran was almost terrified, opened his mouth wide, and suddenly said, "Zheng Qiulun is a man." After hearing this, Wei Na burst into tears.Anger, disgust, contempt.The man lying next to her was like an ugly and dirty pig.Guo Haoran originally thought that Wei Na had slept with Zheng Qiulun a long time ago, and he planned to marry this woman as well.Unexpectedly, Wei Na was still a virgin, which frightened him. Guo Haoran is very proud that he got a beautiful woman completely, but Wei Na doesn't obey him.He became violent and vicious, and while venting on Wei Na, he called Zheng Qiulun a fucking idiot.Wei Na felt raped. Once, Guo Haoran said pitifully: "I know you only have him in your heart, so you just close your eyes, think about him, just pretend it's him, and have fun with me." Wei Na slapped him angrily . Wei Na often falls into fantasy alone.Sitting in the office, she always daydreams, imagining that she is in the snow, or at Granny Cai's house, how she and Zheng Qiulun are entangled naked.She imagined the same scene countless times: she and Zheng Qiulun were excited and flustered, leaving a deep hole in the snow.If it were at Granny Cai's house, the thatched hut would probably collapse.Think about it, just like the real thing.He even had the illusion that on the vast snowfield, on the broken bed at Granny Cai's house, she really married Zheng Qiulun. Wei Na always imagined that at first she and Zheng Qiulun didn't understand anything, they were both yearning and afraid, and their actions were ridiculously clumsy.He was always sweating profusely in anxiety, and he was afraid of hurting his beloved woman.Both of them would blush every time, their chests would thump, and their bodies would tremble.The two of them just grew up together, just like that bit by bit.Slowly, every part of the two bodies became harmonious and seamless.She was born according to him, and he was born according to her. However, Wei Na did not have this wonderful process.Guo Haoran is a bastard who has spoiled countless women. She felt that she changed from a young girl to an old woman overnight.It's like a flower that just begins to bud and then withers.