Chapter 5 Chapter 5 The Secret in My Heart

Tang Yulin closed his notebook, drank a few sips of water, and suddenly asked, "Shizhen, did you seem to have any relationship with Lao Liao and Wang Xuexi?" Jia Shizhen looked at Tang Yulin, hesitated for a moment, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, the world is made up of all kinds of strange things." Hearing what Jia Shizhen said, Tang Yulin was even more puzzled by Monk Zhang Er, but he didn't ask any more Just now. Now, Jia Shizhen felt that he was already a staff member of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. Tang Yulin had just told him the philosophy of life in the Organization Department. Naturally, he could no longer be as unrestrained as when he was a teacher at the Party School.He didn't want to tell what happened in the car accident, so he didn't want to tell Tang Yulin about that special experience either.After all, everyone works in the provincial government, and Wang Xuexi is the deputy department leader, so he is currently the subject of their investigation.

The car sent them to the entrance of a high-end hotel, where the neon lights were brilliant and the lights were feasting.As soon as the car stopped, two beautiful girls in gorgeous clothes stretched out their hands to open the car door, and then entered the hotel surrounded by Tang Yulin, Jia Shizhen, and Lao Liao.At this point, Jia Shizhen knew that tonight's banquet was a gathering of the personnel directors of the agencies who had studied together, and everyone took turns to be the host.Although the money was spent by the public, it was able to connect the relationship between the personnel departments of the organization.

Lao Liao was courteous all the way, beckoning Tang Yulin and Jia Shizhen to take the elevator up to the third floor.As soon as they stepped out of the elevator, four beauties greeted them and bowed to say hello, and then led them into the private room of Yihongxuan. This is a very luxurious box, and a group of people in the room stood up together, scrambling to shake hands with Tang Yulin and Jia Shizhen to say hello.Tang Yulin didn't have time to say hello to so many personnel directors one by one, so he introduced Jia Shizhen to everyone. Everyone shook Jia Shizhen's hand again, nodded their greetings, and handed him business cards one after another. He took the business cards and read them one by one.

At this time, a beautiful woman of twenty-four or five years old, fair skin, and wearing a beige dress came in. I saw Director Li, a tall man from the Radio and Television Department, greeted everyone, and introduced to everyone: "This is Hongmen." Ms. Hua Zuying, Manager of Food and Beverage Department of the Grand Hotel." "Leaders, welcome to our store." Miss Hua smiled charmingly. "Miss Hua, these two are Director Tang and Director Jia from the Organization Department of our Moyou Provincial Party Committee." Director Li introduced Tang Yulin and Jia Shizhen to Miss Hua.

Miss Hua shook hands with Tang Yulin, and then stretched out her hand in front of Jia Shizhen.At this moment, Jia Shizhen seemed to feel that the woman suddenly released a dazzling light towards him, which made him feel the rapid expansion from his head to his body.Everyone's eyes were focused on the beautiful and charming Miss Hua, and no one noticed his feelings at this moment. In fact, Ms. Hua didn't know the true identities of Tang Yulin and Jia Shizhen. Based on her feelings, she thought Tang Yulin was ugly, while Jia Shizhen was personable and sunny. He was really a handsome guy in a quiet and elegant era!Especially, the moment her gaze met Jia Shizhen's, her whole body was shocked, and a powerful electric current shot out towards Jia Shizhen.But the smart Miss Hua, regardless of Jia Shizhen's reaction, she has politely distributed her business cards to everyone.

While looking at the business card, Tang Yulin slipped his leering eyes to Miss Hua, with a pensive expression on his face; Jia Shizhen's expression was very ordinary, he looked at it, and carefully stuffed the business card into the box. in the briefcase. Soon the banquet began, and everyone stood up and toasted each other. Unknowingly, Miss Hua stood behind Jia Shizhen and said in a low voice, "Director Jia, Hua Zuying is so lucky to meet you today!" His voice was like a trickling stream flowing from his ears to the bottom of his heart.In particular, the expansion power of this voice in the depths of the man's heart is much greater than the fine wine in this glass.He was a little drunk, but his mouth was full of saliva.Suddenly, he was sober and avoided her gaze.This was because he was afraid that she couldn't help the emotional torrent in her heart rushing towards him, and he was also afraid that Tang Yulin beside him would see the secrets in their hearts.So he held the glass and said: "Miss Hua, thank you for your enthusiasm!" Just as he was about to drink, Miss Hua snatched the glass from his hand and stuffed the glass in her right hand into Jia Shizhen's hand .Jia Shizhen glanced at her in confusion, and saw an indescribable hint flashing across her affectionate eyes like lightning.Jia Shizhen put the cup on his lips and sipped lightly. With this sip, his heart was no longer just grateful, but the burst of infinite sweetness occupied most of the space in his brain and occupied The momentum of his whole body and mind.It turned out that the glass Miss Hua gave him was filled with mineral water.

During the whole banquet, Tang Yulin was extremely excited, Jia Shizhen was overwhelmed by flattery, and all the directors of human resources joked and laughed.Before I knew it, more than two hours had passed. Tang Yulin felt that his head was a little swollen, and his feet were a little light, so he suggested: "Everyone, drink, let's stop here. If you drink any more, I'm afraid I'm going to be knocked down!" Director Li was relentless, Tang Yulin pushed back in every possible way, and Jia Shizhen tried his best to agree with Tang Yulin's opinion. Tang Yulin smiled and said, "Everyone relax, just forget about the wine."

Director Li looked at Tang Yulin and said, "Okay, listen to Director Tang." After thinking for a while, he said, "Let's tell everyone a joke." Tang Yulin said: "Our Director Li has a lot of tricks in his stomach." Director Li said: "This is not a joke. I heard it with my own ears. Once, a group of leaders of the county party committee accompanied the guests to drink. You can't put too much pressure on me. The secretary of the county party committee laughed and said, look at some of our lesbians who just don't pay attention to what they say, and they can say anything. This is something that lesbians can't say. The deputy director's face turned red all of a sudden, and everyone burst into laughter."

Tang Yulin laughed loudly, pointed at Director Li and said, "It's too indecent, you nonsense!" Jia Shizhen peeked at Hua Zuying, and saw Hua Zuying lowered her head. Jia Shizhen felt that these guys were too outrageous. Miss Hua is still a girl, so she said: "Don't forget that everyone here is from the organization and personnel department. leadership." Tang Yulin said: "I think it's almost the same. There is no feast that will never end. Let's stop here today!" "Then I will obey, I know, everyone is still waiting to dance with Song Ya, the No. with the guests.

As soon as everyone heard that Song Ya was on stage today, they all cheered up, walked out of the box, and followed Director Li into the dance hall on the second floor. Jia Shizhen was the last one to walk out of the box because he used to often see Song Ya on TV.In his impression, Song Yake can be called a peerless beauty, especially her graceful figure like water and soft willow, which can be said to be enough to fascinate all men.I remember when I saw her on the screen for the first time, the feeling of thumping heart has been hidden in my heart.Even every day I always look forward to it, chasing and watching every program she hosts.But at that time, I was just an ordinary teacher, and the distance between me and Song Ya was like a silly dog ​​chasing a bird.Now this beauty in life is in front of her eyes, but with so many people, who will she accompany?Jia Shizhen suddenly became realistic.It's better to go back and tidy up the dormitory, and then call my wife.Just as Jia Shizhen walked to the door, Hua Zuying stood in front of him.

It turned out that Hua Zuying came here to invite Jia Shizhen to dance in the dance hall.Jia Shizhen thought of calling home, so she followed Miss Hua into her office. Jia Shizhen dialed his wife's phone, didn't know what to say for a long time, and then his voice trembled, saying that he had just come to the provincial capital for two days, which seemed like two years ago, and he missed her very much, and hoped that she could come to see him when she had time. Just as Jia Shizhen was about to hang up the phone, Lingling suddenly asked about the car accident that day. Jia Shizhen asked her how she knew about it. Lingling said that such a big event was reported in newspapers and TV, and it could still be hidden.Jia Shizhen said that this matter has passed, and now he is working in the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee, so she can rest assured. After the phone call, Jia Shizhen didn't come out immediately, trying to calm down her emotions, although she didn't drink much tonight.But after all, after such earth-shaking changes in a day, it doesn't look like a day, it seems to have gone through a long time, and the excitement still can't calm down.He adjusted his suit and tie, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Miss Hua standing at the door. Although Jia Shizhen was reluctant to part with it, he strode out of the hall.Hua Zuying couldn't explain why, but followed closely behind Jia Shizhen.The two stood silently until the taxi came, and they didn't intend to shake hands. Jia Shizhen got into the car, and Hua Zuying watched the taxi go away, standing there waving. Jia Shizhen returned to the dormitory. He had just moved from the training center of the organization department to the transition dormitory. The place was messy, lonely, and boring. He lay down on the bed, his excitement gradually disappeared, and he passed all the people and things he encountered that day in his mind again.Finally, my thoughts fell on Hua Zuying, and I suddenly felt an inexplicable impulse. There was something shaking in my chest. This usual impulse continued, but the shaking in my chest was fleeting.In an instant, his body floated up like a cloud, which was wonderful.He couldn't help trying to figure out the wobble again.That woman's eyebrows and eyes are impeccable.Dangling and ethereal like this, he gradually entered another kind of dreamlike illusion. This is a soft and vast beach, he held Miss Hua's slender and soft fingers, and ran on the beach, her hearty laughter crossed the sky, constantly echoing in his ears.They ran on the beach for a while, and there was a bamboo forest and lawn in front of them. He picked her up, twirled in the air, and slowly put her down. Her eyes were blurred, like the misty sea behind her.This familiar gaze is like Lingling, a gaze that made him turn into rolling waves countless times, like the prelude to a set of beautiful movements, soft and distant, he knelt in front of her, watching her slowly tear away the thin The cicada-winged dress, revealing the soul-stirring jade body, he knew that this group of wonderful movements had begun, like a storm on the sea, like a surging wave, sending him to the peak for a while, and falling into the trough for a while , as if being in the clouds and mist, despite the collision of the waves. I don't know how long it has been since he was in such a daze, he suddenly screamed, and opened his eyes in a daze. He sighed for a long time and wanted to take a shower, but he didn't have the conditions, so he had to wash his bottom with cold water, changed his shorts, turned off the light and lay down. After lying down for a while, his mind gradually became sober. He simply turned on the light, remembering that he had returned home in a hurry at night and hadn't met Tang Yulin all day. came back.Feeling that the responsibility is heavy, thinking of the explanation from the same director, he felt a little nervous. Although Tang Yulin said that it was only a formality and did not disclose the result, he still took out a pen out of curiosity and took out the result after a while. According to the statistics, 51 people participated in the voting, 27 people voted for Wang Xuexi as incompetent, 52.9% of them were incompetent, 31 people voted for Wang Yong as incompetent, accounting for 60.78%, another deputy director, 21 people voted for incompetence , accounting for 41.8%.It was Jia Shizhen's first time doing this kind of work, and he didn't know how to evaluate the result, but he was thinking, so many people voted against Wang Xuexi and Wang Yong, should such a leader be considered competent or incompetent?What will this result do?This is another deep question he has about the work of the Organization Department. For Jia Shizhen, who has always been thirsty for knowledge, he doesn't know when he will get a definite answer. After getting up in the morning, it began to drizzle outside.Jia Shizhen was the first to walk into the red building of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. He started mopping the floor from the stairs on the first floor. To be honest, he had never mopped the floor like this at home. Although it was his second day at work, it is common for him to clean up first when he goes to work. It is a compulsory course for personnel.He found out that Director Tong, Deputy Director Gu, and Tang Yulin didn't clean up.He himself realized a truth that cadres below the department level are scrambling to mop the floor, fetch water, and wipe the table.When they met Tang Yulin in the corridor, they both smiled and nodded.In fact, the routine of cleaning every morning will be over soon, but no one wants to let go of what they are doing early on. Sitting there has nothing to do, and it is not appropriate for the leader to see it, so they have to delay deliberately Time is also a way of expression! While Jia Shizhen was mopping the floor of the corridor on the second floor unhurriedly, the same director called him and Tang Yulin to the office and asked for the evaluation form for setting up offices in different areas. Afterwards, they planned to go to the Federation of Trade Unions to inspect the cadres. In the office of the organization department, although Jia Shizhen and Tang Yulin are in the same office, they seldom talk a few words a day, and when they go out to inspect cadres, the two of them are inseparable. The work, that is, some mutual trivial housework.In Jia Shizhen's view, everything that Tang Yulin talked about about the organization department was so fresh and gave him a profound education.In a blink of an eye, they quickly completed the cadre inspection work of the three units.Now Jia Shizhen is very experienced, what to say in a conversation, how to interrupt when encountering a problem, what to say and what not to say, what to remember and what not to remember when taking notes, she is already very proficient.But he always felt like a primary school student. After the inspection, he never asked what to do next, because Tang Yulin told him that when working in the organization department, he must do it. do not inquire".He naturally believed it, because his father had told him the same way before leaving home, and probably everyone in the organization department abided by this motto.In any case, he was still like a primary school student, he would do whatever Tang Yulin asked him to do.He firmly believed that he would do a very good job. It has been more than half a month since Jia Shizhen came to the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. He is almost the first to arrive at the office every morning, and he still does the compulsory cleaning first.The heads of the cadres' office are also getting familiar with each other gradually.Although everyone in the red building of the Organization Department suddenly became taciturn and cautious, and no one would make loud noises or talk recklessly. After all, this is a sacred place that manages thousands of senior leading cadres across the province. , It is not only related to how many people are promoted, but also related to the future and destiny of all the staff in the organization department. A good atmosphere conducive to work has been naturally formed for a long time. After running so many units outside, now he and Tang Yulin's mission has been completed ahead of schedule.When I returned to the office suddenly, I felt a little uncomfortable all of a sudden, and couldn't sort out my thoughts for a long time.Some are distracted and restless.After calming down for a long time, he slowly withdrew his rushing heart.It seems that here, the director is the person who really holds the real power in daily work. Jia Shizhen often takes the opportunity of going to the toilet to pay attention to the director's room. The door of the director's room is closed almost all the time. At any moment, there may be a major decision-making of the high-level figures of the provincial government.Vice Minister Tuo took him to meet once that day, and he had never seen any minister in so many days.Tang Yulin is his immediate boss and follows him every day.In the office he was equally taciturn and cautious. Suddenly, he remembered that when he entered the office in the morning, he saw a letter stuffed in from under the door. He picked it up and took a look. It was written on the envelope: "From Tang Yulin and Jia Shizhen!" Character.He looked at it for a long time, but didn't take it apart.Just put it in the drawer.Now thinking of this all of a sudden, he hurriedly took the letter and handed it to Tang Yulin. Tang Yulin tore open the envelope and handed it to Jia Shizhen after reading it.He took the letter and saw that it was a letter from the people reflecting Wang Xuexi, the office of provincial divisions.Mainly squandering public funds, eating and drinking, going to work, traveling on business, playing cards, even gambling, and accepting bribes, he actually used public funds to buy 50 sticks of Zhonghua brand cigarettes at a time, all for his own use.After reading it, Jia Shizhen just smiled and handed the letter to Tang Yulin.Tang Yulin put the letter in an envelope and said, "Leave it to the same director!" Jia Shizhen gradually mastered the basic method of inspecting cadres. Thinking about the first day when I was talking to someone in the provincial division office, I was afraid that I would miss a word, and my hands were numb.Now that he is very old, it doesn't matter whether he remembers the conversations of those people, because the research materials are all similar, and although it can't be like writing a novel, there is still a lot of room for imagination.Jia Shizhen suddenly felt that the work of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee seemed so sacred and noble to outsiders, but the people who were actually in the Organization Department made him feel boring and depressing.But it is only this dull and depressing experience that makes a man great.