Chapter 44 Chapter Forty-Four

For a long time, Hu Yang was always unable to cheer up.In class, he had nothing to do, either drinking tea and reading newspapers, or just thinking about things in his mind.When I got home, I was even more bored, lying down casually for hours.Once he calmed down, the shadow of Xie Tingting appeared in his mind, and the scenes of the past were pushed before his eyes one by one like scenes in a movie.The trembling glance in the Badain Jaran Desert, the silver bell-like laughter in the rolling wheat waves, the chase in the Gobi dunes, the beautiful figure in the bathroom...accompanied him through countless lonely and unbearable days long night.He couldn't forget, the sweet kiss, the long hair fluttering in the air, the red virgin red left on the bed sheet... everything, could it be that everything turned into yesterday's dream?But she has truly become the eternal pain in his heart.

Sometimes, he called her name and woke up from the dream, and he used memories and imaginations to fill up the difficult night.Seeing the familiar figure from the back on the street and at the end of the road, he rushed up to see if she was back.When the phone rang, his first thought was whether it was her call, but once he got connected, he was greatly disappointed. Ye Fei said: "Fate is determined by nature, and division is man-made. It should be yours. Even if she goes to the ends of the world, she will eventually return to you. It shouldn't be yours. Even if you are together, there will be a day when you will part ways and work will part ways." Think about it, let the past go, the key is to grasp the future."

Sisi said: "Actually, Tingting is definitely not the kind of heartless person. The pain and pressure in her heart are much greater than yours. To you, it is just an emotional loss, but It’s different for her. She not only suffers the same emotional pain as you, but more importantly, she also suffers the ravages of human dignity and the crisis of survival. For a girl like her who has just stepped out of school , it’s really not easy.” Hu Yang said: "I don't understand this. Since she also has to suffer emotional pain after the separation, why did she break up? Wouldn't it reduce her pain? If I don't break up, I can still bear her pain." She is my girlfriend, her pain is my pain, and her difficulties are my difficulties. If two people share the pain and difficulty, the pain and difficulty will be reduced by half, which is good for her. It's good for me. Why doesn't she understand that?"

Sisi said: "It's not that she doesn't understand this truth, it's that you haven't really understood her. She is a girl with strong self-esteem, but also a very fragile girl. When she encounters such a blow, if it's someone else, maybe she will be ashamed." It depends on you and makes you run around for her affairs. But she is different, she would rather bear it by herself than impose her pain and difficulties on you or her friends. " Hu Yang said: "But I am willing to let her rely on me, and I am willing to share her worries and worries." Sisi said: "It's not a question of whether you want it or not. Her personality determines her independent personality. This is not your wishful thinking."

Hu Yang said: "Although she is unwilling to impose her pain on me, in fact she has already imposed it on me. Moreover, the blow and devastation she has given me is far better than letting me face it directly. and commitment. It is impossible for me to give up thinking about her, and I can only destroy myself in this endless thinking. Why bother? I sometimes think that maybe she has another new love, so I find her With such an excuse, let me be sentimental." Sisi said: "Brother Hu, I don't allow you to say such words to blaspheme Tingting. Tingting is not that kind of person. If she was that kind of person, she wouldn't be where she is today. Facing the exchange conditions proposed by others, she She refused without hesitation. When she realized that she might be eliminated by the radio station, the first thing she thought of was you. She didn't want you to know the truth of the matter, for fear that you would act impulsively and act violently, which would affect your life. Future. In fact, there is no harm in going out for a while, let her calm down and adjust her mentality, it will be good for her and good for you."

Hu Yang stood up suddenly and said, "Who is he? She must have told you, who is he?" Sisi said: "I once promised Tingting not to tell you. I have already told you so much, so don't ask about anything else." Hu Yang said: "You don't tell me, I know. Fang Xiaowei! This bastard is indeed him! One day, I will overthrow him to the ground." Ye Fei said: "Do you need to repair him? If necessary, I will find two people." Sisi said: "Don't meddle in it, you have to find someone to fix him, and others will guess that Brother Hu did it. This is not good for Brother Hu."

Hu Yang said: "Sisi is right. That method is not advisable, and it does not fit my personality, Hu Yang." After chatting for a while, Hu Yang's mood didn't improve, so Ye Fei brought chess and said, "Come on, kill a game, divert your attention, maybe you will relax." Hu Yang's chess skills are on par with Ye Fei's, but recently he can't beat him, especially in the opening game of the first game, he can't play well, either leaving loopholes or the layout is unreasonable.When it comes to the endgame, the chess situation is obviously at a disadvantage.Ye Fei said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Seeing your mentality, I really can't bear to torture you."

Hu Yang said: "I've always been courteous before fighting. In the first round, I sort out my thoughts first, calm down, and then I can win you in the next few rounds." Only when Hu Yang gets carried away on the chessboard can he truly find happiness.Ye Feiyi invited the old man out of the central palace, and put the car in the center of the army. Hu Yang saw that the crisis was coming, and the next step was that the opponent's horse crossed the corner, and it was a lore, so he had to admit defeat and set the second set. After playing seven or eight sets in a row, Hu Yang's attention was diverted, and Hu Yang felt that he was not so overwhelmed.In the world of Chuhe and Han, there are turbulent waves, a game of chess pieces, which really covers all aspects of life, and contains infinite mysteries. It is more philosophical to use it as a metaphor.Whenever I am at a disadvantage, I suddenly think of a wonderful move, which catches the opponent off guard and makes it difficult to parry. The pleasure of making a sudden turn is enough to make people excited.This truth is: the world is like a new chess game.

Back home, the phone rang suddenly, and his heart flickered, could it be Tingting?I hurried up to pick it up, only to realize that it was Mr. Huang from the Southern Guoan Group.This is the second time Mr. Huang called him.The first time he called, he asked about the project situation, and Hu Yang told him everything that happened in Liugou Village.At the end, he said: "Original family ugliness should not be publicized, but Mr. Huang, I think that only by confessing our hearts to you can we be worthy of your enthusiasm. Otherwise, I am afraid that I will not dare to face you when we meet one day."

Mr. Huang said politely: "Mr. Hu, thank you so much for your understanding and trust in me, and for letting you bother. With my incomplete feeling and understanding of you, and with such a personality, I am afraid that I will not be popular in the unit. And my company just needs people like you. I still say the same thing, the door of our national security company is always open to people of insight, and to people like Mr. Hu. One day, you really feel wronged , you come to my place." Hearing what he said, Hu Yang was extremely excited.Last time, when he heard Mr. Huang say this in Liugou Village, he thought it was Mr. Huang being polite to him, and he didn't take it to heart. When he brought it up again today, he was sure that Mr. Huang really meant it, so he happily Said: "Mr. Huang, thank you very much, thank you for your trust in me, I also want to go to your place, but I feel that there are still some things that I can't let go of, of course, including the Hope Primary School project that is under construction, After Hope Primary School is completed, I will have nothing else to do. How about it? Don't turn me away then."

Mr. Huang said: "How could it be? When the time comes, I will send someone to invite you." Receiving such a phone call naturally brought great comfort to Hu Yang's lonely heart, and made him full of hope and yearning for the future and the future.This was something that made him very happy. He could leave everything here and fly away. However, Hu Yang is different from others. He is indeed not at ease about the construction of the Hope Primary School, and he wants to find time to supervise and inspect it. , Even if you go, you have to submit a satisfactory answer to Mr. Huang.In addition to this layer of meaning, there is a more secret heaviness hidden deep in his heart, and he is unwilling to just lose without resistance.He was not reconciled, he couldn't swallow this breath.He wanted to use this period of time to collect enough evidence to bring down that guy.This is not only to eradicate a malignant tumor for the unit, but for him personally, he can also grow a bad breath. This is what he really thinks, and this is where his contradictions lie. As for Xie Tingting, she was his most sensitive nerve, and what she left him was an unforgettable pain.He didn't believe that she just disappeared from the sky of Yindu like a comet, and he always felt that there was still a day when they would meet again, and there was still an endless fate. This time Mr. Huang also told him another thing on the phone.Mr. Huang said that Yindu City wanted to hold a business promotion activity in Haibin City where he was located. Mayor Li Ziyun called him several times and asked him to contact some entrepreneurs in Haibin City to support him.The purpose of his phone call this time was to invite Hu Yang to visit Haibin City with the investment promotion delegation in his own name. Hu Yang was very grateful for hearing this, and felt that he was a small person in Yindu City who could not attract the attention of the authorities at all, and Mr. Huang took it so seriously, which really made him feel lucky.He said politely on the phone: "Thank you Mr. Huang for your kindness. I will definitely visit you in Haibin City in the future. This time I will not go with the investment promotion delegation." Mr. Huang said with a smile: "I knew you would think so, so I mentioned you to Mayor Li when I was on the phone with him, and he promised to let you come with the group, so you should take this opportunity to come!" This was unexpected by Hu Yang. He didn't expect Mr. Huang to do his job well. Apart from being grateful, what else can he say?After putting down the phone, Hu Yang couldn't calm down for a long time.Think about the relationship between people is sometimes very delicate, colleagues who get along day and night, although they are familiar with each other, but driven by some interests, they have a grudge against each other and fortify each other, it is difficult to achieve the kind of relationship between him and Li Xiaoyang. sincere.However, people who meet by chance, because they have similar personalities and have reached a consensus on certain things, can get along with each other, but they can overcome the fortifications and treat each other sincerely.It seems that it is not unreasonable for Zhong Ziqi and Yu Boya to form a "confidante" with only one piece of music as a bond in ancient times.