Chapter 42 Chapter Forty-Two

When Hu Yang returned to Yindu, the first thing that greeted him was the letter that Xie Tingting stuffed into the crack of the door.When he saw the slender and beautiful handwriting, he recognized it was written by Xie Tingting, and immediately felt that it was not a good thing, either Xie Tingting's relationship with him had changed, or she might have gone out to study or go on a business trip, otherwise, It was impossible for her to leave a letter for him.He didn't care about anything else, and hurriedly opened the letter and read it. Hu Yang: Hi!When you read this letter, I have already gone far away.Perhaps, seeing this, you will definitely ask, why?Why? !Faced with this problem, my heart can only bleed, but I cannot fully explain the reasons to you.Yes, what reason is there for a down and out who has been drawn out of the bar by the ruthless score line?Even if there are thousands of reasons, the reason is at best a beautiful excuse for the loser, who can believe you?Even so, I still want to tell you that I held on to my personality and dignity, which is why the score fell to a painful bar.There seems to be no necessary causal relationship, however, the cruel reality ruthlessly made me a victim of this persistence.I really don't know, I don't know if this is God's favor for me, or my punishment?

Hu Yang, I'm gone, I can no longer face the past, the acquaintances from the past, my friends and classmates, let alone the first man who walked into my heart, this is you.Don't blame me for leaving without saying goodbye, and don't ask me where I am going.I have nothing left, the only thing left in my heart is this little self-esteem, please allow me to take it away.If our fate is endless, there is still a day to meet. I wish you take care! Tingting × month × day After reading the letter, Hu Yang's heart seemed to be seized by something, and he felt suffocated for a while.When he finished reading the last word, he almost collapsed. He didn't believe it was true, he didn't believe that Xie Tingting would fail the top twenty-five in the exam, and he didn't believe that Xie Tingting would leave him.However, when he read the letter carefully and carefully, and saw the resentment and helplessness pervading between the lines, he concluded that all of this was true.

Hu Yang didn't care to wipe his face, so he hurried to the radio station. He wanted to see if the twenty-five recruits were from Peking University or Fudan University?He wanted to further confirm, what kind of abuse did Xie Tingting suffer?With whom did she come into conflict? When I came to the radio station and came to his office, everything was so peaceful. When he was in charge of the FM station in the past, the place was full of people, and it was difficult to be quiet for a while, especially after returning from a business trip. Laughing is so lively.Now, he is still him, and the office is still this office, but suddenly it is much quieter.Think about it, this world is really snobbish. When people are not going well, the world will go downhill. "The poor are in the downtown area and no one asks, and the rich have distant relatives in the mountains."There is such a big contrast after only losing such a small amount of power. Then, it is conceivable how they will bear the lightness of life after a person with great power retreats to the second line.Angrily, Li Xiaoyang came in.This somewhat comforted him.Maybe he doesn't mind if others don't enter his door, but if Li Xiaoyang doesn't enter his door, he will definitely feel very sad.Li Xiaoyang is a young reporter he is optimistic about. He originally planned to choose him as his assistant. Unexpectedly, the world was unpredictable, so Fang Xiaowei brought Ma Jie up.

When the two met, they exchanged a few pleasantries, and before they got to the point, it was almost time to get off work.Li Xiaoyang said that he would be the host at night to clean up for Hu Yang. Hu Yang said: "I'm afraid that the dirt that fell on my body will never be washed off, so I won't wash it off." Li Xiaoyang said: "Wait until the water is clear before washing, otherwise it will be clean." Hu Yang naturally understood the meaning of these words, so he jokingly said: "We are not afraid of turbid water, we can wash our feet." Li Xiaoyang said: "There are fish in turbid water, and some people can take advantage of the opportunity to fish in muddy water."

After chatting and laughing for a while, it was time to get off work, and the two of them left the radio station after everyone in the class had finished walking one after another. They chose a relatively quiet tavern, chose a more suitable small box, ordered a few small dishes, ordered a bottle of Tengger liquor, and chatted while eating.Recently, Li Xiaoyang's mood has been rather gloomy. He originally wanted to take advantage of Hu Yang's appreciation of him and become the deputy director of the FM station. Unexpectedly, Fang Xiaowei, who had occupied the magpie's nest, used his mistress Ma Jie.With the bursting of soap bubbles, his sweet dreams turned into angry bullets, but he couldn't find a target to fire, which made him feel restless.At this moment, facing Hu Yang, who was also in trouble, he really felt a little sympathetic.After drinking a few cups, Li Xiaoyang couldn't restrain his inner resentment, and criticized the current disadvantages of the radio station: "Now it's really evil, you can still mention what shouldn't be mentioned, and you can still enter what shouldn't be entered. The turtle bastards have flooded into the radio station. , I am ashamed to be with them. I want to change jobs, but I haven't found a suitable unit yet. I have no interest in working here at all. If nothing else, let's just talk about Ma Jie. What does she have? Competence, isn't it just that she has a better face, can make full use of her own resources, and she can go up as soon as she said it, and now she leads me in a blatant way, do you think it's irritating or not?"

Hu Yang took a sip of his wine and said: "The reality is like this. Some people achieve the Tao alone, and go to heaven. If you say you can do it, you can't do it. If you say you can't, you can't do it. interests, in fact, they put them in the back of their minds, and only think about their own interests. As long as these bastards are in power, you can't expect them to act fairly, and you can't expect them to reuse you. If you really want to squeeze Entering their circle, you must lose your true colors, lose your personality and self-esteem, and wag your tail around them like a spineless pug. Only in this way can you get what you expect, otherwise, just Your serious work attitude, based on your personal ability, if you want to be reused by them, it is almost a daydream."

Li Xiaoyang picked up the wine glass and said: "It is because we have not lost our personality and self-esteem that we were excluded by them. Then, they can make improper transactions and put their nepotism on the radio station." He clinked glasses , Finished the wine in the glass. Hu Yang asked: "How is the level of the people who came in this time?" Li Xiaoyang mentioned a lot of names, some of which Hu Yang knew, and some of which he had never heard of.In the end, Li Xiaoyang said: "I intentionally arranged interview tasks for the new recruits. Some of the manuscripts written by them are simply unbearable to read. Let alone measured by the standards of a reporter, they even have high school students in the liberal arts class. Such a person can be squeezed into a dignified news unit, but an excellent reporter like Xie Tingting is squeezed out, which shows how dark the deal is."

As soon as Hu Yang heard him mention Xie Tingting's name, his heart couldn't stop the pain. He couldn't help but grabbed the wine glass, touched Xiao Yang, poured his head into his mouth, and said, "Did Xie Tingting be fired by them?" Li Xiaoyang said: "I saw her on the day when the list was published, and she was going to find Fang Xiaowei to check her grades. I said, don't go to Fang Xiaowei, but go to Tian Zhenjun if you want to. According to Xie Tingting's strength, it is impossible for her to fail the exam. There is a reason, I suspect that Fang Xiaowei did something wrong, that’s why I asked her to go to Tian Zhenjun. I don’t know how Tian Zhenjun replied, anyway, since that day, Xie Tingting never came to the radio station again.”

Hu Yang said: "Why do you suspect that Fang Xiaowei did something wrong? Is there any basis?" Li Xiaoyang said: "One Saturday, I came to the radio station to work overtime. I saw Xu Jia going upstairs. I felt strange. She didn't come to the office. Why did she go upstairs? After a while, I didn't see her coming down, so I had an extra heart." , went upstairs to see, walked to the fourth floor, heard movement in Fang Xiaowei's office, listened carefully, and heard the sound from the pornographic video, felt bad, and immediately withdrew. Later, Xu Jia's name was listed In the front, Xie Tingting was brushed off, and I suspected that Fang Xiaowei might have tampered with this matter because he didn't get Xie Tingting's idea."

Hu Yang said: "This bastard is really despicable. Didn't he have an affair with Ma Jie? Why did he fall in love with Xu Jia again?" Xiao Yang said: "Old cows eat tender grass, no matter how beautiful Ma Jie is, she will never be able to catch up with Xu Jia's tenderness. Besides, Fang Xiaowei doesn't need to invest any capital, and he can achieve the goal of long-term exchange with a little bit of power in his hands. Like him What can't a person of this quality do?" Hu Yang scolded the beast again, picked up the wine glass, and poured it into his mouth.At this point, he understood everything.It must be that Xie Tingting rejected Fang Xiaowei's request, and Fang Xiaowei, who was so ashamed and angry, took the opportunity to push Xie Tingting out of the radio station in order to vent his personal anger.Although Xie Tingting held fast to her personality and dignity, held on to the most precious thing in her spiritual value, and did not sell herself to the rich and powerful as a commodity, she was hit mercilessly by reality. left the city.I don't know where she is at this moment?Walk alone on a strange street, or curl up in a corner of a private hotel and weep silently?He dared not imagine, but could not help imagining.Just in this kind of imagination, his heart ached as if being stabbed by a needle.

"Come on, let's drink!" Li Xiaoyang poured out the wine and raised his glass to invite him.Hu Yang raised his glass and drank it down. Gradually, both of them got a little drunk, and they showed their true nature more and more. Li Xiaoyang tilted his neck and said, "Damn it, we plant trees and let others pick peaches. How can there be such an unfair thing in the world?" Hu Yang said: "There are such unfair things in the world. It's hard to swallow, but you have to swallow it. The reality is like this. In some places, whoever has the right is Lao Tzu, and whoever It has the final say. In the face of power, the true nature of a person is lost, and a person is no longer a real person. If you want to be a real person, you have to pay a huge price. If you blur the person The concept of being a dog, maybe you can climb a few steps. This is the reality. Sometimes the reality is so cruel that people want to cry without tears.” Li Xiaoyang squinted and said: "Yes, it is so cruel that it makes people want to cry. Do you know? The FM station has not paid this month's salary." Hu Yang said, "Why?" Li Xiaoyang said angrily: "Because I lost money last month, I have no money, so I can't send it out." Hu Yang said: "When I left, didn't there be more than 400,000 yuan left in the account? Why is there no money?" Li Xiaoyang said: "The rest of your money was used by Fang Xiaowei to buy a car. In the past few months, the advertising revenue has been declining month by month. In August, it fell to 40,000 yuan. I don't know if I can keep 40,000 yuan this month. .If the development continues like this, the FM station may become obsolete someday.” Hu Yang was taken aback and said, "Is it so serious? When I was in business, the monthly income in the advertising off-season didn't drop below 70,000 to 80,000 yuan. How did they do it?" Li Xiaoyang sneered and said: "What's the matter? It takes a huge price to accomplish something, and it only takes a short while to destroy it. The reason is that simple. How can any of these people do business? Fang Xiaowei can't think of anything. It's his personal interests. He only wants to buy a car, get into his relationship, and have sex with women. How can he put work first? Everyone who comes in looks like a fool. How can the quality of the program not decline? Once the audience is lost, the advertisement It didn't work, and naturally no one came to advertise. This is an obvious reason. In addition to the "Midnight Warm" talk show, I found a few slogans as the content of the talk, and scared people away before the talk. Which advertisement Business partner with you? Ma Jieli, who is jealous with that Xu Jia all day long, spends her mind and energy on crooked ways, how can she have the energy to focus on work? Besides, even if she devotes 100% of her energy to work, can she How much energy is exerted. No matter how powerful the FM station is, it cannot withstand their tossing. Once it enters a vicious circle, it will be difficult to regain its glory." After hearing this, Hu Yang couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable.Think about how hard it was when I founded the FM station. I only had to apply for an advertising license registration certificate, and I didn’t know how many times I went to the industrial, commercial and taxation departments.In order to make the show a hit, he devoted his heart and sweat to almost every column and every manuscript.Unexpectedly, when the FM station was just running with great success and was seeking great development, he was put aside.In less than half a year, a good FM station couldn't even guarantee the wages of its employees. Thinking about it, it really hurt him a lot. He grabbed the wine glass involuntarily, took a sip and said: "From the very beginning, their purpose was impure. They didn't regard the FM station as a platform for doing business, but as a place to make money. It has become inevitable to destroy it. It’s a pity that more than 30 people have been killed. Once the unit collapses, what will these people do?” Li Xiaoyang said: "So, before the FM station completely collapses, I will sue them. Sometimes, the only way to deal with despicable people is that you are more despicable than him." Hu Yang said, "Sue them, do you have evidence?" Li Xiaoyang said: "Yes, why not? The FM station has become what it is now, and the employees' wages cannot be paid on time. This is the evidence. Tian Zhenjun has no morals, no talents, no education, no skills, and is a complete gangster in the officialdom. Fang Xiaowei acted recklessly, neglected his job, only cared about his own interests, but disregarded the interests of everyone else, used his power to engage in male-female relations, and turned a good unit into a mess. Isn’t this evidence? If such a person is allowed to continue to hold a leadership position In a small way, it will bring down this unit, and in a big way, it will seriously damage the image of the party in the eyes of the masses. Could it be that the municipal party committee and government will turn a blind eye and let it continue?" Hu Yang shook his head lightly and said: "Anyone who can reach this position, everyone has some background, big or small. If they don't give people a handle on major economic issues, but only rely on ability, level, life problems, etc. It is impossible to remove him because of the reason. Don’t say they ruined one unit, even if they ruined two or three, so what? The unit collapsed, they slapped their butts, and they went to the new unit and became the leader again , the victims will always be the masses, who will pursue this responsibility? Are there few such cases in reality?" Li Xiaoyang let out a long sigh: "Come on, let the water of the Canglang be clear, just wash my hat; if the water of the Canglang is turbid, just wash my feet!"