Chapter 37 Chapter Thirty-Seven

Xie Tingting never thought that Fang Xiaowei would be so shameless. As the leader of a news unit and the head of a dignified radio station, how could he be like this?In her imagination, the radio station should be a pure land of culture, a window for the dissemination of advanced culture, a position for publicizing the party's principles and policies, and a sacred palace for guiding people to educate people with correct public opinion.Here, there should be good scholars in talking and laughing, and there should be no white people in dealings, and there should be no despicable, dirty, dirty black transactions hidden.However, the cruel reality shattered her beautiful imagination.After she escaped from the ugly place with the signboard of the deputy director, she felt that her spirit was about to collapse.She couldn't believe it was true, she couldn't believe that there were such people and things in such a sacred place.

She picked up the book to review, but it was difficult to enter the state, she couldn't get rid of the shadows cast in her heart, so she had to find her good friend Sisi, and wanted to confide in her, trying to find some spiritual spirituality from her. comfort.They came to Century Square. The Century Square in the autumn night is extremely refreshing. The large-screen electronic projection is playing the National Football League A. The music fountain is changing with colorful colors and various beautiful patterns. I don’t know which manufacturer is holding a product promotion party on the rostrum. There is a burst of laughter. There was a burst of singing.The neon lights flicker high and low, far and near, and decorate the night of the square with festive colors.Tourists coming and going come and go from the square like rushing to a temple fair, which undoubtedly constitutes a bright spot of Yindu.

Wandering with Sisi on the stone steps in the lawn, Xie Tingting suddenly became more cheerful and relaxed.She even hesitated, is it necessary to confide in such a beautiful environment to Sisi about these messy things in the unit?Even if you want to talk, you should say something happy.Sisi thoughtfully chose a quieter teahouse, ordered two bottles of yogurt, and while drinking, cared like a big sister and said: "You asked me out, don't you have something to tell me? Tell me , I am not an outsider, so just tell me if you can trust me." When Xie Tingting heard it, her nose couldn't help but sore, she really wanted to fall into her arms and cry.However, this is not a place to indulge emotions after all. Tears swirled in her eyes a few times, and she finally controlled them from falling. She told Sisi the whole thing in one breath, and finally said: "In the past I always think that the news unit is a very sacred and elegant place. Now, I know that there are also dirty and dirty transactions here. The ruthless reality has defeated its beauty in my mind. A sense of purity and sanctity. Now, I am completely disappointed, almost to the point of despair. For such a unit, for such a boss, is it necessary for me to fight for it? Even if I win, in such a How do you work in such an environment?"

Sisi listened carefully, and after listening, she said: "Tingting, you are so cute. You are so pure, as pure as crystal glass, so transparent that it cannot be added. Your thoughts, your Knowing, still stay in the textbook, stay in the campus. Nowadays, which unit is not like this? Which leader can be as clear as a mirror? The radio station is not a vacuum, it will be polluted, even if you give up this You can find a piece of paradise that suits your growth? This is unrealistic and unscientific. People can only adapt to the environment, not let the environment adapt to you." Xie Tingting suddenly became excited: "I don't agree with your point of view. According to your point of view, I should adapt to the environment and throw myself into my arms, right? Although this has achieved my personal goal, it has betrayed me against my will. My own soul, my own personality, while catering to this ugly black trade, didn’t I also degenerate into a despicable and shameless villain? Didn’t I unintentionally become a participant and accomplice of the power and sex trade Is it? It’s better to be broken than to be whole. I just can’t get into the radio station, and I don’t do things that hurt my conscience or personality. Otherwise, I will spend my life carrying a heavy cross. What an incredible thing!"

Sisi said: "Why are you excited? Who asked you to sell your personality and conscience? You get excited before you understand what I mean. I let you adapt to the environment, not to let you throw yourself into my arms, nor to let you escape. Reality, but let you face reality, face it! Do you understand?" Xie Tingting said angrily: "I don't understand, tell me!" Sisi smiled generously, but said something else.Sisi said: "Our Feiteng Decoration Company used to have a female employee named Ding Ding. She was a very shrewd little girl, and also a master at negotiating business. She had created a lot of benefits for the company, and the company treated her well. Every time she negotiated a batch of business, she was given a lot of bonuses. Later, when she was discussing business, she met a head of a certain department in our city. This head spotted her and often invited her to eat and drink. Tintin did not refuse, In her words, if you don’t eat, you don’t eat for nothing, and if you eat, you will eat for free. If you call her, she will go as long as she is free. She can eat and drink, but she just doesn’t want to go to bed with him, and she has always hung on the appetite of the boss. Later, the boss agreed to arrange a formal job for her in a subordinate department and let her be his lover. Ding Ding also agreed, saying that as long as you make it a formal job for me, I will be free of any temporary employment. This The boss quickly solved her problem. On the day of official report, she took her boyfriend to the boss's house with a very expensive gift to reward him. Her boyfriend is tall and big, just like Ye It's not the same, the boss saw that Ding Ding's boyfriend was so fierce, and he didn't dare to do anything wrong again, so he had to be dumb and eat Coptis chinensis, which was unspeakable. Later, I joked, "Ding Ding, you are wicked enough, you have worked so hard Don't you feel guilty because you didn't agree to other people's conditions?' Guess what she said? She said, 'This is called fighting poison with fire. When dealing with despicable people, you have to be better than him. It's even more despicable. I did this to provide a counter-evidence. Nowadays, there are still people who stick to her personality and dignity, and there are still people who use another way to fight against corruption with wisdom. At the same time, let the leader in power Understand that although power can exchange for what he wants, it may not be exchanged for what he wants with everyone.'”

After Sisi finished speaking, it took a long time for Xie Tingting to say: "Unbelievable, really unbelievable. This Ding Ding is really amazing at what he does. If it were me, I would never be able to do it. Even if I was killed, I would not be able to do it. " Sisi said: "This is called the Great Thousand World, full of wonders. To be honest, I don't agree with her method of treating another person with her own way, but her behavior is more or less To some extent, it has given people a kind of enlightenment, that is, when you cannot get rid of the troubles you are facing, this is also an attitude, an attitude in life. It cannot be said to be positive, nor can it be said to be inactive, at least there is no escape. She first faced up to After its existence, it transcends its existence."

Xie Tingting looked at Sisi with probing eyes and said, "Are you inspiring me? Tell me to play that kind of game like Tintin did?" Sisi shook her head and said, "No, it's not. I just want to tell you through this incident that there is no absolute pure land, and it's useless to escape. You can either obey it and get used to it, or, You just fight. Ding Ding used her cleverness, or her wisdom, to engage in a game that violated the rules. Whether she adapts or fights, as a game of wisdom, she plays very successfully. Your character determines You will never be Tintin, you are you, you disdain that kind of game, and you can’t play that kind of game. But you can fight in other ways, review well, and pass the FM reporter with excellent grades. This It is an opportunity, and you must not give it up just because something happened. Giving up and escaping are both the actions of cowards, and they are the self-comfort of the weak."

Xie Tingting listened, nodding from time to time, she felt that maybe she was too simple, really too unsuited to the real environment, or what Sisi said was right, this is an opportunity, and she must not give it up.Thinking of this, I said: "I listen to you. From now on, I will readjust my mentality, forget everything that should be forgotten, devote myself to reviewing, and take the exam. I will pass it with excellent grades and use practical actions. A loud slap to the guy." Sisi hesitated for a moment and said, "Now is a critical period for you, and you must grasp it well. It's a pity that Hu Yang is not by your side. It would be great if he was. Tingting, do you think this is a good time? Why don't you just do it tomorrow?" Ask Ye Fei to bring Hu Yang back, maybe he can play a big role at this critical moment."

Xie Tingting shook her head slightly and said: "No, I really don't need to pick him up. Sisi, I think this is a fair competition. I don't need anyone to help me. I want to realize the value of life through my own efforts. If If someone comes to help, even if I do a small favor, I will be ashamed of this job and this sacred profession. In that case, I will never be at peace for the rest of my life. Sisi, thank you for your kindness, you just satisfy my self-esteem Bar." Sisi said: "But, Tingting, have you ever thought about it? Fang Xiaowei said that he has the ability to transfer you. Conversely, if he doesn't want to use you, he will transfer you even if you do well in the exam? Hu Yang Now, even if he is not allowed to help, he can always prevent others from doing bad things, so it will always be good for you, right?"

Xie Tingting said: "No, there are hundreds of people taking this exam, and it is a unified exam with unified marking. He can't do whatever he wants to do. Besides, he is not so wicked, really. In that case, can he still be regarded as a person? Besides, Hu Yang's current situation is not very good, and he has a strong personality. If he knows the whole story, can he spare Fang Xiaowei? If he can't help it, a Wouldn't making a fuss ruin his political future? I think I should deal with my own problems." Sisi said: "Tingting, you are so kind. If Hu Yang knew that you thought of him so much, it would be strange if he wasn't moved to tears."

Xie Tingting smiled and said: "So, we can't let him know about this matter. Letting him know is not good for him, but ruins him. Sisi, you must keep this secret for me. I will tell you today What I said was a whisper between our two sisters, and it must not be spoken to outsiders, including Ye Fei." Sisi smiled and said, "Don't worry."