Chapter 8 8. Angel

The city center of Seattle is not big, not as tense as New York. Most of the buildings have only four or five floors, the streets are clean, and the buildings are European-style.The towering trees on the street all have to look up.Pagoda-like cedars stand in the middle of the road, and each one is as tall and straight as the Christmas tree in Martin Place. Walking on the road is like walking in a dense virgin forest. There are towering trees on both sides of the road, and the front of the road is also lush and green. The ground is covered with golden pine needles. The whole city is reflected in the lake and mountains, looking gentle and elegant.

Jin Ranran chose to study at the University of Washington in Seattle for three reasons: one is the legend of Indians; the other is the city full of cafes;However, Jin Ranran doesn't like the winter rain in Seattle very much. Even though it is March, it still rains intermittently. Rainy days are the easiest to touch people's emotions. After Jin Ranran arrived in the United States, he made up his mind to forget Ding Nengtong. However, when a person is determined to forget something, in fact, you can't forget it. The more you want to forget, the more you will Missing, the loneliness of love gave her a bold idea, she wanted to go to Vancouver, Canada to meet Yixue.

Jin Ranran is a person who dares to think and act. She learned of Yixue's contact information through Liu Fengyun. At first, when Jin Ranran asked Liu Fengyun for Yixue's contact information, Liu Fengyun was very alert. She knew what Jin Ranran wanted to do when she saw Yixue. After repeated questioning by Liu Fengyun, Jin Ranran finally expressed his true thoughts. It turned out that when Jin Ranran came to Seattle alone, she discovered that love can shorten the distance between hearts. In the depths of the soul, love and loneliness are the same emotion. The deeper the love, the stronger the loneliness.It was the longing for love that strengthened the strong sense of loneliness in Jin Ranran's heart, and she suddenly understood Yixue's loneliness in love in a foreign country.

Jin Ranran has never believed that Yixue would have an affair because she knows Ding Nengtong too well. Yixue is a smart woman, and she will not be unaware of Luo Xiaomei and her love for Ding Nengtong. For a wife who lives in a foreign country, it is the most painful. Jin Ranran really wanted to know what happened to Yixue?Luo Xiaomei has been imprisoned for 20 years. Ding Nengtong has done his best for Luo Xiaomei, so why should he stay for 20 years for her abandoning his wife? What is Yixue's difficulty?It is said that love is selfish, is love really selfish? Jin Ranran thought about these issues for a long time, and she felt that it was because of her selfishness that neither she nor Luo Xiaomei got Ding Nengtong.If you love someone, why do you have to get him?Maybe Yixue thinks so!Jin Ranran suddenly felt that Yixue's love for Ding Nengtong was true love, pure love!is this real?Jin Ranran wanted to know the truth very much.

After Liu Fengyun learned of Jin Ranran's thoughts, she felt very relieved. Ran Ran has matured, and if Yixue and Ding Nengtong's divorce was really out of love, then Yixue paid too much. Liu Fengyun supported Jin Ranran to visit Yixue. She found out Yixue's contact information through her husband Zhou Yongnian, and Zhou Yongnian through Xin Zeyin, and told Jin Ranran.After Jin Ranran learned that Yixue lived in Vancouver's Chinatown, he resolutely called Yixue's home. When Yixue received Jin Ranran's call, she didn't speak for a long time. Later, Jin Ranran said that sister Liu Fengyun and Zhou Yongnian's brother-in-law specially asked her to go and see her, and Yixue reluctantly agreed.

After talking with Yixue, Jin Ranran was relieved. She used her spare time to carefully buy many gifts for Ding Nengtong's son. Early in the morning on the weekend, she had a hasty breakfast and drove her newly bought second-hand Honda to Canada. drive away. Along the way, Jin Ranran's mood was extremely contradictory and complicated. She felt that only the power of love could make a girl so courageous.This is the second time for Jin Ranran to drive to Canada. The first time was not long after arriving in Seattle, two mainland classmates invited her to go sightseeing in Canada on the weekend. Therefore, Jin Ranran is no stranger to the scenery along the way.

Although the scenery in Canada is picturesque, Jin Ranran's mind was not on admiring the scenery. She was worried about a problem along the way, what if Yixue admitted that she had indeed cheated on her?Jin Ranran didn't dare to think deeply about it, she felt that Yixue had no reason to have a romantic affair, because true love can make a woman loyal, not to mention that family and children are the last refuge of every woman? At this time, Jin Ranran's mind suddenly came to the poem of the poet Hipponac, a woman can only bring happiness to a man for two days: "The first day is when you marry her, and the second day is when you bury her." Jin Ranran secretly Scold: what a vicious poet!

Yixue never expected that Jin Ranran would call her. She learned from Xin Zeyin that Jin Ranran left Ding Nengtong to study in the United States.Yixue was so impressed with this girl named Jin Ranran that because of Jin Ranran's ectopic pregnancy, Yixue almost divorced Ding Nengtong.Up to now, Yixue still hasn't figured out whether this Jin Ranran's ectopic pregnancy has anything to do with Ding Nengtong?If it wasn't for her sister's persuasion back then, Yixue would never have let Jin Ranran go.But it is precisely because Yimei told a story about who is the most important person in her life that Yixue has a deep reflection on love and has a unique understanding.

The reason why Yixue insisted on quitting her job at Dongzhou TV Station and went to Canada with her son to study with her was not only dissatisfied with the domestic education, but more importantly, she wanted to test her love with Ding Nengtong.Because before going abroad, she had heard that besides a female college student named Jin Ranran, there was also a beautiful woman named Luo Xiaomei beside Ding Nengtong.Yixue doubts her place in Ding Nengtong's heart more and more.She thought, a long absence is better than a newlywed, maybe Ding Nengtong will wake up after being away for a while.

After Yixue arrived in Canada, she intentionally did not call Ding Nengtong for a long time. It was not until Ding Nengtong was implicated in the "Xiao Jia case" that Yixue became anxious. She wanted to fly back to Dongzhou to accompany Ding Nengtong, but Ding Nengtong refused because his son Too small and must be supervised. During those days, Yixue's heart felt as if it was being roasted by charcoal every day, but fortunately Ding Nengtong was soon released from the shuanggui.Yixue persuaded her husband to resign and come to Canada together, but Ding Nengtong refused, insisting on getting up wherever he fell down.It wasn't until Ding Neng was reinstated as an official that Yixue realized that Luo Xiaomei and Jin Ranran had always been in her heart for her husband, whom she had longed for day and night.

Yixue was angry and stopped calling Ding Nengtong after the quarrel on the phone. She regretted that she should not have come to Canada. She even thought that Ding Nengtong sent her and her son to Canada just to fool around with Luo Xiaomei and Jin Ranran . The more she thinks like this, the more paranoid she becomes, the more her heart aches, and the more her heart aches, the more she misses. The way Yixue relieves her heartache and miss is to buy clothes for Ding Nengtong, such as suits, ties, underwear, shoes, and even razors. After the things, as if Ding Nengtong used them every day, Yixue hung the suit and tie in the closet, put the shoes at the door, and put the razor in the bathroom. She felt that seeing these things every day was like being with her own. Husband lives together. However, Yixue soon discovered that this was different. The more she missed Ding Nengtong, the more she hated those two vixens. Yixue tortured herself like this every day, until Ding Nengtong suddenly appeared in front of him in order to give her a so-called surprise. .The men's accessories she bought for Ding Nengtong to pay tribute to the pain of missing her have become physical evidence that even if she jumped into the Yellow River, she can't explain it! Before Ding Nengtong signed the divorce agreement, Yixue burst into tears.After crying, she thought a lot. There is not even a minimum of trust between husband and wife. This kind of love is not worth mentioning. Besides, true love is not handcuffs turned into vows, but the freedom of trust.It seems that my love for Ding Nengtong in the past was too dictatorial, and I wanted to have his freedom, thinking that each other's abandonment of freedom is loyalty to love. Beautiful love does not make us selfish, but makes us kind and compassionate.If love doesn't turn the selfishness of two people into greatness, it's not true love.In fact, all women have the same thoughts, they all want the man they love to be a father, brother, brother, lover, bodyguard, attendant and close friend, but such a man does not exist.Yixue feels that her greed for her husband has ruined her love. If my love makes you feel like a cage, then I have no choice but to give you back the sky.what else can we do?Thinking of this, Yixue calmly signed the divorce agreement. Whenever thinking of these past events, Yixue's tears flowed down.It's been a long time since she heard from Ding Nengtong. The reason why she agreed to see Jin Ranran was to hear some news about Ding Nengtong from this uninvited guest. Just as Yixue was sitting alone in a Chinese restaurant in Vancouver's Chinatown wiping away tears, a crisp voice asked, "Is it Miss Yixue?" Yixue looked up, only to see the girl in front of her with a delicate face, melon seed-shaped face, long black eyelashes surrounded by expressive eyes with watery eyes, and short black shiny hair exuding lavender. The scent of the sun, the white neck is filled with the breath of sunshine, the slender figure supports the plump breasts, and the decent clothing outlines the lines of the whole body gracefully, standing like a green lotus.For some reason, Yixue looked at the girl in front of her with a sense of intimacy. "It's me, Jin Ranran, please sit down," Yixue said calmly, "It's been a long journey, what would you like to drink?" "Coke!" Jin Ranran said rudely, taking off his coat. The waiter served a glass of Coke, and Jin Ranran asked while drinking, "Sister Yixue, do you think I'm an unexpected guest?" Yixue smiled, "Are you hungry? What would you like to eat?" Yixue's atmosphere made Jin Ranran feel very comfortable. She fell in love with Yixue at first sight, and at the same time felt a little more sympathetic.No wonder, Jin Ranran thought to himself, a woman who can fall in love with Ding Nengtong must be an extraordinary woman, and she is an extraordinary woman, Jin Ranran thought confidently. "Sister Yixue, to tell you the truth, I haven't eaten Chinese food for a long time, I think about it very much, I want to eat everything, but what I want to eat the most is dumplings." Jin Ranran smiled unabashedly. Yixue ordered two dumplings and two plates of stir-fried vegetables, thinking, no wonder Ding Nengtong likes Jin Ranran, she is as pure as a drop of clear water, and as charming as a little fox, if she acts coquettishly, any man will probably love her Can't live. After a while, the dumplings and dishes were served. "Let's eat, let's chat while eating." Yixue was not in a hurry to ask Jin Ranran why she came, but said with concern like a big sister treating a little sister who has been reunited for a long time. "Sister Yixue, I can see that you still love Brother Tong, otherwise you wouldn't agree to see me!" Jin Ranran said straight to the point. "I can also see that you haven't given up on Ding Nengtong, but I don't understand why he let you study in the United States. Isn't he afraid of birds flying?" Yixue asked sarcastically. "Sister Yixue, in fact, the relationship between me and Brother Tong is not what you imagined. I love Brother Tong to death, but Brother Tong only regards me as his own sister. There is nothing between us. It's just brother and sister." Jin Ranran said frankly. "Then what's the matter with the ectopic pregnancy?" Yixue asked intently. "Actually, Brother Tong has been scapegoating me for this matter. Sister Yixue, without Brother Tong, I would not be where I am today. I love Brother Tong, so I want to save him. I saw this more clearly when I went to the United States. , between me, Luo Xiaomei, and you, Brother Tong actually loves only you. Now that Luo Xiaomei has been sentenced for twenty years, Brother Tong promises to wait for her. In fact, it is not love, but righteousness. Men are loyal for righteousness, and women are loyal. Loyalty out of love, Sister Yixue, you and Brother Tong love each other so deeply, why are you indulging in the pain of self-abuse and being abused?" Jin Ranran's words stung Yixue's heart, and the smile on her face seemed a little flustered, unexpectedly, the pain buried in her heart was seen through by this little girl who had never been married. A few words aroused Yixue's heart. The graceful and unyielding love for Ding Nengtong that has been suppressed all the time.She originally thought that the oath of love had long been roasted into fish fillets by anger, but she couldn't believe it, she convulsed after chewing lightly, could it be her fault?Wanting to avoid the water but kept soaking in the water, Yixue found that the land she found turned out to be a deep swamp. Her heart was disturbed by Jin Ranran, and the sword she had prepared turned into a weak olive branch. "Ran Ran, if you can't make the other person happy, no matter how deep your love is, it's useless. Although my marriage failed, I learned a truth through the failed marriage. No one belongs to anyone. The deepest relationship between a man and a woman My connection is love not possession. My mistake in the past was that I always thought that Ding Nengtong belonged to me. Now that I think about it, it is too naive. No one is mine, not even my beloved husband, but women are In this way, I clearly know that this kind of thinking is wrong, but there is nothing I can do. I can only watch the man I love go away. Now that I think about it, Ding Nengtong has the right to pursue his own happiness, the right to choose his own life, and the right to own himself. Of course, he also has the right not to love me, in fact, I never had him, and he never had me, this is probably the price of love." Yixue said sadly and helplessly, with tears in her eyes. Jin Ranran felt more and more that she was correct in her judgment that Yixue left Ding Nengtong because of love, and her sympathy for Yixue at the beginning spontaneously turned into respect. "Sister Yixue, then why did you wrong yourself to take the blame for Hong Xing's cheating?" "Actually, I almost had sex with my girlfriend!" Yixue said in a low voice. "Sister Yixue, what does 'almost' mean?" Jin Ranran asked curiously. "When I first arrived in Canada, my son's teacher John did chase me, but I didn't cheat. What Ding Nengtong needs is not love, but punishment. The best way to punish a man is to put a green hat on him!" Yi Snow smiled coldly. "Sister, you feel so miserable!" Jin Ranran said emotionally. "How is he recently?" Yi Xue couldn't help asking. "Two days ago, he went to see Sister Fengyun and said that he missed his son very much and missed him. By the way, how is Ding Yu?" Jin Ranran asked with concern. "Fortunately, I will start junior high school next year. In fact, Ding Yu misses his father very much. We have never told my son about our divorce." Yixue said dejectedly. "Sister Yixue, I can understand why you did this. I'm here to help you!" Jin Ranran said frankly. "How can you help me by studying in the United States?" Yixue smiled wryly. "Sister, remarry Brother Tong, shall I clear up the misunderstanding between you?" Jin Ranran said sincerely. "Ran Ran, you are still young, and you still don't understand the truth that water cannot be recovered." Yixue said melancholy. "Sister Yixue, you are too pessimistic. In fact, the water is not covered, it is just cold and frozen. We can just melt the ice." Jin Ranran said confidently. "How can two pieces of ice melt together?" Yixue asked pessimistically. "Sister Yixue, I am fire. Even if you and Brother Tong are iron, I will turn you into water." Jin Ranran said firmly. Yixue was moved, she never thought that the love rival she once hated was so cute.It was too lonely in Canada, and she didn't even have any friends. She found that Jin Ranran was like an elf. Not only could she be friends, she might even be an angel sent by God to her!Yixue's long-buried love for Ding Nengtong rose again. She felt that loneliness was not a matter of one person, and she was like a bunch of dead grass waiting to be burned.