Chapter 12 Six, love

My father once said to me, "One or two drinks, people eat wine, three liang of wine, and wine eats people." I didn't understand it for a long time, but now I understand.Li Guofan is very good at drinking, Zhang Guochang has diabetes and cannot drink, but he is very good at smoking.No matter who it is, as long as it is a human being, it will have weaknesses, which are like the seven inches of a snake.Zhang Guochang ate Avalokitesvara soil when he was young, but he did not save all living beings.Although he worshiped Buddha whenever he saw Buddha, he was still a gambler when he got up.

When Yang Na went abroad, I was bored and carefully studied the names of Li Guofan and Zhang Guochang. When I was on the job, I was so busy all day long that I didn’t have the time to think about it. It turns out that there is a Chinese character in the middle of their names. I checked the dictionary. "Fan" means a barrier. Judging from Li Guofan's ending, he is indeed a person who set up a barrier for the country.As for Zhang Guochang, although his name has the word "Guochang", how can such a person make the country prosperous.Both of these two people have a country in their name, but they are actually people without a country in their hearts.

After Zhang Guochang was shuanggui, Meng Lihua approached Li Guofan twice.She cried and said to Li Guofan: "Mayor Li, my family Guochang has been shuanggui. He entrusted me with a dream inside, saying that only Mayor Li can save him. He asked me to come to you, please save him." , you are the mayor of Dongzhou City, you must know his situation inside, tell me, I will not forget you. " Li Guofan made Meng Lihua cry so hard that his heart was bristling, and he said with a straight face: "This case was personally called by Comrade Lu Qing, Secretary of the Provincial Party Committee, and the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection was alarmed. I did not go to Macau to gamble, and there was no organization Let me go in to see Guochang, how do I know his situation inside, I can't help with this."

Meng Lihua immediately turned her face when she heard this, and she said coldly: "Okay, Li Guofan, let's wait and see. Don't think that I don't know that you wrote the anonymous letter. You are the one who caused Guochang to be here today. I don't believe you." After doing so many good things, I am not afraid of ghosts calling my door. From today on, I will be that ghost, and I don’t think you will go to hell.” After Meng Lihua left, Li Guofan was like a frightened bird, fidgeting restlessly. He faintly felt that he was self-defeating and would get himself burned.

Li Guofan has a lover who has been with him for more than ten years. He is very secretive, and not many people know about it.This is his most mysterious and obscure period of privacy. The lover is twenty-four years younger than him, named Chen Mei.Chen Mei met Li Guofan when he was the county magistrate, and Mei was a typist in the county office.Mei is beautiful and full of youthful vigor. It is said that she has signed up for the beauty pageant in the county and is the first name nominated by Li Guofan. At that time, when Li Guofan saw Mei for the first time, he was deeply attracted.Mei also turned from admiration to love for Li Guofan, and the feeling of being with Mei is wonderful. In Mei, Li Guofan has an inexhaustible thing in the body, which makes him feel happy spiritually.

Since meeting Mei, Li Guofan's soul has been attached to a specific body, and Mei has been worried about Li Guofan all day long.Chen Mei got divorced, and she did it for Li Guofan. However, Li Guofan did not dare to divorce, his career was on the rise, and he had to consider the political influence, even though he already had some disdain for his wife who was becoming more and more vulgar in front of him, fortunately, Mei allowed his soul and body to communicate. In the office, in the hotel room, in Mei's house, Li Guofan trembled, he just said I love you, said I love you like crazy, his voice was low, Mei liked to hear him use male Talking in a low voice, he imagined Mei as a chicken and a slut during sex. He liked this kind of love. Mei liked to listen to Li Guofan's swear words during sex.

Mei believes that love is immoral, but love must bear the measure of morality.Therefore, to find true love, you must break through the moral dam. Love is a destroyer of morality, and marriage is a maker of morality. However, the love between Li Guofan and Mei dare not accept moral evaluation. They are still weak in the face of morality. What Mei cares about is shame, and what Li Guofan thinks about is political life. They have become people on the edge of morality. It should be said that Mei's love is reckless, it is a love that will go on irresistibly once it starts, love itself is innocent, but this kind of love can only endure silently because it dare not accept moral evaluation, so Love is tragic from the very beginning.

Mei's love for Li Guofan is unreasonable. The kiss on the body warms the heart and makes people cry.This kind of love is quietly hurting another woman, which is Li Guofan's wife Lin Guihua. Lin Guihua was born in a small county town, her parents were simple workers, and Miao Honggen was upright, while Li Guofan's parents were both "petty bourgeois intellectuals" who were not in the right household. Li Guofan became a "stinky old nine" shortly after graduating from university. An enthusiastic old worker set up a bridge. Li Guofan finally met the unremarkable Lin Guihua, who was five years younger than him.

First love is neither salty nor light.At first, Lin Guihua's mother disagreed with her daughter's marriage. She is a "smelly old nine" and has historical problems in her family. How can her daughter enjoy herself if she marries him? Like Chen Mei, Lin Guihua was also attracted by Li Guofan at a glance. This tall and handsome man is the Prince Charming in her heart. Lin Guihua is immersed in the feeling of happiness. During his time with Lin Guihua, Li Guofan felt that Lin Guihua was very earthy and far from his ideal love, so he kept silent and deliberately distanced himself.

For Li Guofan, the Cultural Revolution was a day of despair every day. He lived because of despair, that is, living with death close at hand.Li Guofan hides all his wisdom, grotesque, domineering, and publicity in his heart, and his inner life is a surging river. Lin Guihua sensed from his silence that Li Guofan didn't love her, how could he not love herself?He climbed up on himself, Osmanthus's self-esteem was severely hit, and she chose to die without love, Osmanthus cut her wrist, and the blood became a surging river. Osmanthus fragrans was lying in the hospital, and it was Li Guofan who transfused blood for her.Li Guofan was suddenly moved. How many times can he meet a woman who is willing to die for herself?Lin Guihua's suicide caused an uproar in the whole county. Isn't it too crazy for a petty bourgeois "stinky old nine" to dare to abandon Miao Honggen's upright working-class daughter?

Li Guofan had another layer of pressure from public opinion. He suffered for a long time and held the wedding with guilt towards Lin Guihua.The two had been happy after they got married. They walked hand in hand through the wind and rain until Li Guofan met Chen Mei. Fearing that it would affect Li Guofan's political future, Chen Mei resigned resolutely.Since meeting Chen Mei, Li Guofan's official career has been prosperous. He has been promoted from the county magistrate to the deputy mayor, and then to the provincial director, assistant to the governor, deputy governor, and even the mayor of Dongzhou City.Mei is Wang Fuxiang. There is no love in the world that can replace love.Li Guofan believes that the kind of love with Lin Guihua that is not salty or light cannot be called love. True love must have a dialogue between the soul and the body, and there must be crazy lovemaking. People often confuse sexual desire for love. True love is inseparable from sex. Yes, but sex can be done without love. Li Guofan is not only getting more and more sophisticated in cheating, but also in the officialdom with ease.He thinks that Dongzhou is the best vehicle for him to realize his life value, and he thinks that he is born to be the leader.You don't need to look at other people's winks and act, you can run a powerful and unconstrained style, go alone, strategize, and make the most wise decisions. After arriving in Dongzhou, everything went smoothly, only Zhang Guochang made me feel like I had a heart disease. At first, I nominated Zhang Guochang as my assistant because he wanted to use it for me. I didn't expect this person to be scheming. He bowed his head and listened to his ears, but it always made people sleep restlessly.No wonder, if in addition to the top leader in the circle, there is also a comprehensive second-in-command as the secondary core, that leader will definitely not be able to sleep at night.Li Guofan felt that Zhang Guochang was like a ghost, staring at him at all times. Feeling bad is the start of a political struggle.Finally grasped the handle of Zhang Guochang's overseas gambling. I thought I could remove the thorn in my side, but I didn't expect that there would be ghosts calling every day.He thought, maybe a divorce can avoid the incident. Lin Guihua's quality is low, and she usually believes in God and God. If she divorces Lin Guihua for no reason, she will fight herself desperately.Divorce can only be outsmarted but not forced. Li Guofan asked his secretary Chen Jianxiang to visit a fortune-telling "master" in Beijing, and explained to the "master" in advance what to say.Lin Guihua not only believes in fortune telling, but also likes fortune telling. "Osmanthus fragrans, I know an expert fortune teller. This person often tells the fortunes of celebrities and politicians very accurately. Should we also ask him to do the fortune telling?" Li Guofan said to his wife. Lin Guihua agreed without thinking. Ever since she heard about her husband and Chen Mei, she really wanted to know if her husband could live with her forever. Chen Jianxiang accompanied Li Guofan and Lin Guihua to Beijing, and Li Guofan lived in the Presidential Suite of the Kunlun Hotel as usual.Chen Jianxiang invited the "Master". "The two of you are now in a bloodbath. If you can't divorce quickly, one of you will definitely die. If you divorce and remarry two months later, the disaster will be eliminated, and you will grow old together without incident." "Master" surprised Lin Guihua as soon as he opened his mouth. After returning from Beijing, Lin Guihua did not speak for three days. Later, she suddenly asked Li Guofan: "Is the master accurate?" "Why not? I think we should do as the master said and divorce the marriage." Li Guofan urged. "After the divorce, will you marry Chen Mei?" Lin Guihua asked suspiciously. "Heavenly conscience, how could I make fun of my image as mayor?" Li Guofan swore and stomped his feet. Poor Lin Guihua, she doesn't know that today, even lies are no longer true.Li Guofan was afraid that Lin Guihua would change his mind, so he agreed with her not to tell the old man, let alone outsiders, and quietly remarried after two months.Li Guofan left all the property of the family to Lin Guihua, and left the house by himself.In this way, a couple in need got divorced. Lin Guihua is so kind, she doesn't know that the man she loves with her life is directing the farce of Jin Chan's escape.In order to deceive others, Lin Guihua is still on call when Li Guofan has political needs. I only found out that Li Guofan divorced Lin Guihua after he married Chen Mei.The news was notified by Meng Lihua to me by phone. "Lei Mo, let me tell you," Meng Lihua said excitedly, "Li Guofan has taken the bait, he can't sit still, he's jumping over the wall. He wants to get out of his shell, but there's no way!" The wedding between Li Guofan and Chen Mei was held in Xizhou City. It was very low-key, with only a few friends present.Li Guofan didn't think there was any disgrace in marrying Mei, who was 24 years younger than him, but he was afraid that the public opinion would not be able to bear the pressure of the incident.Even the members of the provincial and municipal committees don't know. Chen Mei was extremely happy.In the new house, the bright red characters for happiness and the gentle candlelight reflected Li Guofan and Chen Mei, their eyes were full of tenderness. "Guofan, for this moment, I have waited for you for ten years. Do you know how I got here? Whenever the night is quiet, loneliness and more of longing will climb into my heart. I am only accompanied by my own tears." Chen Mei shed tears of happiness as she spoke. "Mei, I know, it's really not easy for you, you have paid too much for me, and you have endured too much!" Li Guofan hugged Mei excitedly and said, "It's all right now, you are my wife, and we will finally marry each other." Get married, and I will treat you kindly forever!" Chen Mei still couldn't believe it, "Guofan, aren't we dreaming?" "Silly girl, it's true. Our love finally has a destination, and it will never wander again." "I always feel like I'm dreaming. Guofan, I don't want anything but love. I hope that I can still be the same as before. I hope to live an ordinary life with you." "Anyway, you are the mayor's wife after all." Li Guofan said with some pride. "I can be a good wife, but I can't be the mayor's wife." Chen Mei said softly. Li Guofan smiled. He knew that Mei had always been dependent on others, and few women who depended on others were willing to live an ordinary life. The bitter love between Mei and himself was not ordinary.His greatest wish is to love her, pamper her, and spoil her, which is also his own pleasure.Lin Guihua did not expect that within a month of the divorce, Li Guofan would marry Chen Mei. She had a premonition before the divorce, but she did not expect that Li Guofan would dare to destroy his future for Mei. Lin Guihua suddenly realized that this was a premeditated trap by Li Guofan. His secretary and driver knew it, but she was the only one kept in the dark.She was going mad with anger, she rioted in the city hall, crying about her misfortune, berating the ungrateful husband, and calling May a stinky whore. In those days, Meng Lihua was very happy. She called me every day, saying that Li Guofan's prestige in Dongzhou City had been discredited, and even the taxi driver scolded him for not being a thing.