Chapter 98 The most unwilling to recall the past

I drank a few jars of wine in the evening, and I was a little drunk. I remembered many past events, sometimes crying and sometimes laughing.I don't know whether to cry myself or laugh at this world. I think of Li Da, he is my elder brother, cowardly by nature, never causing trouble, when he was a child he used to catch sparrows behind my back, that is the happiest memory of my childhood.When I had no place to stay in Jiangzhou, he also led the government to arrest me. This is the last thing I want to recall. At that time, I was resting on the kang, I didn't believe he would sue the government, thinking he was just scaring me.But he really went and brought people here himself. I don't know why he was so cruel.I ran away through the window, leaving behind a large ingot of silver.Sure enough, he didn't come after him, maybe our brotherhood is only worth a piece of silver.

I remembered the story Yan Qing told. In order to fight for the throne, Li Shimin, the king of the Tang Dynasty, and the prince Li Jiancheng fought openly and secretly. Beheaded, and finally forced his father to abdicate.With a vicious heart and cruel methods, it can be said that there is no family affection at all. There are too many disputes in this world, there were in the past, there are now, and there will be in the future.Because people are selfish, feelings are unreliable.In history, there are too many couples who separated, father and son became enemies, and brothers turned against each other.Perhaps as the old saying goes, there is no eternal friendship in the world, only eternal interests.In the face of interests, people can really deny their relatives.

Later I approached Li Da again, trying to humiliate him.Surprisingly, he didn't feel guilty at all, but was full of anger, saying that I fought every day when I was a child, and I often got him involved in lawsuits, suffered countless crimes, suffered countless hardships, and kept making trouble for him. He should be apologetic.I was speechless, thought for a long time, and left him another ingot of silver.He asked me back, is the love between us brothers worth a piece of silver?I had to save another ingot! Later I thought, if Li Shimin didn't kill Li Jiancheng, I'm afraid Li Jiancheng would kill Li Shimin too.Everyone is calculating others, and in the fear of being calculated by others, everyone will eventually do things from the most self-interested point of view.When life is at stake, everyone will be like this: I would rather let the people of the world fail me than let the people of the world fail me.

I suddenly had another understanding of feelings, and another understanding of loyalty and betrayal.Never complain about others, don't criticize others, let alone think how wronged you are.People are mutual; if you are ruthless, others must be ungrateful; if you are deeply affectionate, others must be serious.Sometimes you just stare at other people's butts and forget about your own tail. People, always only remember the bad of others, and selectively forget the good of others; only remember the good of others, but selectively forget the bad of others.All the strife and pain stem from this.