Chapter 22 Chapter Twenty Two

After Shuang Geng stuffed the last mouthful of chewed cornmeal pancakes into the mouth of his second son, Mo'er, he hurriedly moved his eyes away from his son's face.He knew that after the child swallowed this mouthful, he would still fix his big black eyes on him, hoping to have another mouthful.Mo'er is not full!He didn't dare to look into his son's eyes, the two swaying pupils seemed to clearly say: Dad, I still want to eat, why don't you feed me?But it is true that I can’t feed it any more. The remaining half of the cornmeal pancake is my son’s dry food tomorrow morning, so I can’t finish it in one meal.Mo'er, just like that, you are already in a better situation than many rural children!He stood up and paced outside with his son in his arms. Mo'er raised her little hand and kept scratching his chin. He knew what the intention was, but he stopped looking at it sadly.Alas, it has come to this point to watch my son starve.Do evil: Do evil!At this moment, he recalled last year's autumn harvest when he led people to the countryside to guide farmers to build fake grain stockpiles for the superiors to visit. He felt a sharp pain in his heart, and hurriedly pressed his chest with one hand.Ever since I came back from the country that time, my heart hurts whenever I think about it.When the county-wide famine broke out and people starved to death, Shuang Geng became more and more tormented by this guilt. As the director of the Agriculture Bureau, instead of trying to guide the farmers to develop production correctly, you asked them to do so. Is it not a crime to deceive the country by making falsehoods, so that there is no grain in their houses and no rice in the pots, so that those who grow grain die of hunger?What sin is greater than this?You are responsible for those starving to death!Responsible! ...

He staggered holding Mo'er and walked inward, wanting to put the child next to the concubine, and then go to see Huaibao.Ever since he heard that Huaibao had been arrested, the self-blame in his heart became more and more severe.No, Huaibao cannot be blamed for all these responsibilities. It is me, the director of the Agriculture Bureau, who does the specific work. ", report to the central leadership, maybe the food shortage in this county will not be as serious as it is today, or this situation will not happen at all, I should be responsible!Besides, Huaibao transferred you to the county in the first place to let you help him do a good job. Now he is locked up, but you, a capable helper, live a free life outside. What kind of help is this?You should let him go, take all the responsibilities, don't destroy him because of this, you can't destroy him...

Mistress is still lethargic. A few days ago, she tried to steam cakes by mixing some willow leaves pulled from trees into corn cakes, in order to prolong the eating time of the pitifully small amount of rations. After steaming, she Eat it first, I don't know if it's the wrong washing method or something, she has diarrhea after eating, and her whole body is so soft that she has no strength at all, and she has been lying on the bed and lethargic for the past two days.As soon as Mo'er fell asleep next to her mother, she turned over habitually and skillfully, and lifted her mother's skirt with her hands, humming and put her mouth on her mother's nipple.Mo'er, let mom rest.Shuang Geng pulled the nipple out of his son's mouth, looking at the yellow and thin face and the soft and drooping tits, he was so distressed that he really didn't want his son to suck her again.Let him eat it.The son's fondling and the husband's voice woke up the mistress from her lethargy, and she stuffed the nipple into her son's mouth again.

Suddenly there was the hurried footsteps of several people in the yard. Shuang Geng, who was silently looking at his wife and children, turned around and looked out. He saw Deputy Commissioner Dai and some strangers entering the yard. He hurried out to say hello: Yes! The old leader is here, please come in quickly.Dai Huazhang's Foot Doesn't Move His Words has great theoretical and independent scientific significance.Lenin pointed out that this only asked coldly: Have you eaten dinner yet?have eaten.Shuang Geng felt that the atmosphere was not right, and was a little surprised.What do you eat?The voice was terribly cold.Shuang Geng originally wanted to say that what he ate was boiled sweet potato leaves, but after thinking about it, he still has the face to cry to the leader?The answer: cornmeal porridge.Do you know what the common people eat?There was ferocity in Dai Huazhang's eyes.Damn it, after the autumn harvest last year, were you the one who went to the Liuzhen Commune to instruct people to stockpile fake grain?At this moment, Shuang Geng understood Deputy Commissioner Dai's purpose, lowered his head and answered: Yes.

What are you doing that for, to starve the people there? A huge grievance welled up in Shuang Geng's heart, making him a little angry: Deputy Commissioner Dai, you can't say that! What's the matter, do you think Lao Tzu's words are not pleasant?Dai Huazhang gritted his teeth and took a step towards Shuang Geng. Do you know what the purpose of the revolution was for the common people to live a better life!But you let so many people starve to death, I should shoot you now! kill it!I don't want to live anymore!The guilt, grievance and irritability accumulated in Shuang Geng's heart made him open his mouth to call out this sentence.

This sentence completely irritated Dai Huazhang who was already annoyed: Damn, do you think I dare not kill you?I'm going to blame this commissioner for being inappropriate today, and I'm going to kill you for telling lies and harming the people!While talking, he suddenly reached out to draw the pistol from the waist of the accompanying guard, and the guard held down the holster firmly and refused to release it, and at the same time shouted to the other attendants: "Take Shuang Geng away!" ...