Chapter 5 Section five

That word grew out of his heart. The word started out as a small bud, a vague concept, a color and a sound, and then, over time, it grew into a tree. When that word came out of his lips, even he was startled?He didn't expect that word to grow in his heart all the time... Originally, Li Jinkui sent Hongye out. On the village road, both of them walked silently, neither of them said a word. When they left the village, Li Hongye said, "I know you don't want to send me off, huh?" Li Jinkui smiled, no language.Li Hongye said: "If you don't want to see me off, you can go back." Then, she pushed the cart forward alone, and Li Jinkui followed.Li Hongye glanced back at him and said angrily, "You, you..." It was very cold and there was no one on the road. When she saw a grass hut by the road, she blushed and said, "Sit for a while." Right?" As he spoke, he walked towards the lonely hermitage.The grass hut was left over from the summer, and the ground was still covered with yellowed wheat straw. Li Hongye entered the hut boldly. She first took out a handkerchief from her pocket and spread it on the wheat straw. Spread a handkerchief beside her, and said, "Sit down." Li Jinkui stood there, staring at her in a daze... Li Hongye blushed, and said, "Sit down, old man!" What are you doing to me..." At this moment, Li Jinkui suddenly felt a puff of smoke in his heart, and the word shot out like a bullet:

"Take off!" The word "off" came too fast, too fast, and too suddenly, it shot a red mist on Li Hongye's heart!She couldn't help but trembled, her whole body went limp for a moment, and she exclaimed in amazement: "You, you...?!" Li Jinkui was also stunned.His head "boomed", as if it was blown up?The words were out of his mouth, he didn't know what to do, he just stood there in a daze... After a while, it was Li Hongye who woke up first. She blushed and whispered in a mosquito-like voice: "Li Jinkui, you are such a rascal..."

Li Jinkui stood there, silent... Li Hongye blushed like a blooming flower. She looked at her and said softly, "What? Are you angry? You, you..." She closed her eyes slightly and began to unbutton her button. While buttoning the buttons, he murmured to him: "Do you really want to see it? If you really want to see it, you can just watch it..." Then, she took off the coat she was wearing, and bravely put on her underwear layer by layer. They hugged each other layer by layer, and suddenly, two white rabbit-like breasts popped out, how white they are!On those white tips, there are two crystal clear purple grapes!

Li Jinkui's eyes were "white and bright"!He rushed forward, first grabbed her two breasts with both hands, the softness splashed into his heart like hot oil, he buried his head eagerly, and subconsciously grabbed her breasts with his mouth The bouncy and soft purple grapes grabbed this one, and then went to pick that one up...the two immediately burned into a ball of flames!Li Hongye hugged him tightly, uttering a series of intermittent Yanyu: "You, you..." By this time, Li Jinkui was already dizzy, and he subconsciously went to untie her belt. He had never worn a belt before, he didn't know how to untie it, he just pulled it hard... After a long time, when he finally opened the belt buckle, he saw Li Hongye's face was covered with tears... Li Jinkui was stunned After a while, the hand slowly loosened.After a while, Li Hongye opened her eyes and said with tears, "If you really want it, I'll give it to you. I can give you anything..." Then, she reached out and took off the clothes on her lower body, and put The whole body was exposed in front of his eyes... But when she did this, her body began to tremble. Her whole body trembled like a leaf in the cold wind. At this moment, her body was icy cold. !

Li Jinkui said, "You're shaking." Li Hongye said: "I, I tremble..." Li Jinkui looked at her steadily and said, "You're shaking." Li Hongye lowered her head and murmured, "I... am a little scared." Li Jinkui stood up, gritted his teeth and said, "I'm poor, I'm wild. But I won't spoil you. If you don't want to, I won't spoil you." Li Hongye looked at him and whispered, "I'm just a little scared..." Li Jinkui threw the clothes on her and said, "Put on your clothes." Sitting there, Li Hongye shed tears while wearing her clothes and said, "You are bad, you are too bad..."

Li Jinkui glanced outside the hermitage and said, "Let's go." Li Hongye was still sitting there, murmuring: "I can't get up, I can't get up..." Li Jinkui was startled, turned his head quickly and said, "You...are sick?!" Li Hongye stretched out a hand and said, "I am soft, my body is soft." Li Jinkui asked again: "Are you sick?" Li Hongye said: "Hold me, hug me..." On the way back to the city, Li Hongye kept crying silently.Li Jinkui said: "Why are you crying? I didn't hurt you?" But she didn't say a word, just shed tears silently.To the edge of the city.When he reached the edge of the city, Li Jinkui stopped and said, "I won't see you off, you can go back." When he said this, Li Hongye also stopped.Li Jinkui said again: "It's getting late, let's go back!" Then he turned his head and left.Unexpectedly, Li Hongye came back and followed him... After walking for a while, Li Jinkui stopped and said, "Okay, I'll give you another section." I'll send you off, it will be dark soon.Finally, under a street lamp in the county town, he said, "I'll just stand here and watch you go." After entering the city, Li Hongye no longer shed tears.She stood there, looked at him and said, "I watch you go." Li Jinkui said, "You go. If you don't go, I'll just stand here all night!" Li Hongye lowered her head , without saying a word.After a while, she said, "Let me ask you, why did you give me so many handkerchiefs?" Li Jinkui said, "I don't know what to give. I just don't want to owe you much." Li Hongye said, "You already owe me I'll make you owe me your whole life!" After she finished speaking, she turned around and got on the bike and drove away.

During that winter vacation, that word became a golden bean in Li Jinkui's eyes.That's just one word. Wow, the use of one word has produced such a huge conquest!That's the headmaster's daughter, that's... how much!Sometimes, he would jump up excitedly and say to a tree: The word "off" really has an endless aftertaste.He read something new in that word, something he had never experienced before.He recalled the stories that happened in the hermitage like replaying a movie. He read it backwards bit by bit. In his mind, the picture was moving button by button, which was very exciting!Under the oil lamp, in the barn where my grandfather lived, when the old man raised his trousers and asked him, "Have you pinched the flowers?" He felt that he had matured all of a sudden, and he understood the words of his grandfather.He didn't say anything, just smiled, very confidently.

I'm afraid it's after seeing the red X.Not long after school started, he saw a notice at the school gate.On that notice, he saw a string of eye-catching red Xs!The red X stood in front of his eyes like a bomb.On it was the name of "So-and-so" with a string of red Xs on it, that was a rapist who was shot... He stood in front of that notice for a long, long time, as if he was stupid, He didn't know how he walked back, he just felt a chill down his spine!He said in his heart: Li Jinkui, Li Jinkui, you almost ruined you! In a period of time, Li Hongye and Li Jinkui became strangers again.The two were still sitting in the same classroom, as usual, ignoring each other.But there was a subtle change in the hearts of the two of them.Li Hongye was more shy. She didn't even dare to look at him. She blushed when she saw him, and bit her lips when she saw him. However, she changed her clothes frequently. The posture of a growing woman... But Li Jinkui deliberately avoids it, and that avoidance is the fear caused by the rear fear.That gaze was still cold, but there was a little more "thief" in the coldness, and a little more defense.He talked less, but surprisingly, his stuttering problem was better. He just stuttered a little when he said every word, and it came naturally.Later, he began to appear more often on the playground, among a group of students, and only since he defeated "Feng Dazui" has he become the backbone of the country students.

The weather is hot as soon as it is said. This summer, the weather is a little abnormally hot, and there is an indescribable smell in the air.Suddenly one day, after sleeping overnight, Li Jinkui woke up in the morning and found big-character posters everywhere on the campus!There are big-character posters all over the wall... What is even more surprising is that the name of the principal Li Zhiyao is written upside down, with three dazzling red Xs on it!Everything happened so suddenly that people didn't even have time to think about it.This morning, class went as usual. After the bell rang, the campus was surprisingly quiet. The teachers all sullenly looked nervous. In the classroom, Li Jinkui found that Li Hongye was lying on the table. I didn't raise my head all the time, just lying on my stomach so silently... In the second class, I only heard the sound of "coaxing" in the campus, and the students looked out one after another, and some even ran out of the classroom... At this time, only Seeing a group of young teachers shouting something, the principal Li Zhiyao was dragged to the open space in front of the classroom. The principal struggled to get up, but still said seriously: "What are you doing? What do you want to do?" But suddenly, his glasses were knocked off Yes, followed by a bucket of paste poured down!The headmaster, who had always been aloof, suddenly turned pale, and he just hung his head like a drowned rat... From then on, the bell on the campus never rang again.

Those were days that were both exciting and unsettling.The school is closed, and the students in the city are very excited!The students from the countryside were extremely depressed.Li Jinkui said in his heart: It's over, it's over, the future is over!In the chaos, some rural students packed up their bags and went home, and those who stayed behind just followed the students in the city to make a fool of themselves. "Feng Dazui" turned out to be the commander of the students overnight... So, Li Jinkui resolutely rolled up his bedding and moved to a scrap shop. This decision was very painful for Li Jinkui, and it was another choice in his life.That is to say, he will cut off the connection with his hometown, and he will never go back after his future is hopeless.This is a spiritual exile, but also an emotional betrayal. His heart is getting farther and farther away from the old Dalizhuang Village. There is no hope for the future and no hope for turning back!From then on, he wanted to drift by himself. He put two bottles of good wine in front of Uncle Wai, and said, "Uncle Wai, please say something." Uncle Wai squinted at him, and said, "Student , would you like to be a junk collector?" Li Jinkui said, "As long as you want me." Uncle Wai bit the lid of the wine bottle with his teeth, poured half a bowl of wine for each of them, and said happily, "After drinking this bowl of wine, I I'll accept you!" So Li Jinkui picked up the wine and poured it down his throat. After drinking the wine, he burst into tears and said, "I'm at a loss, I'm at a loss! I'm the number one! name!"

In his opinion, there is no other way to collect trash in the city.The heart hurts, and the pain burns out the hatred in the eyes, but it is hard to tell what the hatred is.Whenever he was walking on the street, he couldn't help gritting his teeth, trying to avoid acquaintances and walking without saying a word.He suffocated his hatred so much that he almost turned himself into a silent gunpowder pot!Compared with the day, his night is richer day by day.The junk shop received more and more books, most of them were "four olds", and he spent all night in these "four olds"... It was these nights that vented his suppressed emotions . In the following days, Li Jinkui always thought of those nights.Those nights were to him a shuddering pleasure, a snail-like stretch; a rest in life, with no purpose and no special need to remember.This is a kind of spiritual theft, picking forbidden fruits at will. He just rolled in the pile of collected "four olds", curled up, and turned over the books one by one. The joy of stealing cannot be expressed in words. of.Until one day, the closed door panel was suddenly slapped. It was a drizzling night, the door panel rang twice, and then twice again. At this moment, his heart was already in his throat. In his eyes, he yelled in horror: "Who?!" There was no answer from outside the door... In his haste, he threw the book he was reading into the pile of waste paper with a "swish", and then jumped to the door. He got up, walked a few steps to the door, and shouted again: "Who is it?" Still no one answered.So, he opened the door suspiciously, and at this moment, a black shadow squeezed in quickly, that shadow trembling with a swish of cold air.He quickly understood that it was Li Hongye!Li Hongye seemed to be a different person, with her head covered and her face haggard; she said with trembling lips, "Li Jinkui, please save my father! He is about to be beaten to death!" Weeping loudly.Standing there, Li Jinkui's body turned cold!He said dumbly: "How...rescue?" Li Hongye sobbed and said: "He is locked in the small building of the school..." After that, there was nothing to say, no one spoke, only looked at him little by little. For a moment, Li Jinkui said: "You let me think about it, I have to think about it." Li Hongye glanced at him and said, "If you are afraid of being implicated..." Before she could say anything, After finishing, Li Jinkui interrupted bluntly: "You...you have to let me think about it!" After Li Hongye left, Li Jinkui picked up a hemp rope from the ground for binding waste.He held the hemp rope in his hand and looked at it over and over. The rope passed through his hand one by one, feeling numb.Later, he shrunk the hemp rope into a loop and put it around his neck, thinking, fuck, do I owe her?This is pushing me into the kang! The next night, Li Hongye came again.She asked silently: "Have you thought about it?" Li Jinkui said: "Think, think about it. I thought about it, and I really owe you." Li Hongye said: "Don't say that, just say it, you I can give you anything you want." Li Jinkui smiled and said, "I, I'm a rag..." Li Hongye said with tears, "Are you trying to insult me? It's time like this, You still want to insult me?" Li Jinkui said: "I didn't mean that, and you know that, I didn't mean that." Li Hongye said: "Then what do you mean, are you going or not?" He said: "You Look, are you pushing me into the fire pit?" She just looked at him straight, and after a long time, she said: "I misjudged the person, I really misjudged the person." As she spoke, she burst into tears With a face full of tears, he turned his head and was about to leave.Li Jinkui stepped forward and grabbed him, then pulled him back.Li Hongye struggled vigorously: "What do you want to do?" He still held her tight, and said as he walked, "I'm a rabbit. You know, I'm a rabbit..." Abducted the waste In the pile of papers, among the stacks of old sacks, Li Hongye suddenly discovered that her father was lying in a pile of old sacks!Li Hongye's mouth opened wide immediately, and she said with sorrow and joy: "You! Why..." Immediately afterwards, Li Hongye called out: "Father..." Li Jinkui immediately said: "He has fallen asleep. You Let him sleep, he said he hasn't had a full night's sleep for half a month." Li Hongye looked at her father silently, and then quietly backed out. She looked at him and excitedly said to him: "Are you Why..." Li Jinkui took off half of the clothes on his body, exposing the bloodshot rope marks on his back, and said, "I carried your father out. I don't owe you, do I?" Li Hongye He looked at him silently for a while, then said softly, "Is it here?" Li Jinkui said, "What, what are you talking about?" Li Hongye was silent, and she started to unbutton the clothes one by one Open... At this time, Li Jinkui stepped forward, grabbed her, and said firmly, "You owe me now." Li Hongye said, "Yes. I owe you." Saying that, she was about to take off her clothes. ...Li Jinkui said decisively: "No. You don't. I'm willing to let you owe it." Li Hongye said: "You...why are you like this?" Li Jinkui said: "I am like this. You owe it."