Chapter 3 3 embarrassing encounters

In order to avoid the tense atmosphere, Shaoping and I got up and walked slowly towards the front yard. I tried my best to say some irrelevant things to fill the scene, but he remained silent. When Shao Ping helped the patient beside him pick up the toy, he suddenly said, "Sorry." Then he looked back at me slowly.This "sorry" is too precious and has too much connotation. I understand what he wants to express, and I almost lost control and wanted to hug him tightly. While trying to suppress his impulsive emotions, a figure suddenly appeared in front of him, Huang Zijie? "You've been here for so long, I thought you...huh?" Before Huang Zijie finished speaking, he saw Shao Ping next to me and nodded to him, as if greeting him.

Unable to react for a while, Shao Ping nodded and smiled and looked at me. This situation really gave me a headache.How can I explain Huang Zijie's identity to Shao Ping?How can I explain Shao Ping's identity to Huang Zijie?It will only get darker and darker.God, it's only been less than ten seconds, my hesitation has already made me surrender, whatever... "Hello, my name is Huang Zijie, Xiaohua's driver. Her motorcycle was ridden away by a monster, and she begged me to bring her here——" Huh?Very surprised by the way Huang Zijie introduced himself.He didn't want to put me in a dilemma. A few jokes not only relieved Shaoping's doubts, but also took advantage of me as if punishing me.

"Hello, Chen Shaoping." Shaoping introduced himself, and reached out his hand to Huang Zijie to express his kindness. He was always quiet and remained the same. Suddenly we heard someone shouting in the nursing home, and our eyes fell on the nurse who ran out to find Shaoping.Shao Ping nervously rushed into the canteen of the nursing home, where Xiao Ru was. A figure curled up in a corner and seemed to be muttering to himself. "Blood...blood, I'm bleeding." Xiao Ru's whole body of white clothes was irregularly dyed orange red, covered with the sauce of crushed tomatoes and strawberries.I almost cried when I saw the sight in front of me.

"Xiao Ru? Come, I'm Shaoping." Shao Ping squatted forward in front of Xiao Ru and gently reached out his hand to hold her hand, but Xiao Ru grabbed her hand in fright, trying to escape, unable to recognize anyone. Shao Ping hugged Xiao Ru, who was scratching and punching, and hugged him tightly. Although Xiao Ru left a few clear scratches on his face, he just frowned slightly and gently patted Xiao Ru's cheeks. Back, and said in a gentle voice: "That's not blood, it's okay, it's okay, baby, it's okay." "Shaoping, Shaoping..." Xiaoru kept shouting, her voice became smaller and smaller, and finally she was calmed down.

I was shocked, and only now did I realize that we are not who we were two years ago, and everything is different.Since I can't look back if I miss it, I've come a long way. Huang Zijie put his hands lightly on my shoulders, as if to calm my emotions, I looked back at his silent gentleness and then looked at my arms in puzzlement, it turned out that I had been trembling. After Shaoping took care of Xiaoru to take a nap, he sent Huang Zijie and me to the gate of the nursing home. "You guys talk for a while, I'll bring the car over." After Huang Zijie finished speaking, he went outside first, leaving Shaoping and me behind.

After a long silence, I finally couldn't help reaching out and touching the scratch marks on Shaoping's face. He looked at me fixedly and didn't speak.For maybe the last time, I want to get a good look at him and say goodbye to him.While the current self is still living under the moral norms, I will force myself to withdraw completely, just like two years ago. What is Shaoping thinking?I don't know, because I already know my weakness, so I don't look directly into his talking eyes.Stare at the wound when the wound is bleeding profusely, so that I will remember the existence of Xiaoru, huh?Before I could react, Shaoping hugged me into his arms.I closed my eyes without struggling to hold back the tears, and gently hugged this quiet ex-lover.

I don’t know how long it took me to hug him, I gently separated Shaoping, looked up with tears in my eyes and wanted to tell him that I would be fine, but I couldn’t say anything, I could only smile very hard, he know what i mean. "You are very strong, Xiaoru can't live without me." Shaoping said these words slowly, and I suddenly remembered that Ah Wen's comment to me that night was also "You are very strong".I subconsciously smiled wryly for no reason, Shao Ping, another kind-hearted angel who used not very clever means to tell people that angels understand human beings.

"Oh, goodbye then." I don't have any regrets anymore, if the devil in my heart wakes up again, I will knock it unconscious again, the unconscious devil can't do anything bad.Shao Ping watched me go from behind me, and I didn't plan to turn back, because the action of "turning back" was useless.When I bravely turned around and walked towards the gate without nostalgia, I saw the dark indigo Audi had already stopped at the gate. I don't know how many past events I can forget by turning around, how many shadows I can let go, but even if my chest hurts, I still have to be brave.Shaoping, this is the end of me and you... this is the end.

After getting into Huang Zijie's car, he didn't speak other than giving me a smile.I once said that I don't know Huang Zijie very well, and his emotions are well controlled. This is not to say that he is as dull as a glass of plain water, but that I have never seen his emotions of great sadness, anger, and sorrow. , inexplicably curious. "Why——falling in love with me? Staring at me again, are you trying to cause me to crash the car?" The corner of his eye caught me looking at him, waking me up.The slightest good impression of him before was completely destroyed by this sentence.

"My nerves are gone, I want to thank you for bringing me here." I replied to him, and then looked back at the scenery outside the window.He hehe laughed, his voice was nice, and it made me smile as I looked out the window. my yellow rose The weather was so good, I rolled down the car window, and I enjoyed the oncoming mountain wind and water, which was very comfortable. "Take you to breathe fresh air." Huang Zijie turned the steering wheel and turned the car into a mountain road. After the car shuttled on the small mountain road for about 5 minutes, the vision suddenly opened up.Am I right?There is about 100 square meters of land in front of me, divided into three large blocks, all of which are full of flowers.I opened the car door and ran to the center of the sea of ​​flowers to feel the feeling of a hundred flowers blooming around me.

The left side of the field is full of daisies, the right side is full of yellow roses, and behind me is a large field of lilies, which is so beautiful.I turned around and stared at the sea of ​​lilies, remembering that night a few months ago, Ah Wen landed in my world holding white lilies, looking for his lost angel.Does the white lily symbolize Ruolan, who is as beautiful as a fairy?And me?What is my flower? Someone patted me on the shoulder, and I turned my head in a state of confusion, only to see Huang Zijie smiling and holding a bunch of yellow roses to me: "It's beautiful, I'll give it to you." I looked at him in surprise, and put the yellow roses Holding Rose in her arms, she suddenly wanted to cry very much. "Ah? You can't pick these flowers casually, what should you do if someone finds out?" I suddenly realized. Hearing my reminder, Huang Zijie looked as if he was in dire straits, looked around and said, "Oh, why don't you go quickly?" Ah, I held Huang Meigui in one hand and was grabbed by Huang Zijie and ran to the car. It's too bad. Although I am doing bad things, I have a feeling of excitement.Hehe, it's fun.Ah, Huang Zijie can't run too aggressively, can he?I grabbed his hand hard to stop him from running away.After this tugging, he stopped, and all the flowers were scattered on the ground.He turned around and looked at me fixedly, with a trace of loneliness in his eyes, which disappeared immediately. "You...can't you run?" I asked him out of breath, and saw his face turn pale again.He smiled slightly, and then squatted down to pick up the yellow rose: "Yellow Rose, it looks like you. Do you feel that?" I was stunned.He picked up the yellow rose and handed it to me: "Oh, sun-like melancholy, very contradictory, very similar to you." What kind of strange sentence is this?Is this kid crazy? Suddenly a voice came from behind: "Who's over there?" Oh my god, the owner of Huahai appeared! I slowly turned around and prepared to be scolded.The person got closer and closer, and it was an old woman in floral clothes.When the old lady approached, her eyes suddenly lit up: "Zijie? Is it really you? My baby——" Huang Zijie took a step forward and hugged the old lady tightly. "Grandma, I miss you so much—" He snuggled up to grandma like a child, a kind of pity slowly spread between his brows. After exchanging pleasantries, his grandmother kindly invited me to sit in the courtyard. Her old man regarded me as Huang Zijie's girlfriend, and I couldn't explain clearly, so I let her go. "I'll make tea for you guys." She dragged her body slowly and wanted to go into the kitchen, Huang Zijie hurriedly helped her sit back on her seat and said, "Grandma, I'll make some tea, please sit down." "Zijie, please take care of him." Grandma slowly reached out to hold my hand and said, "He has suffered since he was a child, and his health is not good. This child has been very kind since he was careful, and he will especially take care of those who are weaker than him. His health is much better now." It turns out that Huang Zijie took care of me because of my illness, grandma didn't know that Huang Zijie's physical condition is also very bad now?His complexion was not very good just now. "What is grandma talking bad about me?" Huang Zijie smiled and brought out three cups of hot tea on a tray.Suddenly, I felt that Huang Zijie was very pitiful. It should be said that he was not as cynical as he appeared on the surface. Under that gentle face, he seemed to be hiding something... The car turned into the alley and stopped under the mountain cherry tree. "I'm going back." I raised the yellow rose in my hand to express my thanks, Huang Zijie just smiled. I took out the key and was about to open the iron door, but was pushed out by a force, my center of gravity was unstable, and the yellow roses in my hand were scattered all over the ground again, I was dumbfounded. "My flower" At this time, Ruolan rushed out of the door and trampled several yellow roses with one foot, and Ah Wen who followed followed stepped on them without paying attention.I squatted down to pick up the flowers in distress, as if I had been trampled flat. "Where are you going, Ruolan? Don't get in the car." It was the first time I heard Ah Wen yelling in such a loud voice, and I was a little surprised. "Hmph, I don't need you to worry about it, I ask you." Ruo Lan got into a black sports car as if angry, and roared past me and Huang Zijie. Ah Wen walked into the dormitory from us with his head down, as if he had lost his soul. The corridor of the dormitory was not illuminated by the sun, and Ah Wen's back looked even more lonely. "Your handsome guy is often bullied by girls?" Huang Zijie asked me suspiciously, "Oh, why did you let him be bullied——" "What is my handsome guy? His name is Ah Wen." Out of nowhere, I gave him a displeased look.He took it for granted that he called Ah Wen "your handsome guy", without any jealousy at all.Sure enough, as his grandmother said, he just happened to like to take care of people in poor health, and that day, he happened to see the sick and I couldn't bear to leave it alone, and it happened that his girlfriend also lived here, so he felt distressed by the way. Take care of me, anyway, "coincidentally, by the way".Suddenly I didn't want to quarrel with him, I turned my head away angrily, in a bad mood: "I'm going up, bye."Huang Zijie put his hands in his pockets, leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Don't be angry, I'm leaving." The warm breath lingered in my ears for a long time, and I froze in place for a while, unable to move. sick function In the following week, I didn't see Ruolan come back, nor did I see Ah Wen go out or leave, because I was sick again. "Bell—" the doorbell rang.After struggling for a long time, I finally got up from the bed, glanced at the mirror in front of the closet before opening the door, and found that my cheeks were burned red, and my eyelids were heavy and I couldn't see clearly. "I made a cup of hot milk tea and brought it up for you to drink." Huh?Am I dizzy?Is the person in front of you Ah Wen? "Ah Wen?...Hot milk tea?" My mind was not clear, and even Ah Wen's smile couldn't resist the power of the virus.Ah Wen saw that something was wrong with me, so he put the hot milk tea on the shoe cabinet, and quickly supported me to walk into the room. After walking a few steps, my eyes darkened for a while. I heard Ah Wen calling me, and I really wanted to answer him but couldn't speak.Then I heard the voices of the landlady and the landlady, and then I felt someone pick me up.The landlady who had studied nursing asked someone to put me on the bed and raise my feet by 10 centimeters so that I could see what was in front of me. Everyone hurriedly sent me to the hospital for emergency treatment. My eyelids were too heavy to open, and I was so fragile that I wanted to cry.Just when I thought about it like this, tears came out of my eyes first, it was so miserable. Ah Wen carried me to the back seat of the landlord's car, let me lean into his arms and patted my back, and said softly and softly: "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm here... the hospital will be here in a while. " Listening to Ah Wen's voice, I closed my eyes with peace of mind, and fell asleep slowly... "Ah, you're awake. Are you still feeling well?" I woke up and found Ah Wen sitting beside my hospital bed. He got up and touched my forehead and said, "Well... I'd better go to the doctor." The doctor reviewed my condition and said that I could not be hospitalized.Ah Wen handed me a cup of warm water, and said with a smile, "It's okay." He turned around and began to tidy up his things, his back was a little lonely.Although it was not the right time, I suddenly wanted to ask what happened to him and Ruolan, did Ruolan come back?Should I ask? "Ah Wen," I finally couldn't bear my temper and said, "Are you and Ruolan all right?" As soon as the words came out, there was a trace of hesitation from his back, then he turned around and sat beside my bed and said with a smile, "I'm sorry for you Did you find it?" Sure enough, Ah Wen couldn't see anything except Ruolan at that time, he didn't know that Huang Zijie and I both saw that shocking scene. "I didn't protect her well, she ran out to play with the devil." He said with ease, but I felt a sense of helplessness.Is it the devil who drives a black sports car?I couldn't understand Ah Wen's standard of attachment to feelings.Ruolan is indeed a good girl, gentle and sweet, kind and just, and understanding, but is Ruolan all I see?In fact, Ah Wen and I have the bottom line in our hearts, but we just don't point it out. It was past two o'clock in the morning after the drip was finished.After returning home, Ah Wen helped me to lie on the bed: "Call me if you don't feel well, I'll be downstairs." He touched my forehead again: "I don't think I have a fever anymore, I really don't know how to look at people." People with complexion, hehe. Sleep in peace, good night." For some reason, I thought of Huang Zijie when I heard what Ah Wen said. He always pays attention to my physical condition, and he is really good. As long as my face looks a little bit wrong, he will know that I am not feeling well.Maybe he is the most sensitive person in the world.Staring at the nearly wilted bouquet of yellow roses in front of the closet, my thoughts began to scramble. For the next few days, Ah Wen would take porridge to take care of me for three meals a day.I knew he was waiting for Ruolan to come back and find something to do by the way, such as taking care of a dehydrated patient.I find it ridiculous how often I'm someone else's "just by chance" experiment.But it doesn't matter, I have no extravagant expectations for Ah Wen, at most, staring at him for more than a minute will make my heart beat faster and talk nonsense. "The doctor said you need to drink more water." Ah Wen poured me a glass of water. "Bell—" the doorbell rang, and Ah Wen opened the door for me. "Ah, you are?" It was Meifen's voice, and I hurriedly shouted: "Meifen? Come in." Meifen took off her shoes and came in with fruit, and brought her boyfriend, Zhang Yidong. "It's okay. Are you hanging up again?" Meffin sat on the edge of my bed and touched my forehead. "Then, I'll go back first, and come back later." Ah Wen walked out with a smile.My loneliness was seen by Meifen, she pushed my hand and smiled. "Don't get me wrong. He's my downstairs neighbor's boyfriend, and I'm out of luck." "When will you have a follow-up visit?" Meifen didn't press further. "I made an appointment with the doctor at 3 p.m., Ah Wen will drive me there. Oh, that's the man just now." Meifen nodded and said embarrassedly: "I also want to say that I have something to do later, so I can't accompany you." Hey, this little girl is really cunning. "Oh? Dating? It's true that there are opposite sexes and no humanity." I raised my voice to tease her. "How could there be—we made an appointment with Shao Qiang to go to Longtan." Longtan?Could it be... "Shao Qiang said that he would bring something to his brother before going out to play. It's a pity that you can't go. I will tell Shao Qiang that you are sick and ask him to visit you." Hearing Meifen's words, I The shock in my heart is not small, they will go to the nursing home, will they see Shaoping and Xiaoru? After Meifen and the others left, Ah Wen came up and called me for a follow-up visit.In the elevator, Ah Wen suddenly expressed his feelings: "Actually, I've gotten better these few days. Fortunately, I have you. Otherwise, my life must be very difficult..." "Hehe, I didn't expect that I could have this kind of function when I was sick." I laughed foolishly, being an idiot.In fact, I don't know what to say. In such a small space like the elevator, it's easy to catch the tense atmosphere. "The ones who should be asked are you!" The elevator door opened... I feel that there are so many things in this world that I can't think of, so many that I faint. Yijun hugged Huang Zijie who was leaning against the wall and kissed wildly. I met Huang Zijie's eyes at a glance.He was kissed by Yijun without any reaction, even when Ah Wen and I appeared in front of him, he didn't push Yijun away, just closed his eyes.My heart suddenly fell to an unknown place, empty and uncomfortable. Yijun found someone coming out of the elevator behind her, so she stopped her provocative actions, and when she turned around with tears in her eyes, it was me who was in a mess of thoughts.When I looked at Huang Zijie who turned his head away in a blink of an eye, Yijun pulled me and cried: "Xiaohua." This situation can no longer be described as embarrassment or embarrassment. I began to feel a little weird, listening to Yijun sobbing but looking at Huang Zijie's profile, fascinated. "Please don't take Zijie away, please." Yijun, who was crying in my arms, said to me. Looking at Yijun's tears, I didn't have any thoughts of sympathy. The head began to spread. I was about to be unbearable and disgusted with Yijun's actions, so I said slowly, "You are the ones who should be entrusted to me." Yijun looked up at my expression, making people even more disgusted. Maybe in addition to my physical pain, my heart is also sick, and it is terminally ill. "If you really love him, you should only treat him well. Don't be with other boys anymore. What kind of love is this now? Do you love him?" "He chose you because he liked you "Isn't it? Don't be half-hearted again. I beg you, please, can you please?" A series of nonsense words blurted out, I just wanted to vent. Everyone was dumbfounded on the spot.Yijun stopped crying, Huang Zijie turned his head and stared at me, and Ah Wen looked slightly surprised.what am i doingGathering up my courage, I rushed out of the dormitory as fast as I could. I ran to the mountain cherry tree to support my sick body, and I was a little out of breath.Ah Wen followed me out and waited quietly behind me without saying a word. After a while he came forward and put his hands lightly on my shoulders, I was a little surprised.In Ah Wen's heart, have I lost my strong image? "Actually, I'm not strong at all." Suddenly I didn't want him to guess my personality and thoughts, I didn't deliberately want to give people the impression of being strong.Even an optimistic and extroverted person has moments of despair and silence; even a person who pretends to be independent and cheerful hopes to be loved and protected; even... I can't stop crying, but in fact I don't want to cry but I just can't turn off the faucet . Ah Wen walked in front of me, as if hesitating for something.I blew my nose hard to wipe away the tears and looked up to give him a smile.Ah Wen let go of his reserve, and patted my head stiffly and jerkyly. "Sorry," he said, like he didn't know when to stop, and by the end, I felt like a pet like a kitten or puppy.I suddenly burst into a "puchi" laugh, which made Ah Wen smirk unknowingly. On the way Ah Wen drove me to the hospital, I kept thinking about Huang Zijie, thinking about him for no reason.I think he is really an incredible person, even in the situation just now, I don't see any strong reaction from him.I didn't even see his sadness and anger. I still liked his smile when he held a yellow rose for me, even if he was Yijun's boyfriend. Maybe one day I will accidentally fall in love with him with such a warm smile, not necessarily.Heh, but it is also possible that that day will not come, because I am a person who loves myself more than others... "We're going to barbecue next week, Xiayunping." Huh?I lay on the bed staring at Meffin's smile, barbecue?No way…… "You forgot, we agreed to hold a barbecue party together. I see that you are in poor health, so I'll take you out to relax—" Looking at Meifen's action of peeling an apple, I didn't know whether to refuse or accept it. ... She is a very considerate person.Even if I have a belly full of secrets, she will stay quietly by my side, although sometimes there are opposite sexes and no humanity, haha. "Well... who is going?" "I, Yidong, Shaoqiang, Shaoqiang's brother and his brother's girlfriend, you, Wu Yufan and Jiahan. Oh, you can also find your neighbor's boyfriend Ah——heh, I don’t want to find a neighbor.” After Maffin finished speaking, she put the freshly peeled apples on a plate and handed them to me. "By the way. His brother's name is Shaoping, and he seems to be the type you like. But, he has a girlfriend..." Meifen stuck out her tongue, and I was tangled up in my heart, thinking that this little girl's The acuity is pretty darn good, at least for me. "Hey, Yidong? Where did you go and didn't accompany you?" I smiled and changed the subject. "Huh? He and Shaoqiang are busy now. But they will pick me up later." Meifen said with a smile. "The two of them are fine?" I was referring to Yidong and Shaoqiang, and I always felt that something was wrong. Meifen nodded: "Yeah, we've been best friends since high school. They often whisper behind my back." Ah, we've been friends for so long, didn't Shao Qiang say anything to Yidong?I suddenly began to suspect that the last time I went to "Venus" for afternoon tea, was it a coincidence or a perfect premeditation?If it's a coincidence, it's really a coincidence; if it's really premeditated, I believe Meifen must have been kept in the dark. "Hey, I have to go. Remember to go to the barbecue next week!" Meifen's cell phone rang, maybe Yidong came to pick her up.I haven't had time to decide whether to go to the barbecue or not. I always feel that I have fallen into someone's trap again, alas, what should I do? On Friday night, I resignedly sat in front of the computer and rushed to graduate production.Not long after sitting down, the doorbell rang. "Hi——cheesecake" Ruolan smiled, holding the exquisitely packaged cake box as last time.Haven't seen her for a long time. "Huh? Are you drinking hot milk tea again? Don't drink it, I brought you iced kiwi juice." Ruolan said and took the hot milk tea to the toilet and emptied it, and I didn't have time to stop it. "You...you haven't returned to your room yet?" I sat down and looked at the strange juice that was almost overflowing, not knowing where to start.Ruolan nodded strangely, as if nothing happened. "Maybe Ah Wen is waiting for you, why don't you go back and have a look?" For some reason, when I see the happy Ruolan now, all I can think of is how difficult Ah Wen is at this moment.Ruolan really doesn't understand how affectionate Ah Wen is to her? "I know he's waiting for me...but I don't know how to get in, how to face him." When Ruolan said this, I could feel that she really cared about Ah Wen.What's wrong with these two people who just love each other?I don't know whether to ask or not. "I think Ah Wen loves you very much, and I'm also worried about you. You should go back quickly." I expressed my feelings straight from the bottom of my heart, and murmured in my heart: "Please hurry back to Ah Wen's side." Come on, please don't make him wait any longer." Of course I couldn't say these words.Ruolan looked at me in embarrassment, what's wrong? "Afraid that he will get angry——I dare not go in——" She stuck out her tongue and said embarrassedly, and then added, "Okay, I'll go back and see him." When she was about to leave at the end, Ruolan showed a half-serious smile and said, "I love Ah Wen, but I can't help but drink hot milk tea." When the elevator door closed, I was also stunned.Ruolan is a sensitive girl, did she know that I was full of doubts, so she said this to me? I couldn't sleep that night... "Little girl—still sleeping? Get up quickly! I, Yidong, Shaoqiang, and I will arrive at your place in about half an hour." I climbed out of the bed to answer the phone, and I was caught by Meifen right away. The cheerful voice woke me up, oh, by the way, I am going to Xiayunping barbecue today, so I have to get up quickly and get ready. After tidying up, I stood at the window and saw a white van turning into the alley of my house. Meffin opened the door and waved to me, and I also waved to her to signal to go down. "It's really slow." Meffin took my hand and got into the car. "I ran down, this big sister." I smiled bitterly, and as soon as I got in the car, I saw Yidong turn around and say, "Hey, are you feeling better?" Shao Qiang also looked back at me, and said with a smile: " Long time no see" I suddenly remembered the "perfect premeditation" thing. "What now? Where are we going? Wu Yufan said that they will go to Xiayunping first, and Jiahan said that they have something to do in the afternoon, so they went by themselves first." Mei Fen probed and asked the two of them, "Go to Longtan to pick up Shaoping and Xiaoru, They are waiting for us in the nursing home," Shao Qiang said.I feel in my bag to see if I have everything. "Ah, I forgot to bring my camera." Meifen suddenly turned to me and said. "Oh, then I'll go up and get it." I put down my bag, opened the car door and ran upstairs. Because I was too lazy to take off my sneakers, when I opened the door, I knelt and walked into the closet to get the camera, "*, I'm so tired... Huh——" I muttered to myself while moving my knees forward while bowing my head.Unexpectedly, as soon as I got to the door, the SLR camera in my hand was taken away, and I saw a hand reaching out, as if to help me up. As soon as I looked up, I saw Huang Zijie smiled and said to me: "What are you doing stupid? You idiot." This is great, I didn't expect him to appear in front of me again, it was super embarrassing.Silence began to walk between us again, and we didn't know what to say to fill the eerie atmosphere. The phone in my pocket started to play music, and I answered the call hesitantly while looking at Huang Zijie. "Hello? Are you lost at your house?" Meifen was talking on the other end of the phone. I was still kneeling on the ground and was about to get up to answer when Huang Zijie suddenly knelt down and hugged me tightly in front of his eyes. He touched the phone to the ground. up. I was about to break free from his embrace, and when I cursed at him again for being inexplicable, he suddenly supported my shoulders, kissed my lips gently, with an incredible tenderness... My whole head went blank with a "boom", my eyes widened and I froze without any response. The mobile phone on the floor kept ringing music while Huang Zijie was kissing me lightly... Before I could react, he violated my autonomy of behavior.Logically speaking, I should give him a slap, no, according to my personality, I should give him more than two slaps.But why did I observe his actions when I came back to my senses?Why are the hands supporting my arms trembling slightly?To be honest, I can barely tell if it's me shaking or him shaking. After the mobile phone music played twice, he let go of his hands and smiled at me without any regret.Staring at his black and white eyes, I froze for a long time.Until the music on my mobile phone rang again, he connected the mobile phone and held it to my ear. "Xiaohua? Are you okay? Are you feeling unwell? Why didn't you answer the phone?" Meifen called anxiously on the other end of the phone. "It's okay, I got the camera." I looked at Huang Zijie and replied, "Well, okay, see you later." I stood up and closed the door, took the monocular camera and mobile phone in his hand, I turned around with my head down and wanted to go into the elevator.Perhaps Huang Zijie couldn't guess my emotions, so he opened the elevator door when it was about to close, and then came in and said like a child: "You want to go out?" He is this kind of person, he is clearly worried about something, but You have to pretend to be okay and talk about trivial things. Before I reached the door of the dormitory, I heard Meifen’s voice: “Oh—why didn’t you guys say it earlier? What should I do, I can’t sit down anymore.” I stepped forward to open the door in three steps at a time, and Wu Yu Fan and Jiahan are there too?Didn't it mean that they went directly to Xiayunping? "What's wrong?" I opened the iron door and asked. "Someone overslept, now we want to go together. But there are not enough seats in the car, and we have to pick it up later... Shaoqiang's brother and his..." Meifen complained and stuttered because Huang Zijie appeared from behind me. "Well, we met in the elevator just now." I feel guilty when there are too many people, it's really annoying. Huang Zijie smiled coldly and said, "I have a car, and I can carry people for you." Everyone turned to look at him immediately, and Meifen smiled awkwardly and said, "Really? Okay——huh? But you You don't want to take Yijun with you, do you?" Huang Zijie smiled and said, "Of course not." Meifen nodded with a look of "you're sensible". When I caught a glimpse of Shao Qiang staring back at Huang Zijie and thinking about something in his heart, I felt very uneasy. The car drove to the gate of Longtan Nursing Home. From a distance, I saw Xiaoru squatting on the side of the road and playing with grass. She was wearing a light blue dress today, very cute.Standing next to her, Shaoping looked comfortable in a light gray T-shirt and dark blue jeans. Watching every move between Shaoping and Xiaoru, I thought no one would notice if I didn't speak.When Huang Zijie's eyes were on me for more than ten seconds, I realized that I was like a little chinchilla showing its whereabouts. Xiayunping is a very beautiful place. After arriving at the destination, everyone got out of the car to enjoy the rare beauty. I walked to the bridge and looked down to see if there were any fish in the gurgling stream.Huang Zijie walked up to me, supported the bridge pillar, and said mischievously: "My task is completed, let's go." "Huh?" I looked back at him, wondering if I should keep him. "Yeah, don't bother, I always feel that I should not be welcome here, heh." He responded to my doubts with a smile, and he couldn't see any emotional ups and downs on his face. Is he an optimist? ? It was only then that I noticed what he was wearing today, plaid pants, a light blue shirt and a white vest, his hair was a little longer, soft and flowing, with that refreshing and clean temperament, coupled with his slightly pale complexion, Make him look like he doesn't belong in our world. I didn't stop him, and I didn't hold him back, I just watched his back and walked away.Until everyone turned their heads and saw him opening the car door. "Come here, let's play together." Smiling, Jiahan stepped forward to hold his hand, and tossed his car keys to Wu Yufan.Huang Zijie smiled without temper and said, "Oh, I'm just the driver." Meifen and Yidong looked at each other and said, "If you have nothing to do, you can barbecue with us." Meifen is hard-hearted And a considerate girl.Wu Yufan threw back the car keys to Huang Zijie, Yidong smiled and said, "Come and help me carry the things down the bridge." Huang Zijie turned to look at me and made a grimace.Hmph, this guy is really dishonest. I made a face and sent him back. "Mei Fen, can you help my brother take care of Xiaoru? I'll ask him to help carry things." Shao Qiang said while carrying the cardboard boxes.Seeing Xiaoru walking and playing with Meifen obediently, Shaoping walked over with confidence and moved things with the rest of us. After about half an hour, everything was ready. "Is there anyone else who hasn't moved down yet?" Yidong asked. "There is another box my brother moved, and that..." Shao Qiang didn't know Huang Zijie's name, so he looked at Meifen and asked for an answer, "Oh, his name is Huang Zijie." Meifen answered while playing with Xiaoru . I sat on the big rock by the river bed and looked up at Shaoping and Huang Zijie. Shaoping was carrying a box of heavy-looking things, and I always felt a bit reluctant, "Oh, brother, let Huang Zijie carry it. Your hands ..." Looking at Shao Ping who was climbing down the rock with the box in one hand and the other in the other, Shao Qiang yelled worriedly. Ah, now that I think about it, it was all my fault.Shaoping's left hand is not very flexible, because I used to pester him to drive me to the country trails on a bicycle.I was very naughty then, hat his itch.Unexpectedly, Shaoping was very ticklish, so he laughed and laughed.Of course, I think it's more interesting, but the laughing voice of such a quiet boy is very clear and pleasant.The two of them accidentally fell into the weed pile by the roadside. They didn't expect that there were discarded iron bars and broken porcelain in the grass pile.Before landing, Shaoping put his hand behind my back to protect me, and he fell down hard, with multiple cuts all over his body, and the left hand that protected me was severely torn, and the ligament almost fell. broken. I got up and went forward to help Shaoping pick up the cardboard box, Huang Zijie jumped down first and took Shaoping's cardboard box: "Oh? It's really not light." He smiled mischievously, turned around and moved the things to Shaoqiang's side.After Shao Ping climbed down, he saw that I was worried and said, "Hand, much better." "I didn't bring a newspaper, Xiaohua, you and Shaoping go to the front to pick up some twigs, okay?" Shao Qiang stood on the other side of the river bed and shouted, wondering if it was intentional or unintentional?我又想起了“完美的预谋”。绍平向绍强点个头，便向河床的上游走去，我停在原地，回头看着绍强、毅东和梅芬，嗯……还是怪怪的。 “子捷，你帮我把这些刚搬来的石头架成—个炉子。”绍强喊着正起身往我这边走的黄子捷。 “要去吗？”绍平回头看我，“嗯，走吧。”我说。 什么都不知道的我，即使察觉出不对劲，也，不想害怕…… 沿着溪边走，绍平从树丛根处拾起一些小树枝或干柴，等到收拾得差不多时，他从口袋里掏出一根麻绳将小树枝捆好。 “嗯？哪来的绳子？”我问，绍平捆好干柴之后，找了一块大石头坐下来休息。 “嗯，这本来是控制病人用的。”啊，是小茹发作的时候要绑住她吗？早该想到了还乱问，我真是个很讨厌的人。“看护硬是要我带出门，没办法……从没打算这么对她……”绍平断断续续地说着。 “呵，还钓鱼吗？”我转身朝着溪流问他，倾下身子用手拨弄水花，故作轻松。“很少。”他微笑着叹了口气。 “找绍强陪你钓啊，或其他朋友……”我拿一根小树枝扫过水面。“绍强不钓鱼。我这么闷，去哪儿都不太对，很扫兴。”他浅浅地露出微笑。事情才不像他说的这样，虽然绍平不爱说话，人缘却很好。 “呵，不会啊。跟你在一起很舒服。”这可是我的内心话。绍平慢慢地转过头看我，真糟糕，我这人就会下意识地说出心底的话，怎么还能跟他说这些混淆不清的言辞。我正想解释就听到他开口：“我也是。”他给我一个很温柔的笑容，再补上一句：“就算不说话，也没关系。” “走吧。”绍平拿起手边那一小捆干柴起身，将手伸过来拉我。我将手伸向他想起身，谁知一只脚踩到石头缝里去，我一下子失去平衡，往右边溪里摔去，绍平一惊，伸出无法使力的左手想抓住我。“啊———”结果，我还是掉进水里，全身湿透；绍平的下半身也都湿了。虽然今天阳光普照，但山里的溪水还是好冷，冷得我直打哆嗦。 “有没有摔伤？”绍平紧张地走过来想拉我，啊，不能起来啦，我今天只穿一件白色的T恤，一起来不就曝光了？超讨厌的，怎么出这种糗。“啊，等一下，等一下！我自己起来牎自己来！” “你帮我去找梅芬过来，好不好？拜托牎”听我这样说，一脸疑惑的绍平马上冲回去。我坐在冰冷的溪水里，好冷，刚才卡在石头缝里的右脚也扭伤了。 我好像个傻瓜啊，只能呆坐着等梅芬来救我。Ok?水底有虾还有小螃蟹？我下意识地搬开石头抓虾，超难抓的。耶，我抓到一只…… “傻瓜！在做什么啊！”一只大手把我拉起来靠在他身上，还用一件大外套盖住我。黄子捷气喘吁吁的脸在我仰头时映入眼帘，我想退后一步却因为脚扭伤，被他拦腰抱住。 “脚受伤了？”绍平走到我跟黄子捷的身边，蹲下来看我的右脚踝。啊，绍平也在？梅芬也正从下游跨着石头跑过来，唉，我是造了什么孽啊。“能不能走？”当绍平这么说时，黄子捷一把就抱起全身湿透的我。“喂牎你干嘛啊牎放我下来牎”我着急地说，好尴尬。黄子捷根本不理会我的话，绍平捡起地上的小树枝没有说话，而才赶到的梅芬看到黄子捷的举动虽没说什么，但我知道她应该心里有数了。 黄子捷抱着我走在路上，一反常态地异常沉默。“抱歉，害你也一身湿。”我终于发出声音跟他道谢。“有什么不好意思的，你身体不好，会感冒的！”他知道我不敢起身的尴尬。绍平这才恍然大悟的样子，拎着干柴快步走到前面。梅芬看着我说：“笨蛋牎我先去车上帮你拿干净的衣服喔。”她也先跑回去了。 “呵，你的脸怎么脏脏的？”黄子捷的脸上有木炭灰，他抿嘴说：“绍强叫我生火啊……他带报纸了。”事情果然不出我所料，我已经百分之百地确定了绍强的企图。“生火应该也不用找树枝吧，我可是很厉害的喔。”黄子捷很聪明却没有点破，一撇炭灰印在他的脸上，很可爱。 “笑什么牎笨蛋牎哪有人掉到水里还在那边抓虾的，蠢死了牎”他孩子气地说着。“你管我牎放我下来啦，我很重啦。”“怎么可能放你下来……”他说完这句话，我们之间又开始沉默，不知道该说什么好。 走回烤肉区，佳涵发挥她傻大姐的个性说：“哇，要是被不知情的人看到，还以为你们是一对咧———”一旁坐在石头上的吴宇凡接道：“你想被怡君杀死啊牎又不是不知道怡君的个性牎”黄子捷轻轻地将我放到一个干净的石头上。没错，佳涵的无心之语适时地提醒了我，刚才和黄子捷之间的沉默孕育出来的某些氛围是不对的。 绍强放下手边的事情走过来：“梅芬，你扶小华到树后换衣服，她现在爬不动……”梅芬点头笑着向我伸手说：“蠢蛋，来吧牎呵呵……”我不好意思地扁嘴瞪她。黄子捷也想扶我起来，没料到绍强进一步说：“子捷，你来帮我吧。”再一个回头说：“佳涵？你帮梅芬吧。”佳涵便蹦蹦跳跳地跑过来拉我，嗯？Is it my illusion?总觉得有股火药味。 黄子捷对我微笑耸肩，一点也不在意似地跟着绍强走。绍平就坐在小茹旁边陪她玩，这一切大概跟绍强当初想的完全不一样吧。因为黄子捷的出现，往后是不是也会不一样呢？ 换好衣服后，梅芬扶我到一块石头上坐好，再用食指点点我的鼻尖笑道：“好啦，你先休息一下。你现在什么都不用做，陪陪小茹就好了。”小茹？我抬头搜索绍平的身影，他去帮毅东架另一个炉子煮汤。白烟袅袅，吴宇凡独自坐在那边烤肉。呵，向来做什么事情都从容到慢吞吞的吴宇凡也有手忙脚乱的时候，原来他的才华不包括烤肉。黄子捷和绍强呢？我左右顾盼也没有看见，真怪。有时候自己常常在意一些人或事。即使是两个世界两种人生，也控制不了自己在意另一个世界的阴晴，阳光是否温和依旧。 “呵呵，你看我漂不漂亮？”小茹拉住我的手．摸摸绍平为她戴在头上的小白菊花，让我吓了一跳。“嗯，很漂亮。”我轻抚她的脸蛋微笑说。 现在该把她当作小茹？还是一个单纯可爱的孩子？是啊，我根本不确定自己的笑容背后隐藏的是什么？因为望着小茹我就会觉得很心酸很难过，直到现在，我仍对小茹心有余悸。 “又在发什么呆？嗯，烤鸡翅。”我抬起头，黄子捷的脸被阳光照得我看不清楚。他拿了两只鸡翅，一只先递给我，坐到我身边之后再侧身转去对着小茹，献宝似地递出另一只烤鸡翅笑道：“别说我偏心喔，你也有牎”他当小茹听得懂他的话。 “嗯？要剥给你吃吗？”“我可是好人喔，而且也没人吃过我的烤鸡翅喔———除了你跟小华以外。”黄子捷用非常调皮温柔的语调对着小茹说话。而小茹最初看起来怯生生和警戒的表情，不到十秒钟就被黄子捷给瓦解了，小茹冲着黄子捷笑了起来。 “我觉得你是个很不可思议的人。”看到眼前的景象，我忍不住脱口说出长久以来对黄子捷的感想。“呵，怎么会？”黄子捷没有回头直视我，他剥下鸡翅肉，递到小茹嘴边喂她，小茹很开心地一口一口地吃着。我想这就是黄子捷的不可思议吧，把人的戒心全都融化掉的神奇能力。 “你怎么不吃？难道你也要我剥啊？”黄子捷瞄到我看着他和小茹出神。“神经！”我用力咬了一口鸡翅，以示他臭美。 “很痛，你痛吗？”小茹忽然摸着黄子捷左侧的脸颊说着，他笑着说：“不痛啊，你还吃不吃？”黄子捷试图转移话题，偏偏小茹不能意会，“很痛吗？很很……很痛吗？”小茹皱起眉头小心翼翼地轻触黄子捷左侧的嘴角，我看不到的那一边。 “怎么了？”我的伤脚不能动，只能喊他转身。黄子捷笑着起身背向我说：“唔，我还有约，先走了。别太想我，呵呵。”我看见绍强也正往这边看，我知道一切都不对劲，却不忍心勉强黄子捷回身让我看伤口，我想我会哭。 正当黄子捷轻巧利落地爬到桥上去时，绍平跟了上去。到底发生了什么事？事实上，我该诚实坦白地面对自己的直觉。刚才绍强找黄子捷谈了一些不愉快的事（应该跟绍平有关系吧），之后绍强不满黄子捷，便起了冲突，然后……揣测到这里，我甩头望向清澈的溪流，想醒醒脑子冲冲思绪，把自己当成局外人。无意间发现，我，真的很残忍。 右脚裹了两个星期的药也没有完全好，有点惨。星期四的设计管理课，梅芬陪着跛脚的我慢慢走，也因此迟到了整整20分钟。 Well?怡君带了一个男孩子坐在我和梅芬的前方。是黄子捷吗？ “那是黄子捷吗？”梅芬小声地问我，我耸耸肩说不知道。 “好像会下雨……”我心不在焉地说。“晚上会下雨吧。喂，小妞牎”梅芬叫我。“嗯？”我应一声，左手撑着下巴望着窗外满山头的菅芒花，摇曳得真凄凉。 “你喜欢黄子捷还是绍平？”梅芬专心地在抄笔记，却无谓似地丢了个炸弹，害我愣了好一会儿没有回神。 “怎么会？你想太多了。”我故作镇定地望着摇曳的菅芒花，其实早就被梅芬吓得直冒冷汗。“喔？呵呵呵。”梅芬对我的答案只给出不到百分之十的满意度，但也没有再问下去。 下课后梅芬扶我起身要走，怡君从背后叫住我：“小华牎我跟我男朋友要去吃晚餐，你帮我把房门口的垃圾拿去倒掉，好吗？”我一回头就看到怡君身边睡眼惺忪的男孩，不是黄子捷，只是身材和发型有点像罢了。莫名其妙紧绷着的心，竟松了下来。 怡君临走时说：“我们赶时间。不介绍你们认识了，免得男朋友被你抢走很丢脸哩牎呵呵———” 我知道怡君是在对我挑衅。捍卫爱情的领土是她天生的职责，别的人我不敢说，怡君在不在乎，光是看到她强吻黄子捷的画面，就足够让我举白旗投降。 忽然非常想哭，梅芬轻拍着我的肩膀说：“你还好吧？”我回头定定地说：“我很讨厌黄子捷，非常讨厌！”梅芬没有说话，只是轻拍我的肩头。 把喜欢的东西推得老远是我的老毛病，因为我不相信上帝会眷顾这样一个爱自己胜过爱别人的我，现在的我，觉得很痛苦。