Chapter 8 Chapter 50

There are almost as many things about a person as a country, this is the thought that Hu Ping flitted through amidst the hustle and bustle.The surrounding world was like a hornet's nest that had been poked open, and the East School of Beiqing was filled with people like a tide.A meeting of 400,000 people was held here today to criticize Wang Guangmei.To bring out Liu Shaoqi's wife, Wang Guangmei, for criticism has the same meaning as criticizing Liu Shaoqi.The scale of the criticism rally is astonishing even in Beijing.This was planned by Hu Changsheng in conjunction with rebel organizations from dozens of universities in Beijing, except for Wu Keqin.Hu Changsheng parted ways with Wu Keqin long ago, and the rebel organization he is now leading is called the "Jinggangshan Corps of Beiqing University", which has become a well-known brand throughout the country.

When 400,000 people gathered in the playground of Beiqing East School, it presented a densely populated scene.The sun passed through the haze of "the rain during the Ching Ming season" a few days ago, and it shone down extremely clear. 400,000 people stood here with dusty faces and shining faces, like an autumn harvest field full of golden flowers. Corn on the cob, countless corn on the cob exudes a noisy harvest atmosphere.Hundreds of thousands of people stepped on the impetuous and rustic air of spring, boiling up, sitting on the rostrum and looking at it, there is a thick layer of popularity on the endless heads of people, like waves, like rolling wheat waves, like boiling water. Oil pan, floating.The density of the breath makes you think that even if you throw a baby on it, it will not sink, it will float on the waves of this thick breath, and when the breath is high, the baby may even be lifted high into the air.Under the cover of the air cushion, what one smells is the dense body odor of 400,000 people, mixed with the smell of various clothes, paper, leaflets and tabloids in their hands, as well as the smell of dust and spring sunshine, Let you feel that "the scenery here is unique", "the wind shows the red flag picturesque".

Wang Guangmei was forced to wear the exotic clothes she wore when she accompanied Liu Shaoqi on a visit to Indonesia, and stood at the front of the grand rostrum with her head bowed.Behind her, more than 300 well-known gangsters from all over the country stood in a dense crowd.Peng Zhen and Lu Dingyi are the leaders of this gang.At the beginning of the meeting, it was announced that Wang Guangmei and more than 300 gangsters who accompanied him would be put on the rostrum. A long list of blacklists was announced majesticly through the tweeters. The necks of hundreds of thousands of people in the audience were stretched into beer bottles. With floating curiosity, I watched rows of gangsters walk onto the stage and bowed their heads consciously one by one.Wang Guangmei stood in the center of the stage in a nearly white cheongsam, like a swan about to be slaughtered for people to watch before execution.The row after row of gangsters behind her were mostly men, all standing there with their heads bowed.The tall and big Peng Zhen was standing too straight at first, not curved enough, so some Red Guards beat him on the back of the head and back with a belt. Peng Zhen looked at the gangsters on the left and right, and bent down with them.The cypress wall around the big playground has been trampled by people and no longer exists, and more people are still gathering from all sides like the sea of ​​thousands of rivers.Hu Ping had to admire Hu Changsheng's organizational ability and his ability to call the wind and rain during the Great Revolution.She sat at the back of the rostrum and observed the venue.

The rostrum is a very large concrete platform. For this criticism meeting, the back half of the rostrum was increased by one meter.On the rostrum with two gradients, gangsters stood in front, and rows of revolutionary rebel leaders sat behind.At the end of the rostrum is a high wall. Behind the high wall is a row of tall birch trees, which just cover the sunlight and cast a shade.On both sides of the rostrum, dozens of flags of rebel organizations were flying.Hu Ping sat at the back, a quieter and darker place. She saw Hu Changsheng, surrounded by a group of capable generals, directing everything on and off the stage.His thin and strong back, his cheekbones protruding from time to time, his thin face with sunken cheeks, and his gleaming glasses all reminded her of Hu Changsheng's bravery and fearlessness rushing forward regardless of everything.As a girl, I understand this momentum with flesh and blood.You sense his urgency, ferocity and recklessness as he pounces on you, gorging himself on food.Often, instead of caressing her, he ravaged her, not only plowing her with his manly marks, but biting her with his teeth, pinching her with his hands, and trampling her with his knees.At that time, her plump, soft and feminine body was like a land that had been burned by war, and she also ignored the thinness of Hu Changsheng's figure.Brave movements and strength are enough to make up for the lack of size and weight for a man, and even stimulate her impulse especially fiercely.Every time she thinks about having to bear the tyranny of Hu Changsheng's love again, she gets a little nervous.This kind of tension contains both fear and longing, which is an indescribable feeling.

During the grinding and contact of each other's bodies, she understood Hu Changsheng more deeply than anyone else.In this age of the Great Revolution, she unexpectedly understood that what a man does in bed often has a similar nature to what he does in politics.As he himself said, he was a carnivorous beast, and he reminded people of such beasts as leopards who were ready to rage.He is vigilant, brave to attack, not afraid of danger, not afraid of death, he fights with all his strength, bites bloody, and has absolutely no tenderness for the prey. He likes to walk alone, likes to roar through the mountains and forests, likes to appear suddenly in front of his enemies and prey, likes to look down condescendingly.Even when he was in love with her, Hu Changsheng would often stand on the bed and overlook her after stripping off her clothes.After seeing enough, he jumped down and ravaged her. It was really like a leopard jumping on a sheep from a high place.You have to bear his ferocity, and you have to gradually appease him, soften him, and wear him down in the process of bearing.When you are covered with bruises, he will calm down a little bit out of breath.At this time, you can touch his thin and strong body more calmly, tell him some sweet words of love, tell him your emotions, worries and anxieties, and you can also persuade, remind and discipline him.Only then can you discuss more important matters with him and have a more in-depth conversation.You have a lot of worries, but he has nothing to worry about. This is often the difference between two people.

Sitting behind the rostrum in the dark and watching the past, Hu Ping thought, a person has a lot of work, and one of the manifestations is that there are many things to worry about.Now, the meeting was successfully held, at least her first worry was over.She was worried that it would rain heavily in the past two days, because the weather had been cloudy for the past few days, and she suggested that Hu Changsheng postpone the conference for a few days.Hu Changsheng hurriedly slapped the table and shouted: "The editorial "Down with China's Khrushchev" in Guangming Daily has come out, and the editorials of other newspapers will be published soon. This action must not be delayed any longer. It doesn’t make any sense to be late. When it rains lightly, it rains lightly, and when it rains heavily, it rains heavily.” As a result, the weather was fine and sunny, and more people came than expected.Looking at the backs of Huchangsheng and the city's rebel leaders sitting behind rows of long tables, and then crossing the long tables to see rows of hundreds of gangsters bowing their heads under the bright sun, and then crossing them Looking at the playground filled with hundreds of thousands of people, Hu Ping felt that she was in a position that was not needed by Changsheng.At the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, Hu Changsheng's anti-working group went on hunger strike. When I communicated with Hu Changsheng through the sewer hole every night, it was when Hu Changsheng needed her most.In the later period, Hu Changsheng often needed her more, however, he often didn't need her too much.This often makes Hu Ping very worried.

She still has to worry about many things that Hu Changsheng cares about: she is worried about the chaos in the organization of the conference; she is worried that 400,000 people will hold the conference and the lives will be squeezed out; she is also worried about the escort, concentration, evacuation and safety of Wang Guangmei and hundreds of gangsters The problem is that it is not good if people die; she is also worried about Hu Changsheng's safety, because since the Cultural Revolution, big slogans such as "Hanging Hu Changsheng" and "Fried Hu Changsheng" have appeared all over Beijing; she is also worried about conservative She was also worried about Wu Keqin's disruption of the faction's troubles; she was also worried about the order of hundreds of thousands of people, and worried that the criticism activities would not be satisfactory to the Central Cultural Revolution; in short, every activity organized by Hu Changsheng, she was worried that Hu Changsheng would not be successful.These worries often turned into her reminders to Hu Changsheng and suggestions to the "Jinggangshan Corps of Beiqing University" led by Hu Changsheng.Although she is not the core member of the Jinggangshan Corps, she is actually the only one who can really influence Hu Changsheng.The Cultural Revolution has been going on for almost a year. During the process of seizing power across the country, she often has to consider Hu Changsheng's political status tomorrow.Worried that Hu Changsheng will not succeed in politics, this is her biggest worry now.

At the same time, she still has one of her biggest worries, that is, that Hu Changsheng will abandon her if she succeeds.The two worries are often subtly combined one after the other.As the second worry, she is often very vigilant and hostile to the female students around Hu Changsheng.Now, there are groups of female students following him, including college students and middle school students.When a man raises the banner and advances bravely, not only the revolutionary team but also the female team appear behind him.When Hu Changsheng was surrounded by some girls, she couldn't get angry, couldn't get annoyed, and often missed the relationship between the two when Hu Changsheng went on hunger strike last year. At that time, she was the only woman around Hu Changsheng.If Hu Changsheng succeeds, he will leave her, but if he fails, he will stay with her. It is difficult for her to choose between the two situations.If Hu Changsheng is successful and she abandons her, she would rather not have Hu Changsheng be successful; however, if Hu Changsheng is not successful, she may not want Hu Changsheng.The slogan of knocking down and knocking down has long been heard over and over again, and the roar of great criticism has long been resounding through the sky through tweeters all over the campus.In the momentum of this great revolution, Hu Ping's thoughts flitted back and forth, and finally fell back to the thoughts of a girl.

Now, it's the physical sensations that keep reminding myself.In the past two days, menstruation came half a month early, and it came very violently.She found that her gynecology was becoming more and more sensitive.The day before yesterday, as soon as I knew that my father had been knocked down, I felt a shock all over my body. The most intense reaction was in the gynecological part. There was a dull pain in the lower abdomen, and my menstruation came earlier that day.This experience made her suddenly understand a rule. Whenever she was hit and hit psychologically, it would often be reflected in the gynecological department.Sometimes it is increased secretions, sometimes accompanied by some blood.Like this time, menstruation suddenly came earlier, and the amount was heavy.When the most intimate female part between her legs was sticky and wet, she not only felt the blood pooled there, but also smelled the bloody smell through her underwear.At this time, she couldn't help but feel the weakness of being a woman.When a blow falls on the body, the first to be injured is the gynecology department.Discovering this pattern made her feel the melancholy and sighs of many women.

My father is supposed to be an intellectual, but he is also a member of the establishment. He is the director of a research institute and a member of the Department of Social Sciences of the Chinese Academy of Sciences.When the rebels from the academic department rushed into the house and denounced my father, it was the same as today when so many gangsters were denounced.Naturally, the house was turned upside down, and when she returned home, she saw that all the boxes were open in a mess like a crab, and the clothes on the bed were spread out in a mess.Some of the bookcases are overturned and some are not. It reminds you of the clay bodhisattvas in the temple. Some are standing and some have been pushed down.Mother was also dragged to accompany Dou.Even his own room was turned upside down.The glass on the table was broken, and there were dirty footprints on the plain sheets.The drawers were opened, and the books and diaries inside were turned in a mess, and all the materials of the Cultural Revolution that I collected and stored were all empty.At that time, the first question that popped into her mind was, what would be her own fate if her father was defeated?Now, the political influence has not yet manifested, but the physical influence has.The uterus hidden in the lower abdomen is actually the epitome of a woman's body, the most sensitive organ of a woman, and it is the first to be injured by external blows.Thinking of this, especially felt his own weakness.Seeing the criticism of Wang Guangmei and hundreds of gangsters in broad daylight, the deafening slogans made her feel the cruelty of the revolution.When she lost the protection of her family and was burdened by her family instead, she somewhat felt like a mollusc without the protection of her shell.When she has a red family and a revolutionary rebel identity, she can be brave and fearless, but now, she is far from safe as before.

For a moment, she thought of the softness and whiteness of her body.She knew that her skin was very fair, her dark brown hair was naturally curved, her eyes were shining, and she looked like a foreign girl.She often felt like a piece of tender tofu, lying slightly swaying in a white porcelain basin.She has enough tenderness to be gentle with a man, however, she needs a plate with a certain hardness to support her body.She knew that she was smart and had some political acumen, and even wanted to make political achievements on her own. However, what she wanted most was to assist a great man to become a great woman like Soong Ching Ling assisted Sun Yat-sen.In this way, her gaze fell on Hu Changsheng again, who was talking in a low voice with several rebel leaders from other universities around him. Her gynecology also contributed to her relationship with Hu Changsheng.One of the manifestations of this devotion was that she missed her period several times.This made her very nervous, fearing that she might be pregnant. She once pretended to be a married woman and went to the hospital for a checkup, but it was a false alarm.At that time, Hu Changsheng was also nervous, and he, the leader of the rebel faction, couldn't bear such a fact.After the false alarm passed, Hu Changsheng teased her and said, "You are engaging in a fake pregnancy." Today she suddenly understood that "fake pregnancy" is also a gynecological reaction. False pregnancy is the same as real pregnancy, which shows that a woman has done a lot for love. Dedication shows that love has blossomed and borne fruit in the womb.Before she had sex with Hu Changsheng, she seldom had her menstruation delayed.It seems that a woman always uses her gynecological response to say something, and the gynecological response may be the most special appearance of a woman.Thinking of this, she felt a woman's self-pity and self-love in her heart. At the same time, she felt that in such a cruel political struggle, she must try to hide her soft body in a strong shell. The Criticism Conference ended amidst a burst of revolutionary slogans, and hundreds of thousands of people flooded in all directions like a flood that burst a bank.Through the trees and buildings around the big playground, we can see a dense stream of people flowing in all directions.The people on the big playground were a little looser, but they were still crowded and wriggling.Hundreds of gangsters withdrew under the escort of Red Guards wearing red armbands, and a large group of Red Guards wrapped Wang Guangmei also left the rostrum.When Hu Ping heard that Wang Guangmei was going to be interrogated, she followed her.Hundreds of thousands of people have not been evacuated over there, and an interrogation has already begun in a teaching building here. Wang Guangmei was surrounded by Red Guards in the middle of a classroom. The classroom door was closed tightly, and the door of the entire teaching building was also guarded by special personnel. Naturally, Hu Ping would not have any difficulty entering.When she entered the classroom, the interrogation was already underway.Wang Guangmei stood there with a tired expression, lowered her head, and answered aggressive questions one after another in a relatively calm manner.Hu Ping squeezed into the first row of the crowd.In the past, I have seen the image of Wang Guangmei in news documentaries and newspapers.After watching the documentary of Wang Guangmei's trip to Southeast Asia with Liu Shaoqi as the wife of the President, Wang Guangmei became a person of particular interest to her.Now, Wang Guangmei stood close in front of her: tall and slender, with a face that looked good even in criticism, with a bourgeois air. A Red Guard asked, "Liu Shaoqi is an anti-Party leader, do you know that?" Wang Guangmei thought for a moment, and replied, "Chairman Mao didn't say that at the Eleventh Plenary Session of the Central Committee." Then he said: "In the past seventeen years, Chairman Mao's achievements belonged to Liu Shaoqi. He was responsible for the mistakes." Hu Ping stared at Wang Guangmei. Wang Guangmei's answer should be said to be very tenacious.Another Red Guard pointed at her with a belt in his hand and said, "You just said you agreed with Qi Benyu's article on "Red Flag", so is Liu Shaoqi a revisionist?" Hu Ping knew that the Red Guards were referring to Qi Benyu. Wrote "Is it Patriotism or Traitorism?" ——Reviewing the reactionary film "Secret History of the Qing Palace", she was watching Wang Guangmei's answer.Wang Guangmei replied: "It's okay to criticize Liu Shaoqi's "On Cultivation" as idealism, etc., but I still can't figure out that he denies the dictatorship of the proletariat." Some Red Guards asked again: "Is self-cultivation the same as Khrushchev?" Wang Guangmei replied: "Some aspects are the same, but some are in line with Marxism-Leninism." The Red Guard who asked the question just now went on to say, "Isn't this revisionism? You answered the question yourself by flying the red flag against the red flag." A Red Guard asked: "Is Qi Benyu's article very good, or is it very bad?" Wang Guangmei replied: "It is very good to criticize "Secret History of the Qing Palace" and eliminate the influence of Liu Shaoqi, but I have reservations about some facts. It is a fake revolution and a counter-revolution. I didn't realize it. Liu Shaoqi never said that "Secret History of the Qing Palace" was patriotism." Hu Ping stared at Wang Guangmei intently. She admired Wang Guangmei's courage.During the Cultural Revolution of Beiqing University in less than a year, they did not know how many "gangsters", "reactionary bourgeois academic authorities" and "monsters and monsters" were criticized. Few people dared to say that every sentence was like Wang Guangmei. Confrontation and retention.The Red Guard asked again: "Don't the articles in the "Red Flag" magazine conform to Mao Zedong Thought?" Wang Guangmei paused and replied: "I didn't know Chairman Mao had read it himself." Do you believe in the Central Cultural Revolution?" Wang Guangmei raised her head and lowered her eyes and replied: "The Central Cultural Revolution made immortal contributions in the Cultural Revolution, so generally speaking, I believe it. I have reservations about whether every member believes it." This sentence The words angered the Red Guards somewhat. Someone pointed at her and asked: "The conclusion of Qi Benyu's article is from the Central Cultural Revolution. Do you support the Central Cultural Revolution?" Wang Guangmei replied: "Then why didn't you publish it in the name of the Central Cultural Revolution?" The words irritated the Red Guards present. Someone raised the belt and slapped Wang Guangmei on the back.Another Red Guard said, "Don't beat her, and interrogate her." A Red Guard immediately pointed at her and asked, "What is Liu Shaoqi's attitude after reading Qi Benyu's article?" Counter-revolutionary." At this time, a group of Red Guards from other schools swarmed in, and the interrogation of Wang Guangmei was temporarily suspended.Looking at Wang Guangmei standing among the rioting crowd, Hu Ping suddenly felt a little respect for her.She knew that this respect was beyond class, but she thought, if she was in Wang Guangmei's position, would she be able to be so strong and unyielding?If one day Hu Changsheng was knocked down and involved himself, what would happen to him? In the evening, she told Hu Changsheng about this association.At that time, a group of people from the core group of the Jinggangshan Corps of Beiqing University gathered together, got some roast chickens, a few bottles of wine, and clinked glasses to celebrate the victory of the daytime revolution.Hu Ping sat beside Hu Changsheng, and whispered these words to Hu Changsheng amidst the din.She said: "I think Wang Guangmei has a lot of backbone, and she didn't say a word against Liu Shaoqi." While biting the roast chicken leg greasyly, Hu Changsheng asked: "One day I will be knocked down, interrogate you, can you Do you want to be like Wang Guangmei?" Hu Ping thought for a while, and said, "If you treat me so well, I can do it." Hu Changsheng said, "What do you mean by being so good?" Hu Ping said, "If you treat me like that, I can do it." Liu Shaoqi treated me as well as Wang Guangmei, we got married and had a baby, and I was honored to follow you, if you were knocked down at that time, I would definitely be the same as Wang Guangmei." Hu Changsheng stared at Hu Ping thoughtfully while gnawing on the chicken leg.