Chapter 10 Chapter 10

Liang Liang never dreamed that the person in charge of talking to him in the receiving unit was none other than Li Jing.At that moment, Liang Liang thought he was dreaming. Li Jing seemed to be mentally prepared, she looked calm and calm, she just faced Liang Liang so calmly, he didn't understand why Li Jing was sitting here.In the end, it was Li Jing who spoke first. Flipping through his personal information, she said: You also changed jobs? He didn't look at her, but looked at the corner of the table and said: Yes. She seemed to sigh slightly, and then flipped through those pages again, without looking at him, she continued to ask: Do you want to work in our unit?

He didn't speak, but stared at the few pages of paper in her hand that belonged to him. She stood up, and while tidying up the things on the table, she said: If you want to come, come and go through the formalities in a few days. After Li Jing finished speaking, she walked into the office inside without even looking at him, and left him there alone.Afterwards, he had the time to think about Li Jing.Li Jing is still so young, she is a bit fatter, Li Jing without military uniform is even more attractive, the appearance when she jumped off the building in grief no longer exists, she is a plump and beautiful woman again.He only found out afterwards that Li Jing changed jobs not long after she was transferred to the General Hospital of the Military Region, and she is now the head of the personnel department of this unit.

In fact, he has never forgotten Li Jing for so many years. At the beginning, he thought that Li Jing had lied to him. After the fight with Chen Dahu, he began to feel a sense of remorse, which was very complicated. , not only to Li Jing, but also to himself.After he married Zhu Daju, he didn't realize the happiness and joy that Zhu Daju brought him.Zhu Daju was indeed complete before marriage, which is what he pursued and hoped for. When Zhu Daju became a part of his life, he did not cherish this life. He wanted to be happy, but he couldn't.Zhu Daju did care and consider him everywhere, but he was not happy.This unhappiness was not due to the existence of Li Jing. Without Li Jing, he and Zhu Daju would not be happy either.In the depths of his consciousness, he never forgot about Li Jing for a day. At some point, the fragments of the time when he was with Li Jing would flash in his mind. These fragments made him nostalgic and nostalgic.This is indescribable, like negatives one after another, becoming clearer and clearer in his heart.

After he reported to the new unit, he was assigned to the labor union of the agency. He still played his strengths in the army, writing and drawing, and was also responsible for the welfare of the agency and some spare time activities. Doing this kind of work is his specialty.The agency's trade union and personnel department work on the first floor, and he can often see Li Jing's figure, which is still as beautiful as it was back then.When he learned that Li Jing was not married yet, there was a "boom" in his heart, which was a huge shock to him.From that moment on, he began to pay attention to Li Jing's every move, that is to say, Li Jing at this moment attracted him deeply again.

After he went to work in the agency, he lived in the dormitory provided by the agency, on the basement floor, and only went back to his home in the army on weekends.It's not that he doesn't want to go back, because it's really inconvenient, and it's tens of kilometers to go back and forth.In this way, his time is very abundant, and he is almost the last one to leave the office every day. One day, when he left the office, he saw that the door of the personnel department office was ajar, and Li Jing was talking on the phone with someone in the room.When he found out that Li Jing was alone in the personnel department, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated. Only then did he clearly realize that he had been looking for an opportunity to meet Li Jing alone.He stopped at the entrance of the personnel department, and after Li Jing put down the phone, he knocked on her door in time, only to hear Li Jing ask inside: Who is it?

He opened the door and walked in. Li Jing glanced at him, as if she was not surprised at all. While she was busy with the matter in hand, she said: "It's you, what's the matter?" He sat on the sofa in the house, not knowing what to say to her for a while, and after a long silence, he said: Thank you. She raised her head, looked at him intently and said: Thank me for what? Thank you for accepting me.he whispered. She smiled and said: This matter!Who told us to be comrades-in-arms, you are so good, this unit does not want you, and other units will definitely want you. His heart trembled again. She still thought his conditions were so good. He was proud of his conditions for a while when he was in the army. At that time, he thought that his future must be limitless; With the washing of time, it disappeared little by little; this time when I changed jobs to another place, the remaining sense of pride can be said to be completely lost.At this time, she still said that he was in good condition?There was a warm current in his heart.This sentence seems to have brought the relationship between the two closer, at least he thinks so.He summoned up his courage again and said: Back then, I was the one who failed you.

After speaking, he glanced at her quickly.Hearing this, she seemed to have been hit by a gunshot, her face turned pale, and the circles of her eyes suddenly turned red.After a while, she said: That matter has long passed, why mention it? Looking at her, he felt even more guilty. He felt that he had a thousand words to say to her, but he didn't know where to start. He twisted his hands vigorously, and said helplessly: "I really want to say it now." Regret, regret that I shouldn't have treated you that way. At this time, Li Jing had calmed down. She put the stack of things on the table into her bag and looked at him calmly.

He also said: I heard that you have not married yet, and I feel even more uncomfortable. She smiled: This incident has no causal relationship with that incident, you and that Zhu Daju are okay. He nodded wordlessly, then shook his head again.She didn't seem to look at him, she took the bag and put it on her shoulder, and stood up.He understood that she was leaving, so he hurriedly stood up and stepped out of the personnel department's office one step ahead.When she closed the door, she said: You and Zhu Daju were a popular couple in the army back then. She didn't seem to want to hear his answer, so she walked towards the elevator entrance, and when the elevator door opened, she walked in without looking back.The moment the elevator doors closed, he saw her arranging her hair in front of the mirror in the elevator.He stood there and saw that the elevator stopped on the first floor for half a day before he pressed the button of the elevator.

That night, he lay on the bed in the dormitory and couldn't sleep.Everything that he had with Li Jing in the past flashed out one after another. At that time, Li Jing was satisfied with himself, and even adored him a little. That feeling still makes him feel satisfied when he recalls it now.But now, he has become Zhu Daju's husband. Zhu Daju is satisfied with him, but when the two communicated, Zhu Daju was not satisfied with Liang Liang's current situation. He thought that her husband would have a bright future in the army. Otherwise, she would not have resolutely married him in the first place.Not to mention that Zhu Daju was disappointed in himself, even he looked down on himself.The dream of youth is always an ideal, and the reality is always a reality. This is his summary of life.He thought about this, and then he thought about the present, he changed jobs and entered a government agency, and became a civil servant in a state agency. He went to work every day to receive that one month's salary. Time passed day by day, but what about his ideals?This kind of life will doom him to live peacefully and plainly, just like everyone else, until he grows old.The fierce ideals he once held in his heart had left him, and men in their early thirties could only learn to be pragmatic.When it comes to real life, he can't ignore Zhu Daju and the newborn child, he loves them, right?He couldn't tell himself.Thinking of Zhu Daju, he thought of Li Jing again, and when he thought of Li Jing, he felt that warm face and heartbeat again, just like his first love with Li Jing.At that time, he felt the same way.When he fell in love with Zhu Daju, he was almost passive. Before he felt anything, he got married in a daze.

Lying in the darkness of the dead of night, he had a vague premonition that his relationship with Li Jing was not over yet, because Li Jing was in his life.It was she who left herself in this unit, all this must indicate something.After thinking about it this way, his body began to become hot and dry.