Chapter 7 61-70

61 It was I who sent Yuan Xiaochen to her new rented house. It was the first time I went there. There were a few pieces of her last luggage in the car. When she was packing up before departure, she saw that I had put all her clothes away. They took them all out from all over the room and piled them together, and they became furious, and put a few pieces back to their original places without even looking at them, making a "crash" noise. "You want to sweep me out! Take everything out, are you trying to make room for your new love!" "Why are you nervous? Didn't I clean it up for you?"

"I don't need you! Just stay and go!" I sat down to smoke and watch TV, and she started to tidy up slowly, I think she was a little sad. "Hey, what's the matter with you? I think you are very unusual today." "Don't worry about it!" She suddenly sat aside and cried a few times, then went to wash her face, and her mood returned to normal after she came back, "I'm fine, I don't know why I'm a little unhappy." "Is it a sudden, ominous premonition creeping into my heart?" I laughed at her sentimentality, "Pretend to be rough, but it's actually Lin Daiyu."

"You're Lin Daiyu. You're the bastard version of Lin Daiyu. You always read with a broken book in your hand. I wanted to ask a question a long time ago, are you literate?" She was cursing, and this state made me feel a little more normal. 62 No matter at any time, I like people to cover up their true emotions. It is a kind of courage. True emotions are nothing more than some fanciful extravagant expectations.What is there to say?It would be unbearable to be sincere in this respect.In any case, I successfully interrupted Yuan Xiaochen's reluctant farewell before leaving, and replaced it with a stronger emotion, which made me feel more at ease.

63 I sent Yuan Xiaochen to the place and helped her carry her luggage upstairs. It was a small one-bedroom apartment, the color of the wall was old, the toilet in the bathroom was ticking, and the kitchen was still uneasy despite being scrubbed. Turning around inside, there will be a layer of oily smoke, Yuan Xiaochen frowned and led me to look around, and then stomped his feet as if he had made up his mind: "Hey, do you think it's worth it for me to spend 1,500 yuan to clean it up? " "whatever." "Then I'll tidy up, paint the walls here, draw a gauze curtain here, spread a straw mat on the floor, buy a few pieces of cloth, and spread them on this table and sofa, what do you think?"

"I think it depends on how you feel." "How do I feel? Damn, I feel like a prostitute now." "Hey, this feels good! How about it, today I'll make a bunch of prostitutes, and I wish you a happy opening—the national unified price is 200. If it hinders our relationship, I won't ask for a discount." "Wu Bai, or get out!" "Five hundred is five hundred." I took out 1,500 yuan from my wallet and threw it on the table, "I also paid the next two times together." "Get lost!" Yuan Xiaochen picked up the money from the table and threw it on my face.

The joke is in a hurry. 64 Every time I encounter such an unexpected situation, I will be at a loss what to do. Yuan Xiaochen lost control in front of me and made me feel ashamed for her. This time too, I was speechless for a while, so I didn’t even say goodbye , then turned around and went out, went downstairs quickly, found the car downstairs, got in, I started the car, turned on the headlights, and saw Yuan Xiaochen rushing out of the hole in the building, and stopped in front of my car, in the bright Under the light, her face was pale, her arms opened and lowered, she looked at a loss. After a while, she rushed to the car door and pulled the door hard. The door was automatically locked when I ignited the ignition, so it couldn’t be opened. I opened the automatic door lock, and she stooped in and hugged me, with tears in her eyes, but she said, "I'm just kidding you, why are you running!"

I scratched my hair and said, "Your voice is so loud that it deafens my ears." She laughed when she heard this, but the expression on her face was still uncontrollable. After a long time, she stumbled and said, "You have all your money here, do you still want to leave? Come back with me!" I thought for a while: "Forget it, I'll come over next time, anyway, I know the place." "Go up and sit for a while before leaving, I feel uncomfortable if you walk like this!" She insisted. So, I went up with her. 65 At night, I slept there. She brought two sheets and one quilt from my house. Before going to bed, she was busy making the bed. I noticed that while I was watching TV, she picked up the money on the ground and slipped it into my pocket. Looking at her wearing a pair of crooked panties, scurrying up and down the bed, I felt an indescribable pity in my heart.

After I went to bed, I kissed her very tenderly. She was uncharacteristically hugging me tightly, even tighter than the first time we went to bed, and said to me: "Send the little white-collar worker to work tomorrow, just this time, the company is here In front, it takes less than three minutes to drive." "Row." "I'm not begging you—I asked you to send me because you, a pervert, tortured me all night, and I couldn't walk anymore. Whenever the wind blows, my eye circles are black, and if I encounter a kind policeman on the road, I will take the initiative. Help, come back with me with a gun to catch you, think about it."

"But I haven't started torturing you yet." "Then don't hurry up! You have finished writing the script, and you have nothing serious to do tomorrow. Where do you want to save your energy?" 66 It took us nearly half an hour to make love, and she seemed to have gained a sense of security all of a sudden, her spirits were growing, her eyes were shining with excitement, she was shaking her head and laughing to herself while jumping up to find toilet paper : "It's useless - such a small amount of glue is not enough for me to do somersaults. How do you usually train? Go back and write an article to check and apologize to me. There are thunder and lightning, just a few drops of rain. Who are you scaring?" ? There are more than 30 people standing on the side of the road. With such a little ability, it can be seen by others

Can you afford it?The young white-collar is still preparing to be ecstasy overnight, look, how far is it from dawn?What will the neighbors think?After a while, you dance on the bed for two hours without stopping in between, so you can restore the impact in time, do you hear me?Let me tell you, I just hang my throat twice, I can’t even speak of Peking Opera, I’m just a beginner in Kunqu Opera, I’ve been wasting all my tricks after holding back for a long time, look at you, look at you, I’m sleeping like a bastard, a bit I don't feel ashamed, don't you still feel shameless that you are pretty good? "

She threw the leftover toilet paper under the bed and pointed at my forehead with her finger: "What kind of friend are you called, you're just a whistle blower." I tried my best to open my sleepy eyes: "Don't be satisfied with a luxury cruise ship. You will know how to cherish it when you unfortunately step on a small sampan one day. Then brag to others with tears in your eyes—on the night of moving, You've been so erotic too - get out and turn on the bath water!" 67 The next morning, I sent Yuan Xiaochen to the company. In the car, she made an agreement with me that as long as I came out to play at night, I would call her, and we would spend the weekend together, and whenever she wanted to find me, she could find me. Me, I glanced at her from the corner of my eyes from time to time while driving, she just squatted on the front seat, facing me, stammering to me about her little abacus, traffic jam in front of the office building, but she insisted that I take her to the door So I had no choice but to follow the convoy forward. She turned her head and looked out the window from time to time. Every time she saw a passing man, she screamed, "This is more handsome than you!" Every time she saw a woman, she laughed. He yelled: "Haha, look, this one is not as pretty as me!" In the middle of the time, he instilled in me in a tone full of psychological hints: "Look at how happy you are. You are so ugly in a broken car, but you are accompanied by beautiful women. Hey, I'm so envious of you!" Once I looked at a passing girl, she would squint and say with disdain: "Too dark", or "short legs", or "face is crooked", or "slut , fake orgasm". When I retorted, "Why don't you just tell them directly", she gave me a slap, and then said, "Do you want to rub salt in people's wounds?" The car finally moved to the door, she kissed me, got out of the car wearing her suit, waved to me, and mixed into countless white-collar teams who were similar to her. 68 I was driving home. On the way, I received a call from Yuan Xiaochen, saying that the most handsome guy in the company helped her install computer software, and that her immediate boss was a Hong Kong native in his forties, and he talked to her with a smirk. It smells like seafood, and he wears a crocodile T-shirt under his suit. "It's so rough that people won't think of crocodiles. It's really enough to underestimate other people's intelligence"! At noon, while I was reading, I received another call from her, asking me if I felt lonely eating alone, and also said that the assistant to the general manager had gone home to have a baby, and the boss might ask her to go there, and that the male employees of the company privately Already quietly talking about her, wishing to cause a sensation, in short, she seemed afraid that I would think she was not good enough. In the evening, I received another call from her, saying that I had dinner with several big customers with the boss, "One person ate two bowls of shark's fin!" She also said that the company provided her with a newest Sony notebook, and said that she might accompany the boss to Singapore to negotiate an order next week. In short, the new job made her excited and satisfied. 69 Three days later, Daqing and I were sitting in a bar at night with a group of friends. I called Yuan Xiaochen. She was singing karaoke with people from the company. Appeared, drunk, as soon as he came in, he sat on my lap and kissed me like no one else, ran to the bathroom to vomit without eating a few mouthfuls, and slumped on two chairs when he came back.After we finished eating, I sent her home, and she stubbornly told me to go upstairs to sleep with her. I have always disliked sleeping with girls who drink too much, so I shrugged off writing at night and could not spend the night with her. I sent her upstairs, and she leaned against the door and hugged me, talking drunkenly, and told me that she met her ex-boyfriend in the aisle of the cash register, the boss who had an affair with her in the previous company, that is, the guy wearing sunglasses in the swimming pool , Said that the man dragged her to the bathroom and said that he missed her and so on, and then some miscellaneous and drunker words, I put her on the bed, and she pulled me until I helped her get up early tomorrow morning Bell let me go. Coming out of Yuan Xiaochen’s house, I felt a strong night wind blowing directly on my face downstairs, I looked up at the sky, I couldn’t even see the stars, the street lights were shaken by the fast-swinging branches, The sound of the wind was sharp and unpleasant, making my scalp numb. I walked to the parking lot and looked up at Yuan Xiaochen's window. I found that the light that I had turned off before leaving had been turned on again. Maybe she ran to the bathroom to vomit again. 70 I was going to take a short trip alone, to a small warm and humid southern town to escape the spring wind and sand in Beijing, but after I told Yuan Xiaochen, she insisted on going with me, and she didn’t care about resigning because of this, I told her on the phone , I only went for half a month and came back, but she suddenly changed her tone, saying that she didn’t want to miss dating me because of work, there were only two ways out, one was that we went together, and the other was that I waited for her to work until May Day, borrowing We go together on a long vacation, when we eat at a restaurant on weekends , she brought up the old story again, saying that I always wanted to get rid of her, and she was worried about working separately, "If you go, you won't see each other for two weeks, maybe something will happen! Those southern vixen are bad, like People like you are lecherous and stupid, you have to let me watch you when you go out, otherwise it will definitely happen, you just want to go out for a walk, but you end up becoming the father of two stupid children in an unknown town .” Hearing her say that made me think that the image she had of me must be ridiculous enough.