Chapter 99 99

99 "The leading actor should be someone like Chen Tian." Zhuo Ya said. Zhuo Ya is the producer of the movie, she is thirty-six or seven years old, her charm is still there, she is delicate and pretty, she has the air of a little girl when she smiles.I thought to myself: This is the type Chen Tian likes.Zhuo Ya knew Chen Tian very early and had a good impression of him. "Chen Tian, ​​what kind of person are you?" I asked, not knowing what she was referring to. "That's the kind of man." She thought she had made it very clear, and I was still at a loss.

"Manly" - a word I never use and don't understand what it means. What is "very manly"?The corresponding is what is called "very woman"?The only thing I know is that I look "feminine".What about temperament?Women should be soft on the outside and strong on the inside, but Aimei said that I am "hard on the outside and soft on the inside".The most unbearable quality of a woman is "showing weakness", and a real woman knows how to overcome strength with softness.I don't know humility, I'm self-willed, I'm competitive, stubborn, I don't have a "very feminine" temperament, and I don't know what it means to be "very manly".

Stern on the outside, warm on the inside?Carefree, informal?This is what Chen Tian looks like?I clearly know that he is as delicate as a silk, full of worries, and he has no end because of his pleasure. Instead of saying that he is very manly, I would rather say that he is very childish. What is it about him that attracts me?What is it about me that attracts him?I'm literally confused by the word "very manly". In the end, I knew what this "very manly" meant after a long time——Chen Tian's love was "very manly", it was a kind of generous emotion, with appreciation, tolerance, compassion and love, complete kindness, There is no possessiveness, and there is no realistic consideration of pros and cons, allowing you to slowly open up in his eyes.This is love that makes women happy and beautiful.But this is an aesthetic emotion, and it will be open to anyone he thinks is beautiful. This kind of love always stays at a pleasing moment, and to carry it through to the end requires greater strength and passion, which Chen Tian does not possess.Stronger, lasting emotions may have to carry sand and stone, with possessiveness, madness, cruelty, jealousy, coercion?

The fact that I was attracted by the love of "very manly" shows one thing - I have held my neck up for so many years, but in the end what I hope for is to be pampered, to be pampered appropriately. This discovery really made me despise myself!