Chapter 96 96

96 Xu Chen often said that love is an illusion, and he assured me with the experience of a lover in the past 30 years.But I privately feel that this is nonsense, what is not an illusion?Both to me, but I genuinely value these illusions.Xu Chen is not like this, he wants to ascertain the truth of life, he dismisses things that have nothing to do with truth, he once sincerely thought that emotion is the ultimate truth, that's why he has hallucinations. "Even if it is, I am just satisfied with an illusion, but I can use realistic and feasible means to repair this illusion, and use appropriate temperature and humidity to keep the illusion longer. It doesn't need to be too long, just keep it for fifty years. Years is enough for me, because I don't think the truth of what you say exists."

"Fifty years? You are not ambiguous, and it means fifty years!" "What is fifty years? What is fifty years to the universe? A moment, not even a moment!" The wind outside the window made the poplar trees on the street dance "squeaky", "squeaky" is the sound I imagined, and I couldn't hear anything through the window of the teahouse. "Wildness is not a good temperament." I turned my teacup and said to myself. "Maybe, it's not good for yourself. Willfulness requires courage and strength. Women's willfulness is usually coquettish, but it's just a pretense..."

"I'm not." "you are not." "Wildness is certainly not a woman's virtue." "no." I nodded: "Understood." "If you were not willful, we would have gotten along well back then." "Then they will still break up, because they become pitiful after failing again and again." "possible." "We wouldn't be sitting here talking like we are now." "Probably." "Then I'll be willful." "I have no objection." "Yes, I would prefer that." "Yes, it's also very good." He said, "I went to play basketball last night. It's really nice to sit on the court and look at those poplar trees. The slender tree trunks are against the trembling crowns. It's not boring to swing. You can always Stare at it. But what do these trees actually have to do with you? Nothing, they're just trees, just different from rocks. And people, aren't people weird? Two forked legs, long and round Put together a few pieces of cloth on top, as ugly as it is, but once you touch her with your hands, it will be different if you have feelings for her. We have nothing to do with this world, the only possible connection It’s emotion, and we relate to the world through emotion.”

"yes." Xu Chen said to take me home, and I said yes, a pile of shopping bags piled up on his back seat.On the Second Ring Road, he rushed from left to right and did not miss every opportunity to overtake. He always drives like this. He grinned and said: "I think most people know that they are worthless and have nothing to hold on to, and they also know that they can't stand hardships, so they all rush to steal opportunities. Everyone is stealing opportunities." We met on the road by chance, so this road is very crowded." "So do we." "Not the same," he said flatly.

He's always been so confident in himself, I'm not. The car passed the intersection of Gongti, and I saw Yonghe King. "I'm hungry, are you hungry? Eat something." He said yes, turned around and came back, stopping at the gate of King Yonghe. I asked for a wonton and a siu mai, but he only wanted a bowl of soy milk. It seemed that he was not hungry and was just with me. After paying the bill, everything came out after a while. I had just eaten the second siu mai when Xu Chen’s girlfriend, Xiao Jia, walked in with the same girlfriend. Of course, I saw Xu Chen and Xu Chen sitting at the door at a glance. I stared at us with a pair of round eyes that were already big.I have met Xiaojia twice at the dinner party before, and I have some impressions of her extra large round eyes. Fortunately, these eyes, otherwise I would not know who she is based on my memory.I nodded politely to her, and Xu Chen also nodded to her, and said, "Here we are." He didn't mean to invite them to sit together at all. I remembered that Xu Chen said that he was breaking up with her, but he didn't say anything.

The two girls took a seat far away from us, and I continued to eat my siu mai, but just as the chopsticks picked up the third one, Xiao Jia was already standing behind Xu Chen, and said, "Come out for a while." , I have something to tell you." This was said to Xu Chen, Xu Chen didn't take anything, left the mobile phone on the table, got up and followed them out, I lowered my head and didn't even look at them. The ravioli had bottomed out, and the siu mai was all reimbursed. The girl who came with Xiao Jia kept her head down and ate, which seemed to be commonplace.Xu Chen and Xiao Jia stood on the edge of the street talking without any intention of coming back, as for their expressions, they couldn't see clearly.Where is this!It's fine if I bump into Chen Tian, ​​I'm not in the mood to mess with you.I called the waiter and told her to look at Xu Chen's cell phone and bag, got up and went out.

"Xu Chen, I'm leaving first, I need to get something." I pointed to Bai Jieta parked a few meters away. Xu Chen agreed to go to the car to open the door, and while helping me with the paper bags, said: "She found the car first, thinking I went out to buy something for you." I didn't say a word, I took the paper bag and carried it. "Then you should take a taxi back first." "certainly." Xiaojia was still standing by the side of the passageway, and I had to pass in front of her with my big and small bags. Forget it, who made me grow up, please be generous.

"Xiaojia, I have nothing to do with Xu Chen, I went shopping today." Xiao Jia didn't even look at me, and yelled at Xu Chen behind me: "It's so strange! What are you talking about?! You are so strange!" I must have looked astonished, I couldn't hear what they were yelling, and I quickly jumped into a taxi and fled. "Disgraceful" - as long as you are with Xu Chen, you will easily encounter this word.I deserve it too!He had a calm expression on his face. He was afraid that if he saw this kind of scene too often, he would no longer be that shy boy. Life would temper everyone into a thick-skinned face, and he would not be immune to it.

The next afternoon, I called Xu Chen. "Did I get you into trouble?" I asked him. "No, after you left, I left too. She likes to make trouble. She sent an E-mail to apologize at night, but I ignored her. It's not the first time." Okay, it's all right, I couldn't hold back anymore, and yelled: "Shame on me!" He didn't refute, just laughed on the phone. "Hey, when can you stay away from this word?!" "What can she do if she wants to make trouble with me?" "Why does she make trouble? I really don't understand. Isn't this self-inflicted humiliation! I can't do this kind of thing in my life, at least I have to maintain some dignity?"

"Let me also tell you that children nowadays are like this! They don't have your ideas in their minds. They are all only children. They have no concept of other people's thoughts at all, and they don't care at all. They are really direct and self-centered. I can do whatever I want, I feel happier than us.” "I'm really old." "No." He paused and continued, "We're all old."