Chapter 61 61

61 He has another lover. This is something I've always known and never talked about. Chen Tian has a trick. When referring to this woman, he uses a lot of strange personal pronouns, such as "renjia", "someone", "that person", etc., in short, it is an ambiguous personal pronoun that does not distinguish between male and female.I don't know anything about "other people", and I have never expressed any opinions.He is forty-six years old, do I need to make irresponsible remarks? Once he was driving the car and said without thinking: "Give me time, and I will solve the problem." After a pause, he said, "One year."

What is he saying?We were just talking about a script plan, what did he mean?Not like, that was for me, his bottom line?Is it a promise to me?I don't know, and I don't want to ask him. My attitude towards this matter is - don't talk, don't argue, don't inquire, don't intervene. Easier said than done. Because of this "family", the two of us often had to sit in the car and drive around the city of Beijing. Because of this "family", he began to become worried and rarely had a smiling face. Once I even saw him bury his face in his palms, distressed like a child who made a mistake.

"I'm afraid that someone will die." He said such a terrible sentence. I still haven't said a word, and it's not even appropriate to comfort him. Had I not secretly thought of this woman?Who was she, and what power did she have to cause him such distress?What is he afraid of?What is a man of forty-six afraid of?A scandal, it can only be a scandal, can there be anything else?But hadn't there been enough scandals in his life?No, he has no scandals, everyone says he likes women, but no one says he is a bad guy! "Someone saw us eating together, and someone saw my car parked downstairs of your house."

"I didn't expect you to attract so much attention." "So people don't believe me anymore." "Can you believe it?" "With you, of course I can't believe it." Have me?Is it because of me?I don't think so. Many years ago, when Chen Tian went to Hong Kong for a visit, the host who received him arranged a female assistant for him. According to him, she was small, slender, and soft-spoken. They were together for two weeks. This woman arranges the schedule, translates for him, takes him to the streets, etc., gets along well but nothing else.Later he returned to Beijing.Two months later, the husband of the female assistant flew from Hong Kong to Beijing to look for him, saying that his wife asked for a divorce and had already run away from home, hoping that Chen Tian could persuade her to come back.Chen Tian expressed sympathy, but still didn't understand why.The husband said: Don't you know?My wife says she loves you.

Chen Tian's conclusion is: many times women are much braver and more decisive than men. I don't know which year Chen Tian was hospitalized for surgery. There was a young female nurse in the ward who was preparing to take the adult college entrance examination. Knowing that Chen Tian was a writer, she would often ask him questions about ancient Chinese. Naturally, Chen Tian answered every question. , very enthusiastic.Later, the girl became increasingly haggard and her eyes flickered. Chen Tian found a love letter to himself in the ancient documents she brought.Chen Tian told her seriously like an adult that this was impossible, and hoped that she would study hard and concentrate on the exam, but the girl didn't say anything.Later, Chen Tian recovered and was discharged from the hospital, and there was no news of the female nurse.Half a year later, the female nurse called him suddenly, Chen Tian asked her if she had passed the school, the female nurse said no, she didn't take the test, because she had been seriously ill since Chen Tian left, and she didn't recover until not long ago.Now she's calling him to tell him that it's over and she doesn't love him anymore.

Chen Tian's conclusion is: love is a disease. Chen Tian may think he is innocent, but he is not. He's unremarkable, ordinary, and you think I haven't tried to figure out what's so attractive about him?He is like an animal exuding some kind of breath, you can hardly tell what that breath is, As long as he radiates this kind of breath towards you, you probably won't be able to escape. This is of course a good way to say it, and it is not a good way to say it, let others say it. I have seen many of his non-couple girlfriends, including the strong woman named Du, and I have also seen him surrounded by women. His intimacy with them is natural, and he patted them on the shoulder and said A few words of concern, he remembers your name, your favorite dishes, the length of your hair the last time we met, his kindness and care are authentic and just right, making you trust him right away.I was sitting there, thinking of his father's words: 'This boy will have a lot of trouble with women. 'I took a cup of Coke and looked at him at the table, looking at the smiles on the faces of those young and not young women, thinking that if I were his wife, I would probably die of jealousy-never divorce, never Let this careful, thoughtful and understanding man fall into the hands of others.I couldn't help laughing at the thought.

I will say it again - love is a gifted ability.