Chapter 35 35

35 Let's talk about Xu Chen. After Xu Chen became a writer, he has been asking me for the love letters he sent me in the form of love letter bombing. I agreed naturally at first, but because I needed to rummage through the boxes and sort out them and other people’s love letters, it was really difficult. Too much trouble to bother.These are the things I plan to do when I get old.But he mentioned this matter over and over again, so urgently I was a little suspicious-why is this? "Give it back to me, I don't dare to be famous anymore." He finally told the truth once. "It deserves it, who asked you to send it to me? It embarrassed me for a long time."

"I was wrong, let us erase this wrong history." "Then do you dare to write about me in your book?" "Don't dare." "You promised never to write!" "I promise." He promised so happily, there must be something wrong!It's not that he intends to lie to you, but Pisces people always change their minds from time to time, and always speak the truth.I know he also promised other girls not to use their love as novel material, and deleted the written part from the computer on the spot.But, as it turned out, he had another backup on his computer!

Cunning Pisces! "I'll think about it," I replied. "But you promised before!" "I changed my mind! Don't you often change your mind too?" "Okay. This is just a small request. If you have any requirements for me, I will definitely try my best to satisfy you." He finally threatened emotionally. The fact that he asked for a love letter really puzzled me. He didn't really think that it was possible for me to publish his love letter? If he really thinks so, I really won't give it to him! The matter is not over yet. I ran into him a few months later at a magazine fraternity, where we had to sit and talk because a tug-of-war was being organized.

"I hope my book comforts and helps others. I mean it." "certainly." "Of course I also benefit from it, but the most essential purpose is to pursue the truth, and the others are just incidental benefits. And there are not necessarily benefits. Maybe I will ruin my life for writing." "That's what you did." "Sometimes I think we should write the story of the two of us well. Think about it, how many innocent young people encounter the same distress as us and cannot get help. We have the responsibility..." "Don't even think about it!" I interrupted him roughly, warily.

"It's just a thought of mine, and I'm thinking about it," he concluded jokingly, and then began sarcasm about an acquaintance's girlfriend, and didn't mention it until they each went home. He is not serious, is he?I thought about it again after I got home and drank a glass of water.He must be serious!This cunning Pisces, maybe, he has already started to write, and even almost finished it, he can do it, as if talking about it casually, but in fact he has already made a small calculation in his heart.See, I know him better than I ever did. Without hesitation, I grabbed the phone and called him: "If you want to write about me, we will break off our relationship!"

"I won't write about you just yet, I have a lot to write about. I'll take your word into account. But," he added, with writer's arrogance, "if I decide, nothing will stop me. " "Of course, I'm sure you can do it. I just want to tell you that I'm not like you, and my thoughts won't change over time. When you're ready to write, just don't forget my words." "I understand what you mean, and I will consider it carefully." He promised. The phone call ended like this, because the atmosphere was a bit serious and it was not easy to speak freely.Later we talked about this issue again, and he concluded: "Don't care whether it's good or bad, you should pay attention to whether what I write is true."

"It's wishful thinking to demand truth from a person with type B blood Pisces!" He was also a little uncertain: "At least I try my best." "I don't want to base my image on someone else's efforts." "Others don't know who you are, you are just a character in a novel." "You still want to say that I will be immortal because of it! To tell you the truth, I hate being described by others! Whether it is good or bad, it is the same. You are robbing me, understand? My description belongs to me! Those People who are not good at expressing may not care, because they lack this ability, and they may wish to be described by you! But I don't-will-will."

"So that's what happened." He pondered, a little hesitant.In order to completely cut off his thoughts, I continued to threaten him. "If you dare to write about me, as revenge - I will publish the love letter you left with me." "That will only make more girls find out that I am sincere, and they will like me more." "I will definitely pick the one with the worst Chinese, the most exaggerated emotions, and the most stupid and ridiculous publication." "They won't believe it. They'll think you're playing a trick for fame, and maybe it'll ruin your reputation."

"Then let's try." "If I am famous, I will have more opportunities to speak out, and it will be easier for them to believe me." "For the same thing, a famous person will be hurt more than an unknown person, because the influence must be wider. Think about it carefully, which of us is more famous?" "But you should also think carefully about which of us values ​​reputation more. I am famous for breaking pots and throwing things." "But even if it breaks, you still hope that you fell it yourself. Think about how it feels when someone else falls..."

"My life is used to accept blows. Have you prepared for this kind of life? I won a move before I made a move." ... I've never been as talented as he was at bickering, and when he got to the point where it completely ruined my life and caused me all kinds of misfortune, I couldn't listen to it anymore. "Okay, let's stop our hurting each other here. We must all have talents in this area, and I know it." We never talked about it again after that, we all avoided it.