Chapter 31 31

31 At ten o'clock in the morning, it was Sunday, I was woken up by the ringtone, and I grabbed the phone in a daze. "It's me, would you like a cup of coffee?" "what time is it?" "I'm downstairs from you. I just sent my son to learn painting. We have two hours to drink." "It's only nine! I don't go to bed until four! I don't want anything to drink." He smiled on the phone: "Okay, go to sleep." I hung up the phone and fell asleep. The fact that I was able to fall asleep meant that I wasn't in love that day.It seems that it is not easy to find out the watershed and dividing line of that relationship.Generally speaking, I am a calm and clear-headed person, and I need my permission even if I am fooling around.As long as I have reason, I have nothing to fear.In my relationship with Chen Tian, ​​the fatal mistake was that I overestimated my sophistication and sophistication.

Love is a constant hobby for him, everything is natural and harmless, just like a person who has had cowpox in childhood, because he has immunity, he will wave his love casually, no matter how he dances, it will look good.But I stood on the sidelines and watched, knowing that any love would be enough to kill me, so I was reluctant to join this game. At that time, I was over twenty-six and a half years old, and I slept with many men, and I only said love to someone once when I was seventeen. I wait for the love that will kill me.