Chapter 18 18

18 One and a half months later, I finished the script as scheduled and named it "The Sky of the Little Boy". The boy is the middle school student who fell in love with the female teacher.When the script was handed over to Chen Tian, ​​he was very happy, saying that very few screenwriters finish the draft ahead of schedule.Apart from this, he didn't make any comments, saying that he would wait for Hong Kong people to read it. Writing is a job of internal friction, which makes people physically and mentally exhausted, and the way to relax is to drink and have fun, while I take a walk and have sex.I take daily walks and have sex when walking doesn't work.I think the brain works well when the body is relaxed. Of course, there is a limit - you can only use your body when you have sex, not your heart, and you need to be calm to write a script.

During that time, I had a relationship with a boy named Yadong. Yadong was taciturn, with a kind of calmness and calmness, which was my preferred type at the time.I can pick this kind of person out of the crowd at a glance.We didn't say a word at an inexplicable party in a bar for some reason, but we left each other's phone calls before we left.Two weeks later I called him, we went out for dinner, went to a billiard hall after dinner, and he taught me how to play billiards for two hours. No matter how long or short two people spend together, they will form a certain way, just like the default value of the computer, and it will be in this mode as soon as it is started, which saves everyone trouble.The default value of Yadong and I is - not to talk about feelings, not to get involved in each other's life, let me call to make appointments, not to spend the night together.

This kind of default value made me not count Yadong when I decided not to associate with men. When the script was almost finished, I called Yadong to make an appointment with him. He hesitated and asked me when. In the evening, he came to my cabin as scheduled, forty minutes late.He didn't explain, I didn't ask, and we made love as usual. After it was completely dark, I turned on the desk lamp, knowing that I could write quietly for a while, and leaned contentedly on the side of the bed to watch him get dressed. With his back turned to me, he suddenly said, "I was late just now. I'm having a pre-marital check-up this afternoon."

"What did you say?" My head had already flown to nowhere, but was pulled back by his words. "I'm getting married tomorrow." Even though I tried to calm down as usual, I was still stunned for a moment. He turned to look at me, his expression still flat, but I could tell he was pleased with the effect his words had had. I know what I'm supposed to say: "Did you watch that porn porn they said was disgusting? Afternoon?" "I didn't watch it, or it would be too late. A group of people just finished reading it, so we pretended to have seen it and stamped it."

"Good luck." I buttoned up my clothes, "So, are you going to register tomorrow?" "Registration in the morning, treat in the evening." "Then you have a lot of things to do, don't you have to prepare clothes and do your hair?" I was talking, and I realized that I was talking about the stupidest ideas about getting married, so I had to give up. "I don't know... there must be something to do anyway." He sat down by the bed, kissed me, his affectionate look, and refused to let go for a long time, which surprised me.I think he meant it, he wanted to do it, so I don't really need to say anything, and it's even more ridiculous to apologize for delaying him.

"Call me, nothing will change." He said before leaving. That night, I wrote only a few lines before stopping because something was wrong.I have been thinking about Yadong, wondering why he left his bride and came to me.To impress me?Unwilling to reject me?His marriage was not what he wanted?I don't know anything about his personal affairs, but one thing I can be sure of, it is not out of love, everything between us is far from love.Then there is only one explanation, he is to prove to himself that he is unchangeable, to create a little drama for his own life; or he is naturally indifferent, thinking that there is nothing sacred in the world that is worth pouring his heart into.That's terrible, I like calm people, but I hate indifferent people extremely.

Nothing will change, it still changes, he is not the person I want, what I want is the fiery soul burning under the calm face.Of course, I was too harsh. I didn't know him well. He was just a partner, and it should be said that he was a good one.Forget it, this well-chosen boyfriend is just as distracting to me. Instead of caring about him, I might as well care about my script. When I reached out to unplug the phone line, the phone rang. It was Ai Mei. She had good news for me, about my Venus. "Your Venus is in a 60-degree angle to Saturn , in the zodiac chart, this phase is most representative of artistic excellence. Saturn brings a more persistent interpretation of Venus' aesthetic aesthetics. Saturn's structure interacts with Venus' beauty, and the ruler of your sign It's Saturn, so they're in perfect harmony..."

"There's nothing to worry about, the script is definitely fine!" I immediately forgot about Yadong.