Chapter 14 14

14 Unexpectedly, my first audience was Chen Tian. When I walked into the office, Chen Tian was sitting behind the big desk in front of the window, raised his head from the manuscript he was reading, and smiled. "Growing up." He stared at me without blinking, "It hasn't changed at all." "You're old." I smiled at him and thought to myself. I have to start by saying what I'm doing. Because of a winter of confinement and thinking, I basically came to the same conclusion as Dr. Faust - the only thing that can bring a sense of fulfillment in life is creation, since I want to live this life, I have to rely on this sense of fulfillment - —this "happy premonition", and I have no power to "expand the territory", only write, only write, only write.So I made up my mind to stay away from romantic affairs, emotional entanglements, and meaningless trivial things in the world, and let writing override everything.

Of course I know that besides determination, creation needs more "talent". "Talent" has nothing to do with your efforts or your wishes.Thinking of this, I broke out in a cold sweat, and immediately wanted to pick up the phone and call Aimei, and ask her to talk about my artistic talent based on my Venus aspect.But what should I do if she says I'm out of phase?How should I spend my life? I have been making up my mind for more than two months, and I am hesitant to face my pile of manuscripts every day. I don’t know whether I should go out to sell myself or stay at home and keep writing.Writing is my hobby. Some people are used to holding a cigarette in their hand. I like to hold a pen in my hand. Since I was a child, I have become a self-entertainer.When I was young, I asserted that Xu Chen was a writer, but I lacked such expectations for myself.I have decided that from now on I will not waste my passion for writing on love letters!If it's the only thing I know, I'll have to travel the world with it.

During the days when I was writing columns for magazines, writing plans for advertising companies, and writing several movie scripts with beginning and end for film and television companies, Guo Guo found me on the phone. "Everyone in our company wants it!" she said, "Give me some of your writing next week, and I'll show it to our art director." "it is good." Guo Guo is a senior classmate of my university. She works as a planner in a cultural company called "Everyday Upward". Her task is to find a group of young writers for the newly established company. Its business includes publishing books, running magazines, planning scripts, producing movies and TV series, and acting as an agent for writers. It does everything you can imagine. In those two years, there were so many cultural companies like this. They all started such a company.

"Our company's art director is Chen Tian." Guo Guo finally said. On Monday, I handed Guo Guo a screenplay that I had written while I was doing nothing at the publishing house.The next Monday, Guo Guo called and said that their art director asked me to meet at the company tomorrow. I will go as promised.