Chapter 15 Chapter fifteen

The cup of green tea that was brewed in cold water, after waiting for almost four full hours, accompanied by the light of day, did not drop down one by one.The tea leaves are calmly spread out on the water, without making a sound.The upper layer is wrinkled and shriveled, as if what is held underneath is not water, but transparent and dry air. Shen Lvai stared at the cup of tea almost without blinking: My God, my God, what happened?How come they don't sink down?Even if it sinks a piece!She was extremely anxious. In the hot summer wind, she was actually shivered by the chill in her bones.

Her heart collapsed in large pieces, and she could even hear the bang when it collapsed.First for a while, after a while, and again, the intervals became shorter and shorter. In her ears, "boom, boom, boom" were connected together. She concentrated on staring at the cup of tea that refused to sink because she could avoid thinking about what she had just heard.As soon as she realized the existence of this thing, she became violently sick, and the way she vomited made her look like a pregnant woman. How can there be such a thing!This can never happen!How terrible!How disgusting!What a shame!What a shame!I actually thought he... Shen Lvai jumped up as if struck by lightning, straightened her spine, her face turned hot and fiery red... The half-naked figure in my mirror is so stupid, like an idiot Miss!How did this happen? Just now I felt depressed and boring, but suddenly a big wound opened, a big wound like a bottomless abyss without boundaries.

In the dark night, she seemed to see her dowry girl Wanluo passing by her eyes, and seemed to hear someone calling her to eat.She waved her hand wearily.She didn't remember when it got dark, but it was probably when her heart was also getting dark. She heard the first cry of cold insects in the courtyard.Looking up at the night sky above the yard, the stars are sparse and listless, as if they had to appear.The tide of rage, flowing so quickly, is now the ebb of nothingness. Wan Luo came over again and said, "Madam wants to see you." She didn't move, it didn't matter whoever came, she couldn't live anymore.Thinking of not being able to survive, her eyes lit up, "Death!" A lightning bolt struck her chest, and she felt relieved, and she had a way out.

She jumped up suddenly, rushed into the room, and looked at the beam like crazy. She wanted to find a place to hang the sling, but there was none.She is in a hurry.The room was dark, and she was holding on to the "hanging rope" that was used as a silk scarf in winter, and turned around.Wan Luo was frightened and cried a long time ago, lit the gas lamp and put it on the dressing table, then knelt down, crying and shouting: "Ma'am, Ma'am, Young Mistress is going to hang herself! Ma'am, come quickly!" Lin Ouchu broke into the room, and she immediately understood everything.

"Go down." She held a round fan to repel mosquitoes in her hand, and said softly. The servants all went down, leaving the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law standing in a daze. They confronted each other for a while, and finally, the mother-in-law pulled out the chair by herself, sat down, and said, "If you want to die, you will die when you understand." Shen Luai stood still and said, "Aren't you waiting for me to die?" Lin Ouchu didn't respond when he heard this, and stared at the lamp wick, he was stunned for a while, and said: "It's nothing serious, Tianzui is really sick, and you haven't cured it."

"What disease! Disgusting! I'm dying." Shen Lv'ai wanted to hang herself again, but she no longer had the excitement and passion of the first time. Lin Ouchu sighed, and said, "Tianzui is afraid of you. You are a woman, and you are too angry." Shen Lvai didn't understand what her mother-in-law said, and her confused expression just now suddenly No more, as if picked out by her mother-in-law, she said: "No matter how arrogant I am, I can't be as arrogant as you! You are so arrogant that your husband died before you! But I am not as lucky as you. I just He died before him, let you live a quiet life in the future."

Lin Ouchu was so angry that her hands trembled, but she held back her strength and said, "Lv Ai, you are a smart woman, you have to act according to your conscience. I asked Tianzui whether he didn't want to have sex with you, or he couldn't." , did you scare him?!" Shen Lv'ai was so angry that she didn't even care to hang herself, and asked, "Why did I scare him? How did I scare him? I didn't say anything, I didn't do anything, why did I scare him?" "Daughters of a rich family, how many of you are like you. Don't talk about a pair of big feet, your chest is so high, your throat is loud, and the sound comes first before people arrive. Are you used to being wild in the mountains, or are you used to wandering in the city? Yes. My mother-in-law does not want you to be obedient and four-virtuous, but you must know how to be gentle and virtuous. Look at your eating habits, hang yourself and go on a hunger strike. These are not real skills. You have real skills. Once a woman gives birth to a son, you also call me Be a mother-in-law and admire me once!"

"You, you, you..." The daughter-in-law was so angry that she couldn't speak, "There is no good person in your resistance family." "My surname is not Hang, but my surname is Lin. I was brought into the Kang family, and I haven't been happy for ten years. I have suffered so much, and you will not be able to eat it all in your life. You haven't started yet. It has been less than a year since you were brought in. You It just jumps up and down like a flea, who do you want to see and think I will pity you? A joke!" The mother-in-law sneered and sneered, and the wayward Shen Luai was stunned by the scolding. She was so surprised that her mouth was half-opened, she couldn't believe her ears!

The mother-in-law is reasonable by nature, and she takes care of everything up and down. The mother-in-law is also literate and never cares about her big feet.She never imagined that her mother-in-law is so cruel. Look at her holding a stick of incense in her hand. In the darkened room, there is only her tall, thin, black shadow, with her shoulders propped up like a perched bird. Hei Ying, with the stick of incense exuding a strange fragrance in his hand, blinked and squeezed his strange eyes. Shen Lv'ai saw the eyes of her destiny and squeezed a mocking light at her, the darkness was full of the same kind of light!That was her life, watching her coldly, waiting for her to hang herself.

She also saw the Mansheng jug of "I have collected it with you", which was quietly placed on the antique shelf, symbolizing Hang Tianzui's life.smash it!Shen Luai grabbed the pot and held it high above her head.No one stood in her way, but all eyes were on her.The mansheng pot trembled in her hand, waiting for her fate to be smashed to pieces.Shen Lv'ai trembled with it, as if they were sick and sympathetic to each other. "No!" she yelled as hard as she could, and dropped her hands.Her voice was sharp and piercing, and the voice of rejection from this woman could be heard in every corner of Wangyou Building.The sound is fresh and punchy.The Hang family, which has been passed down for five generations, has never had such a public protest!

Three days later, Shen Lu'ai, who fell ill in bed, finally woke up.In the past three days, she had many random dreams, but she didn't remember them all. When she got up, she only saw one thing - the cup of Longjing tea she brewed with cold water, the tea leaves floating on the surface finally unfolded , tea soup, has shown a yellow-green color.The leaves are falling one by one at an extremely slow speed. Shen Lvai leaned on the dresser beside the bed with disheveled hair, propped her chin with her hands, and stared blankly at the glass.She opened her eyes so wide and her eyes were so focused, she could almost see the ups and downs of the world in the cup. Wan Luo came over and stood beside her cautiously, not knowing how to greet her. "How many days have I slept?" Shen Luai asked. "It's been three days." Wan Luo asked puzzled, "Miss, what are you looking at?" "Tea is so beautiful," said Shen Lv'ai, "I never thought that tea would be so beautiful." Wan Luo thought, Miss was too much stimulated, there was something wrong with her mind, and she spoke so strangely.But Shen Lu'ai took off her thin clothes, got up, and said lightly, "I want to eat." Wan Luo was surprised to go to Zhang Luo for dinner for her master. She didn't understand what happened to the master. Before leaving, she picked up the teacup, but Shen Lv'ai shouted: "Don't touch it!" "You mean it?" Wan Luo held the teacup, "I'll go get you a hot one." "Put it down!" Shen Lvai said, "I want this cold one, I like to watch it." After breakfast, Shen Lu'ai went to greet her mother-in-law, and she walked towards her mother-in-law firmly with a smile.At this moment, the mother-in-law was discussing the business of the tea house with Uncle Cha Qing. When she saw the daughter-in-law, her face was a little pale, but she still had a radiant expression, and said, "Why did you wake up after lying down for a few days?" "I'm well, I'm going to get up naturally." The daughter-in-law sat beside her mother-in-law affectionately, "You and Uncle Cha Qing are all worried about the elderly, why do we people of the next generation always lie down? With you Together, listen more, and you will grow up!" Cha Qing felt the eyes of the new daughter-in-law, like a knife, smiling in front of his eyes, looking for a place to strike.He twirled his goatee and closed his eyes slightly. "I have an idea, I wonder if it would be useful to say it?" The mother-in-law and the former housekeeper stared at her in unison.She said: "Our family is the busiest in spring, and we are free in autumn. Why don't we take advantage of this time to start a chrysanthemum business, which is brewed and drunk. Some people even like to use chrysanthemums instead of tea!" "It's not that I haven't thought about this idea before, it's just that chrysanthemums are mainly produced in Tongxiang, who will handle this matter?" "There is a relative in my family who grows chrysanthemums in Tongxiang, so I just leave the work to him." Lin Ouchu stared at his daughter-in-law for a moment, and then at Chaqing. Chaqing just twirled his beard and didn't speak, so Lin Ochu also remained silent. Shen Lvai asked Cha Qing, "Uncle Cha Qing, what do you think?" Cha Qing raised her hands lightly: "Don't ask, aren't you afraid that I'll steal your business?" Shen Lu'ai stood up, beaming with joy, and said, "Uncle Cha Qing said that I can make money! I will discuss it with him when Tianzui comes back, let him decide." As soon as Shen Lu'ai left, Lin Ouchu said, "She has the money to do it. I don't have the money to give her." Uncle Cha Qing sighed and said, "Do evil." "How can you say such discouraging words?" Lin Ouchu said.How did I know that it would almost kill someone!I still have to lose my job!Uncle Cha Qing, you are Fa Fa Shan U...,, Wu Chaqing moved the twenty silver dollars forward: "I can't keep you. You are very angry and murderous, and if you keep you, you will be a disaster. Let's go, go back to my hometown to find a wife, and take back your thoughts." Wu Chaqing Wu Sheng started to sneeze, and stammered, "It's too early to beg... my wife. It's too early. I don't even think about it..." "Don't talk about it, I can count how many worms you have in your stomach." Wu Sheng was stunned, his knees softened, and he knelt at Cha Qing's feet, hugging Cha Qing's legs and whimpering, patting the mud all over the floor with his hands, and burst into tears. Thinking of his fierce and beautiful wife with disheveled hair about to hang herself, Hang Tianzui was so worried that the roots of his hair stood on end. Speaking of it, it was a very helpless thing to pick up the small tea from the tea shop.It turns out that the infatuation of the flesh is like this.Hang Tianzui still can't explain why he has a strong and heroic heart of conquest for a woman like Xiaocha. This heart of conquest is so strong that it exploded on the spot with a bang in his chest. Its crumbs actually traveled all over his body, controlling his body.If he wanted to be strong in front of Shen Luai but couldn't be strong, then in front of Xiaocha he wanted to be weak but couldn't be weak anymore. The endless sex with Xiaocha may have something to do with those messy Chinese medicines, maybe it has nothing to do with it.Anyway, Hang Tianzui knew that he had fallen into it, into a quagmire of weakness.With Xiaocha, who is obedient and obedient, he has become a big man who has three mouthfuls. When his throat makes a sound, Xiaocha will be so frightened that his eyes will shake.He was relieved and appreciated the relationship.He acted just the opposite in front of his wife. When his wife raised her willow eyebrows a little, his eyes trembled in fright.He thought that he had done something wrong, and the kid would knock on the door in the middle of the night after all.He waited helplessly for this day to come, and this day finally came to him. During the three days when his wife was looking for death and life, he returned home shamelessly, so he hid helplessly in Xiaocha's arms, sighing: "I should have gone to Dongyang with my guest." "Yes, to Toyo." "There is nothing to worry about over there, and you don't even have to worry about your life. You can just do whatever you want, fascinated." "Yes, fascinated." "Do you know what yearning is?" He asked Xiaocha to trouble him, "You don't even know a single word." "Fantasy means wanting to die." You Xiaocha said honestly, she looked ugly, with butterfly spots all over her face. "Yeah, I really want to live that kind of life, so breathy and carefree." "It's all my fault." Xiaocha said, "You can go back, I will take care of the baby after birth, just give us a bite of food, that's enough." Hang Tianzui stared at Xiaocha, unable to understand the infinite mystery of a woman, how she changed from a young girl to a woman, even the words she said seemed very old. "You really only need one bite to eat?" "real." Hang Tianzui let out a long sigh, and felt unsatisfied again. Is such a woman too easy to conquer?Stretch out your hand and grab it, and it will be in the palm of your hand, but is it sick? So go back and find that radiant wife—how about it? Hang Tianzui's whole body was loose and loose, and he had no bones at all.Hang Tianzui stared at Xiaocha, unable to understand the infinite mysteries of women, how could she be such a woman so easily conquered so quickly?When you reach out and grab it, it's in the palm of your hand, so On the eighteenth day of the ninth month of the lunar calendar, Lin Ouchu sent someone to pick out the incense offerings and bring them to Xiaocha, and then sent a message to Tianzui saying that the daughter-in-law should stop making trouble, and she can come back after avoiding this for a while.However, the nineteenth day of the ninth month in the lunar calendar is the birthday of Avalokitesvara, and he will be given the "Xiaoxitian on the Lake" to burn incense for three days to bless the prosperity of the Hangzhou family.Since Xiaocha is pregnant, it is also possible to go there a day earlier to save some noise, but Tianzui must deliver it in person to be sincere. It turns out that Guanyin Bodhisattva has three birthdays in the hearts of Hangzhou people. On February 19th, June 19th, and September 19th, on those three days, people from the city went to the mountains to pilgrimage, swarming, shoulder to shoulder, and went straight to the northwestern city of Hangzhou. Three days Zhu.The predecessors once had a couplet: "The name of the mountain is Tianzhu, and the west is in front of you. It is thousands of miles away from Lachao Mountain, and there is no incense in the sea; the Buddha is called Guanyin. When I heard it in Nanmo, hundreds of millions of people recited Buddha in unison. After all, there are many good people in the world. " Hang Tianzui doesn't believe in ghosts and gods in his heart, but his attitude is consistent with Confucius'. One is to respect gods as if they exist, and the other is to be silent and confuse the gods. He thought he could take this opportunity to visit the Sansheng Stone.It's been a long time since he and this stone. The people of Hangzhou said to them: Keep a low profile and watch the sea, and Tianzhu watch the mountains.Traveling to Tianzhu, but because of the beautiful mountains for tens of miles, there are green peaks, from Lower Tianzhu to Upper Tianzhu, along the way there are Lingqi Peak, Lianhua Peak, Yuegui Peak, Jiliu Peak, Zhongyin Peak, Rudou Peak, Baiyun Peak, Tianzhu Peak, etc. .The Fajing Temple in Xiatianzhu, where Hang Tianzui and Xiaocha are going, is just in front of the Lotus Peak.This lotus peak is connected with Lingqi peak. Although the mountain is not high, the shape of the mountain is very beautiful. There are huge stones on the mountain, and the top is scattered, just like a lotus flower with large petals in full bloom. poetry.The Sansheng Stone, which is about three feet high and six feet wide, is just under the Lianhua Peak. Tianzui asked his servants to accompany Xiaocha into the Fajing Temple, and he himself came to the Three Life Stone in a non-stop manner. Now, he saw the poem about the Sansheng Stone again: "There is a lot of things in front of him and behind him, and he would be heartbroken if he wanted to talk about the cause and fate. Wuyue has searched all over the mountains and rivers, but returned to the smoke and fell into Zhaitang." He was very strange. The excitement of saying goodbye to Sanshengshi did not happen at all.The strange mountain rocks, vines, kudzu, and thatch grass in broad daylight seem to have more mountainous features that are not available in the city, but they are completely different from the Sansheng stone in the dark night many years ago.In Nightmare, it is a dimly lit place that seems to be covered with a layer of varnish, deep and unknown.For a long time, he didn't understand why such a change happened.It wasn't until he felt the loneliness hidden in the mountains and turned to leave that he remembered that there were two people in Sanshengshi in the past, and he had two completely different lives, but he is the only one in Sanshengshi now.He gets married, has an affair, has sex with others, and will soon have a child, but he only has a helpless life.In this kind of life, he was confused for a while, and then he was confused for a long time. For the first time, the huge wave of fate overwhelmed him irresistibly.Only now did he realize that he and Zhao Jike were completely different people, they were already completely different.Even if he turned his head to look for it at this moment, it would be useless for him to catch up with bare feet.Who put him in this situation?Who is holding his destiny in the palm of his hand?Hang Tianzui was stunned on the mountain road full of acacia trees.He was stunned by his own life: last year at this time, I had nothing to worry about, but this year at this time, I actually have two women!The autumn sun shone on the mountain road, and Hang Tianzui's eyes became blurred: What is that shining white in front?Is it the silver figure in that long silver night?That figure never looks back, like a stubborn dream under the blue sky and broad daylight.He asked in surprise, "Are you accepting your fate?" The figure from behind replied decisively in a familiar voice he was used to: "Yes!" When we came out of Fajing Temple, the sides of the mountain road were full of unkempt beggars who came from all over the place.Every birthday of Guanyin Bodhisattva is a huge carnival for them, and they rely on the shadow of Guanyin to spend the rest of their lives suffering from hunger and cold.Xiaocha walked a few steps, grabbed Tianzui's sleeve, and said quietly: "Go quickly, I see an acquaintance." "Who?" "Wu Sheng." "What's scary." "I don't know. But he hangs out with those beggars." "It's really him. Poor, Uncle Cha Qing quit him. There's nothing you can do about it. He's a wicked man, he's been pestering you all the time, isn't he? It doesn't matter, it's okay, look at your blushing, it seems that you really want to Something happened. Let's go. Is there a rag on his head? I saw him. Let's just pretend we didn't see him and let's go, so as not to embarrass each other. I can't think of it , he didn’t go to his hometown in Anhui, he went to beggars.” On the night of the 18th, Tianzui took some tea and went to the West Lake to set off a lotus lantern.The gates of the Qiying city will not be closed overnight, allowing people to enter and exit.People from Hangzhou visited Night Lake on the 18th, mainly for pilgrimage to the mountains.Good men and believers have already made preparations a few days ago. The sincere ones walk along the Lixi Lake from Qiantang Gate to Lingyin Tianzhu. It is more than 20 miles away. There are many temples along the way. Bye, on the road by the lake, the incense burns continuously throughout the road, flickering and disappearing, phantoms flickering like bright and disappearing, and a lake that never sleeps is actually reflected. Those who do not go to the Western Paradise to pray to Buddha have booked a yacht in advance, and agreed to board the boat after dinner to swim on the lake.Large cruise ships can accommodate ten to twenty people, and there are large cabins in which banquets can be held.Tianzui's family lived up to the boat, it was already used by his family, so Tianzui hired a melon-skinned boat, except for Zhouzi, there were only him and Xiaocha in the boat. At this time of night in the West Lake, people in Hangzhou began to put lotus lanterns.The lamp is made of paper and looks like a lotus flower. It is supported by a wooden board, a nail is set up side by side, and a red candle is inserted on the top; Figure auspicious. Gradually, lotus lanterns filled the wide lake like black velvet.When the breeze blows, the heart is swaying, and the lanterns are also swaying.The small stars of the red fire are beautiful and moving, when they are far and sometimes near, when they are valleys and peaks, the star pills are scattered, the sky is brilliant, and the water surface has another color. It can be said that the night is still and the water is cold, and the Milky Way has descended. Hang Tianzui's restless heart, which arose at the Sansheng Stone during the day, was gradually dissolved by this powerful worldly beauty.He thought, it doesn't have to be the same as the sender, isn't there a reason to accept fate?For example, if you accept your fate, you can set off lanterns.Moreover, in his opinion, every lotus lantern has a profound meaning, and it has a soul, attached to secret joy and pain, turned into candlelight, in such a free lake and in the wind, unrestrained rippling.He seemed to hear the prayers of all living beings one after another from the lake, Amitabha... He was moved to tears by this extremely beautiful and extremely pious night scene.Sitting at the other end, Xiao Cha, who was idly watching, didn't understand why the young master hadn't said a word for a long time, and saw him frantically looking for a candle, so he asked, "What are you looking for?" "Quick, there is a lotus lantern over there that was blown out by the wind. Look at how pitiful it is. Why didn't it put lanterns in pairs like us? Quick, row over, I can at least light it up again A lonely lantern, and the candle was blown out by the wind, how sad the person who put up the lantern must be. I am afraid that this person is also a lonely soul, or he will put up a lonely lantern. Draw a little closer, Let me pick it up first, let me see, whose name is written there?" He picked up the lantern with one hand, looked at the center of the flower, then jumped and was stunned.Xiaocha asked: "Did you see it? Who is it?" Hang Tianzui lit the lantern and put it back into the water.The lamp faltered and went away, merged into the sea of ​​lights and candlelight, but could not be found. "You're talking, are you dumb?" With a child in your stomach, it's like having a spear in battle. Xiaocha is a little rude when he talks. "Shut up." Hang Tianzui said, greeted Zhouzi again, and went back. " The water shadow is slippery and thick, reflecting the lotus, like red makeup.The red light is connected into one piece for a while, and shattered into thousands of strands for a while, with an indescribably sad and phantom beauty.Hang Tianzui looked at the lake.Under the water, the face of his wife gradually rose up.He really wanted to ask her, is this also destiny?In the vast sea of ​​lights, why is only yours floating towards me?How can you write words like "Lian Xin is suffering"?The wife smiled sadly underwater and disappeared. Before Hang Tianzui entered his courtyard, he heard the sound of a guqin, which made him very surprised. He was playing "Xileng Huayu" which Hang Tianzui is very familiar with. Only then did he realize that the autumn air is getting deeper and deeper. , the autumn rain continued. Looking from the gap in the window frame of the carved building, there is a dim candle, under which a woman in a moon-white cardigan, with her long black hair combed into a big loose braid, is gently combing.The sound flow is condensed, hesitant to speak and stop, infinite autumn thoughts, all in such a night picture. Hang Tianzui couldn't help feeling dejected, and a different kind of sentiment floated up from the vain ground.Standing outside the door, hesitating and not knowing what to do, she saw Lu Ai stopped the piano and turned her face away, as if she heard something. He couldn't stand anymore, and he couldn't bear to see her sad face again.This face became quiet because of sadness, and it was no longer so warm and bright. In the scattered search of the lights, it turned into a classical one. Seeing her husband's return, Lu Ai smiled calmly and said, "Are you back?" "came back……" Hang Tianzui was guilty of being a thief after all, and drifted through a sentence in a vain manner, wanting to enter the study. But he saw his wife getting up and wiping his head with a towel. In the past, there were such things, and there were always a few complaints, but today was different. She just wiped his hair with a towel carefully, and then said nothing. go away. Hang Tianzui was disturbed by his wife's uncharacteristic warmth. He was in front of the desk, but his wife had already held the Mansheng pot in both hands and handed it to him. "You...I'll do it myself, Wan Luo..." Tianzui stood up flustered. "Stop talking, it's cold outside, drink some hot tea." Tianzui looked into his wife's eyes, looked at his wife's hand holding the pot, the fingers were long, the nails were clean, red and tender, like tentacles of flesh. But the wife went back to the living room, and said: "I haven't played the piano for a long time, and today I feel a little moody. I wonder if it will disturb you?" "Where is it?" Tian Zui said quickly, "I also like listening to the piano the most, but you have been married for so long, and you don't know that you know this skill!" "When I was in Shanghai, my father specially hired a luthier to teach me and my brother. I learned the Zhejiang school..." "I heard this at the door just now. It's clear, light, subtle, and distant. It took you many years to realize this realm." Seeing that her husband was interested, Shen Lvai took up the conversation and said, "My father said, it's good for a girl to learn to play the piano and have a little romance and ambition. It's better than just learning how to embroider." "After all, your father is not an ordinary person. Knowing the rhyme of the piano, he also has virtue, state, and Taoism; the Zhejiang School he taught you is also very reasonable. Didn't you hear the ancient saying: the capital is too vigorous, and the south of the Yangtze River is too frivolous , but the quality of the two Zhejiang provinces is not wild, and the literature is not historical..." Hang Tianzui felt relieved, and began to talk nonsense, and seeing his wife only smiled at him, he made a bow and said, "I am talking on paper, my eyes are high and my hands are low. , if you really want to play the piano, it still depends on you." Shen Lvai didn't refuse, she sat upright, burned incense to watch it, and played "Hu Bu's Eighteen Beats", which stunned Hang Tianzui.The tune is low and slow at first, then mellow and sad, then angry, then ecstatic, then mournful, then full of thoughts, heart-wrenching, and finally engulfs both the listener and the player, unable to extricate themselves. After a while, Hang Tianzui woke up from his intoxication and said, "Why do I feel like I didn't know you before?" Shen Lvai smiled faintly: "When I was in the countryside, I liked to run up the mountains the most, and the children of the tenants at home also liked to follow me. When my father came back, he complained that my mother didn't train me well. She gave birth to a boy and a girl. How did he know that my mother herself was outside every three days, and she supported such a large farm! Later, when I went to Shanghai, my father hired two or three teachers to teach me. Qin was at that time Learned." "No wonder you..." Shen Luai didn't say anything, just smiled a little, and then went to sleep.Hang Tianzui was nervous, not knowing what actions she would make, but she saw that she was the same as before, and she didn't make any trouble. She spread two quilts, two flat beds between the quilts. At dawn, Hang Tianzui woke up, and saw Lu Ai wrapped in a quilt, curled up towards him, blowing like orchids, sleeping soundly, her black hair scattered between the pillows, it was really moving.A burst of impulse hit him, and in an instant he found that the women on the bed were all the same, and it wasn't scary. When he was having sex with her, he even found that her expression and moaning were the same as Xiaocha's, which boosted his confidence.He didn't understand, what happened to him in the past, how could he be so afraid? In the evening of the next day, after he had dinner at Xiaocha's, he began to feel restless.After holding the lamp, he said, "Xiaocha, I'm going back." "Go back." Xiaocha said, two lines of clear tears flowed down. He didn't dare to look at her anymore, so he turned his head and left. A day of autumn rain was waiting for him outside the door. He wanted to stay and go home at the same time. The second night was not as unfamiliar as the first night, and Lu Ai seemed affectionate, and she was no longer as passive as Xiaocha.But this kind of initiative did not make Hang Tianzui frightened, he felt that all of this was acceptable in the first place. Hang Tianzui spent more and more time at home, which made it difficult for his mother Lin Ouchu to understand.During the day he also went out to collect some things, but he would definitely go home at night.Lin Ouchu sent someone to inquire about the woman named Xiaocha, and when she came back, she said that her belly was getting bigger day by day, but she lived a clean life, and didn't make trouble because of the man's gossip.When Lin Ou heard it for the first time, a smile appeared on his face.However, she also found that the thing that her daughter-in-law squeezed into the corner of her mouth, this kind of thing that was restrained by willpower to prevent it from erupting, was too heavy, and a crack was smashed on her glamorous face. Starting from the nose, it draws shallowly to the corner of the mouth, and gradually deepens over time, like a smile line, but also like a bitter line.Sometimes proud, sometimes it seems to have experienced vicissitudes. 1929, keep the fan in hand; 3927, ice water is as sweet as honey; 4936, wipe sweat like a bath; 5945, wear autumn leaves dance on head; 6954 , into the Buddhist temple to enjoy the cool; seventy-nine sixty-three, looking for sheets by the bed; eighty-nine seventy-two, thinking about covering the quilt; On the day of the winter solstice, to celebrate the new year, the Hang family compound had to go to the suburbs to visit the grave according to the custom.The new daughter-in-law goes out dressed colorfully, which is a custom of Hangzhou people, called Shanghuafen. Before going out, the young couple waited but couldn't wait, Lin Ouchu was sullen, Hang Tianzui rushed over in a panic and said, "Mom, Lvai is throwing up." Lin Ouchu was startled, and hurried to the backyard.As soon as their eyes collided, the mother-in-law understood, she burst into tears and said, "Tianzui, you are going to be a father." That night, when Tianzui was about to go back to his room to lie down, Wan Luo said: "Miss ordered, a small bed is built for you in the study." Hang Tianzui was slapped in the face when he heard it, and didn't understand what it meant, so he rushed into the bedroom to ask for clarification.As soon as he looked up, he saw that cold face.Hang Tianzui still didn't understand, went up to hold her shoulder, and asked, "What's the matter with you?" Shen Luai gently wiped his hand like a rag, and said, "Don't touch me." "why?" "I find it dirty." Hang Tianzui stood up and walked back and forth on the ground a few times, wondering what was going on. He stared at his wife again, trying to read a lantern of "the lotus heart is suffering" from her eyes.He failed, and what he read was two large, icy holes. "You plan on me like that? You hate me that much?" He raised his head in frustration and looked at his woman.There was a touch of fluke in his frustration that he still hoped it was a big joke. "I was plotting against you, but I don't hate you." The woman half leaned on the bed, her hair hanging down long, "At first I really hated you, but then I understood, and I felt pity for you. You Man, I see it through, you are just a poor person. I don't deserve my hatred." Hang Tian was stunned drunk.After a while, he said, "You've said it well! You've said it well! You've said it through me." The woman in front of him was rosy white, with black hair like paint.He looked at her, gritted his teeth, and lusted again.He wished he could fuck this woman on the spot, but as soon as he raised his hand, he felt nauseated, disgusting!nausea! He staggered out, Shen Lu'ai looked at her husband's back, relieved, laughed and cried.She knew she had revenge.But she didn't know what she was going to get, and got none of it.Hang Tian was drunk and staggered out the door. No one in his family knew about it, and he didn't care.The brightly lit outside is the night market of Qinghefang.He walked through it blankly.Selling antiques, selling calligraphy and paintings, there are people everywhere.The sellers all knew Master Hang, and they asked him to see the goods, but he turned a deaf ear to them.Instead, there was a long table at the corner of the street, surrounded by a group of people booing.The table was covered with black cloth, two small flags, one red and one white, were inserted at both ends, and there were also two bamboo tubes with opposite mouths, which were placed at both ends of the table.The artist gently pulled out the plug of the pipe, tapped the mouth of the two bamboo pipes with his fingers a few times, and the ants crawled out one by one, and stood in several rows in front of the mouth of the pipe, forming a team.One team is red and the other is white.I also saw the artist holding a small yellow flag in his hand, and poking the yellow flag between the tables, the red and white ants rushed towards each other in an array, two by two sumo, desperately biting each other.At this time, the artist was on the side, took a bamboo chopsticks and beat a porcelain plate quickly, and the sound was urgent, which was very interesting.Hang Tianzui couldn't help but glanced at him, he was stunned - that artist was Wu Sheng who was kicked out of the tea shop by Chaqing.He was dressed in rags, black and gray, with rags tied on his head, hanging from the corners of his eyes. Only his white teeth were clenched tightly, and a pair of big black and white eyes stared at the ant colony. I saw the ants fighting each other, they were brave and fierce, even if their beards and legs were broken, they would not retreat.When one ant falls down, the other ant rushes up quickly, killing the sky and the earth in darkness.At the moment when it was hard to separate, Wu Sheng waved the small yellow flag in front of the two teams of ants, and immediately the ants stopped their drums and turned back to the bamboo tube.The strong ones return the fastest, followed by the disabled ones, dragging their broken legs and pulling their heads. Behind them, there are corpses strewn across the field. Wu Sheng took out a wooden box, and flicked the dead ant carcasses into the box with his palm. Then, he took out a small porcelain plate, with a humble smile on his face, and bowed to him. The audience took small money, and when they received Hang Tianzui, he froze for a moment.The waist straightened, and the smile on his face disappeared without a trace in an instant.He stretched out the small plate in front of Tianzui's eyes, like a strong beggar.But Hang Tianzui burst out laughing—how is the conflict in this world different from this ant colony! He threw down a handful of steel and walked away, heading home.He slammed the door open and walked back to his room.Wan Luo was outside, seeing him coming back, she was a little surprised, and was about to call, but he waved impatiently: "Go, go, what are you doing here, I haven't asked you to be my concubine yet!" Scared Wan Luo There was a scream, tears came out, and he rushed out. He went back to the back room, washed his feet, lit the lamp, read a book under the lamp for a while, and then said to Lu Ai, "Go in." Lu Ai stared at him for a while, and found that he seemed a little abnormally angry, she stalemate for a while, and finally gave in.That Hang Tian was drunk, so he leaned on the bed and read a book with peace of mind.Then, I yawned, turned off the light, fell asleep, and after a while, snored loudly. At the turn of spring and summer in the second year, early in the morning, Wu Shanyuan sent a report that Xiaocha gave birth last night, a son.When Hang Tianzui heard this, he immediately prepared a car and went.这边，沈绿爱很快听到这个消息，不一会儿，便肚子剧痛起来，晚上杭天醉回家时，已是两个孩子的父亲。那傍晚生下的一个只有七个月，小得像个耗子。 林藕初大祭祖宗一番之后，亲自去了吴山圆洞门。她本来以为，要抱回这个头生的孙子会有一番周折，结果发现很顺利。小茶温顺美丽，也听话，听说要抱回儿子，流了一番眼泪，便没有了主张。 孩子就养在奶奶房中，杭天醉给大的取名嘉和，小的则取名嘉平。作为父亲的杭天醉，就这样，顺理成章地开始了他下一轮的命运了。