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I called Zhang Xiaobei, it was already seven o'clock in the evening, and the grandson was still in a meeting.I didn't want to disturb him at first, but I felt so uncomfortable, so I gave him an order, "I tell my son Zhang Xiaobei, I'll wait for you at 1919, if you don't come at fucking 10 o'clock, don't even think about going in the future Our family miso rice!" I saw many people in the circle drinking heavily in 1919. I greeted them and sat in a corner. They congratulated me, because Gao Yuan won an international award, and I was polite to them. I said it was all luck. , It's all luck, in fact, everyone's level is about the same, as if I was the one who won the prize.

Benben doesn't come here anymore, this time is the busiest time for her business, and she must be dispatching troops to spread sexually transmitted diseases everywhere. It's not easy. A person takes the medical business of the motherland as his own business. Aside from the countless fines handed over to the Public Security Bureau, those clients who went to the hospital to treat venereal diseases have made a huge contribution to the prosperity of the medical industry. Great sacrifices made by industrial workers, what a people. While thinking about some messy things, while drinking beer, one bottle after another, when Zhang Xiaobei arrived, the table was already full of empty bottles, I looked at the watch, it seemed that 5 minutes had passed after 10 o'clock , I gave him a slap, "I'm late, drink, you have to make up for as much as I drink!"

He said that he already knew what happened in the afternoon, and Gao Yuan called him. Hearing him talk about Gao Yuan, I got excited, "Gao Yuan is awesome now. Don't care how rich you are, you just can't keep up with him, Zhang Xiaobei, I know you still like me, hehe, it's useless." I told When he finished speaking, more than half of the bottle of beer was dry again. Zhang Xiaobei started drinking, and he made up for what I drank before. While drinking, he told me a lot of useless nonsense, and he even said that the biggest regret in his life was probably back then. He didn't force me to marry him.

I laughed out loud, I said forever?Don't tease you Zhang Xiaobei, how long is a lifetime, you have only lived for more than thirty years, you know what kind of people you will meet in the future, maybe tomorrow you will meet someone who will really fascinate you . He stopped talking and drank vigorously, like a thirsty traveler who has been walking in the desert for too long and finally finds white water. He hardly knows how many times he went to the toilet. I have lost consciousness after drinking. In a trance, I remember Zhang Xiaobei telling me that he lied to me in Huangtingzi that day. In fact, what I told him after I was drunk was not that sentence at all, but the sentence he told me Words are only half of it. What is the other half? No matter how frantically I beat him and threatened him, he just smiled triumphantly and refused to tell me.

Finally I said: "Zhang Xiaobei, send me home. Now that Gao Yuan is famous, I can marry myself to him right away, and I will gain both fame and fortune." I also said, "I know why I have been so slow to follow Is Gao Yuan married? I was afraid that he would not be famous, so I will marry you at that time, you are rich, and let me live a happy life without worrying about food and clothing, that would be great..." Zhang Xiaobei kept patting me on the head, scolding me for not pursuing, scolding me for money worship, scolding me for being an asshole and so on. In the end, he sent me home. The house was empty. Gao Yuan didn’t know where he went. Zhang Xiaobei took off his clothes and fell on the sofa when he entered the house. He said, “You sleep in the bedroom, I sleep in the living room, don’t occupy I'm cheap, do you hear me!" Then he lay down.

I rushed to the toilet and vomited while hugging the toilet, then came back and grabbed Zhang Xiaobei, "Get up! You want to sleep here again, no, go home! Didn't you just go back last time, get out!" , go back to your house to sleep, this is my house, do you know?" Zhang Xiaobei was drowsy and continued to be dazed. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of vinegar and poured it on him. He smelled the vinegar and finally opened his eyes, "I won't drink it, I won't drink it!" He was sitting on the sofa, and I knelt in front of him with vinegar, he suddenly burst into tears, touched my face, "I know I'm not good enough for you now." He looked very sad crying, like a My child, in a hurry, I took a swig of vinegar as beer.

Zhang Xiaobei stood up unsteadily, picked up his coat, "I'm leaving, save you saying that I always want to take advantage of you, a woman like you, has no figure, is not gentle, I don't want it for nothing!" He squinted at me and said bitterly. I jumped up immediately, Zhang Xiaobei had already opened the door and walked out, I yelled at his back, "Die you!" With the sound of "Peng", I fell on the sofa Go to sleep. I seem to have just closed my eyes, and I feel someone shaking my body like crazy. When I open my eyes, it is a plateau with red eye circles.

"Dawn, dawn, wake up, wake up!" "what?" "Xiaobei has an accident, get up quickly and go to the hospital." When I heard it, the man stood up before he opened his eyes and looked at Gao Yuan, "What's wrong with him?" Gao Yuan closed his eyes in pain, and sank for a while, "A car accident, last night, drunk driving, crashed on the Fourth Ring Road." "Seriously?" I rushed into the room, grabbed a coat, and ran out, "Let's go." Gao Yuan grabbed me, "Chu Xiao... is dead." I couldn't stand still and fell to the ground.

"Fuck! You're making me go to the hospital for a fart when people are dead!" What did I say?Whenever Gao Gao hits me, I will definitely return it, and it is harder than him. He gave me a mouth yesterday, and I gave it back to him this morning, and the blow is much louder than him. Gao Yuan also sat on the ground, hugged me, big drops of tears fell down, his face seemed to be missing a stone. The day of Zhang Xiaobei's memorial service was the day when the investment company held a celebration banquet for Gao Yuan and Zhang Mengmeng. One day in November, the weather was particularly clear and the sun was dazzling.Both Gao Yuan and Zhang Mengmeng came, and there was no joy of success on their faces. Zhang Mengmeng also wore sunglasses. She is now a star.My mother also came, and she cried very sadly. Many people thought that the one who died was her son.

I hid in my parents' house, didn't go out, and didn't want to talk. My mother told me to go and see Zhang Xiaobei's father if I had nothing to do, but I didn't dare to go. I have never told anyone what Zhang Xiaobei said to him when he went out. When I was in Qingdao, Li Qiong told me that Zhang Xiaobei had always obeyed my words. I didn't believe it, but now I believe it, because when he was about to leave the house, I said to him, "Go to hell." He really went. Many, many days later, Gao Yuan appeared in the living room of our house. When he was in our house, he would always appear reserved, like a guest, but Zhang Xiaobei would never be like him. Zhang Xiaobei was always casual in each room. Scurrying around, and going to the kitchen to help my mother choose vegetables.

Gao Yuan said to me in the living room, "Chu Xiao, let's get married." I said sorry, I don't want to get married anymore. Gao Yuan said, come back to me when you want to get married.I will love you forever. I picked up the TV remote control on the coffee table and threw it at him, I said you stupid b, get out of here, who the hell will love me forever, your life is still long, only Zhang Xiaobei has loved me forever One person, I figured it out, Zhang Xiaobei is the one who has loved me all his life. I threw the remote control on Gao Yuan and dropped it on the ground. The TV was turned on, and the TV series starring Gao Yuan director Zhang Mengmeng was playing in it. Now turn on the TV at random, and you can watch their TV series on any channel. After that, Gao Yuan never came to me again. He used to be like a child, but now he has grown up. In winter, my mother told me not to stay at home all the time. She was panicking. I knew what she was thinking. She was afraid that I would not be able to marry.Okay, I told her, then I'm leaving, I'm going far away, I want to study abroad.I originally wanted to scare her that day, but she took it seriously and told everyone that our family was going to study abroad at Chuxiao, which forced me to write an admissions letter to a professor at a university in Toronto. I applied, and everything went well. My mother finally kicked me out of the house and out of China. She is very lonely now, but she never tells me. I think there is a kind of love that is accompanied by pain, just like my mother did to me, and I also think that there is a kind of love that is accompanied by bitterness, just like Zhang Xiaobei was to me, and I also think that there is a kind of love that is not The ending is just like what I did to the plateau. When I stand under the starry sky in a foreign country and see the stars in the sky, I will think of the lights that flashed in the eyes of each of us. Winter is coming, and there is a sycamore tree in front of my window, like my home in Beijing. Winter is coming, and I think back to those lives in and outside the Beijing circle, like a dream.