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When I came home at night, my mother gave me a bath, and I had to lie in the bathtub wearing underwear and a hurdle vest. With clothes on?I groaned to her, I said I'm really not used to it, I'm in my thirties, how can I be in front of you, I'm sorry. The old lady dismissed it quite dismissively, saying that you are heartless, you are thirty years old and you are embarrassed to tell your mother?You have been in elementary school and you still sleep with your butt naked. Up to now, I still keep the photos of you taking a bath with your bare butt when you were young.Without any explanation, he took off my clothes, insisting that the clothes were not easy to wash.I really didn't expect that the old lady was quite strong, and I was injured again so that she finally succeeded. First, she slapped me on the back, which was a pain.

I was lying in the bathtub, holding up my right hand that had been cast, and my mother wiped my back very carefully bit by bit, and I suddenly felt very happy. "Mom, I think I'm very happy, you didn't throw me away. Hehe." After I finished speaking, I couldn't help laughing, I didn't know how to think of saying such a sentence. The old lady is still as fierce as she was when she was young. When I said a word that didn’t match her meaning, she got mad, grabbed my neck and pressed my head into the bathtub. took her sinful hand. I quickly grabbed the towel and wiped off the water on my face, picked up an empty cup at hand, filled it with water and poured it on the old lady.

"Okay, old lady, are you kidding me? I'll let you bully people again!" After pouring several glasses in a row, the old lady hid by the toilet and yelled, "Don't dare, don't dare." The old man went outside again I stopped when I knocked on the door, scooped up another glass of water, and held it in my hand, "Come here, and wash it for me." I raised the glass in my hand again, "Be honest!" The old lady smiled, and continued to wipe my back, very comfortable, I suddenly thought of Benben, who knows if grandma has bathed her like this, even if she did, I think it was when she was very young Well, when she reaches thirty like me, will there be such a person to bathe her? Thinking of this, my heart feels sore.

While taking a bath, I told my mother about Benben. She seemed more sad than me, and her eyes were once red. During dinner in the afternoon, I asked Benben, I said Benben, would you be happy if you had a brother like Gao Yuan? She gave me a squinting look, and said that I don't expect to have a brother who is so awesome, I only hope to have a sister like you, honey, fuck me. I ordered a few of her favorite dishes, and her favorite is stir-fried shredded potatoes with lettuce and vegetables in oyster sauce. I also asked for her opinion, and I said, "Benben, then treat me as your sister, and Gao Yuan is your brother-in-law, just like your own brother."

Benben laughed loudly, "I'm not confused about your sister, you don't care if you treat me as your own sister, can our mother bear it? Me, let me be myself." After she finished speaking, she asked the waiter for a bottle of fruit. Tea. I don't know why I feel so uncomfortable. I saw those female college students walking by with their shoulders on their backs outside the restaurant. They looked ordinary, not beautiful, not even half as beautiful as Ben Ben, but they It is different from Benben. I know that everyone has a different life, different encounters and journeys, the only thing I can be sure of is that Benben is as young as them.

"Ben Ben, I know who your father is? I know him." Benben's eyes lit up, then dimmed after a few seconds, "Fuck, sister, don't make fun of me." She looked a little frustrated and annoyed. "It's really Benben, I really know it." It's too awkward for me to eat with my left hand in public, so I can only drink water non-stop. Benben also ordered me a bottle of fruit tea, she seemed quite not serious. "Ben Ben your father is a poet." She didn't swallow a sip of the fruit tea, but sprayed it out and sprayed it all over my face.After coughing for a long time, she pointed at me, "Sister, you don't play with your sister like this. I know you are a screenwriter. Is it easy for your sister to earn two money? Don't look back and you make an old man who can't take care of himself, tell me It’s my father who wrote poetry, and I must support him. I admire cultural people, but I’m not Lei Feng.” I was surprised when she said that, not because she didn’t believe that her father was a poet, but because she Still can know Lei Feng.

"Okay, you still know Lei Feng." "Haha, can I not know?" She looked at me proudly, "Learn from Lei Feng's good example, Lei Feng is just like me after taking ecstasy..." She began to shake her head, shouting the slogan of shaking her head. I stopped it just in time, or I suspect it won't be long before someone calls the police. Halfway through the meal, I told Ben Ben everything, including the poet and Gao Yuan’s fucking stories, including Gao Yuan’s thoughts. When I was talking, Ben Ben listened without saying a word, and I said When it was over, she still didn't say a word. Her appearance made me a little impatient. I decided to tell Benben about it on my own. If something happened, I really couldn't bear it.

After a long time, Benben finally said, "Okay, I see, thank you in advance. I still have something to do, I won't talk to you anymore, I will treat you when your arm is healed." She packed her things and went out Go, tell me to stop, "Hey, don't go, you haven't said it yet, what do you mean?" "What do you mean?" She looked at me with surprise on her face. "What do you mean? Of course I told you, your father, your brother..." "Yes, yes, yes, it's as if I didn't say anything!" She sat back and took a sip of the water in front of me, "You tell me, I know, it's over, how do you say that sentence I don't agree with each other, I'd better live my life in a down-to-earth way, so as not to make them worry about it." After speaking, he picked up the small Kun bag and went out, walked a few steps and came back, "Turn back you Seeing my dad, my brother, fuck me, it's so fucking awkward" She muttered to herself, and to be honest, it sounded even more awkward to me, "Anyway, it's the two people you mentioned, please say hello for me if you are troubled , I've been so busy all day that I've been in the dark, so I won't go to see them."

Whoever catches up with such a girl is a no-brainer. I have been thinking about this since I left the restaurant in the afternoon, and I haven't come up with a clue until now. After getting dressed, I watched TV in the living room, and the old man was dragged out by Zhang Xiaobei to play bowling again. My mother cut some watermelon and put it on the coffee table.I asked her, "Mom, you said that if Benben were your daughter, what would you do?" I squinted my eyes and stared at me for a long time, hoping that she would say something profound, but after holding it in for a long time, she said, "Fortunately not." I was so angry that I almost threw a piece of watermelon rind on her face, and finally Still didn't dare, I rolled my eyes and continued to think on the sofa.

I fell asleep in a daze, feeling like someone was patting my face, opened my eyes, I saw Zhang Xiaobei's rascal's face, I hummed, "Let me take another look at you, look at your rascal's face Face..." As I spoke, I sat up abruptly, staring at Zhang Xiaobei's face with wide eyes, and my mother scolded me for not being serious while fetching watermelon for Zhang Xiaobei. We sat and chatted for a while, I called Zhang Xiaobei to the back room, and told him about Li Qiong's beating, Zhang Xiaobei became silent all of a sudden. "You can get married and have children, what kind of actor should you be? It's not like no one will marry her!" Zhang Xiaobei suddenly said, "Your entertainment industry is too chaotic, and the police don't care about it." He stared at his eyes Pointing fingers at me as if I did it.

"Hey, hey, hey, please put your hands down, don't you bully us disabled people? Besides, it's them, they" I emphasized them, "I'm an intellectual." Zhang Xiaobei said, "A nest of snakes and rats!" Okay, well said, aren't Gao Yuan and I a nest of snakes and rats? After seeing off Zhang Xiaobei, Li Qiong chased after him on the phone, and asked me at the first sentence, "Did you tell him?" Zhang Xiaobei's grandson must have called Li Qiong when he left our house Telephone. "Ah, yes." I mumbled, "It wasn't intentional, he happened to come to our house today, chatting, chatting..." "Didn't I tell you not to pass it on?" "Hey, he's not an outsider either, that's my brother, you...your ex-husband." I said the word ex-husband very lightly, absolutely subconsciously. "Grandson, come up and beat me up like a dog!" Li Qiong resentfully said, "Why did he come to your house again?" "It's okay, just play with my dad." "He has a father himself, so he wants to play with your father?" Li Qiong raised his voice exaggeratedly, "Is it to play with your father, or to play with you? Let me tell you, Zhang Xiaobei is very serious about you." I really can't understand what kind of mood Li Qiong was in when he said this, a little sour and a little gloating, everyone said to be obedient and listen to the music, damn it, I didn't hear it this time. "What's the matter, what do the police say?" I quickly changed the subject. Li Qiong didn't know what she was doing, and she didn't know what she was doing. After a long time of fiddling, she said, "What else can I say? I just asked if I offended anyone recently? I've been in contact with everyone, and I will tell them one by one." I confessed..." Then there was no sound again, there was a tinkling, and I couldn't help asking her, "What are you doing!" "I'm packing my things, don't you say I'm going to Qingdao?" "Okay, in two days, I will pack up when I go home tomorrow." "Then I won't tell you, Hu Jun will come later, I'll get him something to eat first." Before I could speak, she hung up the phone. I really admire that there are things of the opposite sex that are inhuman. One night, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, so I called Gao Yuan, and this grandson barked at me like a dog again. Once he got busy, he didn't care if the sky fell. I got up to surf the Internet and went to the chat room to find someone to chat with. No one responded to me, thinking that I was typing slowly. I suddenly remembered that I applied for an email address on Sina.com many years ago, and it has been a long, long time. Having read it, I struggled to remember the password and went in to check my email. I was surprised to receive a letter from a netizen, a thank you letter. That girl sent me pictures and had a long phone call with me about her wanting to meet a boy she met online, all I remember is that she was ugly. In the e-mail, she told me that they are married, she is very grateful to me for giving her so much encouragement to meet that boy, and the netizen who has become his husband is also very grateful to me, they hope to meet me On the previous side, I thanked me face to face, and left their home phone number at the end of the letter. I was fascinated by the computer for a long time, remembering the scene where I accidentally met Gao Yuan in the bar next to your friend last time, I thought it was amazing, the relationship and fate between people may really be determined by God, who And we can’t compete with fate, yes, we are like those stars, we can only follow the trajectory that fate arranges for us, like Benben and Gaoyuan, like me and Zhang Xiaobei, like Li Qiong and Hu Jun, all The frustration we all feel powerless.