Chapter 5 5

Having said that, when Li Qiong and I walked into 1919 that day, we saw Benben frantically changing various postures and shaking his head. Seeing her tirelessly twisting her body and shaking her neck, I don't know how long it will take for her to return to normal. I ordered a bottle of Budweiser for Li Qiong, a cup of coffee myself, and lit a cigarette.Li Qiongte can drink, I am ready to carry her back today. "Li Qiong, don't force Zhang Xiaobei right now, I know him well, he will never escape your grasp." I assured Li Qiong. Li Qiong once again jumped up against the case and yelled at me: "Chu Xiao, you are also a guy who revolted at first sight. I know that you had an affair with Zhang Xiaobei back then, and you are still helping him."

I was at a loss for words all of a sudden, I blamed my low awareness back then, I didn't strangle Zhang Xiaobei's evil feelings for me in the bud, and I even showed some interest in Zhang Xiaobei's hooking up, completely She lost the resistance she should have as a noble unmarried young woman against perverts, so much so that she left a bad record of "having an affair" in Li Qiong's mouth. Now facing Comrade Li Qiong's righteous questioning, I was once again condemned by my conscience, so I had to express my position more firmly on the issue of Zhang Xiaobei's mistress, and I said: "Li Qiong, you have to trust the masses. , this time I am determined to stand with you, it is not too much to treat a social scum like Zhang Xiaobei even if he is shot ten times.” When I heard these words, I felt familiar, as if someone had told me As soon as I saw Benben, I remembered it. This is what Jia Liu described Benben. In fact, the nature of prostitutes and prostitutes is the same. Benben should be shot as many times as Zhang Xiaobei should be shot!

"I'm talking about it, Li Qiong, I think I was also confused for a while back then, you can't doubt my belief in the truth because of the past, can't you? People who have abortions still have a chance to repent!" Speaking of this abortion, I feel a little bit annoyed.When I was in college, I was very positive and wanted to join the party. At that time, I was the life minister of the student union. In my senior year, in order to join the party before graduation, I was looking for opportunities to express myself. There was a girl The sewer on the third floor of the apartment was blocked. I was very excited when I received the news. I took two officers of the life department to clear it that afternoon. Of course, I am the minister in charge of commanding. The sophomore was sweating profusely with the wire hook and poke, and then a red sewage came up, and another hook actually hooked out a newly formed fetus from the sewer.I never dreamed that I would have found a lot of trouble for myself when I originally wanted to find an opportunity to perform.

The three of us were dumbfounded at the time. First we called the aunt who was looking at the apartment. The old lady was very excited. She trembled when she saw the little thing, and murmured, "Sin, sin." She kept pointing Looking at the two small black dots on the rat-sized fleshy ball, he showed me, "Look, look, those are eyes." In the end, I passed out from excitement. Just look at it, it’s back to normal, sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, the person came back to life, and became permanently disabled with hemiplegia. Because of this incident, the school got involved in a lawsuit. Besides, I have been Suffering the condemnation of conscience, the life is very heavy.Let’s talk about our student director, who is a very conservative old man. When he saw such a conscience-stricken thing, he first reviewed his dereliction of duty in front of the deputy dean in charge of life, and then shouted at us student leaders for moral depravity. Then I was busy blocking the news, and patiently checked, and finally it came to light that it was a girl from the School of Foreign Languages ​​who did such an outrageous thing and lived across from my dormitory. Facing the situation of being about to be expelled from school, Nass actually pre-empted it. He found the dean and claimed that if she was ordered to drop out, she would choose to jump off a building to challenge the secular world. The cowardly intellectuals like the dean and the student director actually succumbed in front of the scum among the young people of this era, and gave her a stay. The school inspected me, and I, an active member of the party, lost the opportunity to enter the organization forever because of this accident. The premise, so I'm a pig with no faith by now, what a sad end.

Every time I think of these sad memories, my heart is filled with sorrow.