Chapter 5 Chapter 5: Big Swimming Pool B, Burning Red and Turning into Flesh

Later, I confessed to Xiaohong that I didn’t fall in love with her from the bottom of my heart until I saw Xiaohong’s eyes and body in the swimming pool in the summer after returning to B University for a year.But after that, this fact can never be changed. I like her, even if there is thunder in Beijing in January and no yellow sand in March, and snowflakes in July.At that time, Xiaobai was still in college in Boston, and neither Xiaohong nor I knew him. University B collected a lot of athletes and coaches who retired from professional teams. In their good years, their names often occupied half of the front page of the newspaper.Therefore, our physical education class is rich in content. There are two semesters a year, running, jumping, basketball, volleyball, table tennis, and badminton.Because of the unnamed lake and swimming pool, skating and swimming are compulsory, skating in winter and swimming in summer.

Xin Ni pulled me to choose volleyball first. He said that volleyball is delicate, the ball is white, and there is no brutal physical contact. There are many girls who sign up, and most of them are slender and wear ponytails.The weather is hotter, the sun is out, and the willows by the Weiming Lake are turning green, swaying in the wind, the delicate and tall girl is blushing, her hair is combed back, tied with a rubber band, revealing her pale forehead, jumping up in front of the net, with a ponytail and braids The breasts fluttered together, and the braids flew higher than the breasts. One by one stretched out two arms like lotus roots, passing the ball, padding the ball, and the ball made red marks on the white arms, and there were sparkling sand particles on the red marks.

I chose table tennis again, which is my strong point. I had practiced forehand attack and forehand looping in Xiannongtan Beijing Sports School for two months. An automatic ball delivery machine imported from Germany never stops. The opposite side sent topspin and backspin balls at various speeds and angles. My right arm was swollen for two weeks, and my movements were basically fixed. Like falling in love with Xiaohong, it belongs to the wisdom of the cerebellum, and it cannot be deleted without heavy objects and surgical resection.There was a competition in the city's Children's Palace, because the seed players drank too much free counterfeit Arctic Ocean soda and had stomach problems at the same time. I won the third place in the boys' group of an elementary school, and then I was called a semi-professional.The sports school teacher said that I was quick-witted and ruthless, especially when I was ruthless to myself. When I practiced, I always regarded my body as a broken bicycle borrowed or stolen from others. They said that I had a future and I practiced hard. Win glory for the country, go to the People's Daily, go abroad to compete and earn color TV for my family.But after practicing for two months, my mother confiscated my monthly ticket and refused to let me continue to practice. The reason she issued was the same as the reason she discouraged my little nephew from practicing piano more than ten years later: "I'm sick. Ah, it’s useless to practice that. It’s useless, do you understand? Steaming steamed buns is worse than gaining glory.”

"But I like it." I took the ten yuan my mother gave me, and rode from Baijiazhuang to Wangfujing Lisheng Sports Goods Store. I bought a friendship racket with a No. 729 rubber for seven yuan. Xi Enting uses this type of racket, holding the racket straight, and looping the forehand fiercely. There are also four yuan and eight ones, so I can have five yuan and two yuan left over, and five yuan can buy two catties of the best three-fresh dumplings, and I can have a meal with Liu Jingwei and Zhang Guodong.But I ended up buying the Friendship 729 for seven dollars and two. "How much is it worth? If you waste time, time is money. Time is used for learning. If you learn well, you will be able to make money in the future." At that time, the reform and opening up had already begun, and Shenzhen Shekou had just proposed that "time is money, and efficiency is life."

"Don't delay my studies, I will understand the homework in a while, and playing ping-pong can change my mind." "You don't need to change your brain, and no one can change it. Even if you go to the hospital, the doctor can't change it for you. Remember, liking is temporary and useless. Money, studies, and future are forever." "You know your studies and your future." I threw the beat of Friendship 729 under the bed. My mother is a master at simplifying problems. Chairman Mao is here, one leader has one voice, and the theory of communism is clear. My mother listens to the chairman and follows the party. She makes tomato sauce in summer and stores Chinese cabbage in winter.After the reform and opening up, my mother immediately changed her worldview, and everything was measured by money.My mother said that all dynasties had the most concise and perfect measure of things. In primitive society, it was measured by the number of beasts and girls brought in. Men made holes in the teeth of leftover animals and hung them up. It shows the cunt on the neck. In the feudal society, it was measured by the amount of food and land. When fighting, it used guns. Now that the reform and opening up, it uses RMB.Later, I studied corporate finance at the business school and learned about the Financial Capital Pricing Model (CAPM). The teacher said that the stock market is not perfect, but there is nothing more perfect than it. Therefore, we have to assume that the stock market is perfect. All models and theories start from this assumption.In class at business school, I thought, My mother is a fucking genius.

A few people around me had a similar experience. Xin Ning was talented in both airs and popular songs. When he was young, he was the king of bathroom singers, the king of floor songs, and the king of bathroom singers. When he grew up, he sang Zhao Chuan in karaoke. The service lady mistakenly thought that the original sound was added.Huang Qi said that he dreamed of Deng Shiru, Zhang Daqian, and Qi Baishi when he was three years old. His mother hid his pen and ink when he was seven years old, and he never practiced it again. The small characters he writes now still have the feeling of Lingfeijing.With the reform and opening up, we suddenly have a direction.Our bunch never had anything but a future.

My mother has said countless things on this subject, repeating it, and I could easily turn her quote into a speech: "Be content you little bastards, we had nothing back then, and especially no future. Back then, allotment Your job, you can do it or not, if you don’t do it, you don’t do anything. Assign your house, you can have it or not, if you don’t, you have to sleep on the road. Assign your wife, you can touch it You don’t have to touch it. If you don’t touch it, you have to touch yourself. Go to the cafeteria to eat. You can eat or not. If you don’t eat, you will be hungry. Now, you bastards have a future. Grab it like a life-saving straw, grab it like a chicken, grab it, and the wings will grow.

Without unlimited freedom, don't think twice.To try too much freedom is to cut yourself off from the family, from the country and the people, and to dig your own grave. " Later, a certain World Table Tennis Championship was broadcast on TV. I saw a boy from Tianjin who I used to train with in the sports school win the World Cup runner-up. I told my mother that there are trophies and bonuses!Gold!Shen!money!Name!Back then, when he was in the sports school, his forehand loop was not as stable as mine.My mother said, that's someone's shit luck, you stupid, do you know the probability of this kind of shit luck?Xin Ning and his fake Japanese father talked about Faye Wong earning tens of millions of dollars a year by singing, and Huang Qi and his mother talked about Fan Zeng’s 50,000 yuan per square foot Runge. What they got from their parents was basically similar to what I got. : The so-called future is a broad road, not a narrow gate.Those who walk through the narrow door are basically fools.

Public skating lessons are taught on Weiming Lake.In front of Heshen's stone boat, a large piece of lake surface was flattened out, which looked like a big blue and white flat face from a distance.The leaves of the willow trees around the lake have all fallen off, and the dry twigs, like beards that haven't been shaved in a few days, are sparsely forked around the lake.The teacher who taught skating was a fat man with a big black flat face, his face was full of creases, and the creases were full of unshaven stubble.He used every break to prove to us from many different angles that he was once handsome.When he was as young as us, he was more handsome than the best parts of our twenty or so boys put together. He was the mistress killer at that time, nicknamed Little Swan on Ice.He wore a white competition suit and slid across the ice, as if mat-sized white snowflakes were flying in the sky, and the eyes of middle-aged women swayed in the snowflakes like butterflies.Xin Ning said, don’t listen to his nonsense, when black-faced fat men were still punks, there were only two kinds of men in white clothes, those who wore big shell hats were policemen, and those who didn’t wear big shell hats were doctors. There are no swans in white clothes.

We wore black running skates. We first learned to stand firmly on the ice with two feet, then learned to stand on the ice with one foot, lifted the other foot in the air, and then learned to step on the ice surface with force from the side of the suspended foot. The body, and finally learn to twist the neck to see the rear turn and stop.After teaching these four movements, the fat man with a black face said, all the basic skills have been taught to you, so let's slide hard by ourselves.Hopu, who was eager to learn, immediately slid out eagerly. He said that he fell and then got up, and fell and then got up again. When his thick army green pants were completely soaked, he would learn to skate.

Hopu is always hungry for learning. He is happiest when he is learning and making progress like crazy, while the rest of us are walking around and wasting time. He can experience the double happiness of absolute growth and relative growth at the same time.Hopu never goes to the mall until he decides what to buy, and never goes to the bathroom until the urine does not strongly squeeze the bladder sphincter. All twelve pairs of underwear are of the same brand and color, which saves the time of choosing when wearing them.HOPU has practical success criteria similar to skating for each practical project.For example, Hopu’s success criterion for increasing its vocabulary is to memorize the "Far Eastern Concise English-Chinese Dictionary" edited by Liang Shiqiu, which contains 55,000 words, five times, until the dictionary is as slippery as the skin on the inner thigh of a teenage girl from Chongqing, dirty and filthy. If you eat without washing your hands after memorizing the dictionary, you will definitely have a stomachache. On the afternoon when Hopu skated alone for the first time, his pants were quickly soaked on the ice, and he went back to the dormitory and opened them. Three-quarters of his buttocks were purple, and he slept face down all night. The next day, Xin Ni and I took him to the school hospital and took an X-ray. The doctor said that Hopu’s buttocks were just soft tissue contusions. After a few days, the bruises would dissipate and he would be fine. But in the future, the buttocks will not look like before. It will be pink and white, and will not affect sexual function.Judging from the film, Magnolia's tailbone cracked a small crack, and one tail became two tails. It will take a while to raise it, but there is no special treatment method. The rib fracture and tailbone fracture can only wait for natural healing. Xiaohong used to know how to skate, so she didn't learn with us.Little Braised Pork wore a white jacket, dark blue jeans with narrow legs, and white figure skates. He slid around the biggest circle in front of the Heshen Stone Boat, and occasionally made a reductive spin. From squatting down to straightening up, to reaching out to the sky with both hands, looking up at the sky at the same time, as if longing for something, the radius of the body is getting smaller and faster, and the rotation speed is getting faster and faster.Our boys who can't skate, in the large circle of the lake repeatedly drawn by the little braised pork ice skates, draw a distance of one meter from the front, back, left, and right on the ice, and line up five people in four rows. Standing on the ice with one foot on the ice, the other foot is raised in the air, kicking and kicking, shaking and shaking, like twenty male dogs urinating at the same time. Xin Ni has already learned how to skate. His family lives near the Beihai Houhai Art Museum. Since ancient times, there has been a lot of water. Every summer, several wild swimmers drowned, and every winter, several thighs skating on wild ice were broken.Originally, Xin Ning wanted to be an expert in tutoring beautiful girls who couldn't skate, touching the girl's gloved and non-gloved hands.The night before the skating class, Xin Ni made a list of beautiful girls on the bed before going to bed. There were five or six people in total. After the skating class, he found that all the girls on the list could skate. "When these girls were in middle school, they must have been taught by the hooligans and old hooligans in the place where they lived! They must not be virgins! Hand in hand!" Xin Mi has three life fantasies: to be a hooligan for a while, to eat a few years of soft food, and to live for the rest of her life. Stop thinking, eat and die.I don't think he can realize any of these three fantasies.Later, after a few years, when Xiao Yue had already become Xiaohongshaorou, I asked Xin Ni if Xiaohong was on his list.Xin Ni said, no. "Shouldn't skating be shorter, have a lower center of gravity, be easier to maintain balance, be fatter, and have inertia when turning?" I asked. "Who said that? I'm about your height, and I'm pretty good at skating." "There is no girl to teach, you can teach Hopu, aren't you moved by Hopu's learning spirit?" "I don't want to touch his hands. I can't touch a man, and I can't be touched by a man." "Xiao Hong is good at skating, fat is good at skating." "Xiaohong is not fat at all. She has a round face and big breasts. Look at her calves and ankles. There is no flesh at all. Her coat is not a down jacket. It is made of thin material, and it is all supported by her chest. That's why it looks so bulging." Xin Ning said. Xiaohong slid for a while again, getting hot, she took off her white coat and threw it on the stone boat, revealing her white sweater, her face and chest were exposed, and then she circled around us, skating round and round.Xin Ni observes carefully, Xiaohong is not fat at all, but has big breasts. In the second semester, the weather was hotter, the sun came out, and the willows by the Weiming Lake turned green. Xin Ning and I didn’t see the red marks on Xiaohong’s white arms being hit by the volleyball. Showing off my semi-professional forehand arc, I heard from the table tennis coach that girls who can go to B university have underdeveloped cerebellums, and no one chooses table tennis.Xiaohong later said that she was short and had short arms, so she didn't choose volleyball. In June, the weather is scorching, and swimming lessons begin. Boys use the changing room and pool on the east side, and girls use the changing room and pool on the west side. There is an aisle between the east and west pools.I clearly remember that Xiaohongrou was wearing a big open-back swimsuit with only a little more palm cloth than the three-point style, and it was fiery red. He was sitting in the middle of the aisle between the two swimming pools, with his left leg stretched out and his right leg circled. , the right elbow rests on the right knee, the right hand rests on the chin, basking in the sun, while shining east, west, north, south.Me, Xin Ni, and Magnolia can't swim. Under the guidance of the coach, I grasped the edge of the pool with both hands and practiced leg movements: float up, close together, contract, kick out, close together again, shrink again, and kick out again.After practicing some shapes, I buried my head in the water and lifted it up when I retracted my legs.I'm wearing a pair of tiny briefs. My mother found them out from the bottom of the box. They say black or black or yellow or yellow. My father wore them when he was a child. My mother said: "As long as the penis is not showing , This one doesn’t cost money, the quality of the old stuff is good.” I looked up to take a breath, and saw the little braised pork basking in the sun between the two swimming pools. The distance was very close, only two or three meters away. I thought she was very tall and bright. The strong light poured out from the seams and clothes folds like a flood, much brighter than the light bulbs in public toilets illuminating both men and women.I raised my head from the water again and again, my eyes followed Xiaohongrou's swimsuit intermittently, and my thighs could not be retracted.I took another look at Little Red Roast Pork’s body. The breasts were really big, as if they were attached to my eyelashes, and as if the drops of water dripping through my eyes were magnifying glasses. Every time I raised my head, I thought of Li Bai. Poetry: The mountain rises from the face of a person, and the head of a horse grows next to the cloud. The piece of cloth covering the chest is red, stretched completely, the color becomes lighter, and the flesh color inside is faintly revealed, like the peonies and peonies blooming wildly in Zhongshan Park in April, like the new cages on the side of Chaowai Street. Big Stuffed Meat Buns.The loin of the little braised pork is very thin, and the two pieces of red meat rise suddenly like a cliff around the fifth rib, without any foreshadowing. "Even a balloon has to be blown for a while", I thought.My heart tightened for a while, "Why is it so beautiful to have two big lumps of meat piled up in that position?" At that time, I was still in the dark, and I couldn't figure out the spatial structure of the protein molecular formula and which blood vessels and nerves passed through the dozen or so large holes on the bottom of the skull. I couldn't eat a bun or a steamed bun.It was only after thirty that I gradually convinced myself that the two big meatballs of the little braised pork are so beautiful. It is the same as the shortest line between two points, the ninth stage of the Dafa of moving the universe, and communism is the ultimate social development. Belongs to the axiom, there is no reason to speak. I looked up again, Little Red Roast Pork suddenly turned her head and looked at me, damn it, her eyes were bigger than her chest, I felt chills, my body convulsed, my calf cramped, and my toes were involuntary Fuck, I suddenly realized that apart from Chunmeng losing his body, there are many other times when his body is involuntarily borrowed by others, like a broken bicycle that can't stop even if you want to brake, and it's useless to squeeze the handbrake. . Magnolia officinalis, Xinyue, Eucommia, and Astragalus fished me out of the swimming pool. My body curled up like a shrimp ball scalded by boiling water. Many wet bodies surrounded me and looked at me, "What's wrong? What's wrong?" , the bodies make sounds. "Cramp, cramp, let him lie down and pull his feet." The wet body is full of eyes, the big eyes and big breasts of the little braised pork have disappeared, and my feet are viciously moved towards the tip of my nose by three or four hands Pulling it, I curled up even more, like a three-foot-long embryo. That night, I dreamed of the swimming pool, and the little braised pork was sitting on the edge of the swimming pool again. The two pieces of red meat became bigger and lighter, and when my eyes were distracted, they spread to my whole body, completely enveloping me from top to bottom, left, and right. The texture is thin and resilient.I felt a chill rise from my heels and tailbone, and I had another cramp.After a while of convulsions, I woke up, my panties were wet and full of semen, the moon outside the window was big, with different shades of yellow, looking dimly, it looked like a human face with blurred facial features. "Qiu Shui, I heard that the water in the boy's swimming pool overflowed when the little braised pork arrived that day, so it's not just you, you don't have to blame yourself, and I don't have to blame myself." Xin Ying said. "Xin Ning, why do you think Xiao Yue suddenly turned into little braised pork?" I asked. "Yeah, an inconspicuous girl, suddenly one day, she brushed her teeth, put on a pair of trousers, and stood out with her chest out, shining in all directions, and she became a mother in the world. After the swimming class, people from other departments began to inquire about me. I heard that A skinny bad kid who's going to cramp right away? We're all gone, all gone." "Xin Ning, Xiaohong became Xiaohongshaorou, you must have done it? Put on less pretense and be honest." I lied to Xinyue. "Your mother, your mother did it. I highly doubt you." "I have a girlfriend." "I have a girlfriend too." "You are obsessed, Xiaohong is gradually enlightened by your obsession, and gradually understands personnel affairs." "I don't know how to do that. I haven't even seen it. You have practiced that since you were a child. I can only see people with my eyes. Besides, Xiaohong is nearsighted. She doesn't know who is looking at her." "You instigated, Xiaohong must have read the bad books you lent her, and gradually accepted the capitalist values ​​and outlook on life, and slowly blossomed into bloom." "Don't always put on me what you want to do but don't dare to do. My analysis and judgment, Xiao Yue's becoming a little red has nothing to do with you or me." In the next week or two, Xin Mi and I were strolling in the small lakes overgrown with weeds behind University B, and we ran into Xiaohong and three men.One of them was older, thin and tall, about 1.85 meters, with a sunny face, warm eyes, and firm wrinkles at the corners of his eyes.His arm is very long, his right hand is stretched out, twisting and winding, brazenly hugging Xiaohong's waist from behind, the palm of his hand circles around, and rests obliquely on Xiaohong's belly in front, the tip of his middle finger stretches out, touching Xiaohong's waist. The anterior superior iliac spine of the left hip bone is red.Xiaohong looked around aimlessly with her big eyes, stretched out her left arm to rest on the thin brother's waist, leaned her head on the thin brother's shoulder, and her breasts sealed the ten to twelve intercostal spaces on the right side of the thin brother.Xin Ni later said that Brother Shou and Xiaohong looked like a tall, thin black mouse carrying a bag of white rice when viewed from behind.The other two younger men, in knee shorts and slippers, moved around the skinny brother and Xiaohong.Later, Xiaohong confessed that those were the younger brothers of the thin brother. Xin Ni and I concluded at the time that Xiao Yue's becoming a little braised pork must be caused by Brother Shou. Xin Ning said, it's not the skinny brother, but the beast brother, the beast, the beast of the beast.I said, yes, beasts of beasts. Xiaohong met Brother Beast for the first time at the weekend dance party in Xuesan canteen. At the turn of spring and summer, the weather was neither too hot nor too cold. The warm taste of beef.Social workers need to get to know girls from University B, girls from University B need to get to know social workers, cafeteria employees need to create and receive bonuses, and cafeteria dances are the main opportunities.Xiaohong later said that the main reason she went to the cafeteria dance that time was because the weather was getting hotter, and she thought of me for no reason, and felt extremely bored.I said, the generation of my elder brother and sister, talking about their bad habits of eating, drinking, whoring, gambling and smoking, as well as their marriage misfortune, career misfortune, and life misfortune, they all believe that it was the gang of four who killed them.Xiaohong said, yes, it must be your fault, and the secondary reason is that her Shanghai cousin brought her a skirt with white background and big red flowers, which was carefully cut, and a bottle of Chanel's No.5 perfume.The skirt is worn with a V-neck and cut very low, revealing the right quarter of the left breast and the left quarter of the right breast. Spray perfume under her ears and armpits, Xiaohong felt the fragrant wind blowing, looked at herself in the mirror wearing a floral skirt, she knew that many people would have a heartbeat, so she decided to learn from the third canteen, to fight against the roast beef, so that those unknown Strangers take a good look and make their noses bleed. On the dance floor of Xuesan canteen, Xiaohong saw Brother Shou casually. He was too tall. Among the idlers in the society, mainly Tsinghua boys and migrant workers, he was obviously half a head taller.In the next ten seconds, before Xiaohong could completely look away, Brother Beast had already walked in front of her: "Can you do a dance, please?" Xiaohong looked at Brother Beast again at close range, his eyes were surprisingly clear, He is obscene and frank, loves women without a hint of anger, and is obviously different from Tsinghua boys and migrant workers who are mostly idlers in society. "I won't." Xiaohong in the skirt felt like a peach hanging low on a peach tree, waiting to be picked.She looked at Brother Beast's face, as if looking at a hand picking peaches, her mind went blank. "As long as you know how to walk, if you come with the music, just follow me." That night, Xiaohong learned a variety of counter-revolutionary local friendship dances such as Beijing Pingsi and Nanjing Xiaola.Xiaohong asked me later, do you still remember what I did that night? I said, how can I remember.Xiaohong said she remembered that I went to play volleyball with a group of men and women, including my girlfriend, and then went to take a shower.I said, how do you know? "I just know that your girlfriend washed the clothes you took off after taking a shower after exercising, and dried them in the girls' dormitory. I share the same dormitory with her. You said, there are so many girls in the class, why do I live in the same room as her?" Dormitory? Do you remember what your underwear looks like? White, very short, Shanghai Sangun brand, when it is drying, the inside is flushed out, so you can see the trademark pattern of Three Guns, three semi-automatic rifles are stacked together, why is the underwear called so? Strange brand?" Xiaohong then told me that she and Brother Beast danced until the end of the show that night, and then went to the restaurant outside Xiaonanmen to drink beer, and found that the skin on the heel was broken, but it didn't hurt at all.When she went back, the pair of underwear was still fucking there, and Xiaohong looked from the bedside where she was lying down, "It's bigger than the moon, and it's closer to the moon." Xiaohong said.For the next seven days, Xiaohong and Brother Beast danced for seven days. On weekends, they were at Xuesan Canteen, and at other times, they were at JJ Disco. "Why don't you take back your three-gun underwear? It's already dried, it's completely dry, why don't you collect your clothes? If it doesn't disappear for a day, I'll go out and dance all night. I need to be tired enough to fall asleep." I said, I have a lot of three-gun underwear, and I forgot, they are like socks, slowly grow legs and wings by themselves, and disappear mysteriously. A week later, after Beijing Pingsi and Nanjing Xiaola for seven nights, Xiaohong went to Brother Beast's house.It was a basement in the Jinsong community in the south of the city, and the windows were less than half a foot above the horizon.Brother Beast has done all sorts of weird jobs, and went to Europe very early, and the people with him either gained international fame or international currency. He has neither international reputation nor international currency. The penis returned to the country and continued to study his German major.Because of the incident at the turn of the spring and summer of 1989, two months later, Brother Shou didn't get his Ph. He was last in line for the welfare housing, and got the vacated basement.In the basement there was a crate of empty beer bottles, half a bottle of vodka, a few packs of front door cigarettes, half a shelf of books, a bed, and an upright piano. Except for the piano and the bed, there was heavy dust everywhere.Brother Beast opened the door and went in first, turned his back to Xiaohong and asked, are you thirsty, do you want to drink water?When Xiaohong entered the door, she felt as if she had fallen into a cave. Bats were flying in groups. She closed the door subconsciously. Brother Beast had already turned around and held Xiaohong in his arms from behind.After that, Brother Beast didn't say a word of nonsense or ask for permission. His hands were dry and steady, and he quickly peeled off Xiaohong's clothes. The wind blows from the windows on the horizon, a hint of coolness, sweat beads slowly dripping down, or slowly evaporating into the air.Another coolness, a pinch squeeze, no pain, Brother Beast is already in her body, no blood. "How many times do you do it at most in one night?" Xiaohong asked me later. "With someone?" "How many more people do you want to have sex with? Well, you're being cruel, you say you're going to be with one person first, how many times do you have at most in one night?" "Don't get me wrong, it's the habit of science students to ask the question clearly before answering it. I do it with one person at most once a night. Then how many times do you do it at most in a night?" "Seven times." "Beast." "all because of you." "My sister said that her calves are thicker than her thighs, she didn't learn geometry well, she is crazy, she never saw a boy when she was a child, so now she sleeps all over the world, it's all because of the Gang of Four. My brother said, He beat the blind and scolded the dumb, he knocked on the widow's door and dug the grave of the widow, his hair became white at the age of thirty-five, his eyes were old, and he had no job and no revolutionary direction at the age of forty, all of which were caused by gangs of four." "After the first time, I laughed. I told him, why did you come in without saying a word? This is my first time, even the door of the room, I have to knock, we are not so familiar yet .I smiled and said to him, the nurse should tell the children that the injection is not painful. After the injection, the illness will be cured. The second time started without lifting. His fingers slowly touched me. I think he has practiced dumb language. His fingers can speak, and he speaks slowly and accurately, touching everything I want. The place to be touched. I think his fingers have also been practiced in Beijing Pingsi and Nanjing Xiaola. The rhythm is really good. When the fingers fall, it is the time when my skin is expecting to bear it and it is uncomfortable. The second It took a long time. When he reached the climax, my little finger nails got stuck in his back. The nails of my little fingers stayed for a long time, and the two sides rolled towards the center, like a pipe fork. Blood flowed from the skin on his back. I thought it was sweat. Then he said that he was a young poet when he was fifteen years old. He represented the school in a district competition and won the first prize. He even went on stage to recite his own poems. He remembered that his calf was trembling all the time, and finally turned completely in front of his shin, facing the audience with his face, and his penis shrunk to infinitesimal size, almost retracting into the pelvic cavity. He said that after the age of fifteen, twenty years without After writing a poem, he lit a big Qianmen cigarette and said, "You are my most beautiful encounter this season, capital Beijing, the most colorful daisy in April and May of 1992, when you left in front of my door Discharging seven cigarettes at different times and in different moods Feeling your seven lingering shreds of tobacco Burning is your slightest moan Your screaming I smoked all seven Big front door is to be you seven times' The third and the fourth Between times, he went to boil water and make tea. He said, you must be thirsty. This year has a lot of rain, and it is a small year. The new tea is not very tasty, so let's just let it go.I usually don't drink tea, and I can't fall asleep after drinking it.I drank two glasses and I was indeed thirsty.I looked at him with my eyes open, and he said my eyes were really bright, shining in the dark, the stars had no meaning to exist, and the place where he lived was not the basement, but the heart of the Galactic Empire.Between the fourth and fifth time, he turned on the piano, he said, just play something for you, he is learning from the teacher, the salary earned from serving dishes in the roast duck restaurant is given to the piano teacher, and the piano should be tuned The sound is off, not quite right. When he was playing the piano, he was naked and turned on a small desk lamp, so that only his body was illuminated.His little thing was limp between his legs, tired and serene, all wrinkled, nodding occasionally to the music of the piano, like a wise old dog.There is no concept of time in his eyes, no future, no past, only the present, and I see a kind of nobility in his ruin.Between the fifth and sixth time, he said, you must be hungry.Then the smell of goulash wafted from the kitchen.He said that the more stewed the beef, the more delicious it is. You have such big breasts, you must eat meat, and you can't sag after you are thirty-five.Between the sixth and seventh times, he said, it's almost dawn, you don't have class, do you?Don't go, I'll boil some water for you, take a shower, and sleep for a while.I said, I must go to the 8 o'clock class, "Vertebrate Zoology".He said, well, don't sleep anymore, let's have a drink together. " Xiaohong returned to the dormitory. It was less than seven o'clock. Except for my girlfriend who went to the playground to run and exercise, everyone else in the dormitory was still asleep.Xiaohong saw that the three-gun underwear was gone, and she was full of potatoes and beef stew. She didn't want to eat breakfast, and she didn't dare to go to bed. Lou, let's take a look at what we're going to talk about today. That day, "Vertebrate Zoology" talked about the evolution of the organ structure of vertebrates, how the mandible becomes the ear bone, etc. Later, in the final exam, I had a big answer on this question, and Xiaohong got the highest score of 97 in the class. . "That night that was worse than a beast, out of the seven times, how many orgasms did you have?" Once, I asked. "What is an orgasm?" "I guess, just involuntarily, I lost myself in an instant, wings grew from my shoulders, and my body flew up, so far away that I couldn't see." "Not once, my mind is full of three automatic rifles." Xiaohong said.