Chapter 19 Chapter Nineteen

Before Liu Yun called Professor Wang, he told himself not to start by asking about the illness of Professor Wang's wife.Perhaps she wanted to give the impression that she knew what she was doing and could bear the consequences of it all. But as soon as she heard Professor Wang's steady and drawn-out voice on the phone, she forgot everything she had planned, and immediately reported her name and said: "I have nothing to do, just want to ask my teacher's illness." "She is much better and can walk a few steps now," Professor Wang said. "That's good." When Liu Yun said this, he found that he was not as brave as he imagined.

"How are you doing recently, Liu Yun?" Professor Wang had already guessed Liu Yun's psychology based on his experience. Liu Yun shed tears when asked by an elder she respected.Her parents are not alive, and her only brother is far away abroad, so she rarely has contact with her.She originally thought that this would make her marriage with Geng Lin stronger, because Geng Lin's parents had long since passed away. "I'm fine." Liu Yun tried his best to control his voice, not to let Professor Wang notice her emotional changes, and let the tears flow down his face.

"Liu Yun, if you have our old couple in your heart and want to talk to someone, come here." Hearing this, Liu Yun couldn't bear it anymore.She held the receiver tightly with one hand, covered her mouth with the other, and cried out.She didn't want the other party to hear her cry, but she couldn't take the receiver away from her mouth, as if her two hands had to do contradictory things. Seeing Professor Wang and his wife again, Liu Yun felt like returning to her mother's house to see her relatives, so she confessed her worries as soon as she sat down.She explained to Professor Wang and his wife why she didn't talk about it when she came last time, and also what happened later.After listening to Liu Yun's words, Professor Wang thought for a while and said:

"Liu Yun, we are older than you, and we are bystanders. Some things may be clearer than you." Professor Wang glanced at his wife when he said this, but he didn't respond, so he continued Said, "Actually, when you came last time, Geng Lin called, and I knew about your affairs. But both your wife and I feel that this is your private matter. If you don't tell us, we won't be able to ask more questions." "Professor Wang looked at Liu Yun, and Liu Yun nodded to him, as if agreeing with what they said. "Now that you've told us all, maybe you want to hear our opinion."

"Yes, I don't know who to discuss with, and I don't have any particularly good friends. I'm a bit messed up, and I can't do anything with peace of mind. I..." Liu Yun spoke incoherently, and Professor Wang waved her hand to signal She spoke slowly, but Liu Yun cried again.Professor Wang's wife immediately handed Liu Yun a pack of tissues: "Don't worry, if you have something to say, let's discuss it. There is a solution to everything," she said. "That's right," Professor Wang continued his wife's words, "You have suffered too much mentally now, and the life you have lived with Geng Lin for so many years is not without feelings."

"The key is too sudden," said Professor Wang's wife, "Geng Lin came out too suddenly." "Because Geng Lin is not that kind of womanizer, make one today and throw another one tomorrow." Professor Wang said. "That's what I said, so Liu Yun is not mentally prepared." "There is nothing to prepare for such a thing." Professor Wang said, "How do you plan? Do you want a divorce?" "I don't know." Liu Yun said, "I don't even know what the problem is with Geng Lin and me. I told him that the two of us sat down and had a good talk, and brought the problem to the table. We really can't solve it anymore. It's not too late for a divorce."

"What's his opinion?" "He doesn't even show his shadow." Liu Yun said angrily. "Have you ever thought that men sometimes get divorced for no reason?" "You mean because you have another woman?" Liu Yun asked as if to prove something. Professor Wang nodded. Liu Yun was silent.Before this, she had been avoiding the facts that Professor Wang pointed out just now, because she couldn't imagine that a middle-aged man could abandon his family for many years for a young girl, and she didn't believe that Geng Lin had such a huge motivation.She always seems to hold the hope that Geng Lin wants to leave because there are problems between her and Geng Lin as husband and wife.It never occurred to her that this was a self-deception, because she couldn't find out what the problem was. She thought that as long as she talked with Geng Lin and each of them overcome their own problems, the problem would be solved, and there would be no reason or need for Geng Lin to divorce.Once she and Geng Lin had such a foundation, it was only a matter of time before the other woman disappeared, sooner or later.

But the fact before her now is: a man doesn't need a reason for divorce, just like a hotel guest doesn't need to state a reason when he wants to leave, he just needs to pay the bill. "Liu Yun, don't be too sad." Professor Wang said. "There is another kind of man who hides his affair and goes home first to find his wife's faults, and finds reasons to divorce. Compared with such a man, Geng Lin is quite honest." But Liu Yun didn't listen to what Professor Wang was saying, and she was still chewing on "a man has no reason to divorce", as if this was a piece of rubber that she could never digest in her life.

"Of course, you don't have to think about Geng Lin. You are a victim. In theory, you have the right to do everything." Professor Wang continued like a lecture.But Liu Yun seemed to be distracted. Professor Wang's wife stabbed Liu Yun while he wasn't paying attention. According to his own understanding, Professor Wang accepted the signal sent by his wife's stabbing. He stopped talking and looked at Liu Yun with concern.Liu Yun smiled embarrassedly, and she said: "I'm sorry, I slipped away just now. I was thinking that Geng Lin has no reason to divorce, except for that woman."

"Is this the first time you think so?" Professor Wang asked. Liu Yun nodded helplessly. "Are you acceptable?" "It doesn't matter if I accept it or not, won't he still do it?!" "I don't mean to him. Not to facts, but to your psychology." Liu Yun lowered her head and didn't answer. She felt the tears welling up again, but she endured it. There was only one voice in her heart yelling frantically: This is unreasonable, and can people do unreasonable things? ! Professor Wang looked at Liu Yun's reaction and also saw through her mind.He thought it necessary to tell Liu Yun what he thought and saw.Maybe she can't accept it now, but Professor Wang believes in an educated person and believes in time.

"I think your generation and our generation still have a lot in common. For example, everything is reasonable. And this so-called reason is related to moral values ​​and so on. So at our time, many things were not It happened not because people didn't want to do it, but because they thought it was unreasonable and unethical, so they suppressed themselves not to do it. Now that society has developed and everything has changed, people can no longer use the old set of things to suppress themselves Liu Yun, can you understand what I mean? For people younger than you, there is no problem, they don't have the imprint of our era, so they can easily accept the present without throwing away too many things new concepts, whether good or bad. Of course, they also have to go through a process of identification, but after acceptance. And your generation will be divided in the face of today's society, and some people will be divided because of changes in economic status or For other reasons, they are more willing to accept new life concepts, pay more attention to their own needs, and think more about themselves, so they will do some things that other people do not do, thus causing pain to others. Unfortunately, they They are not young anymore, they don’t have as much time as young people, and they don’t even have time to correct their mistakes. Geng Lin doesn’t have these, he takes one step at a time, even if it brings consequences he can’t bear, he has to bear it. This matter , if we think about it this way, it will be as difficult for him as it is for you, even though he is sorry for you first. Liu Yun, if you think about it this way, maybe it will be easier." Professor Wang's words as long as a class seemed to have moved Liu Yun. She felt that what he said was reasonable, just as she also vaguely felt that the world was changing, but she was unable to express it after summarizing it.But once Professor Wang connects this theory with Liu Yun's current situation, Liu Yun can't keep calm.What she just listened to immediately dissipated like a fog, and all that was in her mind were Lou Hong's arrogance towards her and Geng Lin's irresponsible dodge towards her.Once these images surfaced in her mind, they immediately destroyed her rational system, made her heart beat wildly, and felt suffocated, as if she was covered by a huge hatred, wanting to destroy everything and take revenge on everything. It was only much later that she understood that this strong feeling was not hatred. "I think what you said is right, but I think Geng Lin may not belong to the kind of person you mentioned. I have lived with him for so many years, and I always feel that I understand him, but now I can no longer say that. He let me see To the other side of him, the mean side. And he won't have a hard time, all he wants to do is leave me and marry that woman." After listening to Liu Yun's words, Professor Wang, who is infinitely passionate about psychology, immediately realized a problem. In Liu Yun's state, no one could persuade her, and she couldn't listen to anything, no matter what others said was right or wrong. "Liu Yun," Professor Wang's tone became a little earnest, "Let me tell you the truth. Although I have more experience, I still can't help you. Having said that, we have to go back to psychology. You know that all the efforts of the psychiatrist are to make the patient understand from the head to the heart. Only when the heart understands can the patient have the power to change his actions, that is, to change his mental state. But this process will take time in addition to the help of the psychiatrist. , sometimes five or even ten years." "I..." Liu Yun was about to explain something, but was interrupted by Professor Wang waving his hands. "Don't worry, I'm not saying that you have a mental illness, I mean, you are just at the stage of understanding, so what others say has an effect on you on the surface, and can calm you down for a short time, but in reality The above is useless. Now the most important thing is how you think. Things have already happened like this. Its next direction only depends on what you think and how to do it. For example, you went to their unit, I can’t say it’s Smart move, but if you can't stop yourself, others can't stop you, do you understand, Liu Yun?" Liu Yun looked at Professor Wang honestly and confusedly, his heart was in chaos. "You don't need to listen to anyone, including me. Do whatever you want. No matter what you do. When you really understand in the future, that is to say, when you understand, these will help you in turn ." "What are you talking about? You have confused Liu Yun and me. I think so, when will we find Geng Lin and persuade him." The teacher's wife said. "No need, teacher's wife, thank you for your kindness. I think what Professor Wang said is right, go back and think about it." Liu Yun bid farewell to the old professor and his wife.Professor Wang's wife immediately blamed her husband for talking too deeply to Liu Yun, and she also said that no one could understand his actions.Professor Wang refuted his wife, saying that Liu Yun can only go forward according to her own wishes in the current state, and will not turn back until she hits the south wall.But Professor Wang's wife immediately said another sentence, which surprised Professor Wang a lot: "But not everyone has a way back." After a long time, Professor Wang looked up from the silence, looked at his wife and said: "That's God's business." "You!" said my wife. Chen Daming was not very upset when he went to the hospital but couldn't find Wu Gang, he was even happy, so he could go to Liu Yun directly.But he was told that Liu Yun was off the night shift and was resting at home now.Chen Daming himself didn't know why he was so eager to see Liu Yun, it seemed that many people were rushing him to this opportunity to help Liu Yun. "I'm her relative. I came from southern Liaoning and brought her some fruits. Can you tell me her phone number so that I can send the fruits to her." Chen Daming has not even thought about it yet, and the lie has been spread out satisfactorily. up. A young nurse looked at Chen Daming who was empty-handed, but didn't tell him the phone number right away. "Can I still lie to you? The fruit is in my car downstairs." Chen Daming became impatient.Whenever he lied to others, he got impatient himself first.But he didn't feel it once. Liu Yun was not very surprised when he received the call from Chen Daming, but it surprised Chen Daming instead.He originally thought that Liu Yun had forgotten him a long time ago, and he could only recall it after he introduced himself.Liu Yun asked him if his head was broken again, and Chen Daming felt that Liu Yun was more amiable, so he went straight to the point and said that he wanted to see her and had something to talk about.So Liu Yun asked Chen Daming to go to her home.Now, Chen Daming was even more flattered.On the way, he bought a huge fruit basket.He never thought that Liu Yun's trust in him was due to his trust in Wu Gang. What he thought was that Liu Yun knew that he had a heartfelt love for her without any purpose. Maybe it was because Liu Yun made Chen Daming feel like him. elder sister. Standing in the middle of Liu Yun's living room, Chen Daming sent a message of emotion: "Your house is really big, your husband is such an idiot, you can't let such a good life go, what nonsense!" Liu Yun stared blankly at Chen Daming, only then did Chen Daming realize that he had already opened the scene. "Sister Liu, don't be angry, I know all about it. I think I can..." "Who did you listen to?" Liu Yun asked. "Occasionally, I heard a friend mention it, and I asked Angkor again, but, sister Liu, don't worry about it, I'm here for this matter. I'm sure I can help you settle this matter." Seeing Chen Daming's sincere confession, Liu Yun was still moved.At this moment, she felt that Chen Daming was more simple and amiable than Geng Lin and Wang Shu.So she said: "How can you help me?" Liu Yun asked with interest. "Look, what do you want to do? If you are willing to beat him up, I will find a few buddies to do it right away. But I guess you are reluctant, the husband and wife have been together for so many years. Besides, this kind of thing can't be done by beating, you have to destroy them , let them do well." Liu Yun smiled, she didn't expect that something that made her feel so painful that the landslide would turn into a trivial matter like a street fight and a dispute between neighbors once Chen Daming said it. "Sister Liu, don't laugh, I've done this once. As long as that man is timid, he can do it if he scares him." Chen Daming was elated, and he felt very comfortable with Liu Yun's attitude towards him, "However, Sister Liu, I'd like to ask you, why did you have to hang yourself from a tree? Is he that good?" "Who said I have to let him come back?" Liu Yun asked a little unhappy. "No one said anything, I can see it from your face." Chen Daming said what was in his heart like a child. Liu Yun sighed, feeling depressed. "There are plenty of men who are better than him. Really, Sister Liu, I've seen many of them." "Do you know my lover?" Liu Yun asked. Chen Daming smiled and shook his head, but he didn't feel embarrassed. "I'm not young anymore, so it doesn't matter to me whether I have a good man or not. I just want to make sense to him, and everything makes sense." "That's right." Chen Daming wanted to say that Wu Gang is a good man, but he had no choice but to follow Liu Yun's change of subject.But he didn't understand Liu Yun's words. From his point of view, everything has a reason, but it's not something said, everything is obvious, and whoever is stronger has a reason.Chen Daming, who was sometimes smart and sometimes confused, did not explain his reasoning, but followed Liu Yun and said: "Let me explain this to you." Then, Chen Daming told Liu Yun a plan.At first, Liu Yun did not approve of this, but Chen Daming was not discouraged at all. He persuaded Liu Yun, explained the benefits of this plan in detail, and explained the huge role he could play in this plan, and finally pointed out the safety of this plan to Liu Yun And rationality, what he won in the end was Liu Yun's burst of laughter.He had never seen Liu Yun smile like this before, which made him feel a little irritated.But anyway, Liu Yun did not deny his proposal, and he believed in his own other feeling: Liu Yun would do what he said.