Chapter 10 chapter Ten

On this day, when Liu Yun was on duty, he received a call from Professor Wang.At first she hesitated, thinking it was another professor Wang she knew, but she immediately recognized him from the special quiet voice as Geng Lin's professor when he was a master.Because Professor Wang is very open-minded and appreciates Geng Lin, they kept infrequent contacts after Geng Lin graduated.Together with Geng Lin, Liu Yun visited Professor Wang and his wife twice, and knew that although they did not communicate frequently, they were very close to each other. Professor Wang's place was a place where Geng Lin could pour out his heart.Because Geng Lin lost his parents at a very young age and grew up with his aunt, Liu Yun cherishes Geng Lin's "year-old friend" very much.

Professor Wang's wife had just had a vasculitis operation, and after returning home from the hospital, there was always irregular pain at the incision.Professor Wang called Liu Yun for some consultation, but before he could describe his symptoms, Liu Yun proposed to take a look after get off work.Professor Wang was very moved, so he suggested that Liu Yun call Geng Lin and have dinner at his house by the way. Liu Yun bought a lot of fruit on the way, and hoped to chat with them after seeing her doctor. Maybe Geng Lin had already told them about her condition. What the hell to do.Ever since she decided to take her husband back, she has been at a loss. She called Geng Lin twice, and the answer she got was that it was best not to meet now. After they were all mentally prepared, Geng Lin came to her.She couldn't figure out what Geng Lin's attitude meant, but it definitely wasn't an attitude of unfeeling divorce.She thought that if Geng Lin really wanted to marry that woman, he could clearly propose to divorce her now.The world is still so simple in the eyes of a woman like Liu Yun who has never experienced storms. Maybe she will never imagine that another kind of inconspicuous emotion affects many people, making them unable to open their mouths to express their purpose, even though this purpose is what they want no matter what. achieved.This feeling is called guilt.

When Liu Yun was walking towards the station carrying the fruit, she heard someone calling her from behind, and she turned around and found that it was Wu Gang.He was sitting on the motorcycle and was reaching to take off his helmet. "It's such a coincidence, how do you know I'm here?" Liu Yun approached Wu Gang and put the heavy fruit in his hand at his feet. "To see a patient?" Wu Gang didn't tell his plan when he saw the fruit. He wanted to invite Liu Yun to his bar to listen to a jazz singer. "How do you know?" Liu Yun asked excitedly. Seeing Wu Gang, she felt that her heart was no longer so empty.

"Just guessing." Wu Gang didn't get excited because of Liu Yun's enthusiasm. He has always liked Liu Yun very much, and he also did some things behind his back that would not let her notice, but could protect her to some extent.He knew that Liu Yun was very important to him, but sometimes he couldn't think clearly how important it was.As a man, he doesn't know what else he can do, what step he can take, such as getting married again.He couldn't imagine it, but he always believed that Liu Yun was born to be the kind of woman who should be his wife.Therefore, one of the things he tried hardest to do in front of Liu Yun was to restrain himself from showing his feelings.

"What can I do for you?" "Ah, it's okay. I saw you from a long distance away. Shall I take you for a while?" "Ride a motorcycle?" Liu Yun asked fearfully, "I've never ridden a motorcycle before in my life." "Then you should try it." Wu Gang still persuaded her lightly, "By the way, I have to thank you for Chen Daming." "Who is Chen Daming?" Because of his occupation, it was difficult for Liu Yun to remember the names of patients, especially outpatients. "The one that breaks people's heads."

"Ah, by the way, that person is very funny, is he your friend?" "Yes, it's my friend." Wu Gang agreed formally. Liu Yun didn't speak, just smiled. "What are you laughing at?" Wu Gang asked. "It's nothing, the man told me that if I lose my wallet, he..." "You must be wondering why all my friends are like this." Wu Gang interrupted Liu Yun. "No." Liu Yun said with certainty, but it was a lie, because what she was thinking in her heart was indeed what Wu just said. "I'm glad I helped your friend." Liu Yun's words were also sincere, because she didn't care what kind of friends Wu Gang had.

"Come on, I have no problem driving." Wu Gang said as he handed over the helmet hanging on the handlebar, as if it was specially prepared for Liu Yun.Then he also took his own helmet in his hand. Liu Yun looked into Wu Gang's eyes and immediately gained trust. Without saying anything, she picked up her own fruit and sat in the back seat.Wu Gang put on his helmet, put on the gas pedal, and the motorbike sped out a long way.Wu Gang didn't want to drive slower than usual because Liu Yun was sitting behind him.It's also one of the few things in his life that he can't change or throw away -- he loves deadly speed.

After Liu Yun examined Professor Wang's wife, she felt that the problem was not as simple as she had imagined, but she did not overemphasize the seriousness for fear that the elderly would be too worried.When they were eating, Professor Wang asked Liu Yun if there was a psychology department in the hospital.Liu Yun said that there was only neurology, but in fact, she had been waiting for Professor Wang to bring up the topic of Geng Lin again. After she entered the door, Professor Wang asked why Geng Lin didn't follow, and then he didn't bring it up again.And Liu Yun, as usual, carefully said that Geng Lin had gone to study.

"It shouldn't be. In my opinion, psychology is more important than neurology." Professor Wang sighed. "Usually these patients are assigned to mental institutions." "But some people haven't reached the point of mental illness." Professor Wang became more and more excited as he spoke. Liu Yun didn't understand why he had to talk to her about psychology. She was just a surgeon. "Don't listen to his nonsense," Professor Wang's wife interjected, "this old man has been going crazy lately, talking about psychology with whomever he sees."

"If I were twenty years younger, I would study psychology again, and then build a psychology department in our school." "Do you think psychology is more important than computer science?" Liu Yun suddenly became interested in this topic. "Have you read Freud or Jung's books?" Professor Wang asked Liu Yun. "I read "The Diary of a Girl Anne" when I was in college." Liu Yun answered honestly.She has been away from university for many years, but she still has the mentality of being a student in front of professors. "It's not enough, it's not enough. You should read all the psychology books you can find. I'm reading all the books on this topic."

"Then you don't do computer research anymore?" Liu Yun asked. "Hey, I still lead the last batch of master's students, and I will retire after that. All the things I can research have also come out, and now the whole thing is a waste. My head," he said, pointing at it with his skinny fingers. own head, "I will never contribute anything to the computer industry of our country again." Liu Yun smiled, she likes this old man who is not proud of himself. "However, my brain must always have something new to put in it. Now it's interested in psychology, so I'll pretend." When Professor Wang said this, the phone rang.He smiled apologetically at Liu Yun, got up and went to another room to answer the phone. "You know this old man was a little stimulated some time ago," Professor Wang's wife explained to Liu Yun, "a young man from our neighbor here, who taught himself a computer, is very smart, and the idea he said made our old man slap his thigh For about half a year, the old and the young chatted about computers all day. But not long ago, about two months ago, this young man took sleeping pills during his afternoon nap, and committed suicide without leaving a suicide note." "No reason?" "There should be, but who knows, not even the parents." "Is there a job?" "Yes, in a joint venture factory, it seems to be an American joint venture biscuit factory." Professor Wang's wife said this, but saw her husband come back again, so she didn't say any more. "You keep talking, keep talking." Professor Wang's expression was not as high as before. "Whose phone is it? What's the matter?" My wife also felt the change on her husband's face. "A student, nothing to do." Professor Wang cheered up, "Let's continue talking." Liu Yun looked at his watch and really wanted to ask if Geng Lin had been here some time ago, but she dismissed the idea.She thought that if he had been here, the old man would not have mentioned it to her. "I think I should go. I have to go to work tomorrow." Liu Yun stood up as he spoke. Professor Wang also stood up immediately, but he pushed Liu Yun to sit on the sofa again. "Sit a little longer, sit a little longer, it's not too late." Liu Yun smiled and had no choice but to continue listening to Professor Wang. "I said old man, you can talk about it another day, Doctor Liu has to go to work tomorrow." "You're right, but I won't talk for too long, especially when it comes to important stuff, and I'll speak clearly and concisely. Don't forget I've been a teacher all my life." "What's important?" said my wife. "I want to tell you my experience of reading these books during this time." Professor Wang ignored his wife's interruption and said to Liu Yun seriously, "I think the most important significance of psychology is to remind people not to ignore symptoms. There are a lot of people who have no psychological basis and can feel all kinds of discomfort, but they can't pay attention to it, because they don't know where these symptoms will lead them. Like a young man in our neighbor who committed suicide suddenly, his parents said he committed suicide for no reason , This is impossible. The cause has been ignored." Professor Wang looked at Liu Yun when he said this, and Liu Yun listened attentively, so he continued, and Ba hoped that his words were not in vain. "On the other hand, I think a psychiatrist is necessary, but not important. Many people in the West see a psychiatrist for several years or even more than ten years. I think this is too passive. A psychiatrist should not draw conclusions for you. This is right. Yes. Because your mind is clear and your heart is clear. Just because your mind realizes that your mental state is bad and unhealthy, it does not mean that you can change, because the power of your change comes from the heart. That’s why many people in the West have been using it for so many years. To see a psychiatrist is to complete this process from brain to heart. But there are no psychiatrists in China, and Chinese people are not without mental illness, so what should I do?" Professor Wang stopped on purpose, as expected of a lifetime of lectures Professor, he attracted Liu Yun.But Liu Yun would never have dreamed that Professor Wang's words would have a huge impact on her subconscious mind, and his words would pop up in Liu Yun's mind dozens of times afterwards. "There is a way. One of my personal tendencies is to vent, to vent out. As long as you can vent out, you can complete the process from brain to heart without the help of a psychiatrist, especially when Chinese people are too depressed and can vent out. It's in a mental hospital, it's too late. No matter what happens, vent it. Venting may make things worse, but the positive meaning is that things move forward, and you are getting closer and closer to the conclusion. This process The consequences caused by this are almost crushing you to death, and you must find a way out, and this way out is understanding with the heart, a kind of understanding through pain and pain." "Stop talking nonsense, what if you don't go this way? Can you see where the neighbor boy is going?" the wife said worriedly. "He just lacks the influence of psychology, it's too late." Professor Wang replied to his wife, and then said to Liu Yun, "When the heart understands, there will be a new psychological state, and life can start again at this time .It is no longer looking at what is hopeless, what is dark. Failure is something that everyone may encounter. For example, the most common marriage failure, love failure, it doesn’t matter, as long as you adjust your mentality, You can realize your self-worth from other things. Marriage and love are not the whole meaning of life. Conversely, the same is true for career. If you fail in career, you can still find value in love, etc. This is What do you think of my experience?" Professor Wang asked Liu Yun like a child, as if Liu Yun is now an authority on psychology. Liu Yun was speechless, but nodded seriously. When Professor Wang sent Liu Yun to the taxi and returned home, his wife immediately blamed him for wasting other people's time and talking about useless things. "You are wrong, my wife," said Professor Wang, "What I said is the reminder that Liu Yun needs most now and in the future." "Doctor Liu seems like a decent person, I don't see that she needs such a reminder." "Do you know who called just now?" Professor Wang asked. My wife shook her head. "Geng Lin." "Calling from out of town?" Professor Wang shook his head again: "They separated." "What's wrong with the young people nowadays? Why is it so easy? They were husband and wife for more than ten years in a flash, so they separated." "I've already told Geng Lin to come here sometime. I have to enlighten him. Psychological problems are all psychological problems. What's the use of changing a woman for another woman? Is the new one better than the old one? All women are the same ." "You talk like a redneck." "I'm from the countryside."