Chapter 17 Chapter Fourteen

last night?Why was last night so far away from tonight, but tomorrow night is so far away?Li Qi and Cheng Anbang had just left, but Sun Langni hung up the phone from Brussels.Three men walked around her, but none of them could give her a home when she was tired. "I didn't sleep last night, Lonnie, I'm not feeling well." Shihua said, "Don't tell me you won't be back on my show next Wednesday." "Bad news is always late," Sun said. "I hung up to give you good news. I'll be back next Friday." Shihua frowned: "It's two days late? Is this good news?"

Lonnie smiled as if answering a riddle: "I haven't talked about the middle part yet. I'll be back the day after tomorrow, and then I'll go again, and I'll be back next Friday." "Lonnie, don't get tired after so much running around." Shihua admired his efforts in doing business. "Don't be exhausted, just take care of your body. Is a TV show worth your exhaustion, so desperately?" Lonnie didn't understand. "I have no choice. Lonnie, I haven't done any professional work after graduation. Only the TV station is willing to give me a monthly salary of 40,000 yuan. I have a heavy burden, and I can't start from an office job of more than 10,000 yuan." Sheng Shihua said helplessly very.

She's a natural star, but she's not really interested in being on camera.Her appearance and upbringing made her popular with a large audience, which was completely unexpected to her. Lonny said, "How about being the assistant to the CEO of Lonny Electric, with an annual salary of 2.4 million? I'll give you my share." "Lonnie, don't be kidding. I think I'm worth 2.4 million in TV. What do I know if I do your job?" Shihua imagined that Lonnie laughed at her annual salary of 480,000 a year. However, Lonnie became serious: "I have something to tell you when I get back to Hong Kong. I will be on your show and there is no need to reschedule. After that, listen to what I have to say."

"Thank God, you finally kept your promise!" Shi Hua cheered up: "Then I have to postpone Cheng Anbang for a week." "The purpose of my coming back in the spare time is to postpone Cheng Anbang for a week." Lonnie said inscrutably: "See you the night after tomorrow!" Sun Langni, a successful entrepreneur, all this has greatly increased his confidence. On the night of sending off the plane, he watched Li Qi and Cheng Anbang's scramble for Sheng Shihua with cold eyes, and their jealousy towards him. He had his own plans in mind. He didn't think Li Qi or Cheng Anbang could give Sheng Shihua a stable life.

Sheng Shihua was a flower he had determined to pick when he was working as a student on campus. Now he has a successful career, and he weighs all of this while talking and laughing. Now is the time to pick this flower and take her home to take good care of her. He will let her finish her "11th Bosomfriend" with honor, and then he will not let her show her face and work so intensely. He didn't fully know Sheng Shihua's intentions, but he was a methodical person, at least he knew that she would get along with him. Sheng Shihua lay on the bed, thinking of Lonnie's big rooster flower basket, he felt a little comforted.

She felt comfortable and happy with Lonnie, and while it wasn't romantic, she accepted him completely. Maybe, maybe Lonnie would go after her?She was like someone who has been swimming in the sea for a long time and needs a floating platform to rest, and Lonny is a floating platform. Both Li Qi and An Bang were boats that often passed her and refused to let her aboard. After thinking wildly for a while, Sheng Shihua lay half asleep and half awake, when two people came in out of the haze, which startled her.At first glance, it was Anbang and another middle-aged man. "It's me, don't be afraid, this is Dr. Xi, here to treat you." Anbang touched her forehead: "You still have a fever."

Doctor Xi examined her for a while and gave her an injection: "It's okay, just lie down for two days and you'll be fine, remember to take the medicine." Anbang sent the doctor away, went back to the room, and held Shihua's hot hand: "Naughty! You don't want to see the doctor. Fortunately, I stole your key." Shihua likes when men dote on her like this. "Have a good rest," Anbang said. "Aren't you going to leave?" Shihua's voice was reserved. Anbang looked back, and could still see the bowl of cold noodles that had been on the table for some time: "How can I leave when you are like this? I will be your servant for two days. If you do well, you can just hire me." ."

"Hey, where's Li Qi?" Shihua asked. Anbang said complacently: "I got him away." Shihua asked, "How did you get it away?" Anbang smiled mischievously: "Isn't that easy? I hung up the phone and told the director that Li Qi wanted to meet him to study the script. Ren Cheng likes people to study the script with him the most, so he called Li Qi to go." "You are always weird!" He scolded, but Shihua was very happy in his heart. In order to see her alone, Anbang would do all sorts of tricks. The two looked at each other, a moment of warmth and a moment of sadness.

Anbang was afraid that she would be sad, so he stood up, put his hands behind his back, like a professor, raised his right hand, and stretched out his index finger, as if he was giving a lecture: "Li Qi is a very dedicated actor. I have seen his rigorous work attitude, and I fully understand why he has been popular for ten years and has an enduring reputation." "As for Cheng Anbang, who claims to be from Hollywood, his acting skills are definitely on par with him. However, Cheng Anbang would let go of everything in order to meet his girlfriend. It's too distracting."

Sheng Shihua burst out laughing. Anbang was well-versed in the kitchen, and he managed to cook a light and delicious meal. "Do you know, Shihua?" Anbang said, "I have only made two films in the United States, and although they were well received, they have just encountered the economic downturn in the United States, and white people are so poor that they are hostile to Asians." Come." "That will have an impact on your film career!" Shihua was quite worried, and this phenomenon of being inferior would not disappear within a year or two. Anbang sat cross-legged on the floor:

"Originally, a director asked me to star in a movie called "The Silent Shaw". I was so excited to star in it with Destin Hoffman! He is an Oscar winner, and having the opportunity to play opposite him is a high My worth. Just when I was starting to get arrogant, I announced that I would change the roles and not use Asians. This "Silent Xiao" is really silent!" Shihua imagined how disappointed Anbang would be. He was a victim of the Asian exclusion trend. He lost this good opportunity for no reason. Showed a lot deeper. "Fortunately, Ren Cheng thought of me nervously, otherwise I would have been silent for a long time." An Bangzuo sweated.Sheng Shihua said: "Things in the world are unbelievable, why did you, me, and Li Qi all join the showbiz?" Speaking of work, Sheng Shihua remembered: "Anbang, can you postpone your video for a week? Lonnie just hung up the long-distance call, and he said that he can go on my show as originally planned." Anbang is smart: "The tall one? He's chasing you according to the original plan!" "Wouldn't it be nice for someone to chase me?" Shihua liked the feeling of being pursued. Anbang pondered for a while: "It is undeniable that his qualifications are much better than mine. Tall, handsome, capable, and rich, I can't compare with him." Shihua bent his fingers and hit him with a popcorn on the head: "I'll beat you to death if you say more." Anbang protected his head like an urchin: "Don't kill me! What good will it do you if you kill me?" Shihua's voice was full of deep affection: "Then you will know that I will still love you until the day you die." Anbang's mischievous face turned into a poem with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth. "Shihua, you are really a woman who dares to love. I won't raise any conditions, and I won't ask why you love me anymore." Anbang said. "From childhood to adulthood, I never thought of asking others: Why do you love me? Does that need an explanation?" Shihua never thought about such questions. "You are beautiful, smart, well-educated, and you are a blockbuster even doing TV shows you don't want to do. You have self-confidence from a wealthy family background. You don't understand the lack of self-confidence of people from well-to-do families." "It's all nonsense!" Shihua totally disagreed: "If you want to compare conditions, it's better to go back to the past, marry blindly and marry dumbly, forget about the right family, the man and the woman don't need to know each other before they get married!" "Being a host of a show, my teeth are sharp and my mouth is sharp. I surrender." Anbang raised his hands. "Don't say surrender, what I want is not victory." Shihua said, "You know what I want?" Anbang gently put her hand on his chest, making her feel his throbbing heartbeat: "What you want, you already have." "I know, Anbang, I knew it from the first day I saw you. At that time, you made fun of me and teased me, but it's so strange, I think you liked me from the first day you saw me." Shi Huaru recounts the old dream: "I even have a feeling that I will fall in love with you and you will fall in love with me. Anbang, how do you explain it?" Sheng Shihua is a completely sensual woman, he doesn't know how to explain sensibility. "Okay, I'll make way, let Sun Langni be on your show first. Of course the big star will be the finale, so it's fine if you don't ask me to be in the middle." Anbang really wanted to lie beside her, but he always felt a little strange accustomed to. Sheng Shihua explained: "Come on, sleep on the side where I'm used to, I know you don't like the side where Li Qi slept." "You are not allowed to sleep on his side, the two of us will huddle on the side you are used to sleeping in." Anbang squeezed to her side childishly. Sheng Shihua lay nose to nose with him, he teased her long eyelashes, she smiled. She teased his high nose, and he laughed. Anbang patted her on the back like caring for a child: "You are tired, go to sleep." Sheng Shihua fell into a deep sleep in his arms, and Anbang felt as if he was sleeping with Hua, and was reluctant to close his eyes. It was late at dusk, and it was time for Shihua to take his medicine. After taking the medicine, Shihua fell asleep again, refusing to eat. Anbang made some supper himself, and looked at the stars in the dark sky. Only a star that big can shine a little light in the night sky. The success or failure of the world is like passing clouds. He thought about himself and Shihua, neither of them were slaves to fame, they were fighting for fame to survive, and then exchanged fame for money, and then they searched for a peaceful and happy new world together. Li Qi was much more down-to-earth than them. He grew up in an environment where he could live on his own. The only unconditional love he ever had in his life, the love that could not be exchanged for material things, was Sheng Shihua's love. He has been stared at since he was a child. Fame and fortune are important. Ten years of life as a fan idol has rebuilt another him who is free and easy. At this moment Li Qi is indeed studying the script with Ren Cheng and the screenwriter.He is a veteran, he understands Anbang, he knows Anbang's acting ability, some scenes, some dialogues, he knows that Anbang can easily steal his shots, but he decided not to protest, he intends to accept this challenge . He decided not to let his emotions get in the way of his acting. The next day, he went to visit Shihua, Anbang was there, he greeted Shihua a few words, and left without saying much.Tomorrow the show will start, he is preparing for battle, Anbang can tell from his deep, fiery eyes. Sheng Shihua will be videotaping Sun Langni tomorrow. After two days of rest, she feels better. From An Bang's meditation to Li Qi's solemnity, she smelled the desperate battle between the two heroes, and she firmly believed that the two men she loved would spark unprecedented sparks on the screen. Sun Langni was interviewed by "Friends Eleven", and everyone was surprised not only by his height, but also by his big boyish smile with a row of white teeth, and his high sense of humor. "What is a business? Sell something with a lower cost to someone who wants to buy it at a higher price. The important thing is the word. Remember, everyone, when you want to buy something, you have already paid the merchant to earn money." "Women? Women are different businesses. The sooner the business is closed, the better. As the saying goes, the goods are like a wheel, and the profits are small and the transactions are frequent." "Women, the slower the transaction, the better. You want to think about it for as long as possible, because it cannot be returned. I am not the kind of husband who will return his wife, so I will wait and see for a long time before making a decision." "A lot of women throw themselves into their arms? Firstly, I don't understand the style, but secondly, I have already chosen my target. When did I choose? Ten years ago, when I was in college, I had already chosen. I didn't have the conditions at that time. I hope it will be my turn now." How could Sheng Shihua fail to hear the implication? Lonnie had already said that he had come to register when he was in college, and he would definitely pursue her when he was rich. This lion, chasing women is like developing a business, and it is moving forward step by step. Next week it was Cheng Anbang's turn, Shihua hadn't seen him for several days, he and Li Qi basically lived on the filming set. In the days when An Bang and Li Qi couldn't be found, Lonnie pursued them intensively. "Sheng Shihua, I really need an assistant general manager, but it's a pity that you think 2.4 million yuan a year is too condescending!" One night Lonnie told Shihua. Shi Hua just laughed, TV work is too hard, after interviewing four well-known young men who made a sensation, how can we continue?She doesn't want to be a show host all her life. Sell ​​yourself for 2.4 million a year?That's too cheap, especially considering Lonnie's net worth today, it's just a drop in the bucket. Lonnie said embarrassedly, "If you marry me, I'll give you half of the family fortune right away." That's too philistine.In fact, that's exactly what Shihua needs to hear. A man who loves her can't be stingy. It's generous to give her five dollars if he has ten dollars. It's stingy to give her only one million dollars if he has 100 million dollars. It's all a matter of proportion. Lonnie meets Shihua almost every day, and he understands the way of getting close to the water.Taking advantage of Li Qi and Cheng Anbang's lack of time, why didn't he take advantage of it? In the end, Anbang didn't make it to the "Friends Eleven", and Ren Cheng didn't let him go.When Ren Cheng started filming, he didn't even let the cockroaches and mice go, let alone the protagonist? There is no news of Cheng Anxiong, and the wonderful characters of "Friends Eleven" are temporarily lacking, and they fall back to daily interviews, and Zhiyin starts to get bored. Lonnie made an exception for his public appearances, and the famous TV host Le Zhiyin was brought along for banquets and charity balls. Le Zhiyin is also the first time to make an exception and frequently appear together with the opposite sex in public.The love affair between Sun and Le became a hot topic in the city for a while. The public thinks that they are a match made in heaven. Sun Langni is young, imposing, successful, and rich, while Le Zhiyin is beautiful, well-informed, well-educated, successful, and at the age of marriage. "Such a matching pair!" Everyone exclaimed. Sure enough, one day, Le Zhiyin submitted a letter of resignation to the company. Rumors that she is about to marry Sun Langni are even more rampant. However, she still had half a year to complete her contract, and the TV station asked her to do it for another six months no matter what. "Lonnie, what do you say?" asked the bosom friend. "If you decide to resume Sheng Shihua's identity and then change to Mrs. Sun's identity, then I will ask you to stop working immediately." Lonnie said. This is tantamount to a marriage proposal. Le Zhiyin had to go home and think about it. In the end, she decided to stay on for another six months until the contract expired. "Lonnie, you're not mad, are you?" "I'm not angry, I just want to blow up the launch pad." Lonnie said with a smile: "Let you play in the four corners of love for another six months. During these six months, see me every day, and don't see the two of them, then I will definitely win……" "It's not about winning or losing," Shihua said. "I understand, it's your choice. In the past six months, I will definitely be with you." Lonnie Sara stood up. He doesn't like the life in the entertainment industry. He is a person who likes to live according to a schedule. What fun. Fortunately, Sheng Shihua didn't play that trick either. One morning, very early in the morning, Li Qi came here with a pale face, still tired, obviously just finished work. "What's the matter between you and Sun Langni?" Li Qi Daxing asked the sinner. "I'm so glad you still have time to be jealous." Sheng Shihua was annoyed that he hadn't been here for three months. "Has Cheng Anbang ever been free? You know very well that we are in the theater day and night." "Which big star doesn't catch up with the show?" Shihua said coldly. "I have to meet Ren Cheng's demands, and at the same time, I mean at the same time, I have to resist Cheng Anbang's sharpness. It scares me, this guy is a natural first-class actor, I'm so nervous, don't make me more nervous!" Li Qi always thought that his Xiao Sheng belonged to him alone. Sheng Shihua was grateful for his infatuation, but he couldn't afford his feelings for entrusting his work and thoughts to her. "Li Qi, don't be nervous, it's good to be evenly matched. Do you think Cheng Anbang is not nervous?" Shihua comforted him: "If he wasn't nervous, he would have run to my place long ago." "Shihua, as a colleague, I like Cheng Anbang. Playing against him is a new kind of excitement, but it's very tiring. He slashed at me one after another, forcing me to parry." Li Qi sighed softly: "A good opponent that is rare in ten years , he also improved me." "Li Qi, your measure is so cute." Shihua poured him a cup of tea: "You are a true artist, you know what you are good at, and you have the measure to praise. Do you know that people without measure are so narrow-minded that they don't even know what to buy?" Don't know?" "Xiao Sheng, it's you who know me best. Yes, down-and-out Li Qi needs fame and fortune, and needs to regain his self-esteem and sense of security. But you know, a person's life is like the ups and downs of a tree. When I was ordinary, I tasted the taste of dryness before I tasted the taste of glory. I can't afford to dry up too early." Li Qifa was stunned for a long time: "Xiao Sheng, how should I put it? I want to draw a painting called "Prosperity and Withering Floating Beyond the Clouds". It is the same person, the same me. The glory and the withering are actually me. They seem to be so related, but in fact they are so different. irrelevant." Shihua pinched his shoulders for him: "Look, the muscles are so tense, relax, I'll pinch for you a few times." "Hey, Xiao Sheng, you have worked hard too. Wait for me, okay? We will have countless nights, watching the dawn together side by side. I will draw the floating clouds in the sky, and you will turn into a golden light, passing through the floating clouds, giving the lost Human warmth and hope." In Li Qi's heart, Sheng Shihua is that golden light. Shihua let him doze off on the bed, staring at the picturesque face of Feng Mo's thousands of women. Such a face full of masculine beauty, the heart is too fragile.Does she not like a boyfriend who comes to tell her the fear in her heart like a child looking for a mother?she does not know. Anbang owns less than Li Qi, but those who own less are more accustomed to fighting with their backs. The doorbell rang, and Se-hwa had a hunch - Anbang. When the door was opened, it was indeed Anbang. Anbang didn't look as tired as Li Qi. "Is filming in Hong Kong fun?" Shi Hua asked him. "It's very fun, especially playing with Ren Cheng and Li Qi." Anbang winked again, pretending to be Ren Cheng's fixed eyes like glaucoma, and at the same time cheering up and pretending to be tall and mighty, imitating Li Qi's way of using his eyes to catch people look. Shihua obeyed him and imitated whoever he was. "Like it?" Anbang asked. "Extremely similar." Shihua clapped his hands lightly. "Then, you don't need Li Qi anymore, I'll pretend to be him anyway." Anbang grinned. "Nonsense! Why don't you pretend to be me? Then you don't even need me." Shihua said. "I pretend to be you, how can I see myself? What's more, what I want to see is you, not myself." Anbang said: "Unless you ask me to pretend to be you to coax Li Qi, but you yourself are with Sun Liqi." Lonnie is dating." Sheng Shihua is conflicted in his heart, Sun Langni can give her everything, if she doesn't know Li Qi and An Bang, she will marry him without hesitation. "Shihua, don't miss me. Miss, don't get married, Sun Langni is a very good man, maybe there is no better condition than him, not to mention, he has admired you for more than ten years, this infatuation can be considered firm. " said Anbang like a philosopher. miss, different marriage. Shihua understands. "But Anbang, married, I don't miss you. I won't miss you just because I got married!" "Then, let me be in your heart for a long time, I know, no matter where I am, I also believe that there is a little me in your heart, living there, throughout my life, and will never leave." Shihua's heart was in a mess.She wanted to say, "Anbang, let me wait for you." However, she knew very little about Anbang's thoughts. An Bang pointed to the closed door: "Actor Li fell asleep inside?" Shi Hua nodded. Anbang sighed: "Shihua, you have very rich and inexhaustible emotions, but unfortunately you only have one body, what should I do?" Emotions are unlimited, but the body is limited. Sheng Shihua has been resisting this kind of restraint all his life, and the result of the resistance is a failed marriage, lost flesh and blood, and only a hopeless heart left. Holding her red-hot heart, she wandered from the ends of the world to the ends of the earth. No one dared to embed her heart in her body, and no one who loved her had the courage to do so. Sometimes she regrets that she was too brave. Li Qi was sleeping soundly in her room, and An Bang, who was haunted by dreams, was sitting in front of her, and she couldn't help putting her hands on his shoulders.For ten years, she had no chance to dedicate her body to him again. She has already overflowed with emotion for Anbang, but it's a pity that he didn't contain his body. She felt a pain in her heart, and pinched five nails tightly, piercing Anbang's shoulder. An Bang's distant love for her has been poured into a thin balloon for the past ten years, for An Xiong and her.As soon as she grabbed it like that, Anbang's balloon was about to burst through the wall, gushing out enough feelings to drown the two of them. "Shihua, don't touch me, if you touch me again, you won't be able to control yourself!" Anbang closed his eyes and raised his head. Shihua leaned over and kissed his neck. "No, Shihua, not when Li Qi is sleeping in your room!" Anbang clenched his hands into fists, trying not to touch her. Shihua stretched out his hand, staring at it with full eyes, Anbang handed her the hand, and she squeezed his palm: "Go to the car." Anbang held her hand and asked her to gently open and close the door, and the two got into her car. Sheng Shihua drove the car silently, both of them were public faces, she didn't know where the car could be parked. "Let me drive." Anbang switched places with her. The car drove up the mountain, passing the old Sheng family mansion, Anbang seemed to see the 18-year-old lovable girl back then, and he fell in love with her at first sight. Sheng Shihua just squinted his eyes slightly, then looked forward firmly, not wanting to let the memory of chewing and frosting keep her. Anbang looked at her secretly, but he couldn't see the nostalgic sadness on her face, and he couldn't guess what she was thinking. "Shihua!" He had a wish: "One day, I will buy this mansion back for you." Sheng Shihua shook his head peacefully: "Anbang, this is not the place we're going back to. Did I answer your question?" "Lonnie Sun can give you everything," Anbang said. Sheng Shihua stared at him meaningfully: "Anbang, take me to our old place. Isn't that what you have in mind?" Anbang's face flashed with joy and desolation, holding the steering wheel with one hand, and holding Shihua's hand tightly with the other, holding the longing of many years into her palm again. Anbang's hand is the most expressive among the men Sheng Shihua has ever come into contact with. How much she longed for his hand to hold hers every day. Anbang turned several turns, and the car stopped in a remote place on the mountain where no pedestrians were seen. It was a small platform of coarse sand facing the sea, where Xiaoxiong lived the first second of his life in her body. That's Anbang and her old place. "Is it strange, Anbang? After I returned to Hong Kong, I drove the car countless times, but I couldn't find this small platform. This small platform is so close in my heart, but in real life It's so hidden that I never found it." Sheng Shihua couldn't help but hesitate. An Bang stretched out his hand to hug her limp arm, thanking her with gentle eyes. "I didn't expect that I could still know the way, right? Shihua, in another ten years, I will remember this place." Anbang put his arms around her and kicked a small stone on the platform: "Maybe, no one has even moved this small stone." "Someone picked up a few small stones and stole them away." Sheng Shihua's hair was facing the wind, and the wind blew her light yellow shawl like the sail of a boat in the wind. "Who is interested in stealing these worthless things?" Anbang said with a smile, "These stones have been lying in this unbeautiful place for ten years." Sheng Shihua seemed to have seen the small yellow tent that Anbang had built back then, it was herringbone-shaped, with a dark green rubber mat underneath. She walked a few steps, squatted on the coarse sand and gravel, looked up at Anbang: "Is this where our little tent is set up?" Anbang remembers that stormy night, when he was sitting alone in the small tent, the eighteen-year-old Sheng Shihua came to him desperately, untied his clothes, and presented Yuxue's lovely girl's body in front of his eyes, lying in the rain On the soaked dark green glue mat, she gave it to him without regret, her first time. He wished that the little yellow tent was still there, on the edge of the cliff with rolling waves, on the uneven sand and stones, this was their home. He thought of Xiaoxiong, the son he had never met, the son who had never even had a chance to call him uncle, and he felt a pain in his heart. Shihua's heart ached even more. In order to be loyal to herself, she gave up her son. "Anbang, forgive me, I owe you a son." Shihua lowered his head and picked up small stones on the ground. "Sometimes people are too loyal to themselves, and they are too unwilling to tell lies. Instead, they will hurt themselves and others." Shihua held a dozen small stones in his hand and put them in Anbang's hands. "Who stole a few stones? It was me." Shihua was half-talking to himself: "After that night, I asked the driver at home to take me here and picked up a few small stones. For ten years, your portrait and Those little stones have always been by my side." Anbang knelt down and raised her tearful face: "Why didn't you find me?" Shihua choked up and laughed: "Have you ever looked for me?" Anbang squeezed the gravel with his fists, and the sharp edges hurt his palms: "I just want to stay as far away as possible, so as not to disturb your and An Xiong's home." Anbang sighed: "You were too young at that time, and I was just as ignorant. The marriage between you and An Xiong was not a normal marriage at all. I didn't expect how that marriage would continue after you grew up. You Must be very unhappy." "It was my own fault. An Xiong was not at fault. After you left that day, An Xiong told me frankly that he was impotent. He accepted his fate. He said whether to accept him or not was my choice. He only had one request: Don't tell him who the father of the child is." After the child was born, the longer he grew, the more he looked like Anbang. This was something Anxiong couldn't bear. His wife was pregnant with his younger brother's child, but he didn't know it. "He can accept whoever's child I am pregnant with. That is God's punishment for us. My child is actually yours." Shihua felt guilty: "God, I did the most sad thing for An Xiong. I'm indifferent, I don't blame him. Anbang, don't blame yourself, you don't even know!" "Marry Sun Langni! If you marry him now, I can bear it, but if you come to our old place again, I can't bear it. Shihua, I never stopped loving you." Sheng Shihua took a deep breath: "Anbang, I've grown up, love can't be platonic, it's spiritual desire, I'd rather you say you want me, don't say you never stopped loving me, say what's the point?" Anbang's blood rose for a while. This persistent little girl has now become a mature woman who dares to speak out. "It's a pity that our small tent was destroyed by the wind and rain." Anbang said, "We will buy another one another day." Sheng Shihua stared at him for a while, then stretched out his hand to hold him: "Come!" She took him to the back of the car: "Anbang, open the trunk." Anbang opened the trunk of the car, and was surprised to see the yellow tent with the traces of the years rolled up with the iron pipe, and the dark green rubber pad that was carefully rolled up, which she thought was rolled up by the driver back then. "Never left me." Shihua cherished the tent. Anbang's two lines of tears could not help but flow down. "Shihua, I wasted you!" Anbang excitedly grasped the rolled up tent with both hands. The two stayed at the back of the car, staring at each other without saying a word, everything in the trunk of the car had already been said for them. The sky turned gray and the rain was falling. The two of them hugged each other, unaware that they were in the misty rain. It was not until the cold rain fell in big drops that Anbang called out: "Put up the tent, the world!" Hua, hurry up!" Anbang's face shone in the rain. He held the tent and iron cylinder in his arms, and Shihua held the rubber pad in one hand. with. Anbang skillfully set up the small yellow tent and spread the dark green rubber mat on the ground. The two of them sat side by side in the small tent wetly, facing the churning waves. Everything was like yesterday. After all, the tent has been around for a long time, and there are many small leaking holes, and the winter rain seeps into several layers of Sheng Shihua's clothes, but she doesn't care anymore, and the days finally told her who she loves the most. "Anbang, I owe you ten years, I owe you a child, we grow up day by day, we get older day by day, every day goes by, but one day is missing, in these ten years, I have learned at least one thing: time is forever Won't look back, won't look back to make up for our regrets, won't look back to heal our bleeding hearts, time will only make us drain our blood and die with regrets!" Sheng Shihua could no longer bear the depression he had suppressed for ten years, tearing off his clothes while crying.Anbang held her hands tenderly with tears in his eyes: "This time, let me do it." Shihua was still crying: "When I was 18 years old, I had the audacity to undress for you. This year I am over twenty-eight years old, and I still have the audacity to undress for you. Anbang, what kind of woman am I? " Anbang quietly unbuttoned her clothes one by one: "You are a woman who dares to love and hate. Although you never said it, you also hate me." "Yes, I hate you hate you hate you! You make me wait, but I love you love you love you! Anbang, look at me, what am I like?" Rain is also tears. She longed to be loved, she made herself think that she was in love with Li Qi and Sun Langni, but why did she still seem to have a big hole in her heart? She had to admit that the hole was Anbang. "Ah!" Anbang's male body pressed against her body, and the strong love exploded in her body, filling the hole in her heart. The rain falls for them, the wind blows for them, and the waves beat the cliffs for them. For true love, one can no longer worry about who will be hurt, and both of them have learned a bitter lesson. In order to be worthy of his brother, Anbang reluctantly put his beloved Shihua into his arms.However, Shihua's inability to give his brother true love hurts him more than not being his wife. Cheng Anbang, what have you done?Everything is stupid, stupid! "Shihua, I'm sorry." Anbang kissed her lovingly. "No, Anbang, we are all sorry for our youth. At that time, I was not afraid of sorrow and joy, and I didn't know that the water was passing away. I finally found you, and I finally stopped being a prisoner in my own heart. How happy I am. " Shihua's voice trembled with sorrow and joy. "Go back to the car, or the two of us will freeze here, and the headlines in the newspaper will read: Cheng Anbang and Le Zhiyin both died on Haijiao Platform, and the reason is intriguing. Hey, you can't be so ambiguous. Alright, let's die beautifully." Anbang hurriedly put the wet clothes on Sheng Shihua's body, and put on his clothes in a hurry. The two walked for a while in the rain with their arms around each other, and looked back at the same time. The small yellow tent was swaying in the wind and rain. Take it back to the car. "We can't ignore our old friends." Anbang smiled and stuffed them in the trunk of the car, thanking Sheng Shihua for his ten-year miss and ten-year heart. The car stopped at La Salle Road, and Anbang told Shihua to change out of his soaked clothes and put on the overcoat he left in the car. "Do you want me to accompany you up?" Anbang was afraid that Shihua would not be able to handle Li Qi.Shihua shook his head resolutely, she wanted to settle her own affairs, Anbang stopped a taxi and left. Shihua tied the belt of her coat tightly, as if that would give her more courage. She went up to the fifth floor and got out of the elevator. Just as she was about to open the door with the key, the door opened by itself. Li Qi stood inside the door, looking at the oversized men's coat on her body. Li Qi closed the door and pulled the belt of her coat, only to see that Sheng Shihua was naked. Li Qijiong stared at her with gloomy eyes: "You don't need to talk. I was standing on the balcony just now, and I saw everything." Sheng Shihua met his gaze: "No, you haven't seen everything yet." She ran to the bedroom and found a picture of a three-year-old boy under the drawer.Li Qi saw that the child was clearly a copy of Cheng Anbang.In an instant, he understood everything. "Xiao Sheng, stop explaining, I'm leaving." Li Qi kissed her, his deep voice was full of heartbreaking sadness: "Don't worry, the filming will still continue." Li Qi left silently. Sheng Shihua's heart was in a mess, and whenever she was upset, she habitually ran back to the TV station, a place familiar to a homeless woman. "Bosom friend, you came just in time! A miracle happened!" The director said, "Cheng Anxiong actually called back, saying that he was going to Beijing for a meeting, so he could drop by your show." Le Zhiyin couldn't help being stunned. "But his request is..." the director was trying to trick me. "What is it?" Bosom friend's heart skipped a beat. "I want to be on your show with his younger brother Cheng Anbang." The director said, "I wish for it!" "What did you just say? Call back? Call?" asked the bosom friend. "Long-distance call, he made it himself, not even a secretary, this astrophysicist has no pretensions." "He... how could he have the phone numbers of our group?" Bosom friend was puzzled. "He said Cheng Anbang told him, and the younger brother told the older brother, what's so strange?" said the director. It turned out that An Bang immediately hung up the phone and called An Xiong. What did he say to An Xiong? "I have to make a call and borrow your office." Zhiyin couldn't wait to get into the messy little office of the director and locked the door. "An Bang, how did you find An Xiong?" "I was calling at his office at NASA. He used to refuse to answer my calls, but today he did. I told him everything about us." "Can he take it?" "He was very calm. He said how come I, a son of a bitch, finally have the courage to take care of you." Anbang said while laughing. "I don't believe it, An Xiong never speaks foul language." "今天他说了，我稍作更改而已。他说我们两兄弟都是sonofagun，把你折磨够了，要是我不娶你，他用剑刺穿我的……我的……" "你的什么？安雄不说粗话的！" 安邦大笑："我的心窝。安雄斯文如故。" "他会带小雄来吗？" "不会。世华，虽然我和你都想见小雄，但小雄还是不见我们好点。"安邦说："我得出门去了，拍戏去。" "我……李颀什么都知道了，他叫我放心，戏一定得拍下去。" "李颀是个君子。我脱帽致敬。"安邦说："你快点摆平你的孙某！" 放下了电话，乐知音从办公室出来，仿佛进入了个新的世界。 "周五录影。"编导说："程安雄只留到星期二。" 乐知音想了想："不，直播。我要直播。这也是我为电视台主持的最后一辑知音十一时。" "什么？"整组人都出乎意料。 "做完了你们便明白。"乐知音说："我永远会记住你们这一组手足，我们永远是朋友。" 李颀和程安邦天天如常赶戏，任澄导演奇怪一向相处和洽的两个男主角突然不再互相交谈，然而沉默中亦不似有敌意，演对手戏时所擦出的火花更是灿然耀目。 片子已近煞青，任澄跟李颀和程安邦说："你们为什么演得那么好？这部片子今年要参加最佳电影竞选，你们两个都够资格提名最佳男主角奖。" 程安邦推辞着："不用提名我了，李颀演得极好，单提名他一定横扫所有人。" 李颀亦在推辞："奖我已得过两次了，还是提名程安邦吧，我看他的机会极好。" 任澄一脸不解，问助导："那两个家伙干什么？" 助导一片你问我、我问谁的茫然。 星期一到了，电视台门前站了一大群影迷，门内站了一大群娱乐版记者。 有部私家车开上来，只见车子里面的人剑眉星目，十分英俊，影迷大叫："程安邦！程安邦！"那人屹然不动，车子开进了电视台停车场。 不久另一部车子又到了，里面坐着的不又是程安邦？影迷以为自己花了眼睛，但总不免再度蜂拥而上。程安邦含笑下车，十分有耐性地替影迷一一签名。 "刚才那个跟你一模一样的是谁？"有个大女孩鼓足勇气地问。 "那是我的哥哥程安雄。" 影迷哗然大叫："两兄弟都这么英俊！" 忐忑不安的是乐知音，她躲在录影室，没走出去让记者拍照。 录影室厚厚的重门一开，乐知音乍见英挺如故的前夫，不禁想起了小白屋内的清纯时光。要是人类没有性爱这回事，她和安雄可以愉快地相守一生的。 编导和监制都下来招呼，替他俩介绍："这是乐知音小姐，节目的主持人，这是享誉国际的……" "我们认得的。"程安雄沉稳地说了一句，便不再说话了。 程安邦让影迷缠住，迟了半小时才入录影室。 两兄弟一见面，安邦握拳揉捶哥哥的肩膊："Yousonofagun！" 程安雄亦含笑捶回弟弟一下："Yousonofagun！" 乐知音放下心头大石，至少两兄弟言归于好了。 令她稍为不安的，是安雄并没怎么跟她说话。 工作人员奇怪的是两兄弟怎么这么相像，除了程安雄比安邦稍高一时之外，眉、眼、口、鼻部是那么的相似。 "你们是同年同月同日同时孪生的？"天真的女资料搜集员问。 "我不清楚。"程安邦打趣着："我出生时没戴手表也没带日历。" "请就座，直播快开始了。"场务主任宣布。 乐知音一开头便说："这是我所主持的最后一辑知音十一时，我一直盼望的人终于来了，我希望我们能分享这极有意义的晚上。" 乐知音从介绍太空物理学家程安雄说起，程安雄跟在大学时一样，风度翩翩，挥洒自如。 "除了天分之外，请问你的成功之道是什么？"乐知音问。 "专心，念书和工作都专心。"程安雄答："对爱情也一样，专一。" 乐知音心里起了个疙瘩，安雄对她显然余情未了。 "不过，对爱情太专一，也是我失败之道。" 乐知音强自镇定地问下去："在美国报章的访问中，你不是说过会再次结婚的吗？" 安雄看着她："不会了，请原谅我的中文生疏了，除却……除却什么不是山？" 知音一时语塞，安邦快快地接道："我哥哥想说的是除却巫山不是云。不过，我哥哥比我好看得多，嗯，不只好看得多，气质也比我好得多，追求他的女人前仆后继。" 安雄默然了一阵："是的，除却巫山不是云，我打算抱独身主义了，过往快乐的时光，已足够让我回忆一生。" 乐知音费了好大的劲，才忍得住欲涌而出的眼泪，安雄是特地来告诉她的。 安邦当然觉察到，怕她乱了方寸，便插科打诨地说："乐小姐好偏心，只顾访问我哥哥，冷落了我啦！" 程安雄凝视了乐知音一眼："其实，我这次上这节目，不远千里而来，是为了宣布一件喜事，我的弟弟程安邦和乐知音小姐的喜事，他们快要结婚了。" 此语一出，把编导吓得几乎按错了钮。 "安邦，乐小姐，我祝福你们白头到老。说到这儿，我要告退了。我弟弟自幼好说话，余下的时间，他大可自己访问自己。"程安雄笑道："安邦，你独白一阵，我这身为准大伯的，得跟乐小姐私下讲几句整治你的方法，乐小姐，请跟我来。" 两人转到布景板后面，知音很想拥抱安雄一下，但安雄微微退后了一步："世华，人生如逝水，我想通了，别担心我，好好照顾安邦，好好照顾你自己。" "安雄，谢谢你给过我的好时光。"世华很有点伤感。 "世华，请原谅我以后不再见你们了，那样我的生活会平静点，你明白吗？"安雄说。 世华哽噎着点头，说不出话来。安雄伸出手想拍拍她的肩膊，一咬牙，还是强自把手收回了。 世华欲语还休地看着他的背影消失。发呆了半晌，场务主任催促她归回原位。 安邦正在眉飞色舞地扮李颀和扮任澄，大说其片场笑话。 期间编导已请美术部的人员写了块红底金漆的字，像默片字幕打在荧幕上："观众要求，请准新郎轻吻准新娘！" 安邦轻轻亲了世华的香腮一下，两人目中都含泪光。 安雄站在电视台大堂的电视机面前看着，黯然踏上在等候他的车子。 翌日盛世华收到孙朗尼送来的一篮鸡冠花，砌成公鸡模样，附上字条： 再度挂号，等你离婚。 那时我也许已经一百二十岁， 你还会考虑吗？ 深深的祝福！ 朗尼