Chapter 12 White Beans - Chapter Twelve

White beans - Chapter 12 (1) After entering the room, after a while, Hu Tie came out again.He didn't come out empty-handed, Hu Tie took something from the house.This thing is not a thing, but it is more precious than anything else.At least, Hu Tie would think so at this time. What is in Hu Tie's hand is the other hand.Holding this hand, Hu Tie ran forward.Hands can't run, but people with hands can run. Of course White Bean will run.is also running.Hu Tie held her hand, not because he was afraid that she would not run away, that she would not run with him, or that she would run away and disappear.Hu Tie was not afraid of these things. Hu Tie held her hand, just thinking that he could make her run faster, save some energy, and not be so tired.

Run outside the camp, into the wild, where there are no houses, where there are no people. The night was very dark.It was too dark to see the way.But their feet have been running on the same road, never stopping to find their way.It seems that there is a road in their hearts, and they don't need to look for the road at all. They run forward with their eyes closed, and they will not go on the wrong road, and they will run where they want to go. A road leading to the original Populus euphratica forest.I have walked many times, but later, I can't go.It's just that the legs can't walk on it.But the heart has been walking back and forth on this road, no matter how you walk the road with your heart, you will not go wrong.I could smell the Populus euphratica forest, and I heard dogs barking loudly from the camp behind me.It seems that there are still people shouting with the dog.It seems that during the night in Xiayedi, some people will not be able to sleep well.

Run faster and run into Populus euphratica forest.The Populus euphratica forest is like the sea, and the waves of the trees are rustling.When two people entered the Populus euphratica forest, it was like two fish swimming into the sea.No one can see them, and no one can find them. There were trees everywhere, standing next to each other in a thick wall, their branches and leaves spread out in the air, covering the sky.There are houses everywhere in the woods, and if you go to a random place, it will be like walking into a house.A house that provides shelter from the elements.As early as when they were monkeys, people regarded the forest as a house. Up to now, those monkeys who have not turned into humans still cannot do without trees.Besides, many birds and beasts have always regarded the woods as their houses.

Running from the small house in the camp to the Populus euphratica forest was nothing more than running from a small house to a bigger house.Everything that can be done in a small house can be done in this big house, and everything that can be said in a small house can be said in a big house.Because there is no need to worry about being seen or heard.Some things that I dare not do or say in a small house can be done and said in this big house. Leaning against the trunk of a tree, sitting on a thick cushion of fallen leaves.Hu Tie's hand was still holding Baidou's hand, but this time it was not holding Baidou, but holding Baidou to prevent Baidou from running away.Knowing that Baidou will not run away, knowing that Baidou is willing to come to Populus euphratica with him.But still unwilling to let go of Baidou's hand.It seems that as soon as you let go, Baidou will turn into a bird on the tree and fly away.

Bai Dou seemed to have seen what Hu Tie was thinking, not only grabbed Hu Tie's hand tighter with his hands, but also turned his body over and rested his head on Hu Tie's shoulder.Her long hair gently brushed Hu Tie's cheek. Hu Tie laughed, first in a low voice, incoherent, like a stone rolling down a slope and hitting the ground, one by one.After a while, the laughter became louder, like a mudslide, and the tree leaning on it was shaken by his laughter. Hearing Hu Tie laugh, Bai Dou also laughed.It was just Baidou's laugh without a sound, just like the clear spring water in the forest.

Hu Tie said, they won't let you come to see me, so I will come to see you.Baidou said, they will come to catch you.Hu Tie said, don't need them to catch you, I will go back after seeing you.Baidou said, you have already seen me.Hu Tie said that seeing in the dark doesn't count, and you can't see clearly in the dark.Baidou said, it will be dawn soon. Hu Tie said, I want to take a good look at you under the sun. It was dawn and the sun came out.The sun shines down from the branches and leaves of the trees, illuminating the forest brightly.It's so bright, no house is brighter than this one.

Hu Tie said, let me take a good look at you.Baidou said, look.Hu Tie said, you look better than when I first saw you.Baidou said, really?Hu Tie said, that's really the case.Bai Dou said, I like to hear that. Looking at Baidou, he watched without moving.It seems that there are many beautiful words written on Baidou's face, and it is impossible to read them all. Baidou said, don't watch it, don't watch it enough once, and don't want to watch it next time.Hu Tie said, I don't know where it will be next time, I want to see enough at once.Bai Dou said, I want to make you watch enough every time.As he spoke, he deliberately turned his face away so that Hu Tie would not look at it.Hu Tie stood up and said, if you don't let me see, I will leave.As he spoke, he really moved his feet.Hearing the sound of footsteps, Bai Dou turned around, saw that Hu Tie was really going to leave, immediately stood up, and shouted at Hu Tie, where are you going?Hu Tie said, go back to prison.

Baidou chased after him, hugged Hu Tie's waist from behind, put his face on Hu Tie's back and said, no, I won't let you go. Hu Tie stopped. Baidou said, let's stay for a while. Hu Tie turned around at once, hugged Baidou, Hu Tie said, silly woman, do you think I would really be willing to leave you like this. Baidou wrapped his arms up around Hu Tie's neck.Hu Tie leaned back, Baidou's feet left the ground, Hu Tie hugged Baidou's waist, and threw Baidou out. A fan spun around him, and a gust of wind blew up the surrounding green grass. Baidou squealed happily.

Amidst Baidou's happy cry, Hu Tie let Baidou fall from the air, but did not let Baidou actually fall on the ground. When Baidou was about to hit the ground, he first fell to the ground and took the falling Baidou away. Bean held it and placed it on the generous body. Ask Baidou if he was dizzy or hurt from falling, Baidou didn't speak, and he didn't let Hu Tie speak.Baidou blocked Hu Tie's mouth with her mouth.The teeth receded to make room for a limp tongue.The tongue and the flesh of the tongue are fiercer than all fighting.In fact, when the human mouth is not speaking, what it does is more beautiful and beautiful than any other language.

White beans - Chapter 12 (2) Baidou's mouth was busy.Keeping your mouth busy is not enough, Baidou doesn't want your hands to be idle, and slides your hands on Hu Tie's chest, like sleepwalking.But more real than a dream.That little hand seemed to just stick to the skin.In fact, it has penetrated deep into the blood vessels under the skin and turned into a fire, igniting the blood in the blood vessels.The fire was great, like a blacksmith's fire with a bellows, turning a lump of pig iron into water. Hu Tie pressed Baidou under his body, but Baidou didn't move, and Hu Tie pressed him.Hu Tie went to take off Baidou's clothes, but Baidou didn't move and asked Hu Tie to take off.Of course, Bai Dou wanted to burn the fire as big as possible. Even if the whole Populus euphratica forest was burned, including her, she would not put out the fire in front of her.

But the fire went out at once. The body that was pressing Baidou stopped pressing, left Baidou, took off half of his clothes, and put them on Baidou again. Bai Dou looked at the sky. If a person couldn't understand something, he couldn't help but look at the sky. It seemed that the answers to various questions that could not be found on the earth were written in the sky. However, there was no answer in the sky that Bai Dou wanted to see, so he had to look away and look at Hu Tie. Hu Tie said, I want to marry you.Bai Dou said, I am already your wife.Hu Tie said, not yet.Baidou said, you despise me.Hu Tie said, I want Ming Media to marry.Baidou said, who will be our matchmaker?Hu Tie pointed to the surrounding trees and said, they are all our matchmakers.Baidou said, how can I marry?Hu Tie pointed to the sky and the ground again, and said, worship the sky and worship the earth, I will marry you as men in the world marry women.Baidou said, I listen to you. Hu Tie said, would you like to be my bride? Baidou said yes. He picked up Baidou and let Baidou lie in his arms.Go deep into the woods.Baidou closed his eyes, neither looking at nor thinking about anything, completely giving himself to this man.If before this, Baidou wanted to marry Hu Tie because she wanted to make up for Hu Tie, then now when Baidou said she would be Hu Tie's bride, the happiness in her heart was that she had been a woman since she became a woman. never had. Holding the white beans, Hu Tie walked to the side of the spring. Hu Tie commanded on Baidou's ear and said, look how clear the water is, wash it well, women have to wash it when they are brides, after washing, you will be very new, you will be a real newcomer. Baidou said, it's a pity that there is no new wedding dress. Hu Tie said, what other brides have, you will have. Putting Baidou into the spring, Baidou stood by the water and took off his clothes. Seeing Hu Tie standing aside, Baidou was a little embarrassed. Seeing Baidou blushing, Hu Tie walked away with a smile. The forest clearing beside the spring is different from other places. The nourishment of the spring makes dense grass grow on the sandy soil. The grass is of various kinds, and the flowers that bloom from the grass are also of various shapes and varieties. color. I folded a lot of flowering grasses, short ones, thick ones, and thin ones, and weaved them together to make a big garland. The spring water is a little warm, which is not from the sun.When water emerges from the ground, it is warm.Soaking in this kind of water is like taking off the fetus, and washing in this kind of water is like changing the bones of the person.Lie in the water without moving, just lie quietly, the pores will quietly open one by one, allowing clean water to flow in, washing out the dirt accumulated for many years out of the body.Unknowingly, the whole person becomes lighter, and with any random movement of hands and feet, it will really float up like a fish.Baidou looks like a fish in the water, but this fish has no scales on its body, and it is whiter and smoother than any other fish.The delicious taste is unmatched by fish in the world. It's just that white beans, a fish, are not just for people to see, let alone for everyone to taste.At this time, Baidou looked at himself in the water and thought of fish.However, she only wanted to give this fish to one person. This man, standing by the water, looked at her and smiled. After all, it wasn't a fish. When she was about to get out of the water, Baidou thought of clothes and asked Hu Tie, who was standing by the water, to bring her the clothes on the grass for her to wear. He went to get the clothes, but he didn't pick up the clothes that Baidou took off before going into the water.The clothes I picked up were a large wreath of freshly woven grass. Hu Tie said that the bride should wear new clothes. Bai Dou said, what kind of new clothes are these? Hu Tie said, only you can wear such a wedding dress. Baidou stood up from the water, countless water droplets rolled down from his body.The big sun turns every drop of water into a small sun, countless small suns, like countless bright eyes, staring at the white beans just washed with spring water reluctantly. The white bean wearing a straw garland really looks like a bride who is about to get married. Baidou married Hu Tie. Hu Tie married Baidou. Don't say that there are no comrades to attend their wedding, and no cadres will serve as officiant and witnesses for them.At this moment, at least 10,000 trees and 100,000 birds came to cheer for them.Even the sun and the moon came to preside over the wedding ceremony for them.Except for Baidou and Hu Tie, no one else could have experienced such a wedding. A group of Populus euphratica quietly came around and built a new house without a happy word on it. The moon is like a big lantern.Cast a faint red light. Hu Tie said, wife. White Dou said, old man. Hu Tie said, okay? Baidou said, yes. Hu Tie said, okay? Baidou said, yes. There seemed to be no wind, but the leaves were all moving.Moving rhythmically.The bird on the tree was awakened by the shaking, looked under the tree, looked at it, and the bird did not doze off. Hu Tie said; I want to shout.Bai Dou said, I want to shout too.Hu Tie said, let's shout together.Baidou said, shouting together. Shouting, not just shouting with the voice, but shouting with the whole body.Shout together, Hu Tie and Baidou shout together, and the surrounding trees also shout with Hu Tie and Baidou. Every tree heard their cries.The shout moved the branches and leaves like the wind.The shout spread throughout Shimono, and spread throughout the world. White beans - Chapter 12 (3) a fire.Flame flags are fluttering.A hare and a pheasant, with oil running over the fire.Beside the fire, a man and a woman warm each other.The man is naked and the woman has only a garland of grass.The man is seated and the woman is lying down with her head resting on the man's lap.The man cut off a piece of the meat that was dripping with oil with a knife, and put it into the woman's mouth.The woman chewed the meat, and the woman said it was really delicious.Seeing the knife, the woman asked the man where there is also a knife?The man said let him strike iron, as long as he strikes iron, he will have a knife.The woman said the knife he gave her had been kept under her pillow.He also said that he slept soundly with the knife on his pillow.The woman also said that sleeping on your legs is more secure.The man said he was willing to let her pillow his leg every day.The woman said that she also wanted to be able to pillow his leg every day.The man said I would not go back.The woman said I don't want you to go back either.The man said but I agreed to go back in ten days.The woman said you asked for leave?When the man said it, I wrote a leave note and put it on the anvil in the blacksmith's shop.The woman said that it is useless to write the leave note, which is the same as not writing it.The man said, but what I said, I will say what I said.Later, the woman fell asleep with her pillow on the man's leg.The man watched the woman sleep, adding dead branches to the fire from time to time.Later, the man also fell asleep.Leaning against the trunk of a tree.The fire in the fire became smaller and smaller, only coals remained, and the coals also dimmed a little bit, from red to blue, and then from blue to black. The forest is a sea, and there is another sea next to the sea of ​​trees, which is a sea of ​​sand.There are no trees in the sea of ​​sand, only sand.Sand flows back and forth like water, but it does not grow large trees and grass like water.A man and a woman slide down a sand dune like surfing.After rushing to the bottom of the dunes, the sand that poured down would bury them.Drilling out of the sand again, the sand also fell like water drops.After rolling a few times in the sand, you will find that the clothes on your body are much cleaner at once. Walking out of the spring water in the Populus euphratica forest, the flat beach of the sandy sea is as clean and soft as a bed sheet.People who lie on it, as long as they are not sick, as long as they are a man and a woman, and must do things that only men and women can do, will feel that they are at one with nature.They happen to be a man and a woman, both are strong, and all diseases are still far away from them. There is no reason for them not to do what they should do most.The same thing, different places, different moods, the effect will be so different.The difference is as if one is in the sky and the other is underground. Baidou said, besides you, I don't know that there are other men in the world. Hu Tie also said, I am the same, I have forgotten all the women I have met. A wild camel saw them and came over.This desert belongs to wild camels, and it doesn't want others to invade it.After seeing them, he stopped again.The wild camel has never seen people, but it seems to understand what they are doing.After standing for a while and looking at it for a while, the wild camel turned around and left. Seeing wild camels, Baidou said, there are wild donkeys, wild horses, wild oxen, and wild dogs. It seems that there are wild things.But I don't know if there are savages.Being a savage must be very comfortable, no one can control it. Hu Tie said, we are savages now. Bai Dou said that he really wanted to be a savage every day. Hu Tie said, it's a pity that it can only be ten days. Baidou said, I want to be a savage with you every day. Hu Tie said, I think so too. Animals can be wild, but people cannot be wild. Wherever people go, there will be someone to control them. I don't want to be wild, I only work for ten days, and after ten days, I will hand myself over to others. On this point, I can't do it even if I want to.Only on the seventh day, some people refused to let Hu Tie and Bai Dou go. Before the tenth day, Hu Tie returned to prison. On the morning of the seventh day, Hu Tie opened his eyes in the house made of poplar trees. Hu Tie saw ten men standing beside him. . He didn't have a surprised expression, as if he knew that there would be such a moment, waiting for him. The woman was still lying on his lap, sleeping deeply, and did not wake up.Pointing at the woman, Hu Tie shushed lightly with his finger on his lips, telling the ten men to keep silent and not disturb the woman, and let the woman sleep for a while. The men were silent.No need to make a sound.Letting a woman sleep for a while will not affect their completion of this mission.Besides, the posture of this woman bending her body is not ugly at all. He moved Baidou's head towards the grass wreath, his movements were gentle, Hu Tie didn't want the woman to wake up, he wanted to get away from her while she was still asleep, and let ten men take him away. Bai Dou, who was used to sleeping on Hu Tie's thigh, woke up when his head touched the grass wreath. Saw ten men and ten guns.The sky was already bright, but these men and their guns looked darker than the night. Baidou didn't cry. Standing up and walking to Hu Tie, she saw a few leaves falling from Hu Tie's head and shoulders. She stretched out her hand and picked up the leaves one by one. Be clean, let your husband have face, and you also have face. If your wife is good, don't look at your wife, but look at what your husband is wearing, and you will know whether your wife is lazy or not. Hu Tie looked at Baidou and smiled. Baidou also smiled. The man with the gun didn't understand why the two men and women in front of him were laughing.They really had no reason to laugh, but they laughed anyway. Back in prison, Hu Tie was also made a blacksmith. Discipline came.Let Hu Tie build a pair of shackles.The shackles are not difficult to make. An iron chain connects two iron rings together.Have built this thing more than once.This thing is useful in prisons, and the guards often ask Hu Tie to make iron shackles. It's just that Hu Tie didn't expect that the shackles were finished and sent to the guard.No discipline.The guard said, don't give it to me, you can keep it. This didn't make Hu Tie think of it, but he immediately thought of it when the guard said that.He said, don't worry, I won't run away again. White beans - Chapter 12 (4) The guard said, but you have already run away.The legs and feet that have run have to taste it. It is useless to say.In this place, if you want to live better, talking less is the first rule.Hu Tie stopped talking, sat on an earthen platform, and nailed the shackles he made for himself.The discipline said, nail it firmly, and don't let yourself go through the back door.After Hu Tie nailed it, I asked the guard to see it. The guard looked at it and said, "It's okay."After speaking, he gave Hu Tie a cigarette to smoke.Hu Tie said no to smoking.These days, he hasn't smoked a single cigarette, forgetting about smoking.If you forget to smoke, you will also forget the taste of smoking. Without the taste, you don't want to smoke.I can forget the taste of smoking because there is another taste that replaces the taste of smoke. The person whose legs and feet were locked with iron chains looked a bit unhuman, like a monster with a human face, whose feet could not be lifted up, and could only be rubbed back and forth on the ground, as if Climbing is not like walking.Every time he took a step, the iron chain rattled loudly and brightly.It seems that the iron chain is doing something that makes it very happy. Others would scream in pain if they wore iron shackles.Hu Tie wore iron shackles, and there was no pain on his face.He knew what he was put in irons for.Hu Tie doesn't regret wearing iron shackles for this matter, Hu Tie thinks it's worth it.For this matter, let alone a pair of shackles, even if a mountain is pressed on him, he will not beg for mercy. However, Hu Tie thought again, he just did something that all men in the world would do, no matter how thrilling it looked, it was actually a very common thing.Other men did it, and they did it. No one would point a gun at them, let alone chain them up like wild animals.But when he did it, it was different. Thinking about it this way, Hu Tie still felt wronged. When I think of being wronged, my mood immediately turns bad, and when I feel bad, my face becomes gloomy.People's faces, like the sky, are happy and the sun is shining, but when they are unhappy, it will be windy and rainy. Instead of putting shackles on Baidou, he gave Baidou a major demerit.For a farmer, as long as he does not violate the law, this is a very severe punishment.However, this punishment is the same for Baidou if he has it or if he doesn't.I don't plan to join the party, and I don't want to be an official.What's the use of remembering major demerits, it's useless. White beans are still white beans, still fresh and smooth.Such a venomous sun can't take away her moisture, and such a vicious wind and sand can't scratch her.What is the meat of white beans?What kind of blood is Baidou's blood?It seems to be different from other women, and it seems to be the same as other women. You can tell how it is the same, but no one can tell how it is different. It's just that everyone can't figure it out.No matter how much you think about men, you can't find a prisoner in a labor camp. The men who go to the wild are not dead.Even if all the men in Xiayedi are dead, there are still men in Kutun.Xinjiang is very big, China is very big, and there are a lot of men. If you want to find a labor camp prisoner, you will go to the wild to mess around.Such a woman, besides Baidou, who else in the world could find another.Certainly not. He knew it clearly, and asked Baidou on purpose.Knowing that there is evil hidden in the words of the question, I will not avoid it, and answer the same. What did you do? I went to find a man. Did you find it? found it? who? Hu Tie. Who is Hu Tie? He is a reform-through-labour prisoner. Is it fierce? I like him fierce. Is it fierce? Like him fierce. How fierce? As fierce as a tiger is, he is as fierce as he is. How fierce? As fierce as the leopard is, he is as fierce as he is. Why didn't it kill you? I like to let him bite, the harder the bite, the happier I am. Let me bite you too. You can't bite me. I am also a man, and I am also a tiger and a leopard. Compared with him, you are just a long worm. But he is in the labor camp, so he can't make you happy. Just thinking about him makes me happy. Baidou is really happy. In the first month, on that day, she found that her body didn't shed anything that she had to shed every month, and Baidou was a little happy.Another month passed, and that day came again, and Baidou was very happy when he still didn't see the things that he would see every month.Another month passed, and that little thing did not appear as expected, and Baidou was so happy that he was dying. Go to the field health center to see a doctor. When others go to see a doctor, they want to get rid of the disease from their body.Bai Dou went to see a doctor, but he was afraid that he was not sick. After the doctor's examination, he didn't say that Baidou was sick, but that Baidou was happy. You can't help but be happy, Baidou smiled. After leaving the hospital, Bai Dou ran to the canteen and bought a large bottle of vinegar.Bai Dou is not from Shanxi, Bai Dou is from Shandong, and Bai Dou is never jealous.But right now, Baidou is so jealous.Walking on the road, I couldn't help but open the bottle cap, raised my head and took two big gulps.Like those drunkards, after buying alcohol, they always drank on the way before returning home. Before he got home, he looked more like an alcoholic who had drunk too much alcohol. He stood on the playground in the middle of the camp and vomited profusely.Seeing Baidou like this, many people gathered around.Shimonodi is a big group, everyone lives together like a family, and when someone has something to do, there will always be many people who care about you. Some people said, Baidou, you are a woman, why do you drink so much wine, you are not afraid of ruining your bones.If there is something unhappy, tell everyone, everyone will help you, don't use wine to relieve your sorrow. Baidou raised his head and threw his long hair back. Baidou said, who said that I drank alcohol, did your nose have something wrong?Can't you smell it? Is this the smell of wine? When I smell it, there is no smell of alcohol. Then what do you drink, can you vomit? White beans - Chapter 12 (5) I drank vinegar. You won't vomit when you drink vinegar? Let me tell you, I'm pregnant. Oh, it's such a thing, Baidou is pregnant.Whose child are you pregnant with?Needless to say, it belongs to Hu Tie.Oh, it belonged to the prisoner.Oh, so to speak, white beans can give birth to children, and white beans are not alkali bags. Oh, in the future, everyone will not take this matter to heart anymore. These days in the field, the most common thing is that women are pregnant and women give birth.Just like crops and grass grow out of the soil, a woman's belly is used to grow children. With a body like Baidou's, it looks like such a fertile land, if nothing grows, it would be a bit too wasteful. The belly bulged up little by little, as if it was not high enough or conspicuous enough. When Baidou walked, he deliberately leaned back a little bit. That way, he seemed to want to bulge his belly to the sky. All the women in the village are like this. Seeing Baidou's bulging belly, only one person was angry.really angry.I can't wait to jump up and step on Baidou's belly like a balloon until it bursts.I really had a dream several times, Baidou's belly was bulging, and it burst open all of a sudden.You can dream, you can think whatever you want, but looking at Baidou's belly, you can't do anything.He could only run back to his room alone, bumping his head against the wall.The skin was broken and blood flowed from the impact, but I couldn't tell others why it was broken or why it bled.Baidou's stomach is not his stomach, why is he angry.That being said, people who went to the wilderness must think of Baidou when they saw Baidou's belly bulging.Be sure to smile when you think of him.Laughing at someone is the same as scolding someone, sometimes worse than scolding someone. Bai Dou was walking down the field, not saying anything, but everyone heard her scolding someone, she didn't scold with her mouth, she scolded with her stomach. The person who can be scolded by her stomach to lose face is Yang Laishun. Everyone said that it seemed that Yang Laishun was really bad. Everyone said that Yang Laishun was a mule. Everyone also said that it seemed that Yang Laishun was about to lose his account. Yang Laishun also has self-esteem, and he doesn't want others to scold him, let alone a woman scold him with her big belly. In the middle of the night, they all fell asleep.Yang Laishun couldn't sleep, so he took a shovel, ran to the door of Baidou's house, dug a hole, covered it with a thin layer of reed, and sprinkled some floating soil.If you don't pay attention, you can't see it. Early in the morning, Bai Dou walked out the door and fell into the pit, and a big green bag came out of Bai Dou's head.But there is nothing wrong with my stomach, so I should still hold it up, and still hold it up. Bai Dou was walking on the road, and Yang Laishun rushed to catch up with the carriage, and let Bai Dou get in the car, saying that walking with a big belly was too tiring.Baidou also felt tired and got into the car.With a big belly, it was difficult to get in the car. Yang Laishun even gave Baidou a hand. The carriage goes on the road.Yang Laishun had an iron nail in his pocket, which was used to nail wooden planks to walls.At this moment, he nailed it to the horse's ass. The horse jumped up and ran like crazy, the carriage was like a boat in a strong storm, bouncing up and down, swaying back and forth, and suddenly made a sharp turn, causing Baidou to get out of the carriage. Baidou rolled a few times on the sandy soil, then got up again, patting the dust off his body. Yang Laishun ran over and said, is there anything wrong, or I will take you to the health center. Baidou said, it's all right. It's all right.Baidou was still walking around with her big belly. Baidou's stomach is not a balloon, but a leather ball, which won't break no matter how much you drop it. It was easy to let everyone see my bulging belly. In less than three days, all the people in Xiayedi saw it. But there was one person who didn't see it.This person is exactly the person Bai Dou wants him to see her bulging belly the most. This person is Hu Tie. She went to the labor camp many times.She said I was her wife, I was pregnant with his child, let me see him, let him see me. Still don't let her see him, and don't let him see her.It is said that they are married, but the cadres did not approve it, and they did not receive a marriage certificate, which does not count. Baidou said, we all have children, so it doesn't count. The guard said that even if you have a grandson, it should be counted or not. Baidou returned to her room, lay down on the bed, stripped off her clothes, looked at her bulging belly, and touched it with her hands.The more I looked at it, the happier I was, thinking, if Hu Tie saw it, I don't know how happy he would be. How much Bai Dou wants Hu Tie to see her bulging belly now, but is there any way to let Hu Tie see her bulging belly? It's been a long time since I received a letter from Baimai.Baidou wrote to Baimai, and she wanted to tell Baimai that she was pregnant with a child, that is to say, she would become a mother soon. For a long time, Bai Mai always thought of Staff Officer Chen.This is by no means to say that Bai Mai has any old affection for this person that cannot be let go.Not at all.That's why Bai Mai always thinks of him, mainly because Bai Mai feels that she feels sorry for him.Baimai knew that if she hadn't said those few words to Lao Luo at the beginning, Staff Officer Chen would not have been sent to the grassroots. I asked some people from below, and when it comes to Staff Officer Chen, there are also people who know him, saying that he is just a deputy director, and it seems that he is not doing well.It seems that even the family has not yet been established.It is said that he talked about a woman in Urumqi who was not married yet, and why he was not married, needless to say, he knew everything. There is another reason why Bai Mai always thinks of Staff Officer Chen.It was only later that she thought about the incident at that time, and after thinking about it, she really didn't hate Staff Officer Chen at all, but thanked him a little in her heart.God only knows what would have happened between them if he hadn't been in that attitude then, if he had taken a little step forward.Then it is very likely that Baimai's life is not what it is now, and I can't imagine how miserable it will be. What is fear after all, Baimai realized it in this matter.After feeling the fear, I couldn't help but feel sorry for Staff Officer Chen.Baimai is a very kind woman in her heart.It's just that a kind woman will inevitably hurt others sometimes. White beans - Chapter 12 (6) Lao Luo went down to inspect the work. , Baimai said that I have never gone down, so take me with you.Lao Luo said, okay.Really brought the white wheat. I went to Aksu, Korla, Kashgar Hotan, and Mosuo Bay.Baimai wants to go to Xiayedi.The white beans are in the field.Baimai wants to go and have a look.Lao Luo said, I won't go this time, and I will take you there next time. In fact, if you don’t go to Xiayedi, you will know what Xiayedi is like.There are hundreds of Bingtuan farms scattered in the north and south of the Tianshan Mountains, all of which are almost the same.Once you see a farm, you will know how all the farm settlers are working and living. Baimai saw how many women as old as her were doing crop work in the fields that seemed to never be finished. From the beginning of dawn, I bent my waist until it was completely dark before I could straighten my waist. I ate all three meals in the field, and I ate corn glutinous rice cakes and boiled cabbage and radishes.The face was so sunburned that oil leaked out, and it was black and yellow, and the marks from the wind could no longer be washed off with water.All of them look much older than their actual age.I really don't know, I'm startled. Only then did Baimai realize that the small building she lived in was not an ordinary house but a paradise on earth.It is not too much to describe her life and work as extremely happy. Bai Mai kept appreciating Lao Luo's majesty, and there was a large group of people to greet and accompany him wherever she went, and they all bowed their heads and smiled when talking to him.If Lao Luo loses face, it seems that the sky is about to fall, and everyone is extremely nervous.Bai Mai is actually an ordinary cadre, but following Lao Luo, she is no longer ordinary.Even the political commissar of the division commander asked her for instructions one by one.At the beginning, she just followed Lao Luo. After walking a few places, she unconsciously took Lao Luo's arm.It wasn't intentional to emphasize her status as the head's wife, it was an involuntary act of her entrusting her life's destiny to a man. When the car was driving on the road, Bai Mai, who was sitting next to Lao Luo, said something about Staff Officer Chen.Bai Mai said, no matter what, Staff Officer Chen has been with you for so many years, but in fact this man is still very loyal to you.If there is a chance, he should be mentioned and transferred back.When Baimai said these words, he looked so kind and generous, Baimai already looked like a female cadre.Lao Luo said it was very easy. Turned around and returned to Urumqi, back to the small building.Bai Mai always thought about one thing, she thought, she grew up in the countryside like many women, but how could she have such a good fortune. Leaning against the door frame, nibbling sunflower seeds.The posture has not changed, but the curves have disappeared, and there are still butterfly spots on the face.But Baidou's expression was clearly extremely beautiful.It seems that I am more beautiful than a fairy. looking into the distance.Looking at it, I saw a piece of blackness. First there was a shadow.It seemed to flicker like nothing, and after a while, the shadow became a bit solid, and it became a piece of water, and the water sprinkled with ink flowed over.Later, instead of ink, it turned into a black stone and stopped in the clover field. Instead of eating sunflower seeds, Baidou stretched his neck forward, as if by stretching, he could see things clearly. The body leaves the door frame.Walk towards the black mass.After walking for a while, I saw that the black ball was not ink or black stone, but a group of people. After seeing what it was, he didn't stop, but went forward, but walked a little faster. Went to the canal ridge.Standing on the ridge of the canal, you can see it more clearly.But still can't see the face clearly.It happened that the sun was behind them, and the light it emitted could not reach their faces, but could only shine on their backs. The stronger the light from the back, the more blurred the faces in front would be. All faces blurred into a mass of black.As black as their clothes. 看不到她想看到的那张脸，可她知道那张脸就在这片黑色中。而且，那张脸一定已经看到了她。 一个人拿着枪走过来，看到站在渠埂上的，原来是个挺着大肚子的女人，有点放心了，把枪竖起来，贴着身体，把手腾出来，点一支烟抽。 白豆对着拿枪的人笑了笑。拿枪的人也朝她笑了笑。大家都是同志。同志之间见了面，认识不认识，都应该客客气气。 . 正笑着，突然，白豆不笑了，朝着哨兵后面的那团黑色挥起了手。 边挥手边大声喊。 胡铁，胡铁，你看到我了吗？ 你快看看我呀。我怀孕了，已经三个多月了，你看到了吧，我们也要有自己的孩子了。 Did you hear it? Did you see it? 胡铁，胡铁。你就要当爹了。 黑色中，一个人跑出来，这个人象一只大黑鸟，跑得象飞一样。 边跑边大声喊，我听到了，也看到了，你要多保重。 但这个人没有能跑到白豆身边。 有一个拿枪的人横在了他们之间，这个人恶狠狠地吼着，并且还拉动了枪栓。 白豆一点儿也没有生这个拿枪人的气，她笑了。 正迎着太阳，阳光把她的笑照得很亮，那团黑色里的每一只眼睛看到了她的笑，看到了她的笑，就能看到整个人…… 只是白豆没有想到，胡铁看到了她的大肚子，并没有露出满脸的狂喜。反而在接下来的一段日子里变得沉默，象一块铁一样。 一个人的样子，一旦象一块铁一样，这个人一定有了不同寻常的想法。又被派去打铁的胡铁，老把铁锤砸到自己手上，手肿得象紫茄子，可他不觉得疼。 如果一个人连疼都不知道了，那么这个人的想法，就不再仅仅是想法了。他一定是有一件事想去做。这件事也一定是件太重大的事，是一件做起来很难很难的事。 没有人知道胡铁想做的是一件什么事。胡铁不会对人说，于是我们只能等到事情发生了，才会知道是一件什么事。 白豆- 第十二章(7) 六七八三个月过去，又是秋天。棉花白又大，玉米粗又长，下野地又是一个丰收年。好几年了，年年大丰收。群众高兴，觉得汗水没白流，干部也高兴，觉得辛苦有了回报，上面领导更高兴，恨不得每一个地方，都象下野地一样。 干什么，干久了，都会有一些习惯。习惯这东西，象是一个人脾气，形成了，就不好变。打过仗的人，种起地来，也象打仗。活赶得急，不休息，连着干，叫突击。谁干得多，干得快，叫突击手，叫打冲锋。抢收麦子，叫战夏收，抢收棉花，叫战三秋。全部集中到了一块地干活，叫集中力量打歼灭战，也叫大会战。每年春播秋收，被看作是关键性战役，开战前要开大会。大会的名字，很有鼓动性。春播时，叫春播动员誓师大会，秋收时，叫三秋动员誓师大会。 又是九月，又是秋收。又要开动员大会，开誓师大会。 会场用彩旗圈起，座位用白石灰画出。各队要坐到指定位置上，不能乱坐。还要猛敲一阵锣鼓后，造出声势。今年的大会，声势比往年大。主要原因，上面领导来得多。级别也高。这也是习惯，会开得好不好，隆重不隆重，领导很重要。领导作用大，官越大，越重要，官越大，作用越大。一个大领导，一万个群众也比不上。 看到了吧，那个首长，别看只有一只眼了。一走出来，一挥手，全场掌声雷动。下野地自有了人，没来过比他大的官。再一摆手，全场马上鸦雀无声。他说了句，同志们好，底下马上一齐大喊，首长好。喊声好象是往天上扔了个炸雷，把正在远飞的大雁吓了一跳，乱了排好的队形。这么厉害，这么威风，不是一只眼的作用，站到了他的位置上，就是没有眼，是个瞎子，也会这么厉害，这么威风。 他一来，库屯师部的领导马上跟着来，跟一个不行，要跟一群。只要还活着的，全跟上来了。 为了照顾好首长，让陈参谋跟着他贴身关照，陈参谋跟过他，知道他脾气喜恶。其实首长这回来，有贴身照顾的人，那个漂亮的女人，叫白麦，就是她的夫人。不过，多个照顾，会照顾得更周到。 首长和夫人见了陈参谋，还喊小陈，还问起小陈的生活工作情况。首长说，工作上有什么困难没有。小陈说没有。夫人问小陈个人问题解决了没有，小陈说还没有。夫人说不小了该解决了。大家自然极了，好象在他们中间，从来没有发生过什么特别的事，或者说，就是曾经发生过什么，也没有了，象烟一样早散去了。 师里的领导去陪老罗了。陈参谋留下陪白麦。白麦说，小陈啊，你的事，我给老罗说了。还是想把调回到兵团机关去。陈参谋一听这话，有点激动，说，太谢谢首长了。白麦说，这次来，我把你的调令也调来了。说着，白麦从包里掏出一张纸。上面盖着鲜红的公章。陈参谋拿过那张纸。嘴皮子一个劲地拌，显然想说什么却又不知说什么。不过，他什么也不用说了，白麦看到了他的眼睛里那湿湿的亮。如果现在四周没有那么多人，陈参谋没准会跪下来给白麦磕几个头。 白麦觉得这个男人怪可怜的。就这么个男人，在那些日子里自己差一点还喜欢上了他，差一点和他发生了一点什么。白麦这时觉得那会儿的自己真是太可笑了。 白麦对陈参谋说，等会儿开完了会，带我去找一个人。陈参谋说找谁，白麦说找一个叫白豆的女人。白豆这个名字，听起来这么熟悉。可陈参谋一时想不起为什么会这么熟悉了。白麦跟老罗到下野地，真正想做的事，只有一个，那就是看看白豆。前几天，接到白豆的信，说她怀孩子了。白麦挺奇怪，没听到白豆说结婚啊，怎么就有孩子了。见到白豆可得好好问问。 老罗不光带来一群官，还带来了让下野地人更高兴的东西。在会场的主席台旁，停着两台刷了红油漆的拖拉机。拖拉机让他们想到了战场上的坦克车。坦克有多么厉害，他们看到过。拖拉机有多厉害，他们还没有见到过，但听说了。说比坦克厉害。说用它来开荒地，全下野地的人，干一个月，不如它干三天，你说这有多神。能不高兴吗？有了它，以后不用再愁了，不用再吃那么多苦了，不用流那么多臭汗了。可以把省下的气力，用来做更有意思的事了。 除了拖拉机外，还带来一个大奖状。下野地年年丰收，成绩太突出，被兵团授予“模范开荒营”的先进称号。马营长已经在营部选取好挂奖状的位置，这个奖状对他来说，比对别人更有意义。不但是对他领导工作的赞扬和肯定，同时还意味着他会得到相应的提拔。不奖钞票，不奖房子，不奖女人，奖个官当当，也算是这几年没有白干。马营长已经让人叫了好多年了，也该换个叫法了。 动员誓师大会。动员的事，由首长和干部来做，按官大小，从大往小排，挨个做动员。誓师的事，由群众来干，由各个单位派出代表上台来念请战书。 早就安排好了，大会开得很顺利。首长已经讲完了话，轮到各队代表表决心。决心也都差不多，不同的只是话的音调，有的说河南话，有的说山东话，有的说四川话，有的说甘肃话，什么地方的话，都是中国话，都能听出话里的决心。其实听不听，都知道说的是什么，年年开这样的会，年年说的都是一样的话，好几个队的请战书，用的就是去年的原稿，连抄一遍都懒得抄。 白豆- 第十二章(8) 秋天真好，太阳亮，却没有那么刺眼，阳光很暖和，却没有那么焦热了。多么好啊，开完了动员誓师大会，还要会餐。一大早，大家就听到猪被宰杀时的嚎叫声，这是一支激动人心的歌。开着大会，还在心底回荡。快到中午了，用鼻子闻一闻，空气里已经有红烧肉的香味。听说还有酒喝，出征前的将士，总是要喝一碗酒，从古到今都是这样，优良的传统，不用去安排，就会一代代传下来。 想到肉和酒，在会场上有点坐不住。虽是秋日，也是老虎，晒时间长了，也难受。一些人站起来，往会场外面走。干部问干什么去？说是去解手。离会场不远，有片栽出的小树林。去那里面解手，没人看见。说解手，也不一定解手，坐到树下面，凉快凉快，抽一支烟，人会很舒服。 老杨也去小树林解手。去了，也解了，撒了一泡尿。尿完了，再坐下来抽烟。打算不回会场，坐在凉荫里，等着散会，直接去大食堂吃肉喝酒。所有的人，这会儿都和老杨的想法差不多，包括台上的干部。而所有的人，包括老杨和台上的干部没有想到接下来，会发生一件让他们没有料到的事。 事情先从坐在树林里的老杨那里开始，老杨觉得背后有个人走过来，头也没有回，以为也是一个和他一样来解手的人，可过了一会没有听到尿响。还是没回头继续抽烟。却觉得脖子后颈处有点凉嗖嗖的。不象是吹来的风。这才回过头。一看，是一个人。老杨脸色变了，变得很难看。如果老杨看到的不是一个人，而是一只狼，老杨的脸色一定会比现在好看。 因为这个人不是别人，而是胡铁。 胡铁没有穿黑衣服，穿了一身洗白的军衣。军衣不太合身，有点小。这不怨他，跑出高墙后，跑进营地后，正好看到有晾晒的衣服，就换上了。 胡铁脸色如铁，手里握着一把尖锐的铁。尖尖子直抵杨来顺的脖颈。 老杨说，你想干什么？ 胡铁说，我不想活了。 老杨说，你别胡来。 胡铁说，我只做我应该做的事。 老杨说，你要做什么？ 胡铁说，要你说实话。 老杨说，说什么实话？ 胡铁说，那天晚上玉米地的事。 老杨说，我不知道。 胡铁说，你不说，你会马上死。 老杨说，我要说了呢？ 胡铁说，一定不会让你死。 老杨说，那我给你说实话吧。 胡铁说，别对着我说。 老杨说，那给谁说？ 胡铁说，到台上去，给所有的人说。 老杨说，这不行。 胡铁说，那你还是会死。 老杨说，我死你也活不了。 胡铁说，想活我不会来找你。 胡铁的手用了一点劲，老杨脖子有一处开始疼。胡铁站起来，老杨也跟着站起来，不能不站起来，他不怕胡铁，可他不能不怕胡铁手中的刀子。他知道这把刀子有多厉害。刀子让他做什么，他不能不做，他得听这把刀子的话。 刀子让他到台上去说，他得去说，刀子让他往台子那边走，他不得不走。边走边听到刀子冷酷无情地说，别耍花招，否则，你连后悔的机会都没有。 说完这句话，刀子离开了他的脖子，躲进了一只衣袖。可刀子的目光紧盯着他，只要不按它说的去做，刀子会电一样从袖筒飞出来，飞出来的刀子，不会再和他商量，只会直接把他的命取走。 人没了命，就什么也没有了。 八队的代表表完了决心，往台下走。胡铁和老杨往台上走。胡铁戴了顶帽子，帽檐压得很低。帽子本来是老杨的，胡铁拿过来戴在自己头上。老杨只好光着头，没有帽子，更好认，胡铁戴了帽子，一下子认不出。 以为老杨上台来，也要表决心。每年开这样的会，都会有人不用安排，自己跳上来。说些豪言壮语。只是没有想到老杨会上来。一个人上来还不算，还带了一个别人上来，两个人一块上台来表决心，在下野地还是头一次。不知道，两个人怎么表？不会你说一句，我说一句吧，象说相声，象说对口词，要是这样，那就太有意思了。 只是站在老杨旁边的那个人是谁呢？有点面熟，一下子认不出。是谁呢。下面有好多人在猜。有人想到了胡铁，可又不相信会是胡铁。连那个对胡铁最熟悉的人，也瞪大了眼睛，看着台上。她不相信是胡铁，可他不是胡铁，又会是谁呢？ 不可能有那么多时间让大家猜，让大家想。帽子摘掉了，帽子下的一张脸，让大家惊呼起来。台上的首长席上也乱了起来。 马营长一下子从腰间拔出了左轮手枪。枪口指向了胡铁。这么多首长，可不能在他的地盘上出一点意外，出一点意外，他就完了。什么都完了。 陈参谋更是反应敏捷，一步跳到了老罗的面前，用身体护住了首长。 还有几个警卫，也拔出了枪，从不同方向对准了胡铁。 可胡铁只是把帽子摘了下来，再什么也没有做。他的手里什么也没有，这时的胡铁，让人看不出有一点危险性。 乱了一阵，马上静了下来，没了声音。因为这张脸说话了。现在这张脸说话，会比刚才所有人讲过的话，都值得去听一听。因为，这是在任何一个动员誓师大会上也听不到的话，同样，可能是你这一辈子不会再第二次听到的话。 白豆- 第十二章(9) ——我叫胡铁，现在在劳改队，是个劳改犯。我是逃跑出来的，我来参加这个会，只想给大家，给首长，给各位兄弟姐妹，说一句话。我是冤枉的。我没有犯罪，没有犯过罪。可我的话，没有人相信，我的上诉也没有人相信。我知道，我不应该在这里出现。可我没办法，我只想让大家知道我是被冤枉的。如果大家还不相信，那就让这个人给大家说说吧。 杨来顺被胡铁往前推了一把，不过手仍抓着他的胳膊。杨来顺低着头，把脸朝向了地面，让大家看不到他的脸。可他的嘴张开了，从嘴里发出的声音，大家全听见了。 ——那天晚上，在玉米地里，是我，把白豆那个了。我恨他，白豆本来要和我好，是他逼我离开白豆。我想报复他。把他用过的刀子扔到了玉米地里，别人看到了刀子，都会以为是他干的。还有，两个红鸡蛋，是我吃的，当时，有点饿，见到白豆口袋里有鸡蛋，就吃了。 可以听到人群里响起一片纷乱的咒骂声。 听老杨说完话，胡铁松开了手，老杨站到了一边，象是一只被打断了脊梁骨的狗。 胡铁说，大家听见了。 又转过脸，对着主席台上的人说，各位首长也听见了。请你们马上还我的清白。我有老婆，老婆马上要生孩子了，我要照顾他们。请你们不要让我再回到劳改队了。我要和她们在一起，她们是我的亲人啊，我要和我的亲人在一起啊。 谁也没有想到胡铁竟一下子跪到了地上，朝着一群大大小小的官们。 更让大家没有想到的是在胡铁身边还有一个人也跪下来了。 她就是白豆，只是她肚子太大，跪下去时，腰不能弯。于是她跪着时，还显得昂首挺胸。 白麦看到了白豆，站起来要去把白豆拉起来。看到白豆跪在那里，白麦的心好痛好痛。可她刚站起来，刚走两步，离白麦还远着呢，就有人挡住了她，护住了她，不让她往前走，她也是首长，同样不能有一点意外。 多大的会场，那么多的人，一下子没有了声息。这寂静，让天低了，让地大了，每一个立于天地间的人，好象被什么东西挤压着，拼命地呼吸，也觉得喘不过气来。 大家看看跪在地上的人，又看看坐在台子上的人。准确一点说，看台子上的人，只看一个人，看那个只有一只眼的人。 连白麦也看着这个只有一只眼的人。 白麦这个时候，是多么想钻到老罗心里去，替老罗说上几句话。老罗见过白豆，知道白豆是谁。他应该知道说几句什么话。而说这几句话，对他来说一点儿也不难，容易的就象是拿起他面前的那个茶杯，喝一口茶那么简单。很多时候，决定一个人的命运，就那么几句话。 他为什么不开口说话。 是不是一个人到了所有人都要听他说话时，他就不会轻易说话了。他的一张嘴就变得比金子还要宝贵了。 他很平静地坐在一把椅子上，象所有那些握着重大权力的人物一样。越是在别人的心砰砰乱跳时，他就愈发显得平静。 He finally spoke. 等待他开口的这个时间，其实也就是几十秒。可谁都觉得好象有几十年。 没有看跪在地上的人，看着站在一边低着头的杨来顺。 老罗用平缓的语调说，你说是你干的，你应该受到惩罚。把他抓起来，送进劳改队。具体要判多少年，让法院定吧。 马上冲上来两个带枪的的人，把杨来顺的胳膊扭到背后。杨来顺的脸灰白如土，如同那种不长草的碱土。 大家鼓起掌来。 老罗又把目光转向跪在地上的胡铁和白豆。 没有马上开口。 没有开口，其实不用开口，也会知道要说出的是什么话了。有前面对杨来顺说的那些话，也就很容易想到要对胡铁说什么话了。 老罗看着胡铁，点了点头。 跟随着老罗多年的陈参谋知道，作为男人，首长看重胡铁这样的铁汉，作为军人，首长喜欢胡铁这样的士兵。首长没有开口，陈参谋已经听到首长心里的话了。 陈参谋想，当初去调查时，怎么就没有查出胡铁的冤屈来，其实，真想好好查，很容易就能查出来的。 老罗看着白豆，点了点头。 白麦明白了，老罗还记得白豆，记得白豆是她的妹子，记去白豆去过他的家，记得白豆叫他姐夫。老罗帮她家里时，千里万里，多不容易，老罗帮了。现在帮她妹子，就张口一句话，多容易，老罗能不帮吗？白麦知道老罗外表看上去挺凶，但心肠挺好。老罗还没有开口，白麦已经知道老罗会说什么话了。 白麦想好了，只要老罗把话说完，她马上过去扶起白豆，好好和白豆说说话。她想，她一定要改变白豆的生活，决不让白豆再过这样的日子了。 不光是陈参谋和白豆，别的人，除了老罗，所有的人，都好象听到了老罗心里要说的一句话。他们已经憋足了力气，要为首长的这句话死命地鼓掌。 ——胡铁同志，你没有罪，你站起来吧。带上你的女人回家吧。 可老罗还没有说话。 好象知道这句话很重要，不能轻易说出。 老罗的目光，从胡铁和白豆身上移开，落在了他们身后的一群男人和女人身上。一群穿着泥土颜色军装的垦荒者。 白豆- 第十二章(10) 老罗的目光，再次越过誓师的人群，投向人群身后的庄稼地、胡杨林、戈壁滩，还有更远处的那座庄严的天山。 老罗说话了，声音地象目光一样遥远。 ——你说你冤枉了，看来，是冤枉了你。 天空一下子更蓝了。 太阳一下子更亮了。 胡铁的头抬起来，就等着老罗把话说完，他的头就马上磕到地面上，磕出震天的响动来。 白豆的头也抬了起来，她看着老罗，她也想好了，也等着老罗把话说完，她也要磕头，和肚子里的孩子一起感谢老天爷。 无数的眼泪已经到涌到眼眶，就等着首长把话讲完，它们就会象大雨一样，从天空中落下来。 无数的欢呼已经憋在了喉咙口，只要首长讲过话，它们就象雷一样，滚过大地。 所有的都在看着老罗，所有人的心里都在喊着，说啊，快点接着往下说啊。 老罗接着往下说。 老罗的话从遥远的渐渐清晰起来，直的象一串雷从天边滚过来，在会场的上空炸响。 ——但是，你还是要回到劳改队去。因为你又犯了新的罪。你目无国法，越狱逃跑，挟持人质，冲击会场，把秋收动员誓师大会，变成了你个人审判会，诉苦会，变成了你的平反大会。do you know?你这是破坏了社会主义生产建设，你犯下了不可饶恕的反革命罪。 老罗一拍桌子，大喊起来，把他押下去，等候判决。 所有的人哑吧了，也没有人冲上去抓胡铁，全傻了。 跪着的胡铁看着天上的太阳，太阳的光象是无数把利剑刺一齐刺进了他的眼睛，疼得发出了长长地一声惨叫，老——天——啊。 如果这一辈子，你还不知道绝望的嚎叫是一种什么腔调，那么你就来听听胡铁这一声仰天长啸。这一声嚎叫，你只要听到了，你到死也会忘不了。 下野地的天，没有听到过这样的嚎叫，太阳被吓得一下子躲到了云里。天一下子暗了下来，下野地的地，也没有听到这样的嚎