Chapter 4 White Beans - Chapter Four

White Beans - Chapter Four (1) Not knowing how to report the conversation with Hu Tie to Commander Ma, Sister Wu faltered a bit after being called to the office by Commander Ma. Sister Wu said that she had a talk with Hu Tie, this guy... Battalion Commander Ma said, you don't need to say anything, I know everything he said.Sister Wu said, did he come to see you?Battalion Commander Ma said, what I told you, I told me everything.Sister Wu said that she didn't expect him to be so bold, it was really shameful. Battalion Commander Ma said, however, I think he is a real man.Sister Wu said, I think I should take care of him.Battalion Commander Ma said, I think what he said is right, we are equal, and I don't want to bully him with my power.Sister Wu said, what shall we do then?Battalion Commander Ma said: This is a matter between us, so you don't have to worry about it anymore.It's just that you have to pay more attention to white beans.Talk to her more.Sister Wu said, I understand.Baidou is very simple and obedient. I have talked to her once, and I will talk to her again.Don't worry, I will convince her.In fact, it was my job that she agreed to marry Hu Tie.Battalion Commander Ma said, don't force her.Marriage is a personal matter, and it must be made willing.It is necessary to fully embody the principle of freedom of love and autonomy of marriage.Sister Wu said, I work for women, I don't understand this truth.

Miss Wu left.Battalion Commander Ma lit a cigarette.Before this, Baidou was just a woman to him, and it didn't matter if she got it or not.So, from now on, this woman is related to dignity to him.He can only gain, not lose.Perhaps in the eyes of others, this is just two men jealous over a woman.But battalion commander Ma has already regarded what happened between him and Hu Tie as a war. The war is cruel and ruthless, the war is tragic and tragic, and the war is life and death.It's just that we don't yet know what a war between these two men will look like. Baidou returned to Diwozi, first saw a person, and then saw another bed opposite her bed.It turned out that the seat belonged to Cuilian, and after Cuilian got married, it was always vacant.I said earlier that I would arrange someone, but there was no arrangement.

Man is a woman, as young as she is. The woman said, my name is Zeng Mei, and I was just transferred from the eighth team. Baidou said, hello, my name is Baidou. Baidou was upset and didn't want to talk more.Upset is not because there is one more person in the room.The house is owned by the public, and whoever lives in it doesn't count. Baidou doesn't count.Besides, multiple people, multiple partners, want to talk, you can talk.Sleep will also be solid.Judging by Zeng Mei's appearance, she has a kind face, so getting along will not be difficult. If it hadn't happened to catch up with her upset, Baidou would have chatted with her non-stop.Baidou likes to talk, and when people open their mouths, it is for talking.There are so many troubles, talk about it, it will be less, a lot of troubles, talk about it, it will be gone.

But right now, this annoyance, this annoyance, Bai Dou doesn't know who to tell.Tell others, they don't know anything, and they don't understand.Maybe it will get more and more annoying.Just don't say it, think for yourself.Knowing that it is useless to think about it, I still think about it, saying that it is my own business, but I can't make the decision.If you can't be the master, let others be the master.But suddenly several people popped up and wanted to make decisions for you. Who do you listen to? Bai Dou must nod.But this head is really difficult. Seeing that Baidou had something on her mind, Zeng Mei kept her head down and tidied up the bed without saying a word.

Someone outside the door called Baidou.As soon as she heard it, Bai Dou could tell who was calling her. Baidou walked out the door. Seeing Bai Dou walk out the door, Zeng Mei didn't make the bed anymore. First, I stood inside the door and saw a thick man standing at the door.It was just dark, not yet dark.Close enough to see people's faces clearly. Bai Dou said that Sister Wu was looking for me.The man said he was looking for me too.Baidou said, what do you say?The man said let's talk in the house.Baidou said no, someone else lived in the house.The man said, didn't you live alone all the time?Bai Dou said that he just moved here.The man said let's talk about it in another place.The two of them walked to the northwest corner of the camp. There was a forest over there. It was planted the year before last and it had grown quite tall.

Seeing the two walk away, Zeng Mei walked from the door to the outside, watching their backs for a while.But he didn't go back to the house.Also go forward, instead of following Baidou and the others, go in the opposite direction.Walked to a row of houses.It's not a diwozi, but a tall house with stone and brick foundations.The cadres of the battalion lived in Gao's house. Zeng Mei knocked on a door.The door opened, revealing Sister Wu's face. Zeng Mei said, they went to the grove over there. There is wind, not too much wind.When there is wind, there are no mosquitoes.The soil under the tree is sandy soil, the grains are very fine and clean, as if washed in water.The sun has been out for a day, and the heat seeps into the sand. Sitting on it, it is soft and warm.Same as sitting on the couch.

But the two people sitting on it at this time will not feel comfortable. Hu Tie said, you have to listen to me.Baidou said, but I also have to listen to Sister Wu.Hu Tie said, why listen to her.Baidou said, she is a cadre, and if my parents are away, I have to listen to the cadre.Hu Tie said, marry whoever the cadres ask you to marry.Baidou said that parents are always for the best of their children.Hu Tie said that parents also make mistakes.Bai Dou said that it was a mistake not to listen to them.Hu Tie said, you cannot marry someone else.Baidou said, then who shall I marry?Hu Tie said; Marry me.Baidou said, if you can marry me, I will marry you.Hu Tie said, I will marry you now.Baidou said, now?How to marry?You're kidding.Hu Tie said, what I said is true, let's kneel down together.Baidou said, what are you doing kneeling down? .Hu Tie said, pray to heaven and earth.Baidou said, who are you kneeling for?Hu Tie said, the moon, the moon in the sky.Baidou said, what is this?Hu Tie said, get married.Baidou said, but we didn't get a marriage certificate.Hu Tie said, let's send it to ourselves.Baidou said, this is illegal and a mistake.Hu Tie said that no one will care about us anymore.Bai Dou said that the cadres will take care of it.Hu Tie said, don't let them control it.Bai Dou said that they must take care of it.Hu Tie said, let's run away.Baidou said, run?Hu Tie said, run, they can't control it if they want to.Baidou said, where are you going?Hu Tie said, run into the Populus euphratica forest, there is everything in it.We build our own houses, open up land to grow crops, and guarantee you a good life.Baidou said, you are betraying the revolution, I will not do it.Hu Tie said, it’s okay if you don’t do it.Baidou said, can you still force me?Hu Tie said, I will marry you.Baidou said, but what you say doesn't count.Hu Tie said, at least I have the final say now.Baidou said, what's the use of talking now?Hu Tie said, I will marry you now.Bai Dou said, stop talking nonsense.

White Beans - Chapter Four (2) Hu Tie hugged Baidou and said, really.Baidou didn't push Hu Tie away, saying, don't be kidding. Hu Tie put one hand into Baidou's shirt, Hu Tie said, let's get married first, and then go to apply for a certificate. Letting Hu Tie's hand feel inside the shirt, Baidou said, how can you think like this? Hu Tie's hands climbed up from Baidou's abdomen, like climbing a mountain.Hu Tie said that by the time they know about it, it will be too late and they can only help us. Baidou said, you are crazy.Baidou sat up from Hu Tie's arms at once, and broke free from Hu Tie's hand.

Baidou said, I will never marry like this when I die. If I want to marry, I should be upright and beautiful, and wear red and flowers like other women. This is the only time I live, not to say that I am better than others, but I can’t be inferior to others. ah. Hu Tie was stunned, saying that Baidou had no idea.There's nonsense there, look at how assertive she is now.Hu Tie knew that his opponent was stronger than him, if he couldn't get it done right away, God knows what would happen in the end. He hugged Baidou again.Stretching his hand into his shirt again, this time he didn't want to say more.It seems that after a while, it is impossible to talk about Baidou.It's better to do the work first and make the raw rice into mature rice.Hu Tie didn't talk anymore, and didn't think so much anymore, Hu Tie just wanted to get this thing done quickly.He knew that if he did this, Baidou would be his forever.

Hu Tie stopped talking, but others wanted to talk.It seemed that someone had been watching Hu Tie for a long time, and saw what Hu Tie wanted to do and what he was doing. As soon as Hu Tie's hand touched Baidou's belly, everyone who saw it shouted.Don't call Hu Tie, just Baidou. Hear voices in the distance.Hu Tiegang wanted Baidou to keep quiet.Baidou has stood up.Standing up, he agreed. The light of a horse lantern swayed and floated from a distance. In the bright light, there are Sister Wu and Zeng Mei. Sister Wu said, go to the house and talk to you.I see you are not here.Xiao Zeng said you went out, it was so dark, I was afraid that something would happen to you.I took Xiao Zeng to look for you.

Baidou said, I'm fine, I'll take a rest here with Lao Hu. Turning his head and looking for Lao Hu, Hu Tie was no longer there. Lao Hu left, walking really fast.In fact, Lao Hu didn't go far, but stood in the dark not far away.Seeing Sister Wu's hypocrisy, he knew it was a conspiracy.He also knew that it would be very difficult to get along with Baidou alone in the future. This round, he lost.He still has to lose because his opponent is not alone.There are too many people who help the opponent. In fact, he only needs one person to help him.But this man just doesn't understand anything. Men have gone crazy over women.Women don't know whom to marry. This is destined not to be a beautiful love story.Because, at this time, Hu Tie's thoughts were no longer as firm as iron. This summer, among the people involved in this story, at this moment, only one person is happy.His joy only wanted to be seen by one person.The happy person is Lao Yang.When Lao Yang was happy, he only wanted Lao Hu to see him.Lao Hu didn't want to see it. Hu is in the blacksmith shop.Lao Yang went to the blacksmith shop.Not to mention that there is no reason for the driver to go, the iron palms on the horse's hoofs are worn out, and they need to be replaced with new ones.Let Lao Hu fight, Lao Hu still has to fight. Lao Hu hit the horseshoe, while Lao Yang stood watching.Just watching is not enough, Lao Yang still has to sing.Lao Yang is from Henan and can sing Henan Bangzi.I don't know the play I sang, the lyrics in the play seem to be made up for Lao Hu. What about "Sorrow, worry, Mochou broke his body and made my slave feel distressed", and what "The villain took my wife, God's eyes made him unlucky", the old Hu's teeth were on fire, and he wanted to use his hands Hammer, hit Lao Yang on the head. When they got back to the house, they couldn't hide from Lao Yang, they lived together, and there was no way out.Lao Yang is still happy, but he doesn't sing.Leaning close to Lao Hu, Lao Yang said with his mouth.what to say.Seeing the small knife in Lao Hu's hand, he said Lao Hu's knife, said Lao Hu's knife was beautiful, and asked Lao Hu to give him one.Lao Hu is a blacksmith himself, and he makes a lot of small knives.If Lao Yang wanted it, let him take whatever he wanted.Taking the knife, Lao Yang looked at the knife and said, "It looks really good, but it's just good-looking, so what's the use?"Nothing works. He didn't want to hear what Lao Yang said, so he sat outside.Lao Yang also sat outside.Lots of people sitting outside.Everyone sat at the door, and Lao Hu sat alone on the distant mound.Lao Yang didn't go in front of Lao Hu and sat with everyone.Talking and laughing, Lao Hu couldn't hear what everyone was saying and laughing at, but he thought everyone must be saying that he was laughing at him. Lao Yang laughed the loudest, and only Lao Hu understood why Lao Yang laughed so much. Xiaye is a big place with not many people. If anyone has something to do, he doesn't want others to know about it.If it involves the relationship between men and women, it will be like flies flying around with wings.This place is not that acrobatic troupe, nor is it a den of bandits.Hu Tie couldn't do things like he did in those places. At this time, Hu Tie decided to deal with this matter in another way. When I went to Battalion Commander Ma's office, I didn't open the door directly, but called a report first, and let me go in later.He was born as a soldier, and under normal circumstances, the habits of soldiers will not change. Last time it was Battalion Commander Ma who was surprised, but this time it was the other way around, Hu Tie was the one who was surprised. Think it over and prepare to accept a scolding.I've thought about it, no matter how much I scold you, I won't change my words.Officials scolded soldiers, no matter how they scolded, soldiers had to bear it.However, scolding can also make people anxious. Lao Hu doesn't know how much he can scold, and he doesn't know how much he can bear. Even thinking that there might be a bloody conflict, Lao Hu deliberately put a few extra darts in his trouser pocket. When I didn't enter the door, I thought of how livid my face was.When I entered the door, I saw a face smiling slightly.Not only smiled at him, but also stood up, walked over, and shook hands with Lao Hu.He took the stool and asked Lao Hu to sit on it.It's not like an official meets a soldier, let alone an enemy, but an old friend. Can't help being surprised.No matter what it is, as long as it is different from what you think, you will always be surprised. White Beans - Chapter Four (3) When entering the door, Lao Hu was surprised by Commander Ma's attitude. After sitting down, he was even more surprised by what Camp Commander Ma said. Battalion Commander Ma said, you are a man, and I am also a man.Don't treat me as an official, and I don't regard you as my soldier.Let's just talk about men.You like Baidou, I also like Baidou, if you want to marry Baidou, I also want to marry Baidou.You can't keep me from liking and thinking. Commander Ma said, you will say, you like white beans earlier than me, and I like white beans later than you.But sooner or later can explain anything, revolutions are not prioritized, how can love be divided into sooner or later. Commander Ma said, you still say that you and Baidou are engaged.An engagement is not a marriage.Even if you get married, you can get divorced.What is an engagement.As long as Baidou is not married, others can like her and pursue her.You can do it, I can do it, and so can anyone else. Battalion Commander Ma said, you will still say that there are many women, you can find other women.I also wanted to find other women, but I happened to see Baidou, and I just fell in love with her when I saw her.If you fall in love with her, there is no way to find another woman.Just like you are now, if you are asked to leave Baidou to find another woman, don't you also resolutely refuse to do it. Battalion Commander Ma said, in fact, don't get angry, don't rush, don't argue, don't quarrel.Two men fall in love with one woman, such things are many and common.There were many in ancient times, and there are many now, there are many foreign countries, and there are many in China.what to do?No one would give in, so they had to fight.One beat the other to death.We can't do this, we are a revolutionary team, and we can't learn from feudal capitalism. Battalion Commander Ma said, you will ask me, what should I do then?I won't say what to do.It's just a truth, you have to understand it, and I have to understand it too.It’s been so many years, you don’t need to explain the truth, but you actually understand it, but you may forget it in a hurry.What's the point?In a word, love is free and marriage is independent.Look, this one said, you immediately nodded. Battalion Commander Ma said that no matter how many men love a woman, she can only marry one person in the end.Who will you marry?It doesn't count if you say it, and it doesn't count if I say it.Respect women, let women speak for themselves, let Baidou speak for themselves.She said, she will marry no one, only you, and I will hold a wedding for you immediately without further ado, and I will preside over it.But if she wants to say marry me, don't be sad, let alone hate me.You have to smile and be my best man. Battalion Commander Ma said, we are all men, you can see that you are a man.It's not your fault you were the way you were that day.Any real man would do that.It would be the same for me.It's just that I also want you to treat me as a man and give me a chance. Battalion Commander Ma said, if you agree with what I said, let Baidou come out immediately, let her stand in front of us, and let her speak.What she says is what she says.I can tell you that I haven't said anything individually with white beans.You and her have been in contact for a long time, she must have more emotions for you than for me.I think you will agree with my suggestion.Of course, it’s okay if you don’t agree, you can just come up with a solution and we can discuss it.If possible, I will listen to you. Let Hu Tie say what Hu Tie says.Battalion Commander Ma said everything that Hu Tie thought of, but Ying Commander Ma also said Hu Tie didn't think of it. When listening to Commander Ma's words, Hu Tie thought of his appearance that day and what he said from time to time.The more I thought about it, the more I felt feverish on my face and uncomfortable all over my body.It would be better to let Commander Ma slap a few big mouths and call him a bloody sprayer, so that he will feel better. For a man to defeat another man, sometimes he does not necessarily have to have a lot of strength and have very strong martial arts.Just like wars, not all wars are full of bullets and blood. They are all men, why Hu Tie can only forge iron, and Ma Chai can be the battalion commander.It was not a lottery, nor was it a gamble. Battalion Commander Ma is not the class leader, nor is he the bandit leader, nor is he Lao Yang.Battalion Commander Ma made Hu Tie's throwing knife stick out of his trouser pocket in embarrassment. Battalion Commander Ma asked Sister Wu to call Baidou.After a while, Sister Wu called Baidou.It seemed that Baidou was already waiting in one place, waiting for Sister Wu to call.Here comes the white beans.Seeing Hu Tie and Ma Yingchang, Bai Dou was not surprised, his expression seemed to have been known. Sister Wu brought Baidou and deliberately said that she had nothing to do, so she had to leave. Battalion Commander Ma didn't let her go.Ask her to sit down too. It seems that it has nothing to do with her, but in fact, leaving her, this matter is not the case. Four people, two men and two women, sit together and let a woman marry whoever she says she wants.It sounds ridiculous, and it looks ridiculous. But none of the four laughed. In order to be fair, Yingchang Ma and Hu Tie did not talk to Baidou.If there is something for Sister Wu to tell Baidou. Sister Wu said, Baidou, just say it. Bai Dou looked at Sister Wu. Sister Wu said, you can say what you think. Bai Dou looked at Hu Tie and Commander Ma again, but still remained silent. Sister Wu is in a hurry.Said, don't be afraid, don't look at them as big men, but at this moment, you have the final say. Baidou's mouth moved, but the words did not come out of his mouth. Sister Wu said, didn't you say you thought it over?After thinking about it, just say it. Bai Dou still didn't look like he was going to say something right away. Sister Wu is in a hurry. Hu Tie was not in a hurry.What's the hurry, Bai Dou didn't speak, Hu Tie don't wait until Bai Dou speaks, he already knows what Bai Dou will say. Once you know the answer, you don't have to worry about asking others to say the answer. I was anxious to see Sister Wu.Hu Tie was happy, thinking that it would be better for you to die in a hurry. No matter how stupid Hu Tie was, he could still think of how much Sister Wu valued Baidou in the past two days. Maybe it was because she didn't hold Baidou to sleep except at night, and she might have been talking to Baidou non-stop during the rest of the time. Even a fool can think of anything. Bai Dou didn't say anything, Hu Tie was not in a hurry, not at all. Like Hu Tie, Battalion Commander Ma is not in a hurry.What are you in a hurry for?Battalion Commander Ma also knew what Baidou would say. White Beans - Chapter Four (4) But when Baidou really opened his mouth and said a word, the three people in the room were all stunned. Sister Wu didn't expect Baidou to say that. Hu Tie didn't expect Baidou to say that. Battalion Commander Ma never expected Baidou to say that. Baidou said, let me tell you, I don't want to marry anyone. After speaking, Baidou suddenly stood up and rushed out of the room.It seemed that the other three people in this room were three tigers. If she didn't run away quickly, she would be eaten. Sister Wu said, how could she say that? When I asked her, she didn't say that.This girl, how could she do this.I need to have a good talk with her. While talking, Sister Wu looked at Commander Ma's face.As if she did something wrong. There was no change in the face of Battalion Commander Ma. Standing up and leaving the desk, Yingchang Ma walked up to Hu Tie and patted Hu Tie on the shoulder. Battalion Commander Ma said, it seems that we like others, but they don't like us.Don't like you, don't like me, we are the same.You see, I'm the battalion commander, but I'm just like you. Women don't like me or you just because I'm the battalion commander.From now on, you can still pursue her as before, and likewise, I can pursue her until she makes a choice. Only Hu Tie did not speak. Baidou's words, although he did not think of it.But that doesn't mean anything. No one can change the final result. After rushing out of the battalion headquarters, Baidou kept running. I don't know why I'm running, and I don't know where I'm going.Her brain seemed to be gone.Seeing that the head with a braid is still on the shoulders, it has become a display and has no effect. I ran across a house, ran across a crop field, ran across a wasteland, and ran into the Populus euphratica forest. Running out of Populus euphratica forest, Baidou stopped.It's not that I'm tired from running, it's not that I can't run anymore.It was because Baidou saw the sea. What a big sea.You can't see the side at a glance. Growing up by the sea, I see the sea every day.Baidou is very familiar with Hai, just like his relatives.It's just that the sea in front of him is completely different from the one Baidou is familiar with.It's like the village and the camp, like the people in the village and the people in the camp, like what happened in the village and what happened in the camp, it looks the same, but it's actually completely different .Just like what happened to Baidou now, the people in the village will never meet it in their lifetime, and they will never even hear of it. There is no wind, but there are big waves pushing from the horizon.No matter how big the waves are, there is no sound, no sound at all. The color of the waves is neither green nor blue.It was yellow, golden yellow.Like tortillas baked on the stove.It's not fire, there is no such a big fire that can roast the color of the sea.It's the sun, it must be the sun, the sun here is as poisonous as possible, nothing will not fade after being exposed to the sun for a long time. The colors change, everything changes.There was nothing left in the water.No fish in sight, no boats in sight.Occasionally, a few camels can be seen wandering.Jumping into such a sea, you can't swim, and you won't sink.No one will be drowned. You won't be drowned, but you can't say you won't die.You can't drown, the sun will burn you to death.Not to scare you, it's easy to see some sunburned beasts and human bones here. But Baidou still jumped in. Jumped into the valley between two big waves. She no longer cares about the poisonous sun, even if it turns her into dried meat, she doesn't care.In a person's whole life, it is hard to say when he will become indifferent. I don't care, but others do. Lying between the sand waves of the sand sea, looking up to the sky, the sky is more like the sea, and it is blue.The clouds are like sails, little by little, with the wind, floating around.There must be people in the sky, and there must be people lying in the white clouds and looking at the ground.I just don't know if the people in the sky have the same thoughts as Baidou. Looking at it, I saw a person, also a woman, who was also as young as her.The woman was also looking at her and calling her name.It is really strange how the people in the sky know her name. Squinting your eyes and looking carefully, the woman looked familiar no matter what.Like someone, I can tell, like Zeng Mei.Look again, it's not like Zeng Mei, but it's Zeng Mei. Zeng Mei is not in the sky, she is on the sand dunes.Standing on the top of the waves, shouting down to the white beans lying at the bottom of the valley. Zeng Mei said, Baidou, Baidou, let's go, let's go back. Baidou said, I won't answer. Zeng Mei said, you have to go back. Baidou said, I don't want to go back. Zeng Mei said, you have to go back if you don't want to. Baidou said, where I stay is my business, no one else can control it. Zeng Mei said, you stay at home, no one cares about you.But if you stay here, someone will take care of you. Baidou said, I won't return, and I won't return when it gets dark. Zeng Mei said, you can say nothing about it. Baidou said, who has the final say? Zeng Mei said, everyone? Baidou said, I don't want everyone to care. Zeng Mei said, then just stay here and try it out. It won't take long before the whole battalion will be dispatched to look for you. They will search everywhere until they find you. Of course Baidou would not try.No need to try, Baidou knew that Zeng Mei wasn't trying to scare her.In winter, I went out to collect firewood, and it snowed heavily. One person lost his way, but the others returned, but this person did not come back.So the whole battalion went back into the heavy snow, and found the man in the middle of the night.At that time, this person was drinking milk tea in a Kazakh yurt.What is collective, this is collective, what is collectivism, this is collectivism.Such collectiveness and collectivism cannot be found or seen in small seaside villages. Not long after arriving in Xiayedi, the first song Baidou learned to sing contained a line called "Collectivist thoughts shine". White Beans - Chapter Four (5) Baimai wrote again. Baimai said in the letter, I am going to die of anger, Baidou, to tell you the truth, I don't want to live anymore. Baimai said, a few days ago, my lower body was in pain for some reason, so I went to the hospital to see it.After seeing it, the doctor said, did you do that with your husband?My face turned red all of a sudden.The doctor said again and again that the operation was not fully healed, so I couldn't do that.I said, I didn't have surgery.The doctor said, didn't you just have a ligation operation?I said, what is ligation surgery.The doctor smiled.Said that I have undergone all the operations, but I still don't know what the operation is.The doctor saw that I really didn't understand, and told me that ligation means that I can't have children. Bai Mai said, when I heard it, I almost got married.I think it must have been done by the doctor during the last abortion.I'll go to the obstetrician right away.It's a female doctor.She said she had me circumcised.She said it wasn't her thing to do.It was arranged by the dean.I will ask the dean.The dean said that this was arranged by the chief.I ran home immediately and asked Lao Luo, and he said that it was arranged by him.Lao Luo acted like nothing happened, which really drove me to death. Bai Mai said in the letter, I asked Lao Luo why he didn't let me have a baby.Lao Luo told me the truth.Only then did I know that Lao Luo had already been married once.My wife is from the countryside of my hometown, arranged by the family, and she looks very ugly.After participating in the revolution, he left her.The wife left, the child couldn't leave, and the child still belonged to Lao Luo.The two children, a boy and a girl, were all given to Lao Luo.Lao Luo said that he had already picked up the child from his hometown.Lao Luo said that it is not good to have too many children, two are fine.I am Lao Luo's wife, and Lao Luo's child is of course my child.Having more children is a drag.Lao Luo said that I still have to work, so I can't be too distracted with my children.Lao Luo arranged for the hospital to perform a ligation operation on me during the abortion. Bai Mai also said in the letter that when I heard this, it was as if someone had hit my head with a stick, knocking me unconscious all at once.When I woke up again, there were really two children standing beside me, a man and a woman.As soon as I woke up, I immediately called my mother.I cried when I heard it.Not happy, not excited.I said it was uncomfortable.What do you call me? I became the mother of two children without having a single child.Baidou, my life is really too bitter. There is such a thing, if it is not for Baimai, if others say it, Baidou will not believe it.But she knew that if Bai Mai said so, it must be true.Baidou immediately felt sorry for Baimai, and at the same time, he was a little glad that he hadn't encountered such a thing.Although Bai Mai still doesn't know who he will marry.But Baimai thought, no matter who he marries, this man can't already have children.Baidou doesn't want to be someone else's stepmother.I know in the village that the worst thing for a woman to do is to be a stepmother. Baidou felt that Baimai was really pitiful.He thought that it would have been better if Baimai hadn't stayed in the city. If he had come to Xiaye with her, he would definitely not have encountered such a thing.Thinking about it this way, I felt that it was really a very, very good thing that I was not left in the city at that time. Baidou wrote back to Baimai. Bai Dou said in the letter that the last letter said that I might marry a blacksmith, but now it seems that I may not be able to marry again.If you want to say why you can't get married.I can't explain it either.forget it. I'm done here.You must find it ridiculous that I am so old and degenerate.I won't tell you who I will marry anymore, I will tell you again when I really marry. Baidou wants to comfort her, and wants Baimai to open up about her inability to have a baby.But she also couldn't find words to comfort Bai Mai.Baidou is fine, so I won't say anything more. , After leaving the battalion headquarters that day, Lao Hu stopped talking. In the blacksmith shop, one person works alone without talking.But back in the house, it was full of people.If you don't speak, others will talk to you.I'm not dumb, so I can't help but speak.But Lao Hu really didn't want to say it.I don't want to talk to anyone, and I don't want to say anything. What I hate the most is that old Yang.If you have time, you can go to Lao Hu's side.And before finishing the three sentences, Baidou was involved.What he said, others sounded like reassuring and comforting Lao Hu.But Lao Hu sounded like stabbing his heart with a knife. There is no way but to escape.Avoid everyone, and also avoid Lao Yang.After dinner, Lao Hu didn't stay in the house, but went outside.Others go outside to find coolness and places with a lot of people.When Lao Hu goes outside, no matter whether it is cool or not, he only looks for places where there are no people. Old Hu has been there in the woods, in the grass nests, and on the barren hills.No matter where, as soon as Lao Hu went, he would lie down on the ground and let the trees and grass cover him.No one saw him, and no one talked to him. until dark.Everyone else went back to the house, lay down on the bed, and snored.Only then did Lao Hu come back.After working all day, going to bed early became a dead pig.No one is waiting for old nonsense to say anything.Lao Yang wanted to say something to Lao Hu, but he couldn't wait any longer.You can only wait until the next morning and ask Lao Hu when you came back last night.Lao Hu deliberately said, dawn. There is another advantage of hiding in a place where no one is around. Using this time, Lao Hu can think about some things. After much deliberation.Come up with two words, sorry. Regret knowing Baidou, regret liking Baidou, regret wanting to marry Baidou.Regret for scaring Lao Yang, regret for the quarrel at the battalion headquarters, regret for not saying a word in the battalion that day. It's all regret. Ordinarily, a man can not regret.A man like Hu Tie can't regret it. But Hu Tie regretted it. Although Baidou never said that he didn't want to marry him, even in the battalion headquarters that day, Baidou didn't choose between the battalion commander and him, which gave him self-esteem.But Hu Tie still regretted it. Regret is never useful, the past can never be changed.What can change is what is being done. From the day he left the battalion headquarters, Hu Tie never looked for Baidou again.And I plan to never look for Baidou again.He will no longer care what Bai Dou does, nor will he care what others do to Bai Dou. White Beans - Chapter Four (6) He wanted to make Baidou and Baidou feel like they were strangers. It's not that he's afraid of Battalion Commander Ma.Hu Tie will not be afraid of anyone if he has lived to this extent.After Hu Tie realized that Baidou really didn't think about marrying him, his heart was thrown into the basin like a piece of red-hot iron just out of the furnace.There are so many things, I have to cool down to think about and do them. In fact, without Commander Ma, Hu Tie might not be able to marry Baidou.There is only one reason, Bai Dou did not want to marry Hu Tie as much as Hu Tie wanted to marry her. There are many things in the world, as long as a person has perseverance and ability, he will definitely be able to accomplish them.But there is only one thing, no matter how capable you are alone, you may not be able to accomplish it.This thing is love between man and woman. Hu Tie thought that if he had the opportunity to talk with Commander Ma again alone, he would tell him all these thoughts.And will promise him to be his best man when he gets married. In fact, by this time, Hu Tie had already withdrawn from our story.It seemed that there would be no more trouble finding him again.He went about his days in complete peace. But everyone knows that many things, once they have entered, it will not be so easy to get out.It's just that we really can't imagine what else will happen around Hu Tie. Bai Dou was transferred to the cooking team of the battalion. It was Sister Wu who informed her.But it won't be Sister Wu's arrangement.The cooking class of the battalion department directly serves the leaders of the battalion department, and not anyone can go there if they want to.Baidou couldn't go without the consent of Battalion Commander Ma. Sister Wu said that the cooking class is good, the wind is not blowing, the rain is not drenching, and the sun is not so poisonous.There are delicious things, and you can eat enough.The people in the cooking class look different from the people working in the field.Sister Wu didn't say anything, but Baidou knew about it.Everyone in the field knows it all.They don't know how good the heaven in the sky is, but everyone knows the heaven in Xiayedi, which is the cooking class. There is another point that Miss Wu didn't say.Before Mizhi's death, she was in the cooking class.Bai Dou went to the cooking class, which was what she lacked.But everyone didn't believe that letting Baidou go to the cooking class was not just a lack of work for the Mizhi woman.She also needs to make up for Mizhi's other deficiencies. No fool would think of this. Thinking of this, when everyone met Baidou, they were all polite.He is being polite to Bai Dou now because he thinks that Bai Dou will be more polite to himself in the future.If Baidou is polite to you, no one will dare to be rude to you in Xiayedi. I don't know what Baidou was thinking, but after Sister Wu told her, she went to work in the cooking class without saying anything. Maybe Baidou thought about everything, maybe he didn't think about anything. Regardless of whether Baidou understands it or not, most of the people who went to the field thought they saw the path Baidou would take in the future. We seem to be able to imagine what will happen around the white beans.